Rebirth of the Blue and Yellow Springs

From that day on, Qin Shaoming never saw Shen Muyou again.

And it was actually that night that really played a decisive role.

He confessed rashly that day, Xiaoyou neither accepted nor refused, and finally just said an ambiguous "Let's think about it", Qin Shaoming didn't want to force him, so he went back to the company to work first, and explained to him before leaving I will come to see him every morning, let him think about it slowly, and don't rush to give himself an answer.

But what he didn't know was that not half an hour after Qin Shaoming walked out of the ward, the old man of the Qin family came in.

Lin Ziliang had never met Mr. Qin, but the old man in front of him looked similar to Qin Shaoming, letting him know that this must be Qin Shaoming's father.

Couldn't be more like that.

The old man has the temperament of being in a high position all the year round, and he is not angry and arrogant. Shen Muyou was quite nervous at first, but soon he found that this kind of nervousness was unnecessary.

After the old man arrived, he didn't say a word, first pinched his face, then rubbed his hairy head, and finally said: "It feels so good~"

The little otaku almost blurted out: "Did you treat me like a pet?!"

calm down.

Qin's father asked him for two things. He spoke very concisely, and if he condensed it, it can be summed up in two sentences: the first sentence is "Qin Shaoming's child confessed to you, right?" The second sentence is "You refused Does he want to change places later?"

Shen Muyou expressed that he couldn't understand the old man's logic, although he admired the old man's concern for his son...or monitoring...it was really in place.

Qin's father thought about it carefully, and tried his best to make a kind and kind expression with a serious face: "The first thing, he has confessed to me. To be honest, I didn't expect that he would like a man one day." He looked at Shen Muyou appreciatively: "I'd rather he like girls with flat chests—of course, this is also very inconsistent with our family's inherited aesthetics."

Shen Muyou suddenly felt a gust of cool wind hit his chest.

"So I figured he must have...well...got something wrong, but that's okay, I know you won't agree."

"Why?" Shen Muyou looked at him with raised eyebrows.

Mr. Qin smiled mysteriously: "You are not gay at all, so naturally you won't agree. Although I am old, I still judge people first..." He patted Shen Muyou on the shoulder, "Who You have never been young, you are just playing around, I was better at playing than you when I was young, as a result, since I got married, I have never thought about these things."

Well, I did not accept it.

But I didn't refuse either.

"I think, I might need to think about it, but who said that I will definitely reject him? And—" Shen Muyou didn't know where the courage came from, and he suddenly wanted to challenge the authority of Mr. Qin: "I am a genuine gay."

This little guy, Mr. Qin is not only not angry, but rather emotional. This baby has finally grown up, and it is not in vain for him to worry about him.

Mr. Qin twitched the corners of his mouth and laughed.

Shen Muyou suddenly felt that his behavior just now was stupid.

Is your brain flooded?You dare not provoke Qin Shaoming, but if you provoke Qin Shaoming's father, isn't that abusive?

"It would be even better if you were gay. I heard that homosexuals can recognize each other, then you must feel that Qin Shaoming's little bastard is not that kind of person at all. You promise now, wait for him later What will you do when you get married and have children?" Mr. Qin sighed, "I'm doing this for your own good, before you show any affection to him, get away early, he's still the one who takes care of you Big Brother. When you are really together, he will get bored after you have paid, and then there will be no way out."

As expected of Mr. Qin, who has been in the shopping mall for many years, his few words hit the point, and what Shen Muyou was most worried about, hit the nail on the head.

Indeed, Shen Muyou can be sure that he really likes Qin Shaoming, but he is not sure whether Qin Shaoming really likes him, or how long his "like" is valid.

This is a too precious promise, Shen Muyou felt that if he agreed, he would be putting his whole life on Qin Shaoming.But Shen Muyou wasn't sure that man would choose to give up his normal life in order to like him.

That man was the first person I saw when I opened my eyes, and he was also a great god in the online game circle who I looked up to for many years. In my heart, he was a man who was almost omnipotent.

Only because of its preciousness, he hesitated even more.

What's more, Shen Muyou really didn't know who Qin Shaoming liked.

Is it the old Shen Muyou, or Lin Ziliang who lived in Shen Muyou's body?

Shen Muyou felt that he had fallen into a dead end. Undoubtedly, he didn't want to say "I'm sorry, I'm not Shen Muyou, I'm Lin Ziliang" to the great god. He was afraid of seeing Qin Shaoming's disgusted eyes, and even more afraid that he would put himself as a monster.

But don't tell me, do you want to keep it a secret for a lifetime?Keeping the truth out that both of them are in their late teens and buried in the ground, this matter will always become a knot in Shen Muyou's heart, and he will spend his whole life telling this lie to Qin Shaoming.

It was a dead end before and after.

Seeing his hesitation, Mr. Qin struck while the iron was hot: "You and Qin Shaoming were both raised by me, and both are my children. I really don't want to see you end up in this way, so, Xiaoyou..." He paused He paused, and said with an emphasis: "What do you think is the best choice now? I won't force you..."

Mr. Qin didn't continue to say the rest, Xiaoyou is a smart child, he should know the most correct choice.

Shen Muyou heaved a long sigh and smiled self-deprecatingly.

One or two, they both said that they would not force him to make a choice.

After being silent for a while, Shen Muyou finally made a decision: "Please let me transfer to another hospital, it doesn't matter where...as long as...don't let me see Qin Shaoming again."

Mr. Qin asked sullenly, "Are you sure?"

"There's nothing uncertain about it, I just... don't want to reject him in person."

I can't resist his gentle voice.

In the vast crowd, it is not easy to find someone, let alone that person is determined to avoid you.

Ever since he rushed to the hospital that night but saw only empty beds, Qin Shaoming had been looking for Shen Muyou frantically for several days. Can dial once.

As if the world had evaporated, Shen Muyou disappeared into Qin Shaoming's world so quickly and suddenly.

There is no way to run wildly, and there is no way to ask questions.

In just a few days, Qin Shaoming seemed to be a different person. He used to feel like a spring breeze, but now he is like a walking iceberg, exuding the cold air all over his body.

He began to work harder, seriously and quickly, and then spent all his spare time looking for Xiaoyou and missing Xiaoyou.

Sometimes when returning home late at night, when Qin Shaoming reached out to turn on the light, he would always have the illusion that Xiaoyou was nestling on the sofa, holding a rabbit in his arms, sleeping hazily, half dreaming and half awake, waiting for him to come back .

But when the lights came on, that person was always absent.

Didn't it mean... looking back suddenly, that person was in a dimly lit place?

Why did the person I was looking for just disappear for no reason?

Qin Shaoming covered his face with his hands, he was afraid that tears would fall down inadvertently.

Qin Shaoming started to go to the bar frequently, and when he was drinking, his aura of not getting close to strangers became more obvious. He sat melancholy by the bar alone, and would not leave until he was half drunk.

At this time, Xiao Xunzi stood beside him worriedly, but couldn't say a word.

He also didn't know why Shen Muyou chose to leave without saying goodbye, let alone how he should comfort Qin Shaoming.

Later, the elite Gong of his family stopped letting Xiao Xunzi stare at Qin Shaoming every day. He found someone to watch Qin Shaoming every day and send him home when he was almost drunk, so as not to cause accidents to him, and more importantly, Don't worry about your kids.

Qin Shaoming returned home drunk, fell on the bed, all he saw in his dazed eyes was Shen Muyou.

Day by day just passed by.

Everyone said that the company's performance is getting better and better, but the boss has less and less human touch.

Qin Shaoming ignored this, he just occasionally looked at the place where Shen Muyou used to sit when he was off work, and then went to eat alone and went home with a sad expression.

I'm used to having you in my life, how can you let me go back to the beginning and live a life without you?

More than a month later, Shen Muyou's life was back on track, and Mr. Qin talked with Qin Shaoming for a whole night.

Then Qin Shaoming stopped all searches for Shen Muyou in Senhe and places other than Senhe.

Until that day when he accidentally opened the Biluohuangquan group and found the reply from Luozi's account, Qin Shaoming began to hang on Penguin often, and always followed the ID of Ziliang on Weibo and YY.

Qin Shaoming thought, one day we will meet again.