Beginning without end

Song Bai went to the airport to send Lu Fucheng off. Lu Fucheng was unwilling at first, and they lived too far from the airport. Song Bai made such a fuss, and it would be early in the morning when they returned home at night.But Song Bai really insisted, his appearance even had a hint of "You don't love me if you don't let me give it to you".

Lu Fucheng was actually happy in his heart, he hesitated for a moment and agreed.

Song Bai followed Lu Fucheng into the airport lobby, checked his luggage with him, got his boarding pass, and found a seat close to the security check.

"I still miss me every day outside." Song Bai leaned his head on Lu Fucheng's shoulder.

Lu Fucheng nodded solemnly. His words were sincere, but he was so embarrassed that he said it: "When I'm not outside, I miss you all the time."

Song Bai smiled, and the little tiger showed his pointed teeth, nodding his head, and said, "I miss you the same way."

When Lu Fucheng went through the security check, Song Bai had been watching him from outside the isolation line, he was no longer visible, and he turned around and left after a long time.

It's late at night, and walking on the road, I can feel the coldness that cannot be resisted by the clothes that belong to the southern winter.Song Bai sat in the back seat of the online car-hailing car, stuffing toffee into his mouth piece by piece. This was Song Bai's uncontrollable addiction when he was unhappy and when he missed Lu Fucheng.

It was already early morning when I got home.Song Bai stomped his feet, and inserted the key into the lock under the faint yellow voice-activated light.He was afraid of the dark, so he inexplicably started to get nervous in the small apartment building. No wonder Lu Fucheng didn't want him to see him off.

Song Bai quickly pushed open the door and entered the room, before turning on the light, he twisted the doorknob to lock it.Before he breathed a sigh of relief, his heart suddenly lifted.The bedroom door, which was opened wide when he left in the afternoon, is now tightly closed, and a soft milky white light shines through the crack of the door.

Song Bai was short of breath, his fingers were trembling to twist the lock of the anti-theft door, he wanted to run out quickly, as long as he could leave this place, he would go anywhere.

At this time, the bedroom door opened, and the tall and handsome man stood there against the light, and spoke in a questioning tone that made Song Bai terrified and even felt unbelievable.

"I've been waiting for you for a long time, what are you going to do now?"

Song Bai's back was tightly against the door, which seemed to give him a slight sense of security.His eyes seemed to be red with violence and bloodthirsty, and he yelled at Ji Suiyun sternly: "You are breaking into a private house! Do you know it is against the law!"

Ji Suiyun tilted his head and smiled lightly and briefly: "Okay, but I am the one who broke the law, why are you trembling?"

His tone was a little light-hearted and teasing, as if because his wish was about to be fulfilled, he was not in a bad mood: "Like a little girl."

Song Bai only felt offended and humiliated.He was often bullied when he was in elementary school, because some people always thought he looked like a girl. In the second and third grades, some boys called him nicknames and made a fuss when they saw him when they went to the toilet.Later, under the protection of Lu Fucheng, Song Bai did not leave a psychological shadow, but Song Bai still hated others talking about his appearance and personality.

"Get out of here!" Song Bai looked at Ji Suiyun as if he was looking at some kind of garbage, his eyes hanging coldly.

Ji Suiyun has never been a good-tempered master, let alone being humiliated over and over again.He felt that condescending and waiting here for four or five hours was considered a rare tolerance and patience, that is, Song Bai was so shameless.

"Stop pleading with your designer now?"

Song Bai couldn't stand him talking about Lu Fucheng, and said with a sneer, "Mr. Ji really has no choice but to threaten me with him."

Ji Suiyun shook his head: "It's because I was too gentle with you." He walked towards Song Bai step by step, Song Bai had no way to retreat, so he could only stare at Ji Suiyun with stubborn eyes.

"It seems to be snowing in Liaoning?" Ji Suiyun leaned closer to Song Bai's ear: "The road is slippery, don't worry about falling in love, you have to call often to help your mother not to fall when she buys vegetables."

Song Bai's body was frozen inch by inch, and then crushed inch by inch.

"Lu Fucheng doesn't make people worry. His father has a bad heart and got into a lawsuit. How long can he hide it? Feng Zhengqi is not at a disadvantage, and so am I. Remember, I helped you. Isn't it normal to ask for a little reward? "

Song Bai took a deep breath in and let it out long. His eyes were dark, without the stubbornness and coldness of the disguise, but with a dazed softness: "Is there anything else? Anything else is fine, I like it." I really can't be with you anymore..."

Ji Suiyun seemed to have heard some joke: "You are like this... I have never seen it before. I am not forcing you to be with me." His hand slowly stroked Song Bai's waist: "You only stay with me for two months That's fine, if you don't tell me, I won't tell, Lu Fucheng won't know."

Song Bai closed his eyes, not knowing what he was thinking.

"When he comes back, he has no criminal record, no black history, and is young and promising. What's wrong with you going on with your life?" Ji Suiyun didn't think there was any problem with this.After all, there is nothing in this society that cannot be exchanged. Whether you have dignity, whether you can stand what you want, the superior can deny it with a word.For Ji Suiyun, it seems that he has seen a lot. For him, the constraints of morality and ethics are so faint that he can't even see them.

Song Bai's eyes finally opened, and his voice was very soft, but he felt that every word was so forceful that his throat was broken, and every time he swallowed, his mouth was full of blood: "Don't tell him."

Ji Suiyun knew that Song Bai compromised.

He stretched his hands along the hem of Song Bai's clothes, and kneaded heavily on the side of the waist. Just touching the delicate and warm flesh made Ji Suiyun's breathing heavy.

Song Bai didn't struggle all the time, he was just a little too stiff, and he just trembled a little bit.

Until Ji Suiyun took him to the bedroom, Song Bai finally couldn't help resisting: "Don't do this...don't do this..." Song Bai tightly clasped Ji Suiyun's arm: "Let me go this time, okay? Mr. Ji, I beg you..."

Ji Suiyun tore off his arm abruptly: "No." In fact, Song Bai is still too good at hiding, Ji Suiyun can see what he is thinking at a glance: "Unless you tell me, what should I do?" ?”

Song Bai coughed a few times, lowered his head and forced out a few words: "Take me to open a room." Saying this sentence was not as difficult as imagined, Song Bai thought, it might be because he was violated and in Lu Fucheng's bedroom A hotel suite is more acceptable than a hotel suite being ravaged.He has unknowingly put the acceptance level so low.

Ji Suiyun is a bit obsessed with cleanliness, and he came here today to grind Song Bai's self-esteem and lower limit. Just when Song Bai opened his mouth, Ji Suiyun answered: "You said it."

This time was much more difficult than last time, Song Bai clearly felt Ji Suiyun's movements.Both body and mind are under his control, and there is no way to hide.

Ji Suiyun seems to like his waist very much. Most of the time, Ji Suiyun's hand stays on Song Bai's waist.

"Relax." Ji Suiyun spread his two fingers under Song Bai's body, unable to move even if he was pinched.

Song Bai closed his eyes, and there was a thin line of water flowing from the corners of his eyes to his temples.He tried to relax his body, but it wasn't very useful.There is really no way to get past that level in my heart.

Song Bai couldn't even imagine him as Lu Fucheng.

The lights in the suite were too bright for Song Bai, even with his eyes closed he could feel the light penetrating through his eyelids.Lu Fucheng would only turn on a small dim light by the bedside, covering the two of them with a thin blanket.

"Ah—" Song Bai felt a sharp pain, and it was Ji Suiyun who stabbed another finger. .

"You're not paying attention." Ji Suiyun frowned, straightened up and took out a small bottle from the bedside table: "You choose, whether you want pain or a rush."

Song Bai shook his head, tears covered his eyelids like a barrier, and did not fall, but his eyes looked gray.

Ji Suiyun knew what he meant, and his heart burst into anger, resenting Song Bai's ignorance of good and bad.So all the pretentious tenderness was in vain, he bent down and took Song Bai for the second time without any hesitation.

Song Bai couldn't help screaming, and quickly bit his lips tightly.His mind and body trembled unbearably.Song Bai stretched out a slender white arm to support Ji Suiyun's chest and pushed him away, but it was of no use at all.

Ji Suiyun was forced out of his anger, pulled Song Bai's hair and pushed him face down, and took out a box from the drawer at the bedside.

"You forgot to take it away last time, so I will return it to you."

As soon as the blue Hermes tie was pulled out, Song Bai stopped moving.He watched Ji Suiyun tightly wrap his wrist with a tie several times, Song Bai's eyes fixed on it without blinking, without any struggle at all.

Ji Suiyun tossed Song Bai in the middle of the night, and when he got out of the shower, his phone rang, something happened, and he left without even removing the things in Song Bai's hands.

Hearing the sound of the door closing, Song Bai struggled to wake up from his exhaustion and drowsiness, he took off the tie a little bit with his teeth, carefully refolded it and placed it next to the pillow.

"Chengcheng, I don't hurt, and I'm not very scared." Song Bai typed out each word on WeChat, but deleted them one by one.

"Chengcheng, are you here? I miss you so much, I'm so scared to sleep alone."

The reply came soon.

"The plane has just landed. You should go to bed early and call you tomorrow. Be sure to protect yourself. Don't get sick if I'm not at home."

Song Bai didn't feel anything from his waist down, but his back was swollen and painful as if he still had something in his mouth.He pressed his heart lightly, and did not reply to Lu Fucheng's WeChat.

He was very tired, but he couldn't sleep, and he couldn't get up and go home.Song Bai clicked on the song that Lu Fucheng had sung to him that he had saved before, played it loudly and pushed it beside the pillow, and slowly fell asleep.

Song Bai thought, everything will be fine.It's only been two months, Lu Fucheng came back in two months, and then they can happily prepare to go home for the New Year together.The two families got together and it was very lively.

Who doesn't like excitement.