Beginning without end

Ji Suiyun's cell phone rang all the time, although he didn't answer any of them, but Song Bai knew it must be Xu Jianping.

"Really forget it." Xu Fei just likes Lu Fucheng, and Song Bai thinks that his fight is not wrong, Song Bai even feels disgusted.Taking a step back, Ji Suiyun is not worthy to say anything to vent his anger on him. If it is too much, what Ji Suiyun did is really embarrassing.

Ji Suiyun sighed. He knew that Song Bai might really not take this matter to heart. He didn't know when Song Bai started to say "forget it" gradually. Feng Zhengqi's Insulting and provoking him, he said forget it, and Xu Fei insulted him, he said forget it, as if there was nothing to justify and get angry, Song Bai always lowered his eyebrows, as if he had long since thought of everything that could hurt him accept.This is a real disappointment in life.

"You are so generous." Ji Suiyun was inexplicably annoyed: "Is it true that you can forget what others do to you?"

Song Bai and Ji Suiyun have nothing to say, it is unnecessary to argue about these worthless things.

In the end, Xu Fei's matter ended like this, and Ji Suiyun seldom handled a matter so high and gently put it down.In fact, in the final analysis, it is just because Ji Suiyun knows that Song Bai really resents him in his heart, and forcing Song Bai to stand out is just to make Song Bai more resentful.

Ji Suiyun was inevitably a little sad.

Another week passed, and the wound on Song Bai's face was almost healed, except that there was still a little wound on his tongue.

Ji Suiyun has been bored since that day, and he didn't talk much when eating with Song Bai, and he worked in the study at night and didn't go to bed until late.

Song Bai didn't take him at ease, and Ji Suiyun's unilateral cold war was also very cold and tasteless.

Until Song Bai received another message in his mailbox.

"There is no problem with the medicine." The last question received a late reply.

"Ji Suiyun will bring back a very important USB flash drive at night, you try to copy the information on it." Ji Suiyun has some things that he will not take out of the office, and they will know about such an exception. It is estimated that the bug played a role.

Song Bai sat in front of the computer for a long time without moving, and there was still a little cool and irritating smell of medicine in his mouth. It was the taste of Ji Suiyun pinching Song Bai's teeth and lightly applying the ointment on his tongue before going out to work.Ji Suiyun may have never been so kind to others.Even if he was woken up by Ji Suiyun's phone call in the middle of the night and told him that Ji Suian was sick, Ji Suiyun was not too anxious, let alone took care of him himself.

What Ji Suiyun gave Song Bai was all the hard-won tenderness.Song Bai knew.But some things are too profound and cruel, Song Bai still dare not recall what he encountered.Those injuries that touched his bottom line are impossible to forgive in this life.

"I see." Song Bai typed these words and closed the computer.

When Ji Suiyun came back at night, he carried a lot of things, some gift boxes with luxury logos printed on them and the plastic bags with vegetables in his hand were simply out of harmony.

"The brand's New Year's gifts for members, I picked a few that you might need, let's take a look." Ji Suiyun went into the kitchen after finishing speaking.

Song Bai didn't go to see it, he was sitting on the balcony smoking a cigarette and distracted, his mind was very chaotic.

When Ji Suiyun finished cooking and came out, seeing that Song Bai hadn't touched those things, he pursed his lips: "Come to eat."

Because Song Bai's tongue is still not healed, dinner is very light porridge.

The small pickles sent by Ren Hantao are almost finished, Song Bai is not willing to pick too much.

"You can take those things home during the Chinese New Year." Ji Suiyun's voice was inexplicably choked up: "When you come back, just bring me some delicious food."

Only then did Song Bai raise his eyes to look at Ji Suiyun, that look was very short, and there were some things in it that Ji Suiyun didn't have time to catch.

Ji Suiyun didn't say much, after Song Bai finished eating, he washed the dishes and went to the study.

Song Bai returned to the bedroom in a daze. He sat on the small sofa and stared at the direction of the drawer. There were three or four pills of medicine in there. After taking it, he should be able to sleep soundly all night.

Song Bai didn't know how long he had been sitting before he slowly stood up. He glanced at his watch, it was already 11:30.Song Bai went to the drawer and took out the things.Only then did he realize that his palms were covered in cold sweat.

Ji Suiyun stared at the display screen for too long, his eyes were so sore, he closed his eyes for a while, opened them and looked at his watch, it was almost twelve o'clock.Song Bai should probably go to bed too, he still doesn't like to eat these days and smokes so much, Ji Suiyun is a little worried.

He was distracted when there was a knock on the study door.

Song Bai stood at the door, holding a glass of milk in his hand, and asked softly, "Are you still asleep?"

Ji Suiyun was a little surprised, but said: "It's coming soon."

Song Bai walked in slowly and put the milk on the table: "Are you still angry?"

Ji Suiyun actually felt so awkward, he lowered his head like a child, his ears turned red: "I'm not angry..." He doesn't deserve to be angry, in fact, he is just too confused, he really doesn't know how to treat Song Bai better.

Song Bai walked up to Ji Suyun, and then put his arms around Ji Suyun's neck and sat astride him. He has a small frame, coupled with an immature and innocent face, this picture of being coquettish and clingy is not annoying, but it makes people's hearts soften sharp.

Instead, Ji Suiyun froze. He touched Song Bai's hair after a while, from the top of the hair to the spine, with a very obvious sense of comfort: "What's wrong?"

"I had a nightmare, and I didn't see you when I woke up." Song Bai's voice was muffled, it seemed that he was really fragile after waking up from the dream, so he gently rubbed Ji Suiyun's neck with his cheek a few times.

"Ninny, I'll go sleep with you." Ji Suiyun said softly, "Wait until I turn off the computer."

Song Bai refused to let go, he dawdled, ashamed to speak, and when Ji Suiyun wanted to use the computer, he softly whispered in Ji Suiyun's ear: "I want you to hug me."

For a moment, Ji Suiyun seemed to be hit by something, colorful fireworks exploded in his mind, he couldn't think of anything and couldn't see anything, his heartbeat was so loud that it seemed to be able to break through his chest, he jumped out to show Song Bai, to see himself How much I love him.

Song Bai kissed Ji Suiyun's slightly cool thin lips, very lightly, as light as a bird's bright yellow beak pecking at nectar.Ji Suiyun even forgot to move, his fingers were trembling slightly, such a scene made him want to cry for a moment.

"Abai, Abai..." Ji Suiyun called him loudly, as if he had been redeemed by Song Bai's small actions, Ji Suiyun wished he could push all the things he had to Song Bai, so that he could be saved. It would be nice for him to be happy.