Beginning without end

In just three or four days, Song Bai was tidied up by Ji Suiyun until he trembled when he saw the bed. The hickey and bite marks on his neck were piled up with old ones, and there was no good spot for the mottled ones.How much he was used to Ji Suiyun's nice words before, and now Ji Suiyun is so indifferent to him. It's okay if Song Bai doesn't show that weak and docile look, as long as he shows a little bit of apology , Ji Suiyun choked on vicious words as if his sensitive nerves were touched.

Song Bai may not have imagined that Ji Suiyun was also afraid of him.Ji Suiyun has been surrounded by many bad-hearted people since he was a child, and there are also those who treat him on the surface but are actually discordant, but those people have long been ruined by him because of his weakness, and the arrogant ones kneel down and beg for mercy , See the repentance of the wind and the rudder, and cry bitterly at the tenacity and unyielding.The only person who betrayed him was Song Bai standing there alive, but Ji Suiyun couldn't even really hurt him.

Ji Suiyun has been having the same nightmare for the past few nights.He dreamed that Song Bai smiled sweetly and stretched out his arms to hug him, his voice was clear and sweet, and the ending sound was like a lingering hook: "Ji Suiyun, I have forgiven you a long time ago, why don't you come and hug me What about it?" Ji Suiyun hugged him tightly into his arms, and in the next second, a pain that was so strong that it almost tore his soul suddenly came from his heart, he lowered his head in a daze, only to see a knife sticking out of his heart. sharp knife.

"I lied to you, I wish you would die."

Ji Suiyun would hold Song Bai into his arms every time, and then be killed by him again and again.In fact, Ji Suiyun could control himself not to walk towards him anymore, but when he saw Song Baiyin's aggrieved face that was about to cry when he hesitated, he continued to hug him without hesitation.

That kind of pain would last long after waking up from the dream, and Ji Suiyun's heart ached reflexively when he saw Song Bai.

"I'm not dead, you're disappointed, aren't you?" Song Bai was woken up early in the morning by Ji Suiyun. He was awakened, and his mind was not clear. When he looked at Ji Suiyun's painful and resentful face, he was still a little ignorant and confused .

"You... did you have a nightmare?" Song Bai asked softly.

But Ji Suiyun strangled Song Bai's neck, the veins on the back of his hand bulged, it was because of anger, but also because he was trying to restrain his strength: "Don't talk to me with this tone, don't look at me with this look! "

Song Bai knew that Ji Suiyun was going crazy again.He's always been like this all this time.

Fortunately, Ji Suiyun calmed down quickly. He sat down on the edge of the bed, looking helpless and helpless.

Song Bai didn't speak. After a long time, Ji Suiyun stood up. He straightened his back and raised his head. He was still the cold and strong Mr. Ji.

Ji Suiyun was in a bad mood today, so bad that after washing and changing clothes, he didn't go out immediately but turned back to the bedroom: "Did you tell your mother?"

Song Bai couldn't fall asleep after being woken up in the morning, but last night he was played so hard by Ji Suiyun that he couldn't get up because of the pain all over his body.He heard Ji Suiyun's question, but didn't want to respond.

It was only a week before the new year, Ren Hantao urged Song Bai to go back every day, she was a little surprised that Lu Fucheng and Song Bai had changed their mobile phone numbers one after another, but they didn't ask too much.

Ren Hantao was not the only one who urged Song Bai, Song Huafeng was quiet and strict on weekdays, but he also called to ask Song Bai if he had booked a ticket, and if there was anything he wanted to eat, prepare him in advance.Song Bai hadn't enjoyed the relationship between father and son much, and was especially flattered.

But Ji Suiyun forbade him to go back, he couldn't even get out of this house.

"I'm talking to you!" Ji Suiyun tore off Song Bai's quilt, and Song Bai subconsciously grabbed it, but Ji Suiyun pressed his shoulders and pressed him naked.

Song Bai just came back to his senses, his complexion was as pale as paper: "I'm leaving at 29, and I'll be back in the second day of junior high school. I will never think about anything else, can you let me go back?" Song Bai gently pulled Pulling Ji Suiyun's sleeve, his expression was almost flattering: "I will be obedient in the future, and I will never make you angry again, so I will go back and live for three days."

Ji Suiyun tore off his sleeves violently, and said in a cold tone, "Don't even think about it, not even for a day."

"I haven't been home for a year, my mother will be worried." Song Bai didn't dare to go to pull Ji Suiyun again, his face slightly turned aside: "You let me go back, I promise you anything."

Ji Suiyun sneered, and said sarcastically: "Anything is promised? What can you do? You are only worth the price of going to bed with me. You can't move or bark like a dead fish. Even if you give it away..." Ji Suiyun Suiyun stopped suddenly, letting the irritability that had made his mind dull fade away, and Ji Suiyun realized that he had said too many vicious things, and that he was removing the scar on Song Bai's heart.

Ji Suiyun looked at Song Bai with a blank face, Song Bai curled up tightly on his side, his eyes were tightly closed, it was a very painful self-protection posture.The lip that was bitten off last night was bloodstained by Song Bai again, he was trembling all over, without a word of rebuttal or scolding.

Ji Suiyun took two steps back in a daze, but the call still didn't go through, and he escaped out the door.

Ji Suiyun admitted that he was just smashing the cans against Song Bai.Anyway, no matter what he did, he wouldn't impress Song Bai in the slightest, so why should he be patient?A man like Ji Suiyun, who is so proud to the core, can't do the thing of handing up the right cheek after being slapped severely on the left cheek.

Even though, he was actually restraining the urge to kneel down and beg Song Bai to be kinder to him.

The company is very busy during this period, because of the restart of the project, everyone has a lot of tasks assigned to them.Ji Suiyun's three secretaries are the ones who most intuitively feel Ji Suiyun's low pressure. Except for necessary contacts, they usually want to hide them all. Recently, one of them asked for leave directly.

Jing Xiaoyan is the most convenient one Ji Suiyun uses, which inevitably increases the workload.When she opened the mailbox in the morning and summed up and screened Ji Suiyun's invitations as usual, her eyes narrowed slightly, and she immediately went upstairs to knock on Ji Suiyun's door.

"Mr. Ji, Mr. Qiao from Taiying invited you to his private reception tomorrow night, and said yes, to appreciate the paintings in his collection." Ji Suiyun had privately told her before that if Qiao Ming had any news, he must take it out alone and tell him immediately. he.

Ji Suiyun was staring at some volatile A-shares, and when he heard Jing Xiaoyan's words, his heart shuddered. After so many days of anxiety, he finally came.However, it could also be that Qiao Ming couldn't hold on and wanted to test him.

Ji Suiyun nodded slightly: "I see."

"Who does Mr. Ji want to bring? The invitation is for two people." Jing Xiaoyan asked as usual, but she knew the truth.

But I don't want Ji Suiyun to think for a while: "Call Liu Sizhe and ask him to spare tomorrow night." Ji Suiyun also has other lovers to choose from, but he can't remember the name for a while, so Liu Sizhe is sorry something.

Jing Xiaoyan was slightly taken aback, but she didn't show it on her face: "Good Mr. Ji."

"If there are any documents that must be approved, you will have the department head send them to me. I will send them tomorrow morning at the latest, and I will have them all empty tomorrow afternoon." Ji Suiyun frowned and pressed his fingers gently on his temples, his tone somewhat Tired: "Did you find out?"

"No, everything was normal the day you left with the USB drive, and no one showed too much concern."

Ji Suiyun still doesn't believe that if no one delivers a letter to Song Bai, Song Bai can tell when he will bring important documents home so accurately.

Ji Suiyun tapped on the table lightly, prolonging the time period before the abnormality occurred. Something flashed through his mind, and his pupils shrank suddenly.

"No need to check, you can go out."

Ji Suiyun leaned slightly on the desk, recalling Song Bai's actions the last time he sat here.Sure enough, after rubbing his hands for a long time, he finally found a bug in a hidden place.

The latest voice-activated bug is very power-saving, and there is still a little power stored in it.

Unexpectedly, Ji Suiyun didn't feel any fluctuations in his heart.Pretend to quarrel, show weakness appropriately, and act decisively, Song Bai is really good.

Ji Suiyun didn't come home that night.

The one-story apartment is too spacious to live alone, and it is quiet at night without any sound.Today, the two men came to cook and clean up the room as usual, and also brought Song Bai a box of foreign cigarettes with very low tar content.

Usually I don't feel anything, maybe it's because of habit, Ji Suiyun didn't come back tonight, Song Bai was a little scared by himself.He closed all the curtains in the house, and bright lights scattered in every corner.Song Bai hugged his boat, and touched the wooden sculpture that Lu Fucheng had never allowed him to touch over and over again.

Song Bai doesn't know what's going on outside now, and Ji Suiyun doesn't know what background program has been set on his phone, and he can't do anything except make calls and send text messages, and he can't even open the news interface.His daily activities are just walking around the huge house, occasionally staring out the window, just looking at it for a whole day.

Song Bai was always depressed and disappointed, but he forced himself to take the medicine on time, Song Bai didn't want to collapse yet, he didn't want his parents to lose their son.He is not willing to complain about Ji Suiyun anymore in self-pity. Song Bai has always regarded the moment when Ji Suiyun drugged Ji Suiyun and took away his computer as a clearing, and now he has to rely on Ji Suiyun to get the video back When Ji Suiyun taunted him, he accepted it calmly.

Ji Suiyun's side had finished handling the two days' affairs by the next morning.He was going out at night, and at noon he couldn't help but want to go home and see Song Bai.Ji Suiyun felt that there was no one in the world who had a home like himself and dared not return.

In the end, Ji Suiyun still asked the driver to wait downstairs. After locking the files and computer, he took the elevator down.

The car was driving very steadily, Ji Suiyun closed his eyes in the back seat and thought about how to deal with Qiao Ming at night.At this time, the phone rang, and he casually picked up the phone and glanced at it, and then straightened his body in an instant.

"Mr. Ji, I'm sorry that the computer you gave us is only now tracking and recovering the contents of its mailbox." It has been a few days since Song Bai's computer was handed over to Ji Suiyun. Song Bai is really cautious, and there are no traces that should be deleted or hidden. Not left.

Ji Suiyun took a deep breath before saying, "Send me the chat content."

When Ji Suiyun checked the screenshots of the chat sent by his mobile phone mailbox, his body and brain were split in two. His body was in pain, and his brain was scolding him for looking at these things for asking for trouble.

Ji Suiyun saw Song Bai condemning and criticizing himself to an outsider. He said that Ji Suiyun made him sick to death, and he could do anything as long as it could make Ji Suiyun suffer.He was very disappointed why the powerful sleeping pills were not poison. He was annoyed by the password lock in the document. He said that Ji Suiyun was reluctant to do anything to me when I gave you the computer. There must be other things in the private computer.

Ji Suiyun coughed violently, and there was a strong smell of rust and iron in his throat.

Song Bai was eating lunch when Ji Suiyun pushed the door in, and he was reaching out to fill a bowl of steaming rice soup.

Seeing Ji Suiyun enter the room, Song Bai asked casually, "Have you had lunch yet?"

Ji Suiyun stared straight at him, shaking his head as if his neck was rusty.

Song Bai held the soup and said, "Have some soup."

Ji Suiyun looked at the porcelain white bowl in Song Bai's hand, but what he thought of was the milk he brought to him a few days ago.If there was poison, Song Bai would have thrown it in without hesitation.

Ji Suiyun suddenly took a few steps forward, grabbed Song Bai's bowl and slammed it on the ground, and sprinkled some milky white rice soup on Song Bai's body.

Song Bai exclaimed, before he realized what happened, Ji Suiyun grabbed his wrist and strode towards the bedroom.

Song Bai couldn't keep up with him, so he stumbled and asked, "What's wrong with me? Don't be like this. If you have something to say, say it well."

Ji Suiyun ignored it, and took out a pair of handcuffs from the stool at the end of the bed.

Song Bai was extremely surprised, he had lived here for so long, and he didn't even know that Ji Suiyun was still hiding such a thing.The panic of being bound by the rope that was intentionally forgotten in the past few days seemed to be released by the gate, making Song Bai trembling and begging with tears: "I don't struggle, you can do whatever you want, don't torture me, Ji Suiyun, Ji Suiyun I was really, really scared."

Ji Suiyun's strength was so strong that Song Bai couldn't break free at all.He was handcuffed in the bathroom by Ji Suiyun, his eyes full of distress: "Why?"

Ji Suiyun looked at him coldly: "My love is for you to take it out to gain the trust of others, and to show it off without fear, right?"

Song Bai didn't understand at all this time.

"The acting skills are really good, why don't you go to the entertainment circle?" Ji Suiyun closed his eyes, he thought he should calm down now.

"You should reflect on yourself here." Ji Suiyun closed the bathroom door tightly when he turned to go out.

Ji Suiyun is too slow in some aspects, for example, he didn't know that Song Bai was more afraid of being bound in a small place than the violence directly imposed on him, Ji Suiyun didn't even think that he would come back very late , helping Song Bai turn on the light in the bathroom.As a matter of course, when Ji Suiyun changed his clothes and walked around the mess without looking sideways, he didn't realize that Song Bai hadn't had time to eat lunch yet.

Ji Suiyun went to Zhou Guican's again in the afternoon, this time just to drink some tea and rest for a while.

"Don't fix that thing." Ji Suiyun said suddenly before leaving.

Zhou Guican smiled noncommittally: "If you are busy, go quickly." He knew Ji Suiyun well, and since he was a child, he loved to be stubborn and narrow-minded.

Liu Sizhe waited in the nanny car parked in front of the company more than an hour earlier, he had good eyes, he looked at Ji Suiyun when he was still far away, and stretched out his hand to fasten the belt of the trench coat again. get off.