Beginning without end

(twenty)

Song Bai was completely buried under the quilt, his cheeks were flushed, and his half-closed and half-open eyes were glistening with water.He is a normal and enthusiastic age, and he can't suppress his restlessness tonight.Song Bai thought of Ji Suiyun from Tu Zheng's brutal kiss, his mind was full of Ji Suiyun, Song Bai's hands moved quickly and shamelessly under his body, his hair was messy rubbing against the pillow, and he whispered softly like a kitten He let out a sound, spit out hot air.It's just that no matter how hard he tried, it was still not enough. Ji Suiyun did it for him a few times, and it was really comfortable, like rolling in cotton piles, completely happy and relaxed.

After more than 20 minutes, Song Bai got up limply. He threw the crumpled tissue into the trash can under the table and lay on the bed with his eyes open for a long time.He also felt that he was pathetic, and he couldn't forget Ji Suiyun physically and mentally.Song Bai is a bit schizophrenic now. While thinking that when he reaches the age of falling in love, he must try to find someone else as soon as possible. At the same time, he still hopes that if Ji Suiyun comes to him again to coax him, he may Will be willing to drink poison to quench thirst and run to Ji Suiyun.

Song Bai was very tired and fell asleep after thinking wildly.Fortunately, he is not a high school student, otherwise his grades would have plummeted.

Song Bai slept very tired this time, his mind was full of scattered dreams, and he forgot them all when he woke up.

Song Bai seemed to have been hungover all night, rubbing his forehead and moaning, unable to get up.He was so thirsty that he kept licking his lips.

A warm hand landed on Song Bai's shoulder and half helped him up. Song Bai was startled, and the first thing he saw when he opened his eyes was a water glass in front of him. He looked up blankly and saw Ji Suiyun's calm face.

"Drink some water." Ji Suiyun looked down at Song Bai, his voice was very soft.

One reaction that came to Song Bai's mind was anger, extreme anger.He broke Ji Suiyun's hand away, and pushed away the water glass together: "Why are you here?"

"I miss you." Ji Suiyun cleared his throat with a low cough, it was because he was a little nervous: "Don't you want to drink water?"

Song Bai didn't answer, and sneered, "Sneak into my room like a thief, won't you be abnormal?"

"I'm perverted." Ji Suiyun admitted, his face changed quickly, and his eyes were full of hostility: "I can't take it anymore, I've only left for a few days, and you are being targeted."

Song Bai didn't want to talk about what other people's crazy pursuits have to do with himself. What he cared about was very subtle: "How many days? You have been away for two months and five days without any news, no, it's not that there is no news , at least my mother can still see your name being associated with some well-known celebrity in gossip forums every day!"

Song Bai was so wronged that his eyes were wet, he was crying, he turned his head away and didn't want to look at Ji Suiyun.

After a long time, he heard Ji Suiyun laugh softly, and then he was hugged gently into his arms: "I think about you every day, and I don't have ambiguities with others. That's all fake, I didn't lie It's your fault, right?"

Children of Song Bai's age say it's easy to coax, and it's true that it's hard to coax, just like Song Bai is not being tamed at all now, he even feels offended by Ji Suiyun's frivolous attitude, and he holds his breath: "I don't care Whether it’s true or not, I’ve already said that I don’t want to see you anymore, you can do whatever you want.”

"Don't, you don't want to see me, I don't want to look for you." Ji Suiyun wanted to kiss Song Bai's face, but Song Bai avoided him: "Don't be angry, I don't say anything about adults because I'm afraid of scaring you." You, when you grow up, I will tell you whatever you want to hear."

"Anyway, it's up to you! It's just you who don't want to part with it, you have difficulties, and you think too much! If you play hard, you can wipe your face and refuse to admit it. I'm too ignorant, so I just want to be with you. Tu Zheng just play around, stop when you get tired of playing, can you control me?!"

Song Bai's words made him hoarse until the end. Ji Suiyun didn't expect Song Bai to be wronged like this.Ji Suiyun is used to all the difficult things on his own shoulders. He feels that these chaotic and negative energy things don't need to bother his sweetheart. It's time for flowers, roses and leisure.

"I'll tell you in the future, I'll tell you all." Ji Suiyun licked his dry lips: "My dear girl, don't mention those bastard things about me before, okay, really, since I met you, I have never done anything wrong."

Song Bai puffed his cheeks, he was clearly reluctant to part with Ji Suiyun, and when he saw people, he couldn't rub his eyes with the sand, he cared deeply: "No, I can't bear it."

Song Baihong emphasized again: "I don't want to be with someone like you."

Ji Suiyun knew that he was not good enough for him. A person like Ji Suiyun is narrow-minded, cold-blooded and heartless, and full of sin and filth.But Song Bai was someone he wanted to touch with all his life and face. Ji Suiyun had a dream that was so romantic that it was almost childish. A man in his 30s dreamed that he was waving his wings on the sea level. , he couldn't fly, when he was desperate and lonely, he saw Song Bai smiling and waving at him in the middle of the sea, Ji Suiyun looked at him infatuatedly, and ran towards him without hesitation, his body became lighter and lighter, Ji Suiyun himself Ji Suiyun's huge but weak black wings began to burn warmly, Ji Suiyun had no wings, and Ji Suiyun flew up.

"I beg you, I will change whatever you don't like, I will change everything." Ji Suiyun knelt down on one knee beside Song Bai's bed: "For you, I am willing to do anything, I don't want anything, I just want you .”

So Song Bai brought up the topic that made Ji Suiyun afraid: "Why do you like me?"

Ji Suiyun covered his heart, his whole body ached inexplicably, like frying in oil and roasting in a fire, thick smoke filled his nose and throat, it felt like his whole body was slowly melting.

"I..." Ji Suiyun coughed, and he quietly swallowed his bloody mouth: "I do, I have loved you for a long time."

Ji Suiyun slowly stretched out his hand and carefully hooked Song Bai's pajamas. He glanced cowardly at Song Bai's face and dared to continue holding it when he saw that he didn't look disgusted: "This department is the one I found for the school. What you added, this room, I hired someone to tidy up and decorate it for you, all your activities and competitions are mostly sponsored by Yuan Zhou."

Song Bai's pupils dilated slowly, and his eyes fell on Ji Suiyun, full of disbelief and confusion.

Ji Suiyun smiled slightly in a trance: "Don't worry, I don't love children. I haven't seen you when you were young, and you haven't forgotten when I might appear in your life."

Ji Suiyun raised his head to look at Song Bai: "I will never lie to you in this life, little baby, at least when you grow up, I will tell you everything."

Ji Suiyun slowly lowered his head and rested his head on Song Bai's knee: "I will tell you then why I love you so much and how much I love you."