Beginning without end
Chapter 149 The Finale
After Song Bai moved to the place arranged by Li Zekun, Ji Suian's teacher stopped coming. Although Ji Suian is a child, he has a lot of meticulous thoughts. In the past, no matter who she lived with, those elders were busy. But it will not hinder her homework in the slightest.But now Ji Suian would be coaxed and refused by Song Bai if he wanted to go out.
Ji Suian didn't make trouble, she just looked at Song Bai eagerly, and said timidly: "Brother, I miss the little tiger."
The house arranged by Li Zekun was not big, so naturally there was no way to add another half-sized tiger, and Aunt Fang was also unwilling, so Laifu was sent to a private horse farm in the suburbs by Li Zekun to raise it first.
For Ji Suian, she may not only think about a little tiger, at least Song Bai is clear that Ji Suian misses her brother.
"When your brother comes back from a business trip, we will bring Laifu back." Song Bai pinched Ji Suian's face lightly: "Your brother is busy, but I will accompany you."
Ji Suian was very sensible and didn't ask any more questions.
Song Bai sighed slightly, and led Ji Suian to wash up.Ji Suian didn't sleep well these past few days, he always woke up from nightmares and went back to sleep quietly with the headlights on.The close blood relationship is really too mysterious a connection, this child has been worrying and fearing for her elder brother in the depths of her consciousness.Song Bai once got up at night to pour water and found that Ji Suian was crying under the quilt with the light on, and felt distressed as if he had been pricked by a needle point. The crib was moved into his bedroom, and with him by his side, the child could sleep more peacefully.
At night, Song Bai coaxed Ji Suian to sleep first. He read a book for a while with the bedside lamp on, and he was so upset that he couldn't read any more.Song Bai simply threw the book aside, and stared at Ji Suian for a long time in a strange way.
This girl really does not look like Ji Suiyun at all, Song Bai felt an inexplicable regret in his heart for no reason.
Song Bai turned off the bedside lamp. He didn't know how many times he thought of Ji Suian in the dark night. Song Bai thought he was worried about Ji Suian. The child was still young, so he couldn't bear the pain of his relatives leaving one by one.
This is the ninth day after Ji Suiyun left, Song Bai turned over, if Ji Suiyun really had a life-threatening conflict with someone, his right hand is still injured, what a big weakness.Song Bai suddenly felt a little uncomfortable. He thought that he would gloat over Ji Suiyun's misfortune without any burden. He once hated Ji Suiyun so much that he wanted to kill him with his own hands. cloud ready.But when it came to the time when Ji Suiyun's whereabouts were unknown and there was no news, Song Bai couldn't lie to himself anymore because of the helplessness and panic in his heart.
Grasses and trees also have feelings, Song Bai is not a stone, he resents Ji Suiyun's vicious and cold-bloodedness, but he still can't turn a blind eye to Ji Suiyun's changes, everything Ji Suiyun gave him is too colorful, whether it hurts or loves, it is The extreme that can be engraved into the bone marrow and cannot be forgotten.Song Bai disgusted himself and spurned himself. No matter what happens in the future, he can no longer treat Lu Fucheng with the purest emotion and eyes without magazines.Before he knew that Ji Suiyun had abolished Lu Fu, Song Bai really thought about getting along with Ji Suiyun.
Song Bai and Ji Suiyun have a bad fate, a blunder, and they are indeed involuntary.Hate can't be pure, love can't be justified, and outsiders can't be reasonable.
The next morning, Li Zekun's people delivered ingredients and breakfast as usual. Song Bai had quit smoking for a while, but he became addicted uncontrollably during this time. Children can't stand the temptation, but he doesn't. When he wants to smoke, he just smokes. Bitten the thumb nail until it becomes mottled and bald.
"...Is there any news from Young Master Li?"
The two bodyguards were taken aback for a moment, this was the first time Song Bai asked them about the outside situation in the past few days.
"Not yet, but Mr. Li responded to the request of Mr. Ji's friend and went to Taiwan in person in the afternoon." He didn't dare to give any surefire reassurance. If the danger there was too dangerous, these people would definitely go ahead Keeping Li Zekun dead, even if there are too many benefits to helping Ji Suiyun, but the value of this use cannot be compared with Li Zekun's safety.
Song Bai nodded in a daze, and went to ask Ji Suian to get up, wash and eat like a wandering soul.
Ji Suian went to read the book by herself after breakfast. She was self-disciplined. Even if the teacher didn't watch her every day, she still did those exercises on time every day.
Song Bai stayed next to Ji Suian after cleaning up the house, Ji Suian did the questions, Song Bai just read some idle books, his calm mind was not like his age.
At noon, Song Bai asked Ji Suian to rest for a while, helped her turn on the TV, and went into the kitchen by himself to cut some fruit for Ji Suian.Before Song Bai turned on the faucet, he heard a rush of people's voices and footsteps at the opposite door.
Song Bai trembled all over, quickly turned off the faucet and strode to the door, looked through the cat's eyes, only to see a few bodyguards walking downstairs with handy bags on their backs.
Song Bai opened the door and asked, "What's wrong?"
There were only two people left at the opposite door to continue guarding, their faces were full of seriousness: "Something happened on the way to the airport, Shao Li." Some people dared to touch Li Zekun, I'm afraid they would have the idea of killing and killing Li Zekun, and they would bite Li Zekun even if they died One bite, this is a bit tricky, and Li Zekun's own people will worry about affecting Li Zekun's hands and feet if they want to act.
Song Bai frowned and nodded, then closed the door.He had a vague premonition in his heart, and he turned a few locks on the door and locked it.
"An'an, go to the bedroom for a nap after eating the fruit." Song Bai patted her head: "Children need to get enough sleep to grow taller."
Ji Suian listened to Song Bai's words the most, and Song Bai said so, even if she was not sleepy, she would lie obediently on the bed for two hours.
Song Bai sat on the sofa, only feeling restless, this panic came violently, he hoped it was because of his sensitive nerves.
The opposite side has been quiet since the commotion at noon, Song Bai has been tense, and slowly fell asleep on the sofa in a daze.
Until there was a loud noise from the opposite side, Song Bai woke up suddenly.His first reaction was not to go to the cat's eye to see what happened, but immediately ran to the door of Ji Suian's bedroom, twisted the key with shaking hands and turned it a few times before locking the door tightly.After locking the door, Song Bai immediately hid the key under the base of the sofa, and whispered Ann a few times at the door of the bedroom.
"Hey, don't come out when you hear the sound, and don't make a sound, don't be afraid."
After all, Ji Suian was a child, Song Bai seemed to be crying when he heard her, but he couldn't comfort her for a while.
Song Bai picked up a handy fruit knife from the kitchen, and stood guard at the anti-theft door.
Sure enough, when the chaotic voice on the other side faded to disappear completely, the door lock on his side also made an extremely torturous sound of using a tool to unlock the lock.
Song Bai's face was as pale as paper, but he still guarded the door, holding a fruit knife ridiculously tightly.
Song Bai only felt that he had been tormented by the rustling sound of unlocking the lock for a long time, but in fact it didn't take too long at all, and the door was opened from the outside.
The purpose of entering was someone Song Bai knew, but also someone he didn't expect, unexpectedly it was Feng Zhengqi.
Song Bai was taken aback for a moment, and then stabbed Feng Zhengqi straight with the knife without hesitation.But it was obvious that Song Bai was not comparable to those well-trained professional mercenaries. When the tip of his knife was more than 20 centimeters away from Feng Zhengqi, a 1.9-meter-tall man in black next to Feng Zhengqi pinched his wrist. He couldn't help but let out a cry of pain, and felt as if his wrist was about to be crushed.The man twisted again, and Song Bai couldn't help but fell down on his knees, one arm was still held high and being held in someone else's hand.
Feng Zhengqi closed the door, walked slowly in front of Song Bai and knelt down, he raised his hand and patted Song Bai's cheek a few times, as if teasing or insulting: "Tsk tsk, it's been so long I haven't seen it, how come Ji Suiyun made me ugly?"
Song Bai raised his head, his forehead was covered with cold sweat, but he looked at Feng Zhengqi without any fear, instead he was disgusted and indifferent as if looking at some garbage: "You don't really think Ji Suiyun is going to fall, do you? Then the disgusting person came to the door in a hurry, I thought you were pretending to be a pig and eating a tiger, so you are really stupid."
Feng Zhengqi naturally knew that Song Bai was trying to provoke him on purpose, but it didn't prevent Feng Zhengqi from being extremely annoyed. He kicked Song Bai's stomach so hard that Song Bai couldn't help spitting out a lot of filth.
"It's disgusting. You have such a hard mouth. Don't you still kneel in front of me like a dog?" Feng Zhengqi grabbed Song Bai's hair and forced him to look up. It's a bit tight, but the body is really soft, and the little mouth below sucks me very comfortably. If I have enough time today, I'm pretty sure you can make my brothers who only like to fuck women comfortable. "
Song Bai's face changed, and he retched a few times in disgust. This abnormality has been his nightmare for a long time.
Feng Zhengqi looked at Song Bai's eyes more and more viciously, he is simply a vicious and extreme pervert now, Song Bai can even feel that this man doesn't seem to care about the consequences at all, even if Ji Suiyun is downstairs now, Feng Zhengqi will do it Find out the matter of cutting Song Bai's neck in this last time.Song Bai didn't quite understand why Feng Zhengqi would do such a restless thing.
Of course Song Bai didn't know.Feng Zhengqi was attacked once before, and Feng Zhengqi really knew that he had many enemies, but that time he was very sure that Ji Suiyun must have done it.On the surface, Ji Suiyun was against Feng Zhengqi because of the Huaijing project, but Feng Zhengqi understood that what Ji Suiyun cared most about was actually the time he had sex with Song Bai in front of him.Feng Zhengqi thought it was ridiculous, but Ji Suiyun himself allowed it at that time, so who can blame him for all the grievances?But Feng Zhengqi never expected that Ji Suiyun would be so ruthless, Feng Zhengqi was not killed in the attack that time, but... Ji Suiren actually had his life crippled!
Feng Zhengqi played with flowers, but he was not sloppy with the orthodox blood. He didn't even have an illegitimate child.After Ji Suiyun abolished him, he didn't have time to think about his future life and the dignity of a man, but wanted to hide it from Feng's family.The house leak happened to be raining all night, and Feng Zhengqi wanted to use the frozen baby as soon as possible to save it, but was told by the doctor that the baby's lifespan was low, and there was a high probability that artificial insemination would not be possible.Feng Zhengqi almost collapsed on the spot, how could he endure the Feng family being divided up by a group of illegitimate children and collateral families in the future.
The more time passed, the more Feng Zhengqi hated him. Why should he be a stepping stone for Ji Suiyun's useless guilt? !
"It's strange, why did you have something to do with Ji Suiyun." Feng Zhengqi smiled ferociously, and grabbed Song Bai's neck: "You two owe me, just pay with your life, I hope Ji Suiyun Yun can come back alive, and then let me appreciate his reaction when he sees you dead because of him. Then I will laugh out loud when I die!"
Feng Zhengqi's hands tightened more and more, Song Bai's face flushed, and the veins on his forehead gradually emerged. Song Bai felt that the temperature of his whole body seemed to be dropping, and he thought he would be strangled to death by Feng Zhengqi.
But the next second Feng Zhengqi let go, and Song Bai lay on the ground breathing heavily, coughing heart-piercingly.
"Don't worry, I won't let you die so comfortably." Feng Zhengqi stood up straight and looked around: "Is Ji Suiyun's own sister here too? That really saved me a lot of trouble."
Song Bai was shocked, and he didn't know where he got the strength to grab Feng Zhengqi's trousers: "Don't involve the child in the adult's affairs, I beg you, don't touch the child, I beg you..."
Feng Zhengqi kicked Song Bai away: "Didn't Ji Suiyun expect such a day when he did those disgusting things? I will give him the word retribution." Feng Zhengqi looked down at Song Bai with a smile: "I wish you a happy life in the next life." When you meet Ji Suiyun, you and your sweetheart are very happy."
With a wave of Feng Zhengqi's hand, the people behind him divided into two groups, holding tools to seal the windows with wooden strips, and at the same time went to unlock the bedroom door.
Song Bai was horrified, he was fine by himself, but the little girl in the room was still so young, no matter how much Ji Suiyun was wrong, the child was so innocent.
Song Bai knelt in front of Feng Zhengqi, and kowtowed with the sound of nails embedded in the wood, his tears flowed so quickly that his whole face was blurred: "I beg, as long as you let the child go, how can you treat me like that?" It doesn't matter, whether you want to kill, cut or torture, whatever..."
Feng Zhengqi was noncommittal, Song Bai kneeling in front of him made him feel extremely happy, and he even took out his mobile phone to record this scene in its entirety.
"Ji Suiyun treats you so well, you still protect his sister, you are really the Holy Mother."
"What he does is his business. The child doesn't understand, and the child has never done anything." Song Bai begged: "You said that there will be retribution for doing wrong things, you should give yourself some leeway..."
"I left room? Who the hell gave me room?!" Feng Zhengqi didn't know where he was poked, and he jumped up violently. He snatched the plastic bucket from the person next to him, and unscrewed the cap violently.
Feng Zhengqi took the bucket and walked to the balcony, and spilled the liquid inside on the wooden seal, all the way over the sofa, coffee table and wall covering, the pungent smell made people dizzy.It's the smell of gasoline.
Ji Suian was also dragged out of the house, she huddled beside Song Bai, although she was trembling and weeping softly, she never broke down and cried loudly.
Song Bai hugged Ji Suian tightly into his arms, and said softly, "An'an, don't be afraid, don't be afraid, it's fine."
The whole room was poured with five or six barrels of gasoline. Feng Zhengqi was playing with a lighter in his hand, and laughed wildly: "It's so fucking cool, don't pretend to be fine, you all have to die today! Hahahahaha, blame it!" Blame Ji Suiyun, sooner or later, he will die too hahahahaha..." Feng Zhengqi seemed to be insane, he was immersed in the pleasure that he was about to hit Ji Suiyun hard, and Ji Suiyun made him have It was very uncomfortable, even if he died, he would pay Ji Suiyun nine points, and Song Baijia's own sister, perhaps twelve points, which made Feng Zhengqi crazy with joy.
Feng Zhengqi originally wanted to appreciate Song Bai's struggling and begging for a while, but at this moment a man came up to him with an anxious expression on his face, and said softly: "Mr. Feng, I received the call. Young Master Li won't be able to delay it for too long. Let's hurry up." gone."
Feng Zhengqi nodded, opened the lid of the lighter without hesitation, and with a ding, a cluster of flames lit up blazingly.
"Then, I'll never see you again." Feng Zhengqi smiled and threw the lighter far away. The lighter just landed on the curtain, Peng—!With a sound, a huge tongue of flame licked the wall covering, crackling and burning fiercely.
The fire was getting bigger and bigger, and the people standing at the door felt as if they were thrown by the flames. Feng Zhengqi, who was choked by the choking kerosene smell and thick smoke, was coughing with tears and snot all over his face, but he was still laughing wildly.
"Let's go, let Young Master Song enjoy it." Feng Zhengqi quickly went out from the door, and closed the anti-theft door behind his back.
"Come on, lock the door for them. It's okay when we come." Feng Zhengqi's voice gradually faded away.And Song Bai couldn't tell what to pay attention to.
Ji Suian coughed badly, his small body was shaking like chaff.Song Bai remembered some of the fire knowledge he had learned in school, he hurriedly picked up Ji Suian and hid in the bathroom, then closed the door tightly.
"Don't be nervous, breathe slowly." Song Bai wet a towel and asked Ji Suian to cover his mouth and nose.
There was commotion outside the door, Song Bai knew that he could only wait for the rescue, but the rescue... Song Bai didn't know if he could hold on till that moment.
The windows were all nailed tightly, Song Bai couldn't shout for help from the bathroom window.And a small door could not resist the billowing smoke and scorching heat.Song Bai's consciousness gradually blurred, but he still hid Ji Suian firmly in the cracks, and blocked Ji Suian with his body, trying to block all dangers for her.
Time passed by every minute, and the towel soaked in ice water seemed to start to emit hot steam with thick smoke. Song Bai was coughing laboriously while subconsciously hugging Ji Suian tightly, when suddenly there was a loud explosion in the living room, In the bathroom, the water pipes and the mirror also exploded at some place, Song Bai only felt a sharp pain on his face and back, and then he lost all consciousness.
Quiet, endless quiet.
Once the red light in the emergency room came on, it stayed on all night.
Ji Suiyun rushed back to Shanghai the next night. He was extremely sloppy, his clothes were wrinkled and smelly, and his whole chin was covered with a blue mustache.His injured right hand was also swollen to twice its size, and the dirty gauze was covered with black blood stains, and the wound was probably festered.
Ji Suiyun ran to the hospital before he could do anything. He stood outside the intensive care unit, swayed, and knelt on the ground as if he was exhausted.Ji Suiyun's expression was a little strange, a little dazed, helpless, and a little unbelievable.
If it wasn't for Huo Qitong noticing Feng Zhengqi's abnormal behavior and bribed people to follow him all the time, Song Bai and Ji Suian would definitely not be able to survive.But Song Bai's current state...is much better than death.
Ji Suian's injury was much lighter than Song Bai's. He just inhaled the thick smoke and needed to rest for a while. A psychiatrist would also need to pay attention to his emotions later.And because Song Bai had been protecting Ji Suian tightly, the flames that rushed in burned him first. Song Bai's back and face were burned up to 40.00%, most of his face was destroyed.Misfortunes never come singly, the explosion in the bathroom shattered almost all the mirrors and glasses, most of them fell on Song Bai's body, and some fell on his face, hurting Song Bai's eyes.
Song Bai's corneas had already ruptured and fell off in the fire scene, and he had been smoked by the high temperature and thick smoke for too long.Doctors say the risk of blindness is extremely high.
Song Bai hadn't woken up yet, and Ji Suiyun was by his side after being disinfected all over his body and entered the intensive care unit.The overly thick medical certificate was placed on the bedside table, and Ji Suiyun gently stroked Song Bai's hair.
This child had such a beautiful smile when I first met him, and he smelled of butter all over his body. He also loved being pretty, and the pink sweater was so bright.Ji Suiyun is finally willing to admit, ah, it turns out that it is really difficult for Song Bai to be by his side.He doesn't like to laugh anymore, he doesn't like to talk, he is depressed all day long, he can't eat or sleep well, he suffers from depression.Now, he is disfigured and blind.
Ji Suiyun's fingertips slowly and lightly brushed over the gauze on Song Bai's eyes and face, tears rolled down drop by drop, hitting the back of Ji Suiyun's hand, causing a burning pain.
Burns are the most uncomfortable, Ji Suiyun knows that the burns on Ji Suiyun's back made him who was so proud when he was younger, bite the tip of his tongue and crush the pillow at night.He is like this, how did his Ah Bai suffer?Ji Suiyun has known for a long time that Song Baier's skin is thin and tender, and he is afraid of pain, even if he has a little strength on the bed, he can get patches of bruises on his body.Ji Suiyun really felt sorry for Song Bai. When he was at Song Bai's house, he saw Song Bai's fingers being scorched by the oven. Ji Suiyun was so distressed that he was pulled into a ball. Now, looking at Song Bai, he felt as if he had been stabbed in the heart.
Ji Suiyun didn't dare to think, didn't dare to think about what would happen to Song Bai when he woke up, he was so afraid of the dark, would he be scared to cry when he realized the world was dark?He is afraid of pain, and the injuries on his body will wear him down and make him unable to sleep peacefully.He loves beauty. He used to take medicine and gained weight and didn't want to see people. If he knew his face was ruined, he would be sad for a long time.
Ji Suiyun wished that he was the one who endured all this. He would rather die in a jungle full of poisonous snakes and bugs, as long as Song Bai was safe and well, as long as Song Bai was alone.As long as... Song Bai is fine?Ji Suiyun is confused, he has always been convinced that he is selfish and vicious, and his lover just wants to eat people, isn't it so?It turns out that he can also be great, as long as the person he loves lives well.
Song Bai was in a coma for three days, Ji Suiyun didn't care about anything except getting Feng Zhengqi arrested, Song Bai was sleeping on the bed, Ji Suyun seemed to have died in the world, leaving only a breathing body.
Ji Suiyun fell asleep on Song Bai's bed in the middle of the night, and woke up dazedly when he heard Song Bai whimpering in his dream.He hurriedly rang the bell and moved to Song Bai's side, trying to suppress the trembling in his throat: "Ah Bai? Ah Bai, it's okay, don't be afraid."
Song Bai was in so much pain that his throat was being strangled, crying like a kitten, and he kept wagging his body.Just as Ji Suiyun's hand held Song Bai's, Song Bai grabbed hold of Song Bai's hand like a life-saving straw: "It hurts...it hurts...uh, help me..."
Ji Suiyun's eyes were red, he seemed to be infected by Song Bai, and there was no pain anywhere on his body, and he trembled like an electric shock: "The doctor will put on the pain pump later, girl, bear it, please bear it ..."
Song Bai was covered in cold sweat and couldn't hear what people were saying at all. He was about to wake up and fell into hell on earth.
Song Bai kept sobbing and couldn't stop until the doctor came.He held Ji Suiyun's hand tightly, and shouted loudly: "Chengcheng, brother, I can't take it anymore...help me..." He was sobbing and complaining, extremely aggrieved.
Ji Suiyun's scarred heart was broken all of a sudden.
Song Bai, I can't take it anymore.Maybe he couldn't bear it anymore, Ji Suiyun watched the doctor step forward, and subconsciously took a step back from Song Bai's hands.Ji Suiyun was distracted at this time, and Song Bai may have said many times in his heart that he couldn't stand it when he was raped by his fangirl, and when he was humiliated and threatened by others, he might also silently call for help and collapsed. When Song Bai faced the crippled Lu Fucheng, he also carried all the mistakes on himself. Yes, how could Song Bai bear it step by step until now?Except for the time when he ate cephalosporin with revenge, Song Bai has been enduring by Ji Suiyun's side. Half of Song Bai's body and spirit are withering in unbearable, and half are struggling stubbornly trying to ask for help. Ji Suian is not him Redemption is more like sustenance.What Ji Suiyun gave him was always paranoid confinement, Ji Suiyun was so selfish, for his love, he ruined his lover.
At this moment, Ji Suiyun suddenly understood that no matter how much he gave Song Bai, it was nothing compared to what Song Bai really wanted - liberation and freedom.
Ji Suiyun couldn't be vicious towards Song Bai, he hoped that Song Bai would be well, and Song Bai could be well without himself, and now Ji Suiyun knew that he was willing.He didn't want the most precious thing in his heart to wither and wither in the long life, and he didn't want him to hold the indelible loneliness.He hoped that after Song Bai woke up from the nightmare, he could see the person next to his pillow exhale a long breath with peace of mind and continue to sleep peacefully, even if he would not think of him when he turned over.Ji Suiyun hopes that Song Bai can do what he likes, go out in a hurry or go shopping or work all day, because the smell of fireworks and butter on Song Bai's body is so exciting.Ji Suiyun hopes that Song Bai can live a stable life and be loved by the person he thinks of. As long as Song Bai lives well, what does he care about?
But it was too late for Ji Suiyun to understand, he had already harmed Song Bai into what he is now.
Ji Suiyun looked at Song Bai who was gradually stabilized after being on the painkiller pump, he was very hopeless, and his eyes were red again.
When Song Bai woke up the next day, his consciousness was finally clear.Ji Suiyun saw him move with his own eyes, touching his eyes with his fingers, he must have been flustered, calling for someone with a hoarse voice.
"Ah Bai, I'm back." Ji Suiyun gently pulled his hand off the gauze over his eyes and held it in his hand: "Your eyes are smoked, and the doctor said that you can't see the light for a while. I'm afraid, I'm here."
Song Bai's pale lips moved slightly, his throat was also hurt by the smoke, his voice was coarse and harsh, and it was difficult to speak: "But...why does it hurt so much?"
"It must be painful to be injured, bear with it, huh?"
Song Bai didn't hear Ji Suiyun's short, crying sigh: "Go and see An'an, she misses you."
"Okay, I'll go see her." Ji Suiyun agreed blindly.
Feng Zhengqi was caught, and Ji Suiyun couldn't move his body. Seeing him was even more disgusting, so he asked his subordinates to torture him in different ways, but they always gave people a sigh of relief.
Feng Zhengqi has gone crazy, he is not afraid of death at all, and even showed the video of Song Bai begging to kowtow to Ji Suiyun's people on his mobile phone, he laughed wildly, and said with a smile: "You Mr. Ji's people are like dogs in front of me , you can go and play, that body is very attractive."
Those people didn't dare to hide it, and it didn't take long for Feng Zhengqi's mobile phone to be sent to Ji Suiyun.
Ji Suiyun watched it with distress and anger, and at the end, the wildfire in his heart seemed to be poured by a basin of cold water.
Song Bai's kindness further proves Ji Suiyun's despicability, Ji Suiyun uses the child to force Song Bai to stay, but Ji Suiyun did not expect Song Bai to be so kind and loving to a child with the surname Ji.Even the doctor said that if it wasn't for Song Bai's protection, it would be impossible for a child as old as Ji Suian to survive such a fire.
The most secret place in Ji Suiyun's heart was suddenly touched.Back then, there was also a big fire, and he also used his body to protect the child for the mother's last words.But why Song Bai?What Ji Suiyun owed Song Bai could no longer be explained in words.
Ji Suiyun guarded Song Bai and left the hospital after the first skin grafting operation.
Song Bai first discovered that Ji Suiyun was missing, and the nurse only said: "Mr. Ji has something to deal with." This process lasted for two days, and in the end the nurse felt cold for Song Bai. The canary was hurting, and probably gave up on Song Bai.
With no acquaintances around Song Bai, he was even more afraid. Song Bai even gradually realized that his eyes seemed to be more than just being smoked.His eyes couldn't even distinguish the blackness, a little bit of light couldn't penetrate into the gauze, Song Bai even endured the pain and opened his eyes, opened, closed, opened again, it was still an inexplicable empty color .
Song Bai lay on the bed completely exhausted, he didn't need anyone to lie to him.He was blind and disfigured, with no good flesh on his body.
"Mr. Song, your phone number." After the doctor debrides the wound, the nurse took the phone and walked gently to Song Bai, who was covered in cold sweat and had lost consciousness.
It's Ji Suiyun's call.
Song Bai's nose became sore, and tears flowed down silently: "Ji Suiyun... where have you been recently, I can't see anything, my whole body hurts, and it's inconvenient to do anything..."
He was so fragile, he even said in a crying voice: "Can you come and see me when you have time? I'm a little scared..."
The phone was quiet for a long time before Ji Suiyun's voice came smoothly: "The doctor said your face is not curable."
"I don't have that much time to deal with you. You stay in the hospital first, and then I will help you contact a plastic surgeon abroad. I will leave the house to you, and I will transfer the money to you. That's it. Well, I'm busy." The call was hung up at this point.
As soon as Ji Suiyun heard Song Bai's voice, heard him crying and said that he wanted to see him, he almost didn't care about anything, and regardless of selfishness, he broke his leg and wanted to climb in front of Song Bai. I want to wrap Song Bai in my arms with the most tender strength, comfort him and say: "Ninny, don't be afraid, I will never leave you, we will be together for the rest of our lives."
But Ji Suiyun can't, he knows that Song Bai is only weak because of injury, if he also indulges in this fragile desire to protect that floats on the surface, Song Bai will never be normal.Ji Suiyun couldn't even break up with Song Bai with regret, because Ji Suiyun was afraid that Song Bai would have worries about his future, would not dare to leave, and would think this was another trap.Ji Suiyun didn't want to ruin Song Bai with his own selfishness anymore, Ji Suian owed Song Bai, Ji Suiyun owed Song Bai, even the woman who passed away owed Song Bai.
Ji Suiyun hung up the phone, and poked his intact left hand with the tip of a pen until it was full of blood holes.Then, he called Lu Fucheng again.
All the nurses saw that after Song Bai hung up the phone call from Mr. Ji, he never said a word, and his whole body deteriorated even more, like a living corpse.He always cried silently, and he didn't realize that he was crying like that. When the doctor came, he saw the wet side of the pillow, and said softly, "Son, don't cry, it's not good for your eyes."
Song Bai didn't say a word. He felt that a defective product that was discarded was already destined to go to the scrap yard. Is it bad for the eyes?He was already blind, could it be worse?
When night was approaching, the nurse was still trying to persuade Song Bai to eat two more bites, when the door of the ward was suddenly pushed open in a hurry.
A haggard but elegant and handsome man stood at the door. When he saw the person on the hospital bed, he was silent for a long time before he suddenly moved as if the pause button was touched.He walked towards Song Bai step by step. Song Bai was so fragile and broken that he didn't even dare to hug him. He was afraid of hurting this person, and even more afraid of breaking him.
Lu Fucheng held Song Bai's hand gently with his leather gloved hand, and said softly, "Ah Bai, brother is late." He still let out his tears.
Song Bai was taken aback for a moment, and then he struggled hysterically: "You've got the wrong person!! I'm not, I'm not Song Bai!! Get lost!!!"
Lu Fucheng was shocked: "Don't move, your body is full of injuries, I beg you, don't move!"
"I told you I'm not Song Bai!" Song Bai couldn't see anything, he avoided it like a headless chicken, and almost fell off the bed.
Lu Fucheng held his arm forcibly, stroked his hair one by one: "In my life, no one will admit you by mistake. Ah Bai, do you not want me?"
Song Bai finally couldn't hold back anymore, he cried like a child in Lu Fucheng's arms: "No, I'm not worthy, no one, no one wants to like me anymore, I'm trash, with abscesses and blood all over my body, I don't Look, I'm blind... No one will want me, no one will want me..."
Lu Fucheng took a deep breath, he was already numb with heartache, his Ah Bai, his Ah Bai...
"I love you." Lu Fucheng paused, bit his lip and swallowed a sob: "I'm so wronged, you don't even remember what I said."
"In your year, I told you that I will love you all my life, even if you don't love me anymore, you have played enough, you married a wife and had children, I will always watch you, and I will always be there when you are wronged. Lu Fucheng didn't dare to pat Song Bai on the back to comfort him, so he could only pinch Song Bai's palm: "Why do you think that you are ugly, so I don't want you? When my hands are so ugly, don't you Are you willing to come out for me?"
"Different...different..."
"It's nothing different. You are afraid of dragging me down now. I was afraid of dragging you down before. Now it's alright. Neither of us dislikes anyone else." Lu Fucheng's voice was gentle and ethereal, as if he had been thinking about the future for a long time: "We will always be together in the future, It’s still the same as the beginning, I’ll help you add clothes when you’re cold, fan you when it’s hot, hug you when you’re sad, and I can’t bear to leave you half a step, because I love you.”
Song Bai's mood was complicated and chaotic to the extreme. Since the fire, all the developments of things were beyond his expectations.Ji Suiyun abandoned him because of his face, but Lu Fucheng found him and said something about love and the future that people couldn't move.
Song Bai couldn't believe it, he had nothing left.Ji Suiyun's extremely paranoid love for him can change at will, but what about Lu Fucheng?Wouldn't Lu Fucheng dislike him and Ji Suiyun's past?Will Lu Fucheng endure a disabled person losing his temper when he is sensitive?Will Lu Fucheng's love wear off?Lu Fucheng is still so young, even though his right hand is not easy to use, but he has talent, savings and good looks, how many men and women will admire him, and secretly scold Lu Fucheng's ugly and blind family for being unworthy.
Song Bai was afraid, he was afraid of the future.What's more, how could Song Bai be willing to pay so much for Lu Fu to be himself.
"I don't want to be with you anymore." Song Bai really couldn't understand "Evil and West Poison" in the past, and fell asleep many times in the middle of the way, but a line was deeply etched in his mind—if he didn't want to The best way to be rejected is to reject others first.
Song Bai didn't want to be abandoned.Song Bai didn't want to be a burden.
But his spitting and tantrums couldn't shake Lu Fucheng's heart of wanting to be by his side. Song Bai hurt Lu Fucheng called his wound like a child, and replaced the dirty stains and cold sweat more sensitively than the nurse. bedding.He feeds Song Bai,
Ji Suian didn't make trouble, she just looked at Song Bai eagerly, and said timidly: "Brother, I miss the little tiger."
The house arranged by Li Zekun was not big, so naturally there was no way to add another half-sized tiger, and Aunt Fang was also unwilling, so Laifu was sent to a private horse farm in the suburbs by Li Zekun to raise it first.
For Ji Suian, she may not only think about a little tiger, at least Song Bai is clear that Ji Suian misses her brother.
"When your brother comes back from a business trip, we will bring Laifu back." Song Bai pinched Ji Suian's face lightly: "Your brother is busy, but I will accompany you."
Ji Suian was very sensible and didn't ask any more questions.
Song Bai sighed slightly, and led Ji Suian to wash up.Ji Suian didn't sleep well these past few days, he always woke up from nightmares and went back to sleep quietly with the headlights on.The close blood relationship is really too mysterious a connection, this child has been worrying and fearing for her elder brother in the depths of her consciousness.Song Bai once got up at night to pour water and found that Ji Suian was crying under the quilt with the light on, and felt distressed as if he had been pricked by a needle point. The crib was moved into his bedroom, and with him by his side, the child could sleep more peacefully.
At night, Song Bai coaxed Ji Suian to sleep first. He read a book for a while with the bedside lamp on, and he was so upset that he couldn't read any more.Song Bai simply threw the book aside, and stared at Ji Suian for a long time in a strange way.
This girl really does not look like Ji Suiyun at all, Song Bai felt an inexplicable regret in his heart for no reason.
Song Bai turned off the bedside lamp. He didn't know how many times he thought of Ji Suian in the dark night. Song Bai thought he was worried about Ji Suian. The child was still young, so he couldn't bear the pain of his relatives leaving one by one.
This is the ninth day after Ji Suiyun left, Song Bai turned over, if Ji Suiyun really had a life-threatening conflict with someone, his right hand is still injured, what a big weakness.Song Bai suddenly felt a little uncomfortable. He thought that he would gloat over Ji Suiyun's misfortune without any burden. He once hated Ji Suiyun so much that he wanted to kill him with his own hands. cloud ready.But when it came to the time when Ji Suiyun's whereabouts were unknown and there was no news, Song Bai couldn't lie to himself anymore because of the helplessness and panic in his heart.
Grasses and trees also have feelings, Song Bai is not a stone, he resents Ji Suiyun's vicious and cold-bloodedness, but he still can't turn a blind eye to Ji Suiyun's changes, everything Ji Suiyun gave him is too colorful, whether it hurts or loves, it is The extreme that can be engraved into the bone marrow and cannot be forgotten.Song Bai disgusted himself and spurned himself. No matter what happens in the future, he can no longer treat Lu Fucheng with the purest emotion and eyes without magazines.Before he knew that Ji Suiyun had abolished Lu Fu, Song Bai really thought about getting along with Ji Suiyun.
Song Bai and Ji Suiyun have a bad fate, a blunder, and they are indeed involuntary.Hate can't be pure, love can't be justified, and outsiders can't be reasonable.
The next morning, Li Zekun's people delivered ingredients and breakfast as usual. Song Bai had quit smoking for a while, but he became addicted uncontrollably during this time. Children can't stand the temptation, but he doesn't. When he wants to smoke, he just smokes. Bitten the thumb nail until it becomes mottled and bald.
"...Is there any news from Young Master Li?"
The two bodyguards were taken aback for a moment, this was the first time Song Bai asked them about the outside situation in the past few days.
"Not yet, but Mr. Li responded to the request of Mr. Ji's friend and went to Taiwan in person in the afternoon." He didn't dare to give any surefire reassurance. If the danger there was too dangerous, these people would definitely go ahead Keeping Li Zekun dead, even if there are too many benefits to helping Ji Suiyun, but the value of this use cannot be compared with Li Zekun's safety.
Song Bai nodded in a daze, and went to ask Ji Suian to get up, wash and eat like a wandering soul.
Ji Suian went to read the book by herself after breakfast. She was self-disciplined. Even if the teacher didn't watch her every day, she still did those exercises on time every day.
Song Bai stayed next to Ji Suian after cleaning up the house, Ji Suian did the questions, Song Bai just read some idle books, his calm mind was not like his age.
At noon, Song Bai asked Ji Suian to rest for a while, helped her turn on the TV, and went into the kitchen by himself to cut some fruit for Ji Suian.Before Song Bai turned on the faucet, he heard a rush of people's voices and footsteps at the opposite door.
Song Bai trembled all over, quickly turned off the faucet and strode to the door, looked through the cat's eyes, only to see a few bodyguards walking downstairs with handy bags on their backs.
Song Bai opened the door and asked, "What's wrong?"
There were only two people left at the opposite door to continue guarding, their faces were full of seriousness: "Something happened on the way to the airport, Shao Li." Some people dared to touch Li Zekun, I'm afraid they would have the idea of killing and killing Li Zekun, and they would bite Li Zekun even if they died One bite, this is a bit tricky, and Li Zekun's own people will worry about affecting Li Zekun's hands and feet if they want to act.
Song Bai frowned and nodded, then closed the door.He had a vague premonition in his heart, and he turned a few locks on the door and locked it.
"An'an, go to the bedroom for a nap after eating the fruit." Song Bai patted her head: "Children need to get enough sleep to grow taller."
Ji Suian listened to Song Bai's words the most, and Song Bai said so, even if she was not sleepy, she would lie obediently on the bed for two hours.
Song Bai sat on the sofa, only feeling restless, this panic came violently, he hoped it was because of his sensitive nerves.
The opposite side has been quiet since the commotion at noon, Song Bai has been tense, and slowly fell asleep on the sofa in a daze.
Until there was a loud noise from the opposite side, Song Bai woke up suddenly.His first reaction was not to go to the cat's eye to see what happened, but immediately ran to the door of Ji Suian's bedroom, twisted the key with shaking hands and turned it a few times before locking the door tightly.After locking the door, Song Bai immediately hid the key under the base of the sofa, and whispered Ann a few times at the door of the bedroom.
"Hey, don't come out when you hear the sound, and don't make a sound, don't be afraid."
After all, Ji Suian was a child, Song Bai seemed to be crying when he heard her, but he couldn't comfort her for a while.
Song Bai picked up a handy fruit knife from the kitchen, and stood guard at the anti-theft door.
Sure enough, when the chaotic voice on the other side faded to disappear completely, the door lock on his side also made an extremely torturous sound of using a tool to unlock the lock.
Song Bai's face was as pale as paper, but he still guarded the door, holding a fruit knife ridiculously tightly.
Song Bai only felt that he had been tormented by the rustling sound of unlocking the lock for a long time, but in fact it didn't take too long at all, and the door was opened from the outside.
The purpose of entering was someone Song Bai knew, but also someone he didn't expect, unexpectedly it was Feng Zhengqi.
Song Bai was taken aback for a moment, and then stabbed Feng Zhengqi straight with the knife without hesitation.But it was obvious that Song Bai was not comparable to those well-trained professional mercenaries. When the tip of his knife was more than 20 centimeters away from Feng Zhengqi, a 1.9-meter-tall man in black next to Feng Zhengqi pinched his wrist. He couldn't help but let out a cry of pain, and felt as if his wrist was about to be crushed.The man twisted again, and Song Bai couldn't help but fell down on his knees, one arm was still held high and being held in someone else's hand.
Feng Zhengqi closed the door, walked slowly in front of Song Bai and knelt down, he raised his hand and patted Song Bai's cheek a few times, as if teasing or insulting: "Tsk tsk, it's been so long I haven't seen it, how come Ji Suiyun made me ugly?"
Song Bai raised his head, his forehead was covered with cold sweat, but he looked at Feng Zhengqi without any fear, instead he was disgusted and indifferent as if looking at some garbage: "You don't really think Ji Suiyun is going to fall, do you? Then the disgusting person came to the door in a hurry, I thought you were pretending to be a pig and eating a tiger, so you are really stupid."
Feng Zhengqi naturally knew that Song Bai was trying to provoke him on purpose, but it didn't prevent Feng Zhengqi from being extremely annoyed. He kicked Song Bai's stomach so hard that Song Bai couldn't help spitting out a lot of filth.
"It's disgusting. You have such a hard mouth. Don't you still kneel in front of me like a dog?" Feng Zhengqi grabbed Song Bai's hair and forced him to look up. It's a bit tight, but the body is really soft, and the little mouth below sucks me very comfortably. If I have enough time today, I'm pretty sure you can make my brothers who only like to fuck women comfortable. "
Song Bai's face changed, and he retched a few times in disgust. This abnormality has been his nightmare for a long time.
Feng Zhengqi looked at Song Bai's eyes more and more viciously, he is simply a vicious and extreme pervert now, Song Bai can even feel that this man doesn't seem to care about the consequences at all, even if Ji Suiyun is downstairs now, Feng Zhengqi will do it Find out the matter of cutting Song Bai's neck in this last time.Song Bai didn't quite understand why Feng Zhengqi would do such a restless thing.
Of course Song Bai didn't know.Feng Zhengqi was attacked once before, and Feng Zhengqi really knew that he had many enemies, but that time he was very sure that Ji Suiyun must have done it.On the surface, Ji Suiyun was against Feng Zhengqi because of the Huaijing project, but Feng Zhengqi understood that what Ji Suiyun cared most about was actually the time he had sex with Song Bai in front of him.Feng Zhengqi thought it was ridiculous, but Ji Suiyun himself allowed it at that time, so who can blame him for all the grievances?But Feng Zhengqi never expected that Ji Suiyun would be so ruthless, Feng Zhengqi was not killed in the attack that time, but... Ji Suiren actually had his life crippled!
Feng Zhengqi played with flowers, but he was not sloppy with the orthodox blood. He didn't even have an illegitimate child.After Ji Suiyun abolished him, he didn't have time to think about his future life and the dignity of a man, but wanted to hide it from Feng's family.The house leak happened to be raining all night, and Feng Zhengqi wanted to use the frozen baby as soon as possible to save it, but was told by the doctor that the baby's lifespan was low, and there was a high probability that artificial insemination would not be possible.Feng Zhengqi almost collapsed on the spot, how could he endure the Feng family being divided up by a group of illegitimate children and collateral families in the future.
The more time passed, the more Feng Zhengqi hated him. Why should he be a stepping stone for Ji Suiyun's useless guilt? !
"It's strange, why did you have something to do with Ji Suiyun." Feng Zhengqi smiled ferociously, and grabbed Song Bai's neck: "You two owe me, just pay with your life, I hope Ji Suiyun Yun can come back alive, and then let me appreciate his reaction when he sees you dead because of him. Then I will laugh out loud when I die!"
Feng Zhengqi's hands tightened more and more, Song Bai's face flushed, and the veins on his forehead gradually emerged. Song Bai felt that the temperature of his whole body seemed to be dropping, and he thought he would be strangled to death by Feng Zhengqi.
But the next second Feng Zhengqi let go, and Song Bai lay on the ground breathing heavily, coughing heart-piercingly.
"Don't worry, I won't let you die so comfortably." Feng Zhengqi stood up straight and looked around: "Is Ji Suiyun's own sister here too? That really saved me a lot of trouble."
Song Bai was shocked, and he didn't know where he got the strength to grab Feng Zhengqi's trousers: "Don't involve the child in the adult's affairs, I beg you, don't touch the child, I beg you..."
Feng Zhengqi kicked Song Bai away: "Didn't Ji Suiyun expect such a day when he did those disgusting things? I will give him the word retribution." Feng Zhengqi looked down at Song Bai with a smile: "I wish you a happy life in the next life." When you meet Ji Suiyun, you and your sweetheart are very happy."
With a wave of Feng Zhengqi's hand, the people behind him divided into two groups, holding tools to seal the windows with wooden strips, and at the same time went to unlock the bedroom door.
Song Bai was horrified, he was fine by himself, but the little girl in the room was still so young, no matter how much Ji Suiyun was wrong, the child was so innocent.
Song Bai knelt in front of Feng Zhengqi, and kowtowed with the sound of nails embedded in the wood, his tears flowed so quickly that his whole face was blurred: "I beg, as long as you let the child go, how can you treat me like that?" It doesn't matter, whether you want to kill, cut or torture, whatever..."
Feng Zhengqi was noncommittal, Song Bai kneeling in front of him made him feel extremely happy, and he even took out his mobile phone to record this scene in its entirety.
"Ji Suiyun treats you so well, you still protect his sister, you are really the Holy Mother."
"What he does is his business. The child doesn't understand, and the child has never done anything." Song Bai begged: "You said that there will be retribution for doing wrong things, you should give yourself some leeway..."
"I left room? Who the hell gave me room?!" Feng Zhengqi didn't know where he was poked, and he jumped up violently. He snatched the plastic bucket from the person next to him, and unscrewed the cap violently.
Feng Zhengqi took the bucket and walked to the balcony, and spilled the liquid inside on the wooden seal, all the way over the sofa, coffee table and wall covering, the pungent smell made people dizzy.It's the smell of gasoline.
Ji Suian was also dragged out of the house, she huddled beside Song Bai, although she was trembling and weeping softly, she never broke down and cried loudly.
Song Bai hugged Ji Suian tightly into his arms, and said softly, "An'an, don't be afraid, don't be afraid, it's fine."
The whole room was poured with five or six barrels of gasoline. Feng Zhengqi was playing with a lighter in his hand, and laughed wildly: "It's so fucking cool, don't pretend to be fine, you all have to die today! Hahahahaha, blame it!" Blame Ji Suiyun, sooner or later, he will die too hahahahaha..." Feng Zhengqi seemed to be insane, he was immersed in the pleasure that he was about to hit Ji Suiyun hard, and Ji Suiyun made him have It was very uncomfortable, even if he died, he would pay Ji Suiyun nine points, and Song Baijia's own sister, perhaps twelve points, which made Feng Zhengqi crazy with joy.
Feng Zhengqi originally wanted to appreciate Song Bai's struggling and begging for a while, but at this moment a man came up to him with an anxious expression on his face, and said softly: "Mr. Feng, I received the call. Young Master Li won't be able to delay it for too long. Let's hurry up." gone."
Feng Zhengqi nodded, opened the lid of the lighter without hesitation, and with a ding, a cluster of flames lit up blazingly.
"Then, I'll never see you again." Feng Zhengqi smiled and threw the lighter far away. The lighter just landed on the curtain, Peng—!With a sound, a huge tongue of flame licked the wall covering, crackling and burning fiercely.
The fire was getting bigger and bigger, and the people standing at the door felt as if they were thrown by the flames. Feng Zhengqi, who was choked by the choking kerosene smell and thick smoke, was coughing with tears and snot all over his face, but he was still laughing wildly.
"Let's go, let Young Master Song enjoy it." Feng Zhengqi quickly went out from the door, and closed the anti-theft door behind his back.
"Come on, lock the door for them. It's okay when we come." Feng Zhengqi's voice gradually faded away.And Song Bai couldn't tell what to pay attention to.
Ji Suian coughed badly, his small body was shaking like chaff.Song Bai remembered some of the fire knowledge he had learned in school, he hurriedly picked up Ji Suian and hid in the bathroom, then closed the door tightly.
"Don't be nervous, breathe slowly." Song Bai wet a towel and asked Ji Suian to cover his mouth and nose.
There was commotion outside the door, Song Bai knew that he could only wait for the rescue, but the rescue... Song Bai didn't know if he could hold on till that moment.
The windows were all nailed tightly, Song Bai couldn't shout for help from the bathroom window.And a small door could not resist the billowing smoke and scorching heat.Song Bai's consciousness gradually blurred, but he still hid Ji Suian firmly in the cracks, and blocked Ji Suian with his body, trying to block all dangers for her.
Time passed by every minute, and the towel soaked in ice water seemed to start to emit hot steam with thick smoke. Song Bai was coughing laboriously while subconsciously hugging Ji Suian tightly, when suddenly there was a loud explosion in the living room, In the bathroom, the water pipes and the mirror also exploded at some place, Song Bai only felt a sharp pain on his face and back, and then he lost all consciousness.
Quiet, endless quiet.
Once the red light in the emergency room came on, it stayed on all night.
Ji Suiyun rushed back to Shanghai the next night. He was extremely sloppy, his clothes were wrinkled and smelly, and his whole chin was covered with a blue mustache.His injured right hand was also swollen to twice its size, and the dirty gauze was covered with black blood stains, and the wound was probably festered.
Ji Suiyun ran to the hospital before he could do anything. He stood outside the intensive care unit, swayed, and knelt on the ground as if he was exhausted.Ji Suiyun's expression was a little strange, a little dazed, helpless, and a little unbelievable.
If it wasn't for Huo Qitong noticing Feng Zhengqi's abnormal behavior and bribed people to follow him all the time, Song Bai and Ji Suian would definitely not be able to survive.But Song Bai's current state...is much better than death.
Ji Suian's injury was much lighter than Song Bai's. He just inhaled the thick smoke and needed to rest for a while. A psychiatrist would also need to pay attention to his emotions later.And because Song Bai had been protecting Ji Suian tightly, the flames that rushed in burned him first. Song Bai's back and face were burned up to 40.00%, most of his face was destroyed.Misfortunes never come singly, the explosion in the bathroom shattered almost all the mirrors and glasses, most of them fell on Song Bai's body, and some fell on his face, hurting Song Bai's eyes.
Song Bai's corneas had already ruptured and fell off in the fire scene, and he had been smoked by the high temperature and thick smoke for too long.Doctors say the risk of blindness is extremely high.
Song Bai hadn't woken up yet, and Ji Suiyun was by his side after being disinfected all over his body and entered the intensive care unit.The overly thick medical certificate was placed on the bedside table, and Ji Suiyun gently stroked Song Bai's hair.
This child had such a beautiful smile when I first met him, and he smelled of butter all over his body. He also loved being pretty, and the pink sweater was so bright.Ji Suiyun is finally willing to admit, ah, it turns out that it is really difficult for Song Bai to be by his side.He doesn't like to laugh anymore, he doesn't like to talk, he is depressed all day long, he can't eat or sleep well, he suffers from depression.Now, he is disfigured and blind.
Ji Suiyun's fingertips slowly and lightly brushed over the gauze on Song Bai's eyes and face, tears rolled down drop by drop, hitting the back of Ji Suiyun's hand, causing a burning pain.
Burns are the most uncomfortable, Ji Suiyun knows that the burns on Ji Suiyun's back made him who was so proud when he was younger, bite the tip of his tongue and crush the pillow at night.He is like this, how did his Ah Bai suffer?Ji Suiyun has known for a long time that Song Baier's skin is thin and tender, and he is afraid of pain, even if he has a little strength on the bed, he can get patches of bruises on his body.Ji Suiyun really felt sorry for Song Bai. When he was at Song Bai's house, he saw Song Bai's fingers being scorched by the oven. Ji Suiyun was so distressed that he was pulled into a ball. Now, looking at Song Bai, he felt as if he had been stabbed in the heart.
Ji Suiyun didn't dare to think, didn't dare to think about what would happen to Song Bai when he woke up, he was so afraid of the dark, would he be scared to cry when he realized the world was dark?He is afraid of pain, and the injuries on his body will wear him down and make him unable to sleep peacefully.He loves beauty. He used to take medicine and gained weight and didn't want to see people. If he knew his face was ruined, he would be sad for a long time.
Ji Suiyun wished that he was the one who endured all this. He would rather die in a jungle full of poisonous snakes and bugs, as long as Song Bai was safe and well, as long as Song Bai was alone.As long as... Song Bai is fine?Ji Suiyun is confused, he has always been convinced that he is selfish and vicious, and his lover just wants to eat people, isn't it so?It turns out that he can also be great, as long as the person he loves lives well.
Song Bai was in a coma for three days, Ji Suiyun didn't care about anything except getting Feng Zhengqi arrested, Song Bai was sleeping on the bed, Ji Suyun seemed to have died in the world, leaving only a breathing body.
Ji Suiyun fell asleep on Song Bai's bed in the middle of the night, and woke up dazedly when he heard Song Bai whimpering in his dream.He hurriedly rang the bell and moved to Song Bai's side, trying to suppress the trembling in his throat: "Ah Bai? Ah Bai, it's okay, don't be afraid."
Song Bai was in so much pain that his throat was being strangled, crying like a kitten, and he kept wagging his body.Just as Ji Suiyun's hand held Song Bai's, Song Bai grabbed hold of Song Bai's hand like a life-saving straw: "It hurts...it hurts...uh, help me..."
Ji Suiyun's eyes were red, he seemed to be infected by Song Bai, and there was no pain anywhere on his body, and he trembled like an electric shock: "The doctor will put on the pain pump later, girl, bear it, please bear it ..."
Song Bai was covered in cold sweat and couldn't hear what people were saying at all. He was about to wake up and fell into hell on earth.
Song Bai kept sobbing and couldn't stop until the doctor came.He held Ji Suiyun's hand tightly, and shouted loudly: "Chengcheng, brother, I can't take it anymore...help me..." He was sobbing and complaining, extremely aggrieved.
Ji Suiyun's scarred heart was broken all of a sudden.
Song Bai, I can't take it anymore.Maybe he couldn't bear it anymore, Ji Suiyun watched the doctor step forward, and subconsciously took a step back from Song Bai's hands.Ji Suiyun was distracted at this time, and Song Bai may have said many times in his heart that he couldn't stand it when he was raped by his fangirl, and when he was humiliated and threatened by others, he might also silently call for help and collapsed. When Song Bai faced the crippled Lu Fucheng, he also carried all the mistakes on himself. Yes, how could Song Bai bear it step by step until now?Except for the time when he ate cephalosporin with revenge, Song Bai has been enduring by Ji Suiyun's side. Half of Song Bai's body and spirit are withering in unbearable, and half are struggling stubbornly trying to ask for help. Ji Suian is not him Redemption is more like sustenance.What Ji Suiyun gave him was always paranoid confinement, Ji Suiyun was so selfish, for his love, he ruined his lover.
At this moment, Ji Suiyun suddenly understood that no matter how much he gave Song Bai, it was nothing compared to what Song Bai really wanted - liberation and freedom.
Ji Suiyun couldn't be vicious towards Song Bai, he hoped that Song Bai would be well, and Song Bai could be well without himself, and now Ji Suiyun knew that he was willing.He didn't want the most precious thing in his heart to wither and wither in the long life, and he didn't want him to hold the indelible loneliness.He hoped that after Song Bai woke up from the nightmare, he could see the person next to his pillow exhale a long breath with peace of mind and continue to sleep peacefully, even if he would not think of him when he turned over.Ji Suiyun hopes that Song Bai can do what he likes, go out in a hurry or go shopping or work all day, because the smell of fireworks and butter on Song Bai's body is so exciting.Ji Suiyun hopes that Song Bai can live a stable life and be loved by the person he thinks of. As long as Song Bai lives well, what does he care about?
But it was too late for Ji Suiyun to understand, he had already harmed Song Bai into what he is now.
Ji Suiyun looked at Song Bai who was gradually stabilized after being on the painkiller pump, he was very hopeless, and his eyes were red again.
When Song Bai woke up the next day, his consciousness was finally clear.Ji Suiyun saw him move with his own eyes, touching his eyes with his fingers, he must have been flustered, calling for someone with a hoarse voice.
"Ah Bai, I'm back." Ji Suiyun gently pulled his hand off the gauze over his eyes and held it in his hand: "Your eyes are smoked, and the doctor said that you can't see the light for a while. I'm afraid, I'm here."
Song Bai's pale lips moved slightly, his throat was also hurt by the smoke, his voice was coarse and harsh, and it was difficult to speak: "But...why does it hurt so much?"
"It must be painful to be injured, bear with it, huh?"
Song Bai didn't hear Ji Suiyun's short, crying sigh: "Go and see An'an, she misses you."
"Okay, I'll go see her." Ji Suiyun agreed blindly.
Feng Zhengqi was caught, and Ji Suiyun couldn't move his body. Seeing him was even more disgusting, so he asked his subordinates to torture him in different ways, but they always gave people a sigh of relief.
Feng Zhengqi has gone crazy, he is not afraid of death at all, and even showed the video of Song Bai begging to kowtow to Ji Suiyun's people on his mobile phone, he laughed wildly, and said with a smile: "You Mr. Ji's people are like dogs in front of me , you can go and play, that body is very attractive."
Those people didn't dare to hide it, and it didn't take long for Feng Zhengqi's mobile phone to be sent to Ji Suiyun.
Ji Suiyun watched it with distress and anger, and at the end, the wildfire in his heart seemed to be poured by a basin of cold water.
Song Bai's kindness further proves Ji Suiyun's despicability, Ji Suiyun uses the child to force Song Bai to stay, but Ji Suiyun did not expect Song Bai to be so kind and loving to a child with the surname Ji.Even the doctor said that if it wasn't for Song Bai's protection, it would be impossible for a child as old as Ji Suian to survive such a fire.
The most secret place in Ji Suiyun's heart was suddenly touched.Back then, there was also a big fire, and he also used his body to protect the child for the mother's last words.But why Song Bai?What Ji Suiyun owed Song Bai could no longer be explained in words.
Ji Suiyun guarded Song Bai and left the hospital after the first skin grafting operation.
Song Bai first discovered that Ji Suiyun was missing, and the nurse only said: "Mr. Ji has something to deal with." This process lasted for two days, and in the end the nurse felt cold for Song Bai. The canary was hurting, and probably gave up on Song Bai.
With no acquaintances around Song Bai, he was even more afraid. Song Bai even gradually realized that his eyes seemed to be more than just being smoked.His eyes couldn't even distinguish the blackness, a little bit of light couldn't penetrate into the gauze, Song Bai even endured the pain and opened his eyes, opened, closed, opened again, it was still an inexplicable empty color .
Song Bai lay on the bed completely exhausted, he didn't need anyone to lie to him.He was blind and disfigured, with no good flesh on his body.
"Mr. Song, your phone number." After the doctor debrides the wound, the nurse took the phone and walked gently to Song Bai, who was covered in cold sweat and had lost consciousness.
It's Ji Suiyun's call.
Song Bai's nose became sore, and tears flowed down silently: "Ji Suiyun... where have you been recently, I can't see anything, my whole body hurts, and it's inconvenient to do anything..."
He was so fragile, he even said in a crying voice: "Can you come and see me when you have time? I'm a little scared..."
The phone was quiet for a long time before Ji Suiyun's voice came smoothly: "The doctor said your face is not curable."
"I don't have that much time to deal with you. You stay in the hospital first, and then I will help you contact a plastic surgeon abroad. I will leave the house to you, and I will transfer the money to you. That's it. Well, I'm busy." The call was hung up at this point.
As soon as Ji Suiyun heard Song Bai's voice, heard him crying and said that he wanted to see him, he almost didn't care about anything, and regardless of selfishness, he broke his leg and wanted to climb in front of Song Bai. I want to wrap Song Bai in my arms with the most tender strength, comfort him and say: "Ninny, don't be afraid, I will never leave you, we will be together for the rest of our lives."
But Ji Suiyun can't, he knows that Song Bai is only weak because of injury, if he also indulges in this fragile desire to protect that floats on the surface, Song Bai will never be normal.Ji Suiyun couldn't even break up with Song Bai with regret, because Ji Suiyun was afraid that Song Bai would have worries about his future, would not dare to leave, and would think this was another trap.Ji Suiyun didn't want to ruin Song Bai with his own selfishness anymore, Ji Suian owed Song Bai, Ji Suiyun owed Song Bai, even the woman who passed away owed Song Bai.
Ji Suiyun hung up the phone, and poked his intact left hand with the tip of a pen until it was full of blood holes.Then, he called Lu Fucheng again.
All the nurses saw that after Song Bai hung up the phone call from Mr. Ji, he never said a word, and his whole body deteriorated even more, like a living corpse.He always cried silently, and he didn't realize that he was crying like that. When the doctor came, he saw the wet side of the pillow, and said softly, "Son, don't cry, it's not good for your eyes."
Song Bai didn't say a word. He felt that a defective product that was discarded was already destined to go to the scrap yard. Is it bad for the eyes?He was already blind, could it be worse?
When night was approaching, the nurse was still trying to persuade Song Bai to eat two more bites, when the door of the ward was suddenly pushed open in a hurry.
A haggard but elegant and handsome man stood at the door. When he saw the person on the hospital bed, he was silent for a long time before he suddenly moved as if the pause button was touched.He walked towards Song Bai step by step. Song Bai was so fragile and broken that he didn't even dare to hug him. He was afraid of hurting this person, and even more afraid of breaking him.
Lu Fucheng held Song Bai's hand gently with his leather gloved hand, and said softly, "Ah Bai, brother is late." He still let out his tears.
Song Bai was taken aback for a moment, and then he struggled hysterically: "You've got the wrong person!! I'm not, I'm not Song Bai!! Get lost!!!"
Lu Fucheng was shocked: "Don't move, your body is full of injuries, I beg you, don't move!"
"I told you I'm not Song Bai!" Song Bai couldn't see anything, he avoided it like a headless chicken, and almost fell off the bed.
Lu Fucheng held his arm forcibly, stroked his hair one by one: "In my life, no one will admit you by mistake. Ah Bai, do you not want me?"
Song Bai finally couldn't hold back anymore, he cried like a child in Lu Fucheng's arms: "No, I'm not worthy, no one, no one wants to like me anymore, I'm trash, with abscesses and blood all over my body, I don't Look, I'm blind... No one will want me, no one will want me..."
Lu Fucheng took a deep breath, he was already numb with heartache, his Ah Bai, his Ah Bai...
"I love you." Lu Fucheng paused, bit his lip and swallowed a sob: "I'm so wronged, you don't even remember what I said."
"In your year, I told you that I will love you all my life, even if you don't love me anymore, you have played enough, you married a wife and had children, I will always watch you, and I will always be there when you are wronged. Lu Fucheng didn't dare to pat Song Bai on the back to comfort him, so he could only pinch Song Bai's palm: "Why do you think that you are ugly, so I don't want you? When my hands are so ugly, don't you Are you willing to come out for me?"
"Different...different..."
"It's nothing different. You are afraid of dragging me down now. I was afraid of dragging you down before. Now it's alright. Neither of us dislikes anyone else." Lu Fucheng's voice was gentle and ethereal, as if he had been thinking about the future for a long time: "We will always be together in the future, It’s still the same as the beginning, I’ll help you add clothes when you’re cold, fan you when it’s hot, hug you when you’re sad, and I can’t bear to leave you half a step, because I love you.”
Song Bai's mood was complicated and chaotic to the extreme. Since the fire, all the developments of things were beyond his expectations.Ji Suiyun abandoned him because of his face, but Lu Fucheng found him and said something about love and the future that people couldn't move.
Song Bai couldn't believe it, he had nothing left.Ji Suiyun's extremely paranoid love for him can change at will, but what about Lu Fucheng?Wouldn't Lu Fucheng dislike him and Ji Suiyun's past?Will Lu Fucheng endure a disabled person losing his temper when he is sensitive?Will Lu Fucheng's love wear off?Lu Fucheng is still so young, even though his right hand is not easy to use, but he has talent, savings and good looks, how many men and women will admire him, and secretly scold Lu Fucheng's ugly and blind family for being unworthy.
Song Bai was afraid, he was afraid of the future.What's more, how could Song Bai be willing to pay so much for Lu Fu to be himself.
"I don't want to be with you anymore." Song Bai really couldn't understand "Evil and West Poison" in the past, and fell asleep many times in the middle of the way, but a line was deeply etched in his mind—if he didn't want to The best way to be rejected is to reject others first.
Song Bai didn't want to be abandoned.Song Bai didn't want to be a burden.
But his spitting and tantrums couldn't shake Lu Fucheng's heart of wanting to be by his side. Song Bai hurt Lu Fucheng called his wound like a child, and replaced the dirty stains and cold sweat more sensitively than the nurse. bedding.He feeds Song Bai,
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