Beginning without end

Ji Suiyun's eyes looked even darker under the dim wall lamp, gloomy with no light at all, he was still in the sideways posture, looked at Song Bai for a long time before saying: "I'll clean it up tomorrow, come and sleep."

Song Bai didn't insist anymore, he walked back, but just sat down on the edge of the bed and didn't move for a long time.Song Bai lost a lot of weight, even in thick pajamas, he only showed a little roundness of bluff.

"What are you thinking?" Ji Suiyun asked him.

Only then did Song Bai come back to his senses, took off his shoes and lay back down, he didn't think about anything, but after his actions were interrupted, Song Bai didn't know what to do, he felt very uncomfortable for no reason, with a dull pain in his head.

Ji Suiyun didn't ask any more questions, and closed the blackout curtain with the remote control. When the lights went out, the bedroom was pitch black.

Song Bai folded his hands on his lower abdomen, maybe it was the darkness that made him feel more depressed, as if his whole body was immersed in an inescapable swamp, the more he struggled, the tighter the restraint became, and he couldn't see the light, and waited There is no redemption, only sinking, sinking into the boundless corner.

Mom told him that boys should not be afraid of the dark.She reached out and turned off the small desk lamp on Song Bai's bedside table, but Song Bai was not afraid. After his mother left, he quietly turned on the starry sky lamp that Lu Fucheng gave him. It was a small one, using AA batteries. The little star lit up many, many nights.

Many relatives laughed at Song Bai if he was a girl, maybe how delicate it would be. Lu Fucheng didn't laugh at Song Bai's coquettishness, and he didn't think boys had to be tough and brave. Soft and delicate is not a special word for girls. Lu Fucheng only Song Bai beware of his sweetheart, the precious piece of flesh on the tip of his heart.

But Lu Fucheng called his full name on the phone, and said to break up coldly.It was as if these two months were Song Bai's self-righteous retribution.

Song Bai thought, how could Lu Fucheng be willing to do so? As long as his eyes turn red when they meet each other, Lu Fucheng will definitely apologize.This time Song Bai didn't forgive him easily, after all how dare he make himself so sad.

Ji Suiyun also didn't feel sleepy, he knew very well the harm he had done to Song Bai, forcibly keeping him would only increase his loathing for himself.But Ji Suiyun can no longer stop the loss in time. He has tasted the sweetness, knowing that it feels comfortable and comfortable to have someone lying next to him in his arms at night, just like a person who is trembling and lost in a snowstorm. Finally, I saw the brightly lit hut within sight, even if the hut was not his, even if the warmth was all false, it was sweetness and comfort.

sorry.Ji Suiyun murmured softly in his heart, but his face was as cold and indifferent as the night.

The two of them didn't fall asleep that night, even if they were less than half an arm apart, they were just sharing the same bed with different dreams.

The darkness blurred the concept of time, and Song Bai was in a daze as if he had gone through a long reincarnation. A faint rustling sound from outside the door reached Song Bai's ears, as if his five senses were suddenly awakened , back to the world.

Madam Zhang is preparing breakfast.

"Ji Suiyun, it's dawn." Song Bai's voice was very slow, every syllable was filled with hoarse tiredness.

Ji Suiyun leaned over and kissed Song Bai's ear lightly, and his lazy bass penetrated very close to the eardrum: "Come to have breakfast with me."

Song Bai felt uncomfortable and couldn't lift a bit of energy. He had no interest in packing up and leaving: "I don't have an appetite. There are a lot of odds and ends to pack up. I should get moving."

Ji Suiyun held Song Bai's waist with an uncompromising attitude: "Let's talk about other things after dinner."

It had been more than half an hour since the two of them washed up and went downstairs.Song Bai's injury really broke out overnight after yesterday's injury, and his leg is even more limping than yesterday.

"See a doctor." Ji Suiyun sat at the dining table and said to Song Bai.

"Well, I'll go to the hospital to register in the afternoon."

How could Ji Suiyun fail to see that all of Song Bai's obedience and decisiveness was just emphasizing to leave over and over again, but he didn't want to make Song Bai unhappy when eating, so he moved his chopsticks with a sullen face and silently.

Song Bai forced himself to eat more, almost gulping it down.

"Mr. Ji, I'm sorry to trouble you during this time." Song Bai stood up first, and he pretended to smile with a relaxed smile: "It doesn't matter who we owe the other, it's all evened now, right?"

Ji Suiyun put down his chopsticks, raised his eyelids, glanced at Song Bai, and nodded.

"The feeling of being controlled by drugs is terrible, without even a little bit of dignity... Can you delete that video?"

Ji Suiyun still nodded.

"You will still shine brightly in the future, and I'm as cheap as a floating weed, so we won't have anything to do with each other again, okay?"

Ji Suiyun didn't nod, his eyes were fixed on Song Bai, and there was only silence.

"Mr. Ji, please tell me, okay?" Song Bai's face turned pale, and his begging was written in a trembling tone.

Ji Suiyun also felt suffocated inexplicably. Looking at Song Bai who was so pale and fragile, it was difficult for him to utter a single tone in his throat.

"Go upstairs, I have something to tell you."

Song Bai was terrified, and unconsciously took two steps back. He turned around and wanted to run, but his injured leg couldn't be controlled.

Ji Suiyun followed him in two steps: "Ah Bai, be obedient."

Ji Suiyun's sudden approach made Song Bai even more flustered, the string that had been tense in his head that made him panic all day broke, and Song Bai screamed out of control.Like a hunted rabbit, he looks around for a nest to hide in.Finally, the erratic eyes fell on Zhang Na who was hiding silently in the kitchen, and Song Bai shouted like holding a life-saving straw: "Auntie! Auntie! Please call the police for me! I don't want to stay here, I beg you!"

"Song Bai!" Ji Suiyun grabbed Song Bai's wrist and sternly shouted at Zhang Nam: "Get out!"

Zhang Na lowered her eyebrows and slid out quickly, she just thought Song Bai was having a temper tantrum, being so pretentious that it made people troublesome.

"I won't do anything to you, stop shaking." Ji Suiyun held Song Bai in his arms, but no matter how hard he tried, he couldn't calm Song Bai's sensitive emotions.He would only make Song Bai more nervous.

"Isn't it good to stay by my side?" Ji Suiyun's chin rested on the top of Song Baifa, and his voice was very gentle: "I will give you whatever you want, and you don't have to work hard for others anymore. I will give it to you." You have opened all the shops on Sinan Road, and invited a famous foreign designer to decorate them. It is very beautiful. If you feel insecure, then find a good location and choose another house, write your name, I I'll open another savings card for you. Does Ah Bai have a driver's license? Don't boys like sports cars..."

"I don't want... I don't want anything, I just want to go home, I don't want to see you, as long as I don't see you, I'm willing to do anything..."

"Children speak so naively." Ji Suiyun held Song Bai's face in his arms, and kissed the corners of his red eyes delicately: "I'll take you back to the bedroom to rub your legs. Did it hurt just now?"

"Ji Suiyun, you said you don't lie, you said you let me go for two months, you were just cold-blooded and vicious in my heart, are you going to be more despicable and shameless now?"

Ji Suiyun said: "You are lying, at least in your heart, I was cold-blooded, vicious and despicable from the beginning, right? You hate me to death, but now you have turned around? But since you are willing to put a high hat on me, Then I will choose for you."

"Do you want to stay voluntarily?" Ji Suiyun asked the meaningless question again.

Song Bai was about to refuse, but subconsciously paused, he looked at Ji Suiyun in bewilderment, his heart sank.

Ji Suiyun touched Song Bai's cheek with a smile, but there was an indescribable coldness in that smile: "Look, you are actually so smart. Do you want to call your mother?"

Song Bai was dazzled for a while, if Ji Suiyun hadn't supported him, he would have knelt on the ground with weak legs.

"You, what did you do to her?" After finishing the sentence, Song Bai stammered, the tip of his tongue was bitten, and his mouth smelled bloody.

Ji Suiyun handed over Song Bai's phone.

Song Bai's hands were shaking, he took a lot of effort to dial the number, and the beeping sound hit his heart like a small awl after he got connected, and it was a pit.

No one answered the first time and automatically hung up, Song Bai woodenly dialed the second time.Fortunately, someone picked up.

"Mom..." The voice trembled.

"Hey baby, mom was busy just now, what's the matter with you?"

Song Bai is not a fool, he could hear the anxiety and pretending to be calm after hearing his mother's words, after all, they are connected by blood, how could he be deceived like this.

"Mom, don't lie to me. What happened? What happened at home? I'm your son. If you don't tell me, who will you tell?"

Ren Hantao was silent for a long time, and slowly there was a sobbing sound.

Song Huafeng is currently the head teacher of the ordinary class of the third year of senior high school. The final exam is still more than a month away, and the college entrance examination is still half a year away. Song Huafeng is also a very responsible and strict teacher. It has become a normal thing, Ren Hantao usually has nothing to do with him, and gradually he stopped talking too much to persuade him, and just warmed up a good meal and waited for him to come back.

Song Huafeng also sent Ren Hantao a wechat message at ten o'clock last night, saying that he would be home late, and Ren Hantao waited, but no one was found until midnight.Ren Hantao was very worried, so she went out to look for her with a flashlight, but received a call from the police station.

They said Song Huafeng attempted rape.It was a delinquent female student who called the police. She said that she was followed by an uncle just after she came out of the game hall. She couldn't see the way at night and ran into a dead alley.

The scars on the girl's body were true, they were caused by struggling with the man, but Song Huafeng firmly insisted that he was just acting bravely to save the girl from the hands of a few hooligans.

The tricky thing is that there is no camera in the old alley to be demolished.

The girl's parents were crying and stirring up the muddy water, saying over and over how their daughter could destroy her innocence and frame a stranger who had no relationship with her, calling Song Huafeng a "beast" and a "clothed beast".

Song Bai comforted his mother in a trance, hung up the phone and looked at Ji Suiyun.

How familiar is this method of framing.Song Bai felt that he was not innocent, he was spoiled by Lu Fucheng and lost his mind, stupid, stupid should die.

"You ordered Feng Zhengqi to do those things in Lu Fucheng's studio."

Ji Suiyun calculated that he might be angry, at a loss, or resentful, but he didn't expect Song Baiji to ask such a thing calmly.

"I did it." There's nothing to hide, the second time Ji Suiyun used this method, he could actually think that Song Bai would have an aftertaste.It's just that Song Bai didn't expect Song Bai to think so fast.

Song Bai was unexpectedly calm, he nodded, his mind was dizzy.

Song Bai felt that he was powerless, that he was just a brainless, dingy, dirty mouse. Ji Suiyun teased him with his toes with a half-smile, even the bread crumbs in his hand were mixed with poison.

"I have never done bad things since I was a child... I didn't bully the weak, I didn't steal petty things, and even if I didn't study well, I didn't skip class and copy other people's homework. I have always worked hard to live. My father said that I will shine when I have a little sunshine. I have the right When he praises me. I work hard, so I don't give up my whole life, but I am worthy of my salary and my conscience..."

"I obviously, obviously have nothing wrong with me, why did I just, just meet you?" Song Bai wasn't asking, not venting, he seemed to be talking to himself, he was questioning himself, why did he just meet Ji Suiyun It's over.