Mystery. Mistake. Love

In the middle of the night, Zhan Zhao woke up from the heat. He vaguely heard a faint moan. Immediately, he woke up, and finally realized that the root cause of his heat was that the people around him were having a high fever.He immediately wanted to get up, but Bai Yutang, who had a high fever, hugged him tightly. He pushed Bai Yutang's arm around his waist, and whispered,

"Yutang, let go, I'll get you medicine."

"Don't go...cat...don't go...I don't want...to leave you." Bai Yutang was raving, but Zhan Zhao froze on the spot.Quickly waking up, Zhan Zhao still broke free from the restraints, got off the ground, turned on the light, went outside to get hot water for Bai Yutang, and put a cold towel on Bai Yutang's forehead to help cool him down.This familiar scene reminded Zhan Zhao of going abroad for the exam, and it was the same. Because Bai Yutang didn't want to leave Zhan Zhao, he even developed a high fever, which persisted for several days. When Min Xiuxiu was helpless, he had to take him away Mo Hua Village picked him up, and that day, he stayed with Bai Yutang all night, drinking water for him, wiping his sweat, and changing towels.This year has passed so quickly, these scenes seem to have happened yesterday.

Zhan Zhao helped him change the cold towel again, lowered his head, and looked at Bai Yutang whose face was reddish due to the high fever.Yes, we haven't seen each other for four months. Bai Yutang has lost a lot of weight and grown a lot. The two who used to be almost the same height are now half a head taller than Bai Yutang.Bai Yutang's face is more angular than before because of his thinness. If Bai Yutang was dazzlingly beautiful before, now he is handsome to the limit because he has more arrogance.His pursed lips were a little dry, Zhan Zhao looked at the water in the glass, patted Bai Yutang lightly, and told him,

"Yutang, Yutang, get up and drink some water before going to bed. Yutang, Yutang."

Bai Yutang frowned his handsome eyebrows, shook his eyelids, opened them slowly, and said unhappily,

"Cat, you are so noisy."

Zhan Zhao looked at him lovingly, smiled and said,

"You drink the water and go back to sleep. I won't disturb you. Be obedient and drink the water."

Bai Yutang's eyes widened, and he said softly,

"Cat, it's really you. I've found you. Only my cat can be so gentle and considerate."

Zhan Zhao helped him to sit up, then put the cup to his mouth, drank a large glass of water, Zhan Zhao gently helped him to lie down again, Bai Yutang grabbed him with his hot hands before Zhan Zhao left. took Zhan Zhao's hand, and begged,

"Cat, I'm so cold, please stay with me."

Zhan Zhao nodded, lifted the quilt and lay back down again, took the initiative to cover Bai Yutang's body, and asked,

"Is this any better?"

Bai Yutang wanted to grin, but he didn't have the strength. Zhan Zhao felt distressed when he saw it, and his hands tightened again. Bai Yutang's voice came leisurely from his ears,

"Cat, I like you."

Zhan Zhao's body froze, his mind instantly went blank, and the strength in his hand also relaxed. Bai Yutang immediately sensed it, and he had the answer in his heart. Feeling a little sentimental, he said in a self-defeating manner,

"Cat, do you hate me? I know I'm a lunatic, but I can't control my feelings! I know you are a man, and I am also a man. I should love Su Hong, and I can even like her." Ding Yuehua, that tigress, but...but...I can't. From what I know is caring, what is not seeing each other every day, all my joys, sorrows and joys are tied down by you. I can't see you , I can’t eat well or sleep well, but I can’t tell anyone about this feeling, it’s you, I just endure and endure. Cat, I know you are a normal person, you don’t have to worry about me, I Seeing that you are doing well today and that you still have lofty ideals, I am satisfied. Just pretend that I have not been here today, and I hope that in your heart, I am still your best friend and brother."

After Bai Yutang finished speaking, he gritted his teeth and sat up while propping up his feverish body. He quickly got down to the ground, picked up the clothes Zhan Zhao had prepared for him, and put them on.He always felt extremely dizzy, but he didn't dare to stop. He was afraid that he would stop, so he really didn't want to leave.

Let's go, let's leave him, see him live well, what else do you want? !After Bai Yutang got dressed, he saw that Zhan Zhao who was lying on the bed didn't move, he didn't even intend to stop him, his heart felt chilled.It was still raining outside the house, he opened the door of the room, still couldn't help turning his head and said,

"Cat, I'm leaving! You... take care!"

Looking back, Bai Yutang felt dizzy for a while, grabbed the door, his body swayed, stayed for a second, gritted his teeth, and opened the door to go out.When he came to the gate, looking at the heavy rain outside, Bai Yutang, who had a fever so high that he was a little delirious, was about to leave when he opened the door. The chill immediately hit his face, which made his mind clear a lot.

He wanted to leave, but suddenly a voice stopped him,

"Yutang, wait."

Bai Yutang stopped in surprise, turned his head, and was so frightened by what he saw that he even forgot to breathe.I saw Zhan Zhao's pale face, his bruised lips trembling constantly, his right hand resting on his left chest, his left hand grasping the handrail of the stairs beside him vigorously, the veins on his arms popped up, he bent slightly, his face pain, but his eyes fixed on Bai Yutang, and he called his name,

"Yutang."

"Cat, what's the matter with you? Where's your medicine? Where's the medicine, huh?" Bai Yutang immediately forgot his pain of loss, his dizziness, he supported Zhan Zhao, and pulled him into his arms , kicked the door open, let Zhan Zhao lie flat on the bed immediately, and asked again,

"Cat, where's your medicine?"

Zhan Zhao was tormented by the sharp pain, unable to speak, the hand covering his chest couldn't suppress the pain from inside, he curled up in pain, and moaned out of his mouth uncontrollably ,

"Uh...uh...uh...it hurts..."

Bai Yutang heard it, and felt that the sound was like a file cutting his heart, so he hurriedly searched through boxes and cabinets, and finally found the familiar little blue porcelain bottle in a small box, poured out two pieces, and picked up the display case. Zhao immediately let him eat, there was still some water in the cup when he drank water just now, let Zhan Zhao drink it.The two people who had already collapsed seemed to be fished out of the water. Bai Yutang suddenly collapsed beside Zhan Zhao, and soon fell into a coma.

Early the next morning, when Zhan Zhao opened his eyes, he smelled a familiar smell of fried eggs.He looked at himself. He was wearing clean pajamas, but he didn't feel tired after an illness.He got out of bed, walked out of the room cautiously, and then entered the kitchen, and sure enough, he saw that figure busy with work.

It turned out that he really came here yesterday, not just dreaming.Thinking about it, Zhan Zhao pinched his temples, just when Bai Yutang turned his head and saw him coming, he said with a smile,

"Morning, cat, did you sleep well? Does your heart still hurt? Go wash up, I've already made breakfast."

Zhan Zhao stared at him blankly, Bai Yutang immediately put down the pot in his hand, wiped his hands on the towel, came over to brush Zhan Zhao's hair, and said,

"Why are you in a daze, don't hurry up! If you have anything to say, let's talk about it after dinner."

Zhan Zhao obediently went to the bathroom, Bai Yutang looked at his dazed back and kept laughing.

After eating, the two sat back in their old place and started talking.

"Cat, let's open the skylight and talk brightly. I told you yesterday that I like you. What about you?"

Bai Yutang drank his coffee, swept away the sense of decadence from last night, looked at Zhan Zhao confidently, and waited for his answer.

"Have you recovered from your fever?" Zhan Zhao looked around and said to him.

"Okay, I'm fine now. Do you like me?" Bai Yutang didn't give Zhan Zhao a chance to catch his breath, which made Zhan Zhao flustered.

Closing his eyes, Zhan Zhao said cautiously,

"I do not know."

"Okay," Bai Yutang felt relieved,

"If you don't know, you don't hate it. If you don't hate it, you like it a little bit."

Zhan Zhao frowned and looked at the elated Bai Yutang, wondering where his blind self-confidence came from, he shook his head and said,

"I really don't know. Yutang, do you remember that Sir Spencer?"

"Remember, why don't you remember that zombie king!" Bai Yutang's face suddenly changed into contempt, as if that person was sitting in front of him.

Zhan Zhao looked at Bai Yutang and continued,

"On the boat that day, he asked me if you were my lover. I was taken aback and immediately denied it. However, he smiled and told me that I didn't know what I was thinking, nor did I know you mind."

Bai Yutang was delighted when he heard it, and clapped his hands,

"Well, this zombie king is really talented. It seems that I will pay a visit to him another day, and thank him for his insight."

Zhan Zhao was not as happy as him, but looked at Bai Yutang worriedly, and said,

"Yutang, I'm telling the truth. I knew that I had a heart disease since I was a child, and I was afraid that I would not live long. I watched my aunt become a widow because of her husband's early death, and my own mother died suddenly because of my father. After the full moon, I hanged myself. I don’t want to do this, I don’t want to drag anyone down. I told myself, don’t fall in love with anyone, and don’t give others the illusion of falling in love with me. I just want to be able to do things for the country while I’m alive Something. Yutang, I know that two men should not like each other, this is wrong, but yesterday when you were about to leave, my heart suddenly hurt so badly..."

What Zhan Zhao said was a little sad, and Bai Yutang's heart ached when he heard it. He walked up, hugged Zhan Zhao who was sitting opposite, and said softly,

"Cat, if you say you don't know, don't know. I won't force you. Whether you like me or not, I promised you to stay with you all the time. Just let me stay by your side." Okay, okay?"

Zhan Zhao leaned against Bai Yutang's chest and nodded silently.

Bai Yutang continued,

"I didn't tell you yesterday. I changed schools. I applied for mit's shipbuilding major. They only sent me the notice last month. After I got it, I ran over to you immediately, but you didn't live there. Yes. Cat, now that we go to school together, we can rent a cheap little house, just the two of us, do you like it?"

Zhan Zhao looked up at him, Bai Yutang's beautiful eyes were full of eagerness, so Zhan Zhao nodded.Bai Yutang felt excited, then suddenly lowered his head, kissed Zhan Zhao's forehead, and said,

"Cat, let's look for a house tomorrow and move!"

In this way, the two finally settled down in a small house.

Three years later

School days are always very fond of people. In his third year at Harvard, Zhan Zhao finally successfully obtained his bachelor's degree, and at the same time received an admission letter for a master's degree from the Department of Mathematics.There was no excitement, no warm celebration, the two of them went to school together during the day, and when they returned home at night, Bai Yutang cooked and Zhan Zhao prepared the dishes. After tidying up together, the two would play chess and chat together For a while, or sit on the sofa and read your favorite books quietly.

one evening a year later

Bai Yutang looked up at the cat occasionally, and suddenly felt a little funny. Zhan Zhao looked gentle and refined, but who would have thought that he was a stubborn character who could not be controlled by nine bulls? If he hadn't insisted on coming to America with him, This cat may have lived a miserable life.The more Bai Yutang thought about it, the more afraid he became. Zhan Zhao didn't take his eyes off the book in his hand, but asked,

"Yutang, what's the matter? Why are you always staring at me?"

Bai Yutang took the book out of his hand, threw it aside, and asked distressedly,

"Cat, you don't know how to take care of yourself, what would you do if I didn't follow you?"

Zhan Zhao never thought about this question, looked at Bai Yutang, shook his head and said,

"I didn't think about it. I thought, if I really can't learn how to cook, I will learn from those foreigners and eat some bread and milk every day. As long as I can satisfy my hunger, I will take a few more courses during the vacation and graduate earlier. , so I can go back to China sooner. But fortunately, you are here, otherwise it would be really miserable!" After Zhan Zhao finished speaking, he smiled indifferently.

Bai Yutang thought of Zhan Zhao living in a cheap house crowded with Indians in order to save money, and buying bread for a few pennies a day for three meals a day, he didn't feel a pain in his heart, looking at him indifferently With a smile, the pain immediately expanded in his heart, and he couldn't help but smashed the book in his hand,

"Dead cat, don't laugh, it's so ugly! I shouldn't feel sorry for you, let you starve to death. Also, I know you are inquiring about the manual work in the labor factory, you are not allowed to go, do you hear me? Ding Uncle prepared all the money, and he specifically said that you can’t treat yourself badly in the United States, let me watch you carefully, study hard for me, and don’t think about what you have or what you don’t have.”

Zhan Zhao looked at Bai Yutang strangely, and asked,

"How did you know?"

"Hmph," Bai Yutang snorted dissatisfied, stood up and went to the bedroom to get a bathrobe, handed it to Zhan Zhao, and then said,

"I asked that big black guy in your class. Seeing that the two of you have been muttering lately, I guessed it was nothing good!"

Zhan Zhao laughed a little, took the bathrobe and stood up,

"You, these people around me are almost bought by you. Okay, don't be angry, I just don't go. By the way, I forgot to tell you, I found a job, so you don't have to always After inquiring with them, I will not be a laborer."

Bai Yutang was startled, and immediately asked,

"Oh, what kind of job? Where do you work? Who do you work with? Also, aren't you going to apply for a Ph.D. and stop studying?"

Zhan Zhao poked his head out of the bathroom door, and said to Bai Yutang who was still waiting for an answer,

"My supervisor helped me apply for a part-time job in a research institute, which can earn money and carry out my own projects. I can directly study for a doctorate next year."

"Really? It went so smoothly." Bai Yutang was happy for Zhan Zhao,

"Hurry up and take a shower, and come out for dinner later."

When Zhan Zhao came out of the bathroom, he could smell the aroma of vegetables that could hook any glutton.After getting dressed, he casually wiped his still wet hair, and went to the dining room, where he saw four meals and one soup on the dining table, Bai Yutang was looking at him and smiling.

Sitting opposite Bai Yutang, Zhan Zhao asked with a puzzled look on his face,

"What's the matter, what day is it today, why are you cooking so many dishes. But it's so delicious, it makes my mouth water when I smell it."

Looking at the beloved cat in front of him, Bai Yutang suddenly took out the prepared red wine and poured it for the two of them.Zhan Zhao was even more surprised, and asked him,

"Yutang, what's the matter, why are you so happy today?"

Bai Yutang smiled and said,

"Okay, I won't tease you. I have a few things to announce today. First, congratulations that you finally found a job, and you can get a doctorate. Congratulations, cat, you are now a working person, You can't abandon me after earning money, you have to support me."

Zhan Zhao was amused by Bai Yutang's hippie smile, and asked,

"What else? It's definitely not just my business."

"Dead cat, you are quite a thief. The second thing is that after I graduate in the fall, I can be an alumni with you in a fair and honest manner."

"Really? Have you received the admission letter?" Zhan Zhao spoke loudly in a rare gaffe.

While nodding, Bai Yutang took out an envelope from his pocket with the red shield of Harvard printed on it. Zhan Zhao opened the letter, read it over and over again, and said,

"Yutang, I really have you. The business school is the best school in Harvard! We should celebrate!"

"Wait a minute, cat, there's more."

"What else?" Zhan Zhao asked in a cheerful voice.

Bai Yutang took out two more letters, handed them to Zhan Zhao, and said,

"They seem to have made an appointment to send the letters together, so they arrived almost at the same time this morning."

Zhan Zhao didn't believe him, took the letter and said,

"I won't believe you. How could Europe be so big and arrive at the same time? You must have been hiding for several days, right?"

Bai Yutang touched the plate with his wine glass and said,

"Cat, put the letter down and eat first. The food will be cold in a while, which is not good for the stomach."

"Okay," Zhan Zhao obediently put the letter aside, picked up the wine glass, and said,

"Yutang, congratulations."

Bai Yutang immediately put his chair next to Zhan Zhao, pointed to his face, and said shamelessly,

"Come on, give me a kiss for encouragement."

Zhan Zhao blushed and cursed,

"Don't be wrong, you."

Bai Yutang looked at him with a smile, didn't speak, raised his wine glass and took a long sip, then suddenly embraced Zhan Zhao, supported the back of Zhan Zhao's head with his hand, pressed his lips on it, and then pried open the white hole with his tongue. The white teeth sent the warm and sweet wine over.Zhan Zhao struggled a few times at first, but after drinking the red wine, he began to feel extremely dizzy.If Bai Yutang hadn't been hugging him all the time, he felt like he would fall to the ground.The wine in his mouth was gone, only the dexterous tongue invaded his mouth.

He felt very hot, and the heat kept rising, as if it was going to melt him.Bai Yutang suddenly hugged him and stood up, holding his red face in two big hands, Zhan Zhao's arms involuntarily wrapped around Bai Yutang's neck, and then responded to the real first kiss between the two of them.

The kiss was warm and long, and the two who had tasted the sweetness were extremely reluctant to separate, their breathing became heavier and heavier, Bai Yutang's hand unconsciously touched his lover's body, Zhan Zhao moaned impatiently, Bai Yutang suddenly felt himself His mind was in chaos, his blood was boiling, he needed to find a way to vent it, so that both of them could vent it.Suddenly, Bai Yutang hugged Zhan Zhao across his arms, and walked into the bedroom in three steps at a time. The two of them lying on the bed at the same time were a little dizzy, but instinctively, their passionate lips pressed against another.Bai Yutang pressed against Zhan Zhao's body, and finally left those moist and sexy lips reluctantly. He used his lips, which were so hot that he couldn't bear it, to kiss the incomparably delicate skin, from the back of the ear to the neck, from the From the quivering Adam's apple to the tight and smooth chest.

Zhan Zhao kept his eyes closed all the time, and his thick eyebrows were slightly frowned. At that moment of pain and shame, his eyebrows were even twisted in one place.He knew that it was Bai Yutang who wanted to ignite the fire on him, and it was Bai Yutang who had been with him since he was a child.Now, Bai Yutang is not only in his life, but more intimately in his body. In the future, Bai Yutang will always be in his life.

After the indescribable pain, Bai Yutang's gentle movements brought him even more happiness, a feeling of happiness that he had never felt before.This kind of happiness made Zhan Zhao forget his usual forbearance and his initial plan to die alone.Bai Yutang breathed heavily in his ear, so that he could not be distracted.Suddenly, Bai Yutang stopped still, the happiness suddenly turned into a void, Zhan Zhao moved his body impatiently, Bai Yutang took a deep breath, and asked patiently,

"Cat, do you love me?"

Zhan Zhao closed his eyes and didn't answer.

Bai Yutang didn't give up, and kept asking,

"Cat, answer me, do you love me?"

Zhan Zhao had no choice but to blushed and nodded.Bai Yutang backed away maliciously, and said aggressively,

"Speak up, cat, tell me, tell me you love me."

Zhan Zhao slightly opened his eyes, seeing Bai Yutang's handsome face with alluring lust so close to him, he immediately closed his eyes again.Bai Yutang smiled happily, and then said affectionately in Zhan Zhao's ear,

"Cat, I love you, in this life, in the next life, in the next life, you are mine!"

Zhan Zhao also laughed, opened his eyes again, pulled Bai Yutang's neck, and responded,

"Yutang, I love you. In this life, in the next life, and in the next life, I will be yours!"

Bai Yutang seemed to have acquired infinite power, and immediately rushed to the place of happiness.

After a long time, the two finally calmed down. Bai Yutang hugged Zhan Zhao, kissed and comforted him non-stop, and then heard the sound of "gululu" coming from their stomachs, and then they remembered , The food on the table has not been touched yet.

"Cat, are you hungry?"

Zhan Zhao rubbed his stomach, nodded, and asked,

"What about you?"

"I'm hungry too, but in comparison, I want to eat you more."

"Bai Yutang, let go, I'm going to eat first. Today is four dishes and one soup, I haven't eaten a bite yet."

"Did I abuse you? I didn't even eat."

"Then you still don't let me go, Bai Yutang, I want to eat."

"No, I want to eat cats!"

"I've never seen a mouse eating a cat!"

"Let me meet you today!"