beautiful waste

Lu Xueyu left the extra bowl of borscht and hurried away.But Lu Zhuoying was burned inside, he didn't know what he wanted, Lu Xueyu couldn't bear to see him and talk to him.He couldn't stand Lu Xueyu not looking at him or talking to him.

Now Lu Xueyu really didn't pay attention to him anymore, leaving him alone in the building.Lu Zhuoying looked at Lu Xueyu's leaving back, tears streaming down her face.How much he wanted him to talk to him, touch him, touch him, but it was impossible.

Lu Zhuoying turned around and went upstairs to pack his things. After a moment of sadness and vulnerability, he returned home first.

Several days after Lu Zhuoying left, Lu Xueyu had something on her mind and didn't play very well.Although I don't usually feel it, there is still a big difference between having this person and not having this person.

Yan Yiwei still has something to do here.It took about another month for the two of them to return home.When I returned home, it was already winter.

Yan Yiwei took the plane that Lu Xueyu was on, followed by Wu An and a group of bodyguards.On the plane, Lu Xueyu panicked.The winter in Jincheng is not very cold, but Lu Xueyu likes to wear sweaters, scarves, and a beautiful windbreaker outside.

When he got off the plane and stood on the parking apron, he was also unearthly and beautiful.Yan Yiwei took the luggage beside him, and Lu Xueyu didn't take anything, but just held his arm.

The person who came to pick him up from the plane turned out to be a number of people on the ground in Jincheng.Now Yan Yiwei's adoptive father is firmly at the top of Jincheng, and Yan Yiwei is the "Prince".

Lu Xueyu wore a black hat and hid it behind the brim, watching those people in the business field compliment Yan Yiwei and separate them.

Lu Xueyu was used to seeing this kind of scene with his father, but after experiencing the world, he already knew how many faces these people had underneath, and what they looked like when they turned their faces.

Lu Xueyu entered the car and waited, but he waited for a long time, but Yan Yiwei did not come up.Those people want to invite Yan Yiwei's guests to clean up the dust for him.

Lu Xueyu waited for a while, but Yan Yiwei did not come up.Impatient, he was about to get out of the car window.Yan Yiwei came over, and his adoptive father asked him to go, so he had to go.It was also inconvenient to take Lu Xueyu with her, and the adoptive father had always been quite critical of Lu Xueyu.

He bowed his head and talked to Lu Xueyu for a while, Lu Xueyu was full of reluctance, but there was nothing he could do.

With a cold face, under the brim of his hat, he directed Wu An to go back first.

The residence of the two is still Hongyuan, but Hongyuan has his worst memory, and Yan Yiwei is not with him.He looked out the window with complicated emotions, the closer he was to the Red Garden, the more nervous he became.He just couldn't bear to go back to the Red Garden.

"Where is Yan Yiwei?"

He asked Wu An.

"It seems to be in XX hotel?"

"Go to XX Hotel."

"what?"

Lu Xueyu glared at Wu An: "I'm not going up, why don't I open a room over there?"

Wu An shut up.

So several people turned back to the hotel.

It's been a long time since Lu Xueyu has been in a fashionable and gorgeous metropolis. For more than half a year, she can see wilderness mountains or tropical cities of another style everywhere she looks.

The feeling of returning to China drives his homesickness deep in his heart, and he loves everything he sees.

I love big shopping malls, neon lights, movie posters, and even bakeries and ice cream shops on the street.

He looked like someone who had stayed in the corner for too long, and when he saw the electric lights under the hotel corridor, he wanted to lie down and kiss him.

He was wearing a hat and gloves, and Wu An and others behind him carried several large suitcases for him.A group of people entered the hotel in a mighty manner as if they were moving.

Lu Xueyu checked in skillfully at the bar, this time he was wearing a hat, so they didn't need to find out who it was.And now that he has someone who is rich and confident, the doorman takes the bodyguards and they go to put the luggage first.He scanned the hotel lobby and asked the lady at the bar: "Is there a hot spring here?"

"Yes. We have hot springs on the first floor and inside the rooms."

Lu Xueyu is very satisfied, winter is to soak in hot springs.He wants to take a good soak to relieve his fatigue.

After checking in, follow the waiter upstairs.The whole hotel imitates the European-style architecture, it is very quiet, and there are very few upper-class people who come and go.Lu Xueyu walked among them, because of his excessive beauty and calm attitude, people thought he was also some important person.Maybe it's the noble son of some family.

Lu Xueyu didn't care, went upstairs, opened the door, and first threw herself on the bed and took a deep breath.After a day of running around, he was also a little tired.

Wu An followed him and put his luggage for him.Lu Xueyu murmured: "I don't know what Yan Yiwei is doing now..."

"Boss? Of course the boss is entertaining."

Lu Xueyu frowned, that's why it's not good to go back to China, everything has changed.Like his father, Yan Yiwei was the only one left to work outside.

He took off his gloves and hat, went to the bathroom, and went through the suitcase to change clothes when he came out.

Wu An took a look: "Master A Xue, I live next door, if you need anything, please call me!"

Lu Xueyu flicked through his clothes one by one, but she was not satisfied.There are too few winter clothes.

He didn't even look up: "Isn't there a lot of rooms here? You live outside, I'm afraid by myself."

"Huh? All right then."

Lu Xueyu went to the bedroom to change clothes, still yelling: "Wu An, don't go!"

Wu An said outside: "I'm not leaving!"

"That's good."

Lu Xueyu murmured, changed into a nightgown and came out.The outside of the room is like a garden, and there is a hot spring pool outside.

While Lu Xueyu was soaking in the open-air pool, she wanted Wu An to come over and deliver fruits and drinks, making Wu An restless for a while.

The water temperature is very good, the fruit is very good, Lu Xueyu was soaking in the hot spring water, and almost fell asleep.

However, he soaked outside alone for a long time, and it started to get cold after nightfall. He couldn't stand the cold and crawled out and got into the bed in the bedroom.

The room is also very cold. In winter, Jincheng will be cold and humid, and there is no warmth anywhere.

Lu Xueyu nestled on the bed and pulled all the quilts over her body, but it still didn't feel warm enough.His name was Wu An, and Wu An filled him with a hot water bottle.The hot water bottle was cooled by him, and he called Wu An again, but Wu An had been busy all day and waited on him for most of the night, and he was too tired to wake him up.

Lu Xueyu couldn't sleep at all, this was not his bed, not his pillow, nor was Yan Yiwei's stove-like embrace.He sat alone at night, the colder he sat, the lonelier he sat.I just felt that I hated Yan Yiwei very much in my heart, and he left him here and left it alone.

I don't know what Yan Yiwei is doing now, whether he is thinking about himself.Lu Xueyu lay on the bed, soaked by the night, and she didn't know when she fell asleep.

The next day, Yan Yiwei still didn't show up, but he called.

Yan Yiwei called Wu An and found out that they had not returned home, so he asked Wu An to send him to another residence.

Lu Xueyu was right next to him, and she didn't want to talk to him at first, but she saw that the phone was about to hang up.

He grabbed the microphone: "When are you coming back?"

Yan Yiwei didn't expect him to be listening: "Axue?"

He called him several times, but he didn't come.

Lu Xueyu leaned to the side and said in a low voice, "When are you coming back?"

Yan Yiwei seemed to be very busy there, and said to him: "I'll be back tomorrow, it's a bit busy here, be good, go home first."

Lu Xueyu said: "Oh."

He didn't hang up.

Yan Yiwei didn't hang up either.

The two listened to the breathing on the phone together, until Lu Zhuoying's voice seemed to be calling him.

Lu Xueyu was shocked and hung up the phone.

Yan Yiwei asked Lu Xueyu to go home, but Lu Xueyu would rather live in a hotel alone than go to a strange place.He went out to buy clothes and go shopping in the mall during the day. Jincheng hadn't changed much from before, but the stars on TV had changed, and he hadn't even watched some TV.He bought a lot of novels and pictorials and came back, squatting in the hotel to watch TV and pictorials, and soak in the hot spring for a while to sleep at night.

On the third day, Yan Yiwei did not fulfill his promise and he did not show up.

At this point, Lu Xueyu was already very angry.

He was fed up with hotel beds, hotel pillows, hotel smells, and he didn't know where Yan Yiwei was.This hotel is very big, he tried to find it and asked the staff.But they are tight-lipped about the guests' information.It's also hard to come across them in hotels.

Maybe, Yan Yiwei was no longer in the hotel and left.

He didn't know what he was busy with.The same goes for his dad, who usually doesn't come home for days.

He is the only one in the family.

He's had enough of being alone!

Tired of this similar time of not coming home.

If I had known earlier, he shouldn't have returned home.

He hated in his heart, biting off his nails, looking at a certain place in the room.The hotel room is already a mess, all traces of what he ate and played these days.And under this gorgeous ruin is his lonely soul.

He has no relatives and broke up with his younger brother.

He drifted abroad with Yan Yiwei, and flew back to China with him.

He was displaced, but in the end he was the only one left.

When he came back, he also found that he did not have a home.Dad's house was sold, and the Red Garden was his nightmare. He didn't have his own house, he didn't have his own home, so he could only live in a hotel, waiting for Yan Yiwei to think of him and suddenly appear.

He waited and waited and endured and endured, exhausting all his patience.

He couldn't sleep alone, couldn't bear the fear of being alone.

He has not slept for two days.

Mental burnout, physical exhaustion.

But the nerves are tense, there is no sense of security, and there is nowhere to go.

Enduring the exhaustion, he changed into his pajamas and wanted to go downstairs to make a phone call.He ran downstairs in a hurry, his hair untied.He just appeared so embarrassed and haggard next to the telephone station downstairs, and suddenly saw Yan Yiwei coming with a mature and elegant female companion.

The two of them didn't have much intimacy, but the woman was very elegant and beautiful, and Yan Yiwei was very good at her side, so he pressed the elevator caringly.Yan Yiwei had a rare smile between his brows, and the two went in chatting happily.

Lu Xueyu's heart was pounding, watching the two people in the glass elevator rising higher and higher, Yan Yiwei let her out.

The two of them went down to the second floor right under his nose.People around me are talking about that it is Mr. Chen's daughter, and Yan Yiwei is afraid that he will completely marry into Chen's family, and the happy event is approaching.

Lu Xueyu's heart seemed to have fallen into a sponge, her body was heavy and light, and she didn't know how to get back to the room.

He has been in this hotel all the time, and he wants him to go home obediently.

Gu Qinglin said that all respectable people will marry wives and have children in the end, so how could they continue to hang out with him.

Lu Xueyu only felt shivering all over, his heart was extremely cold, shivering, he was going to pack his things and go home.

But where is his home?