Snow falls silently

The winter nights are a bit chilly, and the occasional wind blows through the heart, but even so, there are still some people on the street enjoying the boring night.

The two had already got out of the car and began to walk in slowly, "What about Jiang Chengyu?" An Yuewei asked Zhou Xiao.

"Don't worry, he will come back, let him stay alone first."

Zhou Xiao followed behind him, staring at this thin figure in the dim light. He looked like a very simple person on the surface, but Zhou Xiao never saw it that way, because some people's nature will not be easily revealed in front of others . "What would it be like if we had kept the relationship we had before?"

"I won't mention the past, and I can't imagine it."

"Hehe, among the people I've ever been with, I miss you the most." Zhou Xiao walked in front of him, stopped his progress, scanned him carefully with a pair of eyes, and finally stayed on his face superior.

"You are always missed after you leave." Zhou Xiao caressed his face, "I really want to know what is hidden in your heart." As he said, he put his hand into his clothes , the tentacles were warm, and then he touched his ribs, and he could feel his rising and falling chest.

Zhou Xiao looked at him, seeing the whole person in his eyes, then lowered his head and kissed him, the same tender and extremely tender kiss as before. "Well, you...don't be here

. . .someone. . . "

Zhou Xiao also answered him intermittently, "No... yes... it's okay."

Zhou Xiao is not a person who avoids these things, he kisses the person in front of him unrestrainedly, until he really feels that someone is approaching them, then he raises the corner of his mouth and lets go of An Yuewei With the bright lights, he roughly saw the person behind him.

He is a little shorter than himself. Zhou Xiao likes to look at people's facial features. The facial features of this person in front of him have the handsome features of a man. If he doesn't have a cold face now, then he must look good when he smiles.

Zhou Xiao smiled at him, "Isn't it impolite for you to look at us like that?"

Fang Yongzhao didn't pay attention to the person in front of him, his face was so cold that it almost turned to ice, he only saw the person behind Zhou Xiao, his eyes were dim and frightened, his face was stiff, his clothes were a little disheveled, he stood in a daze without saying a word.

"He is your friend." Fang Yongzhao's voice was so low that almost no emotion could be heard.

An Yuewei lowered his head slightly, not daring to look at him, his brows were tightly frowned, his hands were shaking, he tried his best to support his stiff body, as if he would fall if he pushed him lightly.The things he least wanted Fang Yongzhao to know, the things he didn't want him to see, no matter how carefully he concealed them, they turned into ashes in vain, and the exposure was so direct that he had nowhere to escape.

He clenched his fists tightly, held his breath quietly, and waited for the cruelest dismemberment.In the end, there was no fluctuation in the stagnant cold air, just like a gust of cold wind, the person in front of him turned and left.Until the figure disappeared, he relaxed all over, and looked forward numbly, there was something left at the door of his house.

"How are you?" At this moment, Zhou Xiao realized that the matter had become serious.

He walked forward with a dull expression, and shook his head when he heard his words, "It's nothing, go back and rest."

Fang Yongzhao felt that something was missing, what was wrong?He has been doing well all along. Before that, he told himself that he had a girlfriend. Before that, he accompanied him to the hospital and took him downstairs to bask in the sun. Everything was so magnanimous. He often came to his house to eat and play with Tongtong. .What's next?He showed up at his house, and they went out to play in the snow when it was snowing heavily, and there was the cat, and they went swimming in the river. . .But there is always a place in the memory that sticks out, rushing out, he doesn't want to remember it, he doesn't want to remember it at all.It was so dark in the corridor just now, he must have misread it.

"Come back so soon?" His mother was silent when she saw him enter the room, her face ashen. "why do not you speak?"

Only then did he reply, "Well, it's delivered."

At night, his mind was in an unprecedented state of numbness. He saw his mother playing with Tongtong in a trance, and he felt dizzy from the back and forth of the two people in front of him. He leaned on the sofa and closed his eyes.

"Hey, go to bed when you're sleepy." His mother gave him a push.

He opened his eyes and got up and went to his own room. He wanted to sleep very much. Maybe it would be fine when he woke up, and he would wake up from the dream.He closed his eyes again, but what appeared in front of his eyes was something from a long time ago, which was almost covered in dust.The sky was very high and the weather was very hot. He was smoking cigarettes, one after another, and then he walked outside for a long distance. Wall crouched on the ground, cold sweat dripping from his forehead.In the next few days, he could hardly leave his cigarette until the man left.

Not long after he had a dream, a voice in the dream asked him, do you like me?After that, he vaguely saw two naked people entangled in front of him, but he still couldn't see the very vague scene clearly.

The next morning, the sun shone warmly into the bedroom. When he woke up, he saw a bright room, and nothing could hide it. The scene he saw yesterday immediately appeared in his mind, and he had countless questions to figure it out.After eating something in a hurry, I greeted my mother and went out.

When I arrived at the small garden that I hadn't visited a few times, the sun rose.He sat down on the chair and dialed the familiar number.

"Brother?" The voice on the other end was very low.

"I'm in the small garden in front of your building. I have something to ask you when you come down."

"it is good."

Not long after, An Yuewei appeared in front of him, Fang Yongzhao knew it was him but didn't look at him. "Sit down and talk."

His eyes kept looking into the distance, but the focus could not be gathered, "I want to know something now, and I want to listen to the truth."

"Well, just ask, I won't lie to you a word."

"You like men?"

"Well, it is."

"Have you been dating men outside these years?"

"Yes."

"You slept with them?"

"Yes."

"You said that having a girlfriend is a lie?"

"Yes."

"I'm your brother, but have you ever thought this way about me?"

"...yes."

He was silent, his originally stiff face melted away, "Hehe, I want to hit you." He suddenly grabbed his collar and hit him with one hand, but finally stopped, stopping at a distance from his face. Very close.He let him go, sat on the chair blankly, stared at the distance with dull eyes, and suddenly realized that since An Yuewei grew up, he had hardly understood him, and he had always felt stupid He is still what he thinks he is, thinking that he matured earlier than him and sees everything more clearly than him, and it turns out that he is the stupidest one.

He didn't know what he couldn't tolerate, but he was very uncomfortable, just like many years ago, the uncontrollable anger suddenly surged from the bottom of his heart.But he is not an ignorant person. Some things may not be changed by nature, so who can he resent.He didn't know how long he had been sitting, but when he got up, the person beside him was no longer there.

An Yuewei thought that something similar would happen, but it really happened, but it was so shocking.The punch he was caught off guard just now sent him into reincarnation, endless reincarnation, just like back then, he made that risky move, and the result was the same, the relationship he had maintained for so long was still destroyed, it turned out that once Damaged things really cannot be repaired. Even if the repair is perfect, there will be cracks. After a long time, it will still crack.

This time, it is really necessary to disappear from the world, or become a stranger, or even worse than a stranger.For myself, this may be a good ending, because things always have a result.He glanced at the sunlight outside the window, it seemed that the long-term confinement had been broken, his whole body was relaxed and light, and he didn't want to think about it anymore, since what had happened, let it be reduced to dust and smoke.

Jiang Chengyu pushed open the door, seeing him sitting stupidly with a dazed look, he wanted to say something, but he swallowed it, he knew that saying anything was superfluous.

"Hey, what happened to him yesterday?" Jiang Chengyu quietly asked Zhou Xiao in the living room. "People are stupid."

Zhou Xiao leaned lazily, "Someone came here last night and accidentally saw us..."

Jiang Chengyu immediately interrupted him excitedly, "What did you beast do to him?!"

Zhou Xiao sneered, "What can I do to him? Do you think he became like this because of me? Hehe, can you grasp the point?"

"Who was here last night?" Jiang Chengyu had almost guessed in his heart.

"A man."

"I understand." Jiang Chengyu also sat beside him a little discouraged, and couldn't bear it after sitting for a long time.He pushed open his door again, and then closed it tightly.The people inside are still sitting in the original posture, which has not changed.

Jiang Chengyu sat down next to him, and saw that his expression was very calm, and he was not as heart-piercing as others, or he was so drunk, "I admire you, nothing is wrong."

Seeing that An Yuewei didn't speak, he said, "Isn't it stupid?"

"I'm fine. Even if it doesn't happen now, it might happen in the future. Even if it doesn't happen for the rest of my life, then I'll be trapped in a cage for the rest of my life. It's not bad now."

Jiang Chengyu put his hands on his shoulders, "You really look like a saint."

"The saint is not like me, I just feel..." His eyes suddenly turned red, "We were fine before, if it weren't for me becoming like this, we would still be the same as before, but there are some things I can't control... "

"You really are..." Jiang Chengyu sighed, "So I said, you are actually different from us."