Beginning without end

Song Bai stood downstairs for a long time, his mood became uncontrollably lost and irritable, and at the same time, a very strong sense of insecurity surrounded his heart.He clearly knew that Ji Suiyun hadn't followed, and Ji Suiyun wouldn't tell lies, but he always felt that the dark Maybach was parked under the old sycamore tree at the end of the street, and the man inside was looking at his watch. The beast growled.

Home is no longer a symbol of warmth and joy, but unknowingly, it has become unresolved anxiety and unknown fear.

Song Bai knew it shouldn't be, and he also found that his mentality seemed abnormal for a long time, but he didn't have the strength to fight against the negative emotions in his heart, and even when he was bullied, he didn't have thorns on his body to protect himself. Candy wrappers smelling of milk.

No one has lived in the house for almost two months, and there is no trace of popularity. In addition, the winter weather is humid and cold, and the house feels colder than outside.Green moss grew on the corners of the kitchen sink.

Song Bai turned the temperature of the air conditioner to the highest level. He sank into the soft sofa and lay with his eyes open for a while before he seemed to relax a little. He took off all the clothes he had worn back and changed them, and then Throw all the garbage in the corridor down.

Song Bai stood under the water from the shower, scrubbing himself from the inside out several times.It's a pity that he can't smell the change in his body, which is like a brand, symbolizing the end of the stage of youth who doesn't know how to feel sad.Many things tend to decay on the inside before the outside.

The house is actually quite easy to tidy up, firstly because the area is small, only more than 60 square meters, and secondly because Lu Fucheng has designed it, whether it is storage or placement, it is convenient, practical and beautiful.

Song Bai used a small brush to scrape off the moss on the edge of the sink little by little. He used his eyes a lot to sew things these days, and now he felt uncomfortable when he lowered his head and used his eyes for a long time.But doing things for one's own home is not the same feeling as diverting attention in someone else's home to relieve depression.In Song Bai's heart, there was indeed a sense of happiness creeping up cautiously. He thought, fortunately what Lu Fucheng saw when he came back was not an empty dark and cold room. Lu Fucheng is a gentle and tolerant person, but he is a human being. You will be sad, and you will feel sad and unhappy.

And Ji Suiyun is not human.

Time passed quickly, and it was already past seven o'clock when everything was packed.Song Bai thought that he must go earlier and find a place where he could see Lu Fucheng at a glance, but Lu Fucheng might not be able to see him. Cheng Cheng would be a little disappointed, and then he would rush out to hug him, and Cheng Cheng would laugh.

Song Bai used to like bright colors very much, but now he doesn't want to take a second look at those things. He chose the one that Lu Fucheng loved to see him wear the most, a simple black hooded sweater and washed white jeans.It's still very good-looking, clean, like a high school student, which is Lu Fucheng's favorite look.

Song Bai saw in the mirror that he was wearing a loose top that fit him originally, his eyes showed despair unconsciously, he didn't know if such a self was still the way Lu Fucheng liked.It's already lost in it.

It was just almost nine o'clock when we arrived at the airport, Song Bai hadn't eaten much all day, he didn't feel hungry in his stomach, but his body was almost unable to hold on.Song Bai ordered a bowl of noodles at the airport and fiddled with his phone while eating.

The earphone cable is connected to the mobile phone, and the audio is playing intermittently in it.Those audios are very precious to Song Bai. He has loved recording things since he had a smartphone in the third year of high school. The first thing he did when he changed his phone was to transfer these things.These voices were all made by Lu Fucheng. The songs Lu Fucheng sang and the voices he uttered were almost all doting and helpless.Why in this world would someone love others so much? So how could Song Bai be able to do so.

"Chengcheng, I really love you." Song Bai sent out this voice, while Lu Fucheng was still on the plane, Song Bai clicked and withdrew the voice with red eyes.

"Chengcheng, I'm really unhappy with Ji Suiyun, I miss you every day..."

"I dreamed that you took me away that night. It's really a heroic soldier descended from heaven."

"...Don't get me wrong, I didn't blame you for not coming to me, it's just that I want to protect you..."

"Even though I'm doing really badly..."

When Lu Fucheng's plane landed, the WeChat top dialog box on his mobile phone dinged, and Lu Fucheng opened it quickly, only seeing six withdrawn WeChat messages.

Xu Fei smiled and hugged Lu Fucheng by the neck and took him down, peeping openly.Lu Fucheng smiled helplessly and put down Xu Fei's arm, and said gently, "There's nothing to look at."

Xu Fei was chewing gum, his face full of disbelief, but he didn't ask anything. He and Lu Fucheng went to carry the luggage together, and asked casually, "What do we have for dinner? I heard that Yunlou makes good crabs."

"I've never been to his house, so I don't know the taste." Lu Fucheng said very honestly, "I'll be with you when I have time. My brother is at home alone. I wonder if he ate at night."

Xu Fei was a little displeased. Although Lu Fucheng still called his younger brother on the surface, his feelings for that man were so strong that everyone could tell. Every time they went out to play together during the holidays, Lu Fucheng would always think about what the man liked. dislike.The point is not someone who is worth it. They don't answer the phone at night. I don't know which disco they are drunk in.

"Your brother isn't a baby, he's starving to death? You hurt him so much and he didn't see him come to pick you up. He must have finished his meal and lay down on the bed to sleep." Xu Fei said in a half-joking tone: "Then you have to keep your voice down when you get home. If you make a noise, maybe you'll be kicked out right away."

Lu Fucheng didn't take it seriously, just smiled and shook his head: "Ah Bai is very good, it's impossible."

The luggage slowly turned around on the conveyor belt. Xu Fei himself brought three huge suitcases. Lu Fucheng helped him take them down before taking his own. But his suitcase was also very heavy, and a huge doll was tied to it.

This big box with a bear is for Song Bai.

Xu Fei's teeth are sour, he has never met such a good man as Lu Fucheng, the key point is that he thinks that Lu Fucheng is not worthy of that person, Xu Fei's condition and appearance are good, in fact, he has played a lot, he has done 1 0. I have tried both stimulation and tricks, but none of them can compare to Lu Fucheng smiling at him to shake people's minds.Xu Fei was a little cautious, and deliberately walked closer to Lu Fucheng, but Lu Fucheng quietly moved away, thinking that after tonight, he would not see Xu Fei again.