Beginning without end

(nine)

Ji Suiyun didn't meet Song Bai at the age of 25. He was in power at a young age, but he didn't have time to enjoy the wealth and glory, and he walked on the edge of the sword every step of the way.He has no time to relax and have fun with his friends, and he doesn’t have the extra life to go punching and playing cars. His outlets are quick and cheap. Those young boys are safe. They are just playthings raised like an assembly line. Clever, but also idiots with shallow faces who can't hide their ambitions, Ji Suiyun doesn't care what's on their minds, just like no one expects a beloved pet to speak human words.

Only Song Bai is the most special in Ji Suiyun's heart, a clean little ball that Ji Suiyun wants to hide, Ji Suiyun can't help but soften his heart when he sees him, and can't help being happy.

Ji Suiyun had a good memory, and he rewrapped the gift box according to the previous tedious steps: "Thank you, I like it very much." Ji Suiyun planned to open it again with a sense of ceremony when he was alone at night.This was the first time Song Bai gave him anything.

Song Bai became happy as if he was relieved, he restrained the corners of his mouth shyly and reservedly, and there was light shining in his round eyes.

Ji Suiyun couldn't hold it back, and reached out to touch Song Bai's head: "I treat you to something delicious tonight."

Under Ji Suiyun's hands, Song Bai was like a cat strangled by the neck, unable to move at all.He turned his face stiffly to look at Ji Suiyun: "No, you're so busy, I can do it by myself."

Ji Suiyun rubbed his hair with a smile, and it took great self-control to withdraw his hand naturally: "I don't think you can do it alone. My room is on the same floor as yours. If you have something to come to me, I work there. It's the same. of."

Jing Xiaoyan is dumbfounded, she has always been a clever enough person.In her impression of Ji Suiyun, he was more demeanor than friendly, he didn't speak harshly to people, but his eyes were always cold, and a glance over him would make people dare not take half a step.Ji Suiyun always looks like he is unattainable, and even laughs stingily.But now he is looking at the boy next to him, he is so gentle to the bottom of his bones, his eyes are full of connivance and doting, it is not a look at a junior, nor is it a frivolous teasing at a pleasing thing, in those eyes is a real love for a future The restraint and pampering of a grown-up lover.

The car parked at the main entrance of the hotel, and a waiter quickly came over to pick up the suitcase.

Jing Xiaoyan got Ji Suiyun a look when he was still hesitating whether he should go down or not.

Jing Xiaoyan understood instantly, and got out of the car with various documents and laptops.Sure enough, no matter how uncontrollable a man's instincts are, he would be reluctant to act casually on someone he truly loves.

"Pack up your things, take a shower and sleep for a while. I'll come to you at night." Ji Suiyun handed the room card to Song Bai: "Be good, don't run around, I'm afraid I won't find you."

Ji Suiyun called Song Bai "a good boy" with his low-alcohol Nanpu, and told him to "be good". Every time Song Bai listened to it, he felt like his whole body was electrified, and even his ears were tingling.He still has time to think about it, this man is so provocative, and he doesn't know how many people have already attracted their hearts.Everyone knows good things, Song Bai feels that he is not a special case.

The little ones are already beginning to have things on their minds that sting as much as they are sweet.

"What's wrong?" Song Bai couldn't hide his emotions, when he was depressed, Ji Suiyun became nervous like a dog whose tail was trampled on.

Song Bai shook his head: "I just feel like I'm going to trouble you again."

"No." Ji Suiyun gently waved at Jing Xiaoyan, and Jing Xiaoyan took the room card and went to Ji Suiyun's suite to open the door first.

"I'll take you back to see if there's anything inappropriate." Ji Suiyun tentatively hugged Song Bai's shoulders, Song Bai's whole body shivered, but he didn't show any repulsion.

Ji Suiyun breathed a sigh of relief, but he was also nervous. With the young man's thin and slender skeleton and the warm skin in his hand, he felt a fire burning from the palm of his hand all the way to his whole body.

Fortunately, he soon reached the door of the room. Ji Suiyun swiped the room card for him and took the boarding box in.

Song Bai stood at the entrance of the entrance. He had never seen such a big room. He remembered several trips with his parents. The chain hotels where he stayed could be seen at a glance. There was only one wall between the bathroom and the bed. Sometimes the room had no windows. It was so stuffy that I couldn't even tell the difference between day and night.

Song Bai looked at Ji Suiyun at a loss.

Ji Suiyun tilted his head slightly, with an inexplicably docile gesture: "The room I live in has been redecorated, it's better than here, if you don't mind, I'll ask my assistant to bring all the materials and clothes here later, let's change them Change."

"No, no, no, I just think it's a good place to live." Song Bai showed a very uneasy look, and he was very frank: "The school has already given me a lot of preferential treatment, and I didn't spend any money to come out this time, so there's no need for that." Well, really."

Ji Suiyun felt sorry for him, he just felt that nothing was good enough for Song Bai.He wanted Song Bai to enter his house dignifiedly. Everyone should know who Ji Suiyun is on the cusp of his heart, and who should be the first to please Ji Suiyun if he wants to curry favor with him.

"These were not arranged by the school." Ji Suiyun said: "It was arranged by me. I know that you came here to ask the school for you, and took you out for fun."

Ji Suiyun looked at him with a smile, like a joke: "You call me Brother Sheng, so I will love you no matter what."

Song Bai felt the danger. He really had feelings for Ji Suiyun. Dou Chukai's ignorance and throbbing, the smell of Ji Suiyun's body, Ji Suiyun's voice, Ji Suiyun's face and demeanor, every point was very different from Song Bai's age. Every little boy has an irresistible attraction.Song Bai was a little scared. He could look up and admire Ji Suiyun forever, but he couldn't stay by Ji Suyun's side, getting deeper and deeper. If Ji Suiyun was the same age as him, maybe Song Bai would still dare to approach him tentatively. He, but Ji Suiyun is ten years older than him, he is just a good age, maybe he will have an open lover soon, and he will get married soon, Song Bai will always be a big step away from him.

Song Bai fell silent.Ji Suiyun's heart skipped a beat, and he secretly scolded himself for being presumptuous, and would lose face when he got a good look.Song Bai is simple, and probably doesn't understand any ambiguous and closer feelings now.

"The first time I saw you at school, I thought you were close to each other. You were so cute and cute." Ji Suiyun half-truthed, trying to cover up: "If my cousin was like you, I would definitely be better than you are now." like him."

Ji Suiyun said that he was disgusted, Ji Xin, Ji Suyun had no reason to tease him, that child was not even comparable to Song Bai Yixing.

Song Bai and Ji Suiyun distanced themselves a bit, he thought that Ji Suiyun might have entrusted himself with some feelings for his "brother" who was disobedient.His mind is full of TV plots, such as rich families fighting against brothers, Mr. Ji turned out to be a person who is cold on the outside and hot on the inside.

Song Bai told himself over and over again, keep his duty, don't think about those far-off things, he should hide it well, know how to measure, his status as a younger brother is quite good.

"Thank you, I'm definitely not as good as Brother Ji's younger brother." Song Bai's smile was a bit stiff: "I..."

Ji Suiyun suddenly stretched out his hand, and lightly tapped Song Bai's cheek with his fingertips: "Don't smile so politely with me, all your real emotions, good or bad, can be fed back to me."

This bit of physical contact immediately brought a strong ambiguous atmosphere in the hotel room.

Song Bai took a step back almost reflexively.

Ji Suiyun lowered his hands: "Take a good rest and don't think too much."

Song Bai watched Ji Suiyun go out and closed the door.He didn't know that Ji Suiyun was hinting that he was interested in him.It was still Ji Suiyun who saw his ulterior motives, so he took a step back and said don't think too much, the two of them won't have an out-of-the-ordinary relationship.Song Bai is still too young, it is wrong for him to like Ji Suiyun, and it is even more wrong if Ji Suiyun has thoughts about him.

Song Bai was in a state of confusion. For a while, he was happy because Ji Suiyun might be interested in him, and for a while he spurned himself. He was afraid that Ji Suiyun would pay too much attention, and he couldn't help but want to get closer.This thing is messy and even somewhat taboo.

Ji Suiyun became silent even after returning to his room.

Jing Xiaoyan sat working outside the boss's desk in the reception room, Ji Suiyun folded his arms and watched Jing Xiaoyan's computer distracted.

Jing Xiaoyan had goosebumps all over her body.Fortunately, Ji Suiyun walked away quickly, and he went to the balcony of the viewing room to light a cigarette.

Half an hour later, Jing Xiaoyan sorted out an important document.The ashtray in front of Ji Suiyun was also stacked with cigarette butts.

"Mr. Ji, come and take a look." Jing Xiaoyan said softly.

When Ji Suiyun came back, he didn't read the document, but instead asked, "How is the boy?"

Jing Xiaoyan immediately knew who he was talking about.Ji Suiyun is not normal today, and her mental acceptance is also improving at the same time.

"Pretty good boy, good-looking, sweet, and saved money to buy gifts for Mr. Ji." Jing Xiaoyan glanced at his face: "Very cute, I think he likes Mr. Ji very much, little My face was always red..."

Ji Suiyun seemed to be obsessed with some kind of obsession, his eyes were empty: "He is very good. He just doesn't like me, he is afraid of me, and he wants to leave me even if he dies. If I touch him, he can't wait to stay away from me Yes, I am a dirty thing in his eyes."

"...Why, how come..." Jing Xiaoyan didn't dare to speak, she didn't seem to hate the boy to Mr. Ji today, but it seemed that he was so careful that he couldn't speak or move because he liked it too much.She could tell, why did Ji Suiyun insist on digging into a dead end?Unless, Ji Suiyun cheated others into bed with a particularly brute, and later his conscience discovered that he had created a psychological shadow for himself.

Ji Suiyun took a deep breath.Why didn't he know that Song Bai was young and couldn't easily provoke him?But he was really afraid, he could bear it, but he couldn't accept that he watched Song Bai become an adult and get enlightened, and then it was fate that Song Bai continued to fall in love with Lu Fucheng.

Ji Suiyun held the pen on the table tightly in his hand, and suddenly gained some strength.

"Have you booked a seat yet?" Ji Suiyun said suddenly.

Jing Xiaoyan responded for two seconds: "It's ordered, and the crabs to be made are all selected by me watching the video."

Ji Suiyun nodded, and said again: "Give me some casual clothes that look younger tomorrow morning, and I can't still wear a suit when I accompany him to Disney."

Jing Xiaoyan wrote down one by one.She thought that if she met someone like Ji Suiyun when she was 15 years old, it would be unforgettable for a lifetime.