Beginning without end

After a toss on the road, it was almost eleven o'clock when we got home.Song Bai hadn't slept yet. As soon as Ji Suiyun entered the bedroom, he saw him sitting in the bright yellow fiberglass horseshoe chair, holding a book and a pen in his hand, frowning and looking at it seriously.

There was not much movement when Ji Suiyun entered the room, Song Bai only looked up and then looked down at the things in his hands.

"What are you doing?" Because of his hand injury, it was not convenient for Ji Suiyun to undress, so he simply leaned over to look at Song Bai.

Seeing him coming, Song Bai put the pen into Sai Ji Suiyun's arms unceremoniously: "I'm so curious, so why don't you check it with An An."

Ji Suiyun was delighted after reading the book. This is a Mathematical Olympiad question in this competition, but no matter what, it is only at the elementary school level, so Song Bai will not be embarrassed like this.

"Ninny, aren't you stumped?" Ji Suiyun smiled and stretched out his left arm to wrap around Song Bai's waist and sat on the sofa together: "Did you get lazy in school? Huh?"

Song Bai felt offended. Since he came back from the hospital, he has become more coquettish than before, and his words are even more unreasonable: "I'm just stupid? Don't let me take care of your sister." On the contrary. Straightforward.

Ji Suiyun hurriedly coaxed him: "Isn't it just that you don't like doing math problems? I think you can do other things well. Besides, have you noticed? Those who are not good at math are all beautiful."

Song Bai didn't pay attention to him, but Ji Suiyun got excited instead, talking non-stop, which made Song Bai's head ache, Ji Suiyun asked him what he just said in his head, and wanted Ji Suiyun to hurry up stop.In the end, Ji Suiyun endured the abdominal pain from laughing. He saw that Song Bai had a thousand and eight hundred layers of filters, and he also felt that Song Bai said that the twelve multiple-choice questions in mathematics were only correct for one of the entire papers. Song Baitian.

It wasn't until Song Bai was almost bullied by Ji Suiyun and cried that Ji Suiyun stopped talking, and honestly put his arms around Song Bai to approve those pages of Olympiad questions.

"Hey, tomorrow I will ask Ji Suiyun not to show you this kind of thing." Ji Suiyun kissed Song Bai's face, and his voice was very gentle: "Okay, it's time to take care of me. There was a little car accident."

Song Bai froze, turned his head and looked at Ji Suiyun from head to toe.

"It's okay, the driver was distracted and didn't drive seriously in the dark, just to avoid a big car hitting the guardrail." Ji Suiyun was indeed gentle with genuine feelings, he would rather not slander if he showed his softness when he was not online. Lu Fucheng didn't let Song Bai worry too much.Ji Suiyun thought, Song Bai didn't want to see Lu Fucheng like that, so Ji Suiyun was willing to take this matter lightly, and didn't even let Lu Fucheng be held accountable.

Ji Suiyun has done many wrong things. He looks down on many people, but he is not willing to hurt Song Bai, and is willing to tolerate people he hates for Song Bai.Ji Suiyun is selfish and thinks highly of himself, but he never underestimated Song Bai.

"But I'm still a little worried. I'm afraid that something will happen. You must be afraid to sleep alone." Ji Suiyun squeezed Song Bai's face: "Can you help me take off my shirt? My hands hurt a little."

Song Bai lowered his eyes and didn't know what he was thinking, he didn't speak, he didn't move, and it was rare that he nestled obediently in Ji Suiyun's arms, with his head just touching the position of Ji Suiyun's heart.

Ji Suiyun sighed slowly and long, the quiet and soft atmosphere infected him, and Ji Suiyun didn't speak for a while.

After a long time, Song Bai opened his mouth. His voice was soft and slightly hoarse: "...You deserve to die, but you can't die in a car accident."

Song Bai remembers very clearly that he had a holiday when he was in junior high school, and it was a rare trip for the whole family that was agreed upon.He happily put on his new clothes, and got up early in the morning to pack up everything. When he went out, Song Huafeng received a call. Song Bai saw his father's expression became more and more condensed, and the deep pain was suppressed in his brows.A car accident took away a person, suddenly and cruelly, Song Bai's travel place became a funeral parlor, he was in a trance, like a dream, he walked into the morgue to see his uncle who was not very close to him for the last time.Before the make-up artist came, he clearly saw the man's skull sunken in, and the bluish-white face was covered with bloodstains from scratches.Fear, extreme fear.This person's death was ugly and unstable, it was Song Bai's nightmare in those few years.

Song Bai didn't want the people around him to die in such a way without dignity or warning.Like Ji Suiyun, he is so proud and noble that Song Bai couldn't imagine that he was dragged out of the broken car with his limbs twisted, checked for injuries, cleaned, stripped of his suit and put on a shroud, and then waited for him to look like a paper man It's like putting makeup on the body.

Song Bai had difficulty breathing, and his hands and feet became cold.

Ji Suiyun quickly sensed that something was wrong with Song Bai, and hurriedly held Song Bai's hand and put it on his skin to warm it up: "Don't be afraid, it's okay, there are no minor injuries, don't be afraid." He was walking past Song Bai kissing Song Bai's forehead, nose and cheeks soothingly: "Ninny, I will tell the driver to be more careful in the future so that you won't worry."

Ji Suiyun even joked: "If I die, and you take the money I left you, wouldn't you just go away happily?"

Song Bai looked at him expressionlessly, but a choked sob suddenly came out of his throat.

Ji Suiyun was distressed, but he couldn't help but feel happy, he asked softly: "Ninny, you are worried about me." He kissed Song Bai's lips, and his words were a little bit determined: "You care about me in your heart."

"People's feelings are very strange and complicated. You committed suicide before and took revenge on me on the one hand, and on the other hand... Is it because you can't accept liking me?" Ji Suiyun's eyes were full of pain: "Ah Bai... ...You are right, please, can you think about it?"

"To die is to be afraid of loving you?" Song Bai smiled softly: "You have so many means to keep me, so you don't have to use such disgusting excuses to threaten me to live well."

Ji Suiyun closed his eyes, he really wanted Song Bai to like him a little bit, a little bit, he was going crazy thinking about it.No matter how many times he deceives himself and thinks that wishful thinking is not a big deal, he still wants Song Bai to smile at him sincerely, worry about him, be jealous of him, and yawn naturally into his arms at night.

"Okay, I won't bother you." Ji Suiyun raised his right hand in front of Song Bai's eyes: "Wrap up the plastic wrap for me, I can't wrap it up by myself and it's easy to get water in the shower."

Song Bai hesitated for a moment, thinking that Aunt Fang should have a rest, so he didn't refuse.

Song Bai worked very carefully, and Ji Suiyun didn't feel any pain at all.

Ji Suiyun urged Song Bai to sleep and take a bath by himself.Just as he walked into the bathroom, his cell phone rang.

"If Gu Celin takes the risk to send back, Qiao Ming will take his confidants to withdraw, tomorrow night at the latest." Zhou Guican said in a deep voice, "Gu Celin wants a gun from me."