Beginning without end

After the sharp and deep injury, perhaps only the traces on the body gradually fade away.And despair, pain and self-disgust are like the clogged mud on the nose of a person who strayed into the swamp, devouring life and vitality like cocoons.

Song Bai was already powerless to resent what happened to him, he just regretted that after the pain, it turned out to be another tomorrow slowly unfolding, instead of stopping.

It's a pity that Ji Suiyun didn't have the time and energy to experience Song Bai's feelings and pain, or he simply didn't understand what these things meant to Song Bai.Ji Suiyun lived a glamorous life, but he was also chaotic and dirty in Vanity Fair.He doesn't understand how difficult it is for a normal ordinary person to stick to the light in his heart, and the precious things he easily destroys cannot be compensated by the three melons and two dates he casually rewards on a whim.

That afternoon Song Bai was brought back to the apartment in Jing'an by Ji Suiyun.Ji Suiyun opened the anti-theft door, and the huge living room was already full of things. In fact, it was not just the living room. From the window sill, to the partition, and then to the door, shoes of various brands were neatly packed.

Those shoes were taken out and put on the shoe box, either limited edition or joint name or basically instant hits, each pair was a size 39.

Ji Suiyun turned sideways to let Song Bai enter the room, his tone seemed casual and flat: "See if you like it."

How can there be boys who don't like shoes.They are willing to save a small amount of living expenses every month to buy a pair of sneakers that they have liked for a long time. They are willing to wait for a place where they can buy new models on the official website. They will also secretly buy high imitations when they really can’t buy what they love , In fact, there is no distinction between high and low, just like it.

Of course Song Bai also likes it. He saw the dirty orange pair of Converse by the sofa. He wanted it very much before. Lu Fucheng helped him get it. He found several colleagues to squat on the Internet together, but unfortunately he didn't accept it. Of course there are high-priced ones, and Song Bai is reluctant.

But now that this pair of shoes is put together with many more difficult-to-buy and better-looking shoes, Song Bai's heart doesn't even fluctuate in the slightest.

I don't like it, I don't like it at all, it's even disgusting.

That's what Song Bai said to Ji Suiyun, and he even smiled after he finished speaking, because of Ji Suiyun's instantly ugly face.

"You're disgusting too." Song Bai added this sentence, his words were a little vague because of the pain in his mouth.

Ji Suiyun pinched Song Bai's chin with two fingers, and said in a low voice, "Say it again."

Song Bai didn't break free, his face was even paler than before.He closed his eyes and said softly, "I'm not for sale."

Just a few words, but made Ji Suiyun let go.

"I don't mean anything else." I just want to make you a little bit happier.

Song Bai took half a step back unconsciously, he raised his head to look at Ji Suiyun, his eyes were filled with darkness and indifference: "Being touched by Feng Zhengqi is better than being touched by you."

Ji Suiyun was so angry that he wanted to slap him hard: "Don't play tricks on me, you just leave without saying a word, why can't I teach you a lesson."

Pointing to the shoes all over the floor, Song Bai said coldly: "Then why are you making these disgusting things? Are you mean to curry favor with me?" Song Bai's words were too reckless, he was not suddenly aroused to resist, but It's been pushed to the end, and I can't wait for Ji Suiyun to strangle himself to death.

But Song Bai didn't know that he was right by mistake, and Ji Suiyun's rare flattery was torn up and placed outside to mock him, which almost made Ji Suiyun feel ashamed and angry immediately.

"Okay, you are willing to non-violent non-cooperation." Ji Suiyun kicked away a row of shoe boxes blocking the road, grabbed Song Bai's wrist and dragged him into the bedroom: "You still have the face to say disgusting? Look at how disgusting you are when you scream under a man."

Ji Suiyun inserted the memory card.In his usual notebook, he pulled Song Bai's hair and flicked it over for him: "The bitches in heat are not as rough as you, if you don't have me, you probably want to poke yourself with a stick. Why? Just like you You still want to see Lu Fucheng? Does he think you are dirty or disgusting? Why don't you show him how loudly you screamed on the man's bed when he was suffering outside. "

Ji Suiyun didn't have any demeanor in front of Song Bai, he was vicious and mean like a bastard.He was clearly the perpetrator, but he reversed the spearhead of the sharp blade, full of malice and did not restrain himself.

Song Bai's memories of that night have always been intermittent, like fragments after drinking, except for the short time when Feng Zhengqi forced Song Bai to wake up, Song Bai seemed to be floating in soft and hot clouds all the time, his whole body was full of lust, In front of him was Lu Fucheng's gentle face.

I want him to hug me, this world is too cold.

If you want him to kiss you, this life is too bitter.

There is no sense of sacrifice and shame in the sex and love that is pleasing to each other, but only the rush of emotion in the blood vessels.They are equal, pure and beautiful.

But these have now become Ji Suiyun's most convenient weapon to humiliate Song Bai. Song Bai just watched the beginning and couldn't stand it any longer. Yun forced the back of his neck to read.

It was he who hugged Ji Suiyun's neck, he was the one who wrapped around Ji Suiyun's waist, and he was the one who was shamelessly full of tears.

Song Bai even forgot at this time that it was Ji Suiyun who gave him the most obscene drugs.

"You belonged to me for the past two months, and you ran out for two days without permission, blaming me for being angry?" Ji Suiyun was aggressive, and stated Song Bai's crime: "Why don't I give my things to others? It's your turn to make faces with me."

Song Bai smiled sadly: "I'm sorry?"

Ji Suiyun waved him lightly: "If you insist on talking in a weird way, I don't mind showing this video to Lu Fucheng."

Song Bai's face turned to one side, and he didn't turn back for a long time.

After a long time, Ji Suiyun heard a low and helpless sigh.

"I was wrong." Song Bai said these three words, and the bloody smell came out of his mouth. In the pain, Song Bai's words became more and more smooth: "I shouldn't run out, I shouldn't want what Mr. Ji gave me, I shouldn't It should make Mr. Ji's friends unhappy."

A line of blood slowly slid down the corner of Song Bai's mouth, and the wound in his mouth was broken again.He didn't wipe it, but looked at Ji Suiyun with a humble and flattering smile.

"When the two months are up, can you return the tape to me?"

Ji Suiyun wiped the corner of Song Bai's lips with his thumb, and he suddenly smiled: "You want to stay with me for two months, there are still 20 days left before two months."

Ji Suiyun's smile was a bit too meaningful, and there was a huge trap hidden in it.