he loves me

what do i thinkI think everything you say is bullshit.

If other people dared to say such disgusting words to themselves, Wen Shilu would definitely return the above words with a sneer immediately.

But now it was Senior Brother Han whom he had always loved and admired who said such words.

The first thing Wen Shilu felt was not anger, but deep disbelief and heartbreak.

Wen Shilu looked at Han Ziqiu with deep hurt in his eyes, and his voice trembled a little: "Brother, so you have always looked at me like this? Do you think I can have fun in private? Between getting along with others Is it because I got closer to others and played a small game initiated by the instructor in front of the whole playground?"

Wen Shilu felt ridiculous when she said these words.

Han Ziqiu's heart jumped, and he reflexively argued for himself: "Poet, why can't you understand what I mean? I'm not blaming you, but your behavior is a bit too much. You said it was initiated by the instructor. Right, I know, it's normal for the instructor to initiate some small games to brighten up the atmosphere during military training, or to make a little harmless joke among classmates, but it's really a bit of a hindrance between you and your junior, you see Look, those so-called strangers on the forum talked about you like that, isn’t it the consequence of your actions? Don’t you feel uncomfortable when you see it yourself? The senior brother must be for your own good, how can you misunderstand the senior brother like this?”

Obviously, Han Ziqiu didn't think there was anything wrong with what he said, and even subconsciously blamed Wen Shilu for losing his face and not listening to what he said.

You keep saying that you are not blaming Wen Shilu, but in fact, every word of every sentence is to belittle Wen Shilu and elevate yourself. This is the most classic disgusting quote in your history "I am all for you Good" are all moved out.

"Senior Brother Han," Wen Shilu took a deep breath, trying to tell himself to calm down, hoping that the above was just Han Ziqiu's quick talk and not sincerity, and said in a deep voice, "I have never spoken to you in such a tone. If you say it, it may be a bit harsh to you, but it is precisely because you are very important in my heart that I hope to speak to you in a more straightforward and sincere language, and I hope you don't care.

"What I want to say is, first of all, my junior and I are just ordinary friends. I know that you usually don't like to have too much physical contact with others, and you are very measured when you get along with others, but this is the interpersonal relationship you like. I don’t like the way of communication. Everyone has their own way of communicating with others. You can’t restrain me in your own way. You have no right or qualification to do so. In fact, anyone in the world can There is no right and qualification to ask a person to behave in his own way, even if the other party is that person's biological parents.

"So, I like to play with my junior, and I can play with him. As for how to play, it is my business. You have no right to dictate to me, let alone the way I get along with my junior. It's the way of getting along with ordinary friends, it's not as nasty as you said, brother, I'm sorry, I can't agree with this.

"But if you insist on not approving my way of getting along with others, then I also have no way to forcibly change your thinking, because I don't feel that I have done anything wrong, so I will not change anything. Let me say this first. Feel sorry.

"As for what those strangers on the forum think, that's other people's business, and it has nothing to do with me. Besides, they don't mean anything malicious, they are just joking. No one will take those words seriously. I will put them here now. I I don't hate them making fun of me and my juniors, and I don't care about these things. As long as I don't feel offended, that's enough. What about rights?

"Secondly, you said that you are all for my own good, but I'm sorry, since you can put forward your own suggestions, then I can naturally express my own personal opinions, so I will say that I don't accept your kindness. The subject of my good is still yourself, and the starting point is also yourself. Whether you treat me well or not is up to you, not what I agree with. I don’t like others to use the banner of being good for me to restrict my freedom and behavior. It makes me sick. That's right, senior brother, your behavior like this makes me very unhappy, so I'll just say it straight."

"In the end, what I said above may be a bit heavy, but it's all because you are very important to me, brother. When I disagree with you, I don't want to hide my heart in my heart. I hope We can understand each other, so even though I know you might not be happy to hear it, I have to say it directly, and I'm sorry."

"..." Wen Shilu's words stunned Han Ziqiu.

He has never heard Shilu Wen talk so much in one breath except for necessary speeches and work, because Shilu Wen has always had a character of neither fighting nor grabbing, and it is absolutely impossible to be gentle and polite. Things like arguing with people happen.

But now, Wen Shilu seems to have had a quarrel with herself.

Although the words were not intense, the attitude was too obvious.

In the lab, the brothers and sisters who were doing experiments in a hurry unconsciously relaxed their movements a lot, and they all wanted to slice themselves into slides and pretend to be dead.

Han Ziqiu met Wen Shi's eyes, and for the first time found that the love in each other's eyes was much less, replaced by alienation and indifference that he had never seen before. Until now, I finally realized belatedly that my words offended Wen Shilian.

To be honest, he has gained a lot of admiration for this glamorous skin since he was a child. Among all his suitors, Wen Shilu is the best regardless of family background or talent.

Wen Shilu looked so clean, probably never had a heart before, and never pursued others. The secret love that she thought was well hidden, in fact, had nowhere to hide in front of Han Ziqiu, an old fox.

From the very beginning, Han Ziqiu knew that Wen Shilu liked him.

Han Ziqiu is undoubtedly very proud of being pursued by such an outstanding person, and the gifts Wen Shilu gave are all his favorites. As long as he shows a little like something, Wen Shilu will immediately support him. get ready.

He is really reluctant to part with such a gentle, considerate, well-behaved and sensible person, and has been comfortably enjoying Wen Shilu's caring.

What's more, Wen Shilu's appearance and figure are also top-notch. He has never tasted such a top-quality beauty dangling in front of him all day long, and he has always been very unwilling.

It's a pity that although he also likes boys, he is destined to never be able to give Wen Shilu the title in his whole life.

Because liking a man is contemptible, and you will be scolded by others. He is a man, and he must have his own offspring.

However, although the title cannot be given, if there is an opportunity to communicate in private in the future, it would be nice to think about it.

With this in mind, Han Ziqiu knew what Wen Shilu thought about him, and he kept thinking about Wen Shilu, thinking that after he was "settled", he would persuade Wen Shilu in private to let him and himself be together secretly. Together.

The reason why he didn't attack Wen Shilu immediately was because he was afraid that Wen Shilu didn't have deep enough feelings for him now. Once he knew that he had a woman, he would leave him. What happened, how could he go out to find a woman?

Don't say anything that can be hidden. Before marrying him, the daughters of those big families will definitely conduct a rigorous investigation on him. Before the matter is completed, he will see Zheng Lai. He must not fail in the slightest possible.

Originally, he had already found a suitable woman. After the blind date, both parties were satisfied, and they could go on to develop further. Everything was going as he expected, but today he suddenly saw Wen Shilu and Chen Shilu in the circle of friends. Knowing the interaction, poking into the forum, knowing what happened, and seeing more photos, suddenly became angry.

In his opinion, although he and Wen Shilu have not confirmed their relationship yet, Wen Shilu is already his. How can he bear Wen Shilu's casual cuddling with a wild man who doesn't know where he came from? Hug, this is simply putting a cuckold on his head.

He felt that his man's dignity had been insulted, and at the same time, there was one thing he didn't want to admit, that man looked too superb and attractive, no matter how blind he was, he couldn't lie to himself, he was better than that man Men are more noticeable.

He felt a strong threat. He was afraid that Wen Shilu would really change his mind, and he was even more afraid that the man had been in contact with Wen Shilu a lot, and he had some ulterior motives for Wen Shilu, and then he would rob him. I don't have the confidence to say that I must be able to rob others.

Therefore, thinking in his heart that Wen Shilu has always obeyed his words, he wanted to "kindly" persuade Wen Shilu to "correct his evil and return to the right".

In the end, I didn't expect that Wen Shilu, who had always been steadfast in his orders, would confirm that he should refute himself?

With Han Ziqiu's arrogant personality, it is naturally impossible to admit that he has said something wrong, and he doesn't feel that he has said something wrong at all.

But seeing Wen Shilu disappointed in himself, in order to dispel Wen Shilu's concerns, Han Ziqiu still bit the bullet and said something nice: "I'm sorry Shilu, brother may have been a little outspoken just now, I have everything you said Listen carefully, since you don't like it, then I won't say these things in the future, we poets can make friends with whomever we want, okay?"

Wen Shilu was taken aback by Han Ziqiu's gentle words as if he was coaxing a child, and he became embarrassed the next second.

He has known Senior Brother Han for so long, and he has never seen Senior Brother Han so low-key, and his tone is unavoidably lighter: "Sorry Senior Brother, I was a bit harsh just now, but I have my own bottom line and guidelines, I hope you don't mind……"

Han Ziqiu saw that it was effective, and quickly said: "I don't mind, I don't mind. It's rare to hear our poet talk so much in one breath. I can't wait for the poet to say a few more words."

Wen Shilu stared at him a little helplessly: "Senior brother..."

Han Ziqiu's heart itch at Wen Shilu's stare, he rolled his eyes, and suddenly changed the topic: "Actually, those words just now did not come from my sincerity, and I don't know what's going on with me. I saw you and That junior was having so much fun together, he felt a little uncomfortable, maybe because I have known you for so many years, and I have never seen you show such an expression to me before, so it is unavoidable that I have a psychological gap. I said it unconsciously, I'm sorry..."

When Wen Shilu heard this, she was a little vaguely excited.

The senior brother said that he said that because he felt uncomfortable. Does this mean that the senior brother has no feelings for himself?

Han Ziqiu wanted to restore Wen Shilu's favorability, so he rarely took the initiative: "Well, to express my apology, how about we find a time to go out together?"

"Really?" Wen Shilu's eyes widened in surprise, and the sadness in his heart because of the brother's words was suddenly washed away by the sudden joy, "Brother, what do you mean, you can accompany me in two days? Shall I go out and play?"

"Yes," Han Ziqiu saw that Shilu Wen had finally returned to his usual attitude, and secretly heaved a sigh of relief. He unconsciously put on what he thought was the most charming smile on his face, and deliberately lowered his voice, using only himself and Shilu Wen The audible voice said in a low voice pretending to be ambiguous, "And it's just the two of us."

Seeing Wen Shilu's blush as expected, Han Ziqiu finally let go of the last trace of worry.

He knew that Wen Shilu liked him so much, how could he be completely disappointed in him just because of his few words?

He had to believe in his own charm, after all, he was the brother Han whom Wen Shilu admired the most, who Wen Shilv had been fascinated by for so many years.

However, what Han Ziqiu didn't know was that although Wen Shilu was very happy, sometimes he would inevitably think that no matter how uncomfortable he was, the brother who could instinctively blurt out such hurtful words, deep down in his subconscious mind, was really not like that Think about it?

But as soon as this idea popped up, Wen Shilu pressed it down by himself.

Anyway, he and his senior brother have finally taken the first step in their relationship, and he has to cherish his first date with his senior brother.

The author says:

The big dog who is absent for a whole chapter: woo woo woo aggrieved qnq