beautiful waste

After Lu Zhuoying returned home, Gu Manqing was practicing calligraphy.God is sorry, she is in very good condition today, she didn't run wild, and she didn't cry in bed.

Lu Zhuoying's mood improved a little.They were locked up for more than a month without food or drink.Lu Hai squatted at the door like a dog and watched them. Who knows how he spent this month?

That probably lost the concept of time, and people couldn't breathe in the room.The tube building is narrow and narrow, and the sun can't shine in, leaving only a ray of sunlight for them to breathe.At this time, Gu Manqing will not only not be well, but will even become crazier.Several times he almost jumped off the stairs and hit his head against the anti-theft door, which tortured him to the point of exhaustion.

It's been a long, long time since there was such a peaceful time.

The twilight is all in one, it is evening.

When Lu Zhuoying went home to wash rice and cook, Gu Manqing was practicing calligraphy on the table outside.

She even raised her head and greeted him kindly: "Xiao Zhuo, come."

Lu Zhuoying's eyes were wet.

He hasn't felt his mother's tenderness for too long.

He has nothing!

How poor is a person to feel hot when he feels the long-lost warmth.

When Lu Zhuoying came home, she had to cook and wash dishes, clean up the room, scrub Gu Manqing, feed her, take medicine, move her to the toilet, run out to find her when Gu Manqing was hysterical, and accompany her to go crazy on the street... …

He never had a moment to spare, he was extremely busy and exhausted all day long.And he has no companions, no relatives, he does all this alone, no one knows.

Gu Manqing called him softly: "Come, come to me."

Like a child, Lu Zhuoying burst into tears, and ran to her mother: "Mom."

He and she depend on each other, even if she is not a person.

Gu Manqing was also very beautiful when she was young, and she was a smash hit star.It's just that over the years, she has already changed beyond recognition.

She held the brush tremblingly, handed it to Lu Zhuoying, and held his hand.

"Xiao Zhuo, your father likes people who can write well, come and let us write these words, shall we?"

With tears in his eyes, Lu Zhuoying was held in his arms by his mother, who taught him to write those words with her own hands.

Those words were also written crookedly.

Gu Manqing stared blankly, why couldn't she write these two words well?

What Mr. Lu despises most about her is that she is not popular and does not learn well, but she just does not want to be good.

Before he abandoned her, he also used to be a dead horse as a living horse doctor, holding her hand at the table and teaching her to write over and over again.

Mr. Lu is arty and loves calligraphy and painting, so she also loves calligraphy and painting; Mr. Lu loves to collect, so she also fills the room with calligraphy and painting classics, and waste paper is flying around; Mr. Lu likes to read English novels, she bought a tape recorder, and every morning read english!

destiny, destiny.

She tried her best, but she couldn't catch up with him even if she flattered her.

It would be great if she was Miss Wang, she is Miss Wang, she can write calligraphy, draw pictures, play the piano, and read English poems!

If she were Miss Wang, she wouldn't be earning money in the hands of those big bosses when she debuted in her teens, lingering on her last breath!

If she were Miss Wang, she would be cultured!

She has time and money to study, how can she be in such a situation now?

Her life is over, but what about her child?

She tightly held Lu Zhuoying's hand: "Xiao Zhuo, you must learn well, you know? You can't sink even if you die. Once you fall, everything will be over!"

Seeing that she was going crazy again, Lu Zhuoying quickly pulled out her hand to coax her: "Okay, I got it. You go and have a rest first."

Gu Manqing let go of his hand thoughtfully, and lay down on the place illuminated by the sunlight.

"Xiao Zhuo, what time is it?"

"Seven o'clock."

There is a ray of sunshine, eating with her mother at the table is already the happiest thing Lu Zhuoying feels.

Gu Manqing obviously didn't go crazy today, and even rolled up his sleeves for him.Those hands covered with scars stroked his face, helping him wipe off a little sweat.

clean.

Being touched by her tenderly, Lu Zhuoying's heart has never been so bright and happy, and she doesn't even care about the humiliation she suffered in the Lu family.

"Mom, are you alright?"

He smiled innocently.

Gu Manqing looked at the fading glow outside the window.

"Well, it seems like a dream."

"Mom, when you get better, let's go to Harbor Bay to play?"

He has a bit of an awkward temper, and he doesn't want to say it out loud, but he really longs for someone to go out with him to play.He has never been to an amusement park since he grew up!

Every time he saw Lu Xueyu and that person coming back from the playground, he would be so jealous that he would die of envy.

He is not greedy, just take a stroll outside.

As long as someone walks outside with him.

Gu Manqing smiled slightly: "Okay."

Lu Zhuoying almost didn't jump up!

This day was spent in his dream full of expectations, lying on the bed at night, he was still dizzy, feeling very unreal.

Looking around the whole room, I feel that the cramped corridor is no longer boring, and the house like a garbage dump is no longer annoying.Gu Manqing fell asleep on the bed opposite him, she neither went crazy nor cried, she was fine!

They will live a good life in the future, he will never go to Lu's house again, he wants to be with her and live a good life!

No matter how poor and miserable, as long as there are people in this world who can hear him and feel him.

He was so happy that he was about to cry.

He was even more dizzy the next day. As soon as he got up, he saw Gu Manqing putting on makeup.

She hasn't made up for a long time, the eyebrow pencil is broken, the powder puff is dusty, and everything is useless.In the end, I had no choice but to smear my face with cream, and painted my mouth with half a tube of lipstick.

Plain face to the sky, clean and tidy.

Lu Zhuoying was stupid there, Gu Manqing smiled and said, "Aren't you going to the amusement park?"

Lu Zhuoying was completely dumbfounded, and went out with Gu Manqing in a daze. In order to prevent her from going crazy suddenly, he also brought medicine.

As a result, Gu Manqing couldn't be normal anymore.

She seemed to have not gone out for a long time, and the sun shone on her face, making her dizzy.

That day she accompanied him to the amusement park, saw all kinds of dolls, and held ice cream.Gu Manqing even bought him new clothes in the mall.

He felt like he was stepping on clouds that day, and he didn't even hate Lu Hai following them anymore.

Gu Manqing smoothed the folded collar, and fastened the buttons one by one.

"Xiao Zhuo, do you know if you want to be obedient?"

"Ah."

The white shirt looked good on him too.In the past, I only remembered Lu Xueyu wearing it, but now he is also wearing it well.

Lu Zhuoying nodded her head and happily let her manipulate her.

"To be a person, you must be upright and responsible. Knowing is good. Don't be like me, there is nothing wrong with being like me..."

Gu Manqing thought about Yiqiao brokenly: "Listen to your father, don't get angry with him when you get there, let him let you study, study hard, and be a good person..."

"I know, I'm fine."

He didn't dare to tell her that he was already planning to break with her.If Lu Yaozong dared to beat him, he would never go back to that place for the rest of his life.

Gu Manqing's warm eyes covered him, and she kept stroking his face.

"Mom, where did you get the money?"

Lu Zhuoying suddenly thought of it.

"I stole it." Gu Manqing whispered.

Just let her steal again, and fall again.That man lied to her for half her life, and she couldn't steal some money from him.

Gu Manqing smiled mysteriously, and the mother and son were happier as if they were harboring some big secret.

At night, Gu Manqing was going crazy again, she insisted on going outside.Lu Zhuoying couldn't persuade her to go back no matter what, Lu Haihai came to pull her, Lu Zhuoying immediately quarreled with him.

Gu Manqing is wandering by the sea, the harbor bay, it's so beautiful.

In Haigang Bay 20 years ago, she was still a smashing star, she jumped off the stage and followed him...

Hearing the voice of Lu Zhuoying arguing behind her again protecting her, she turned her head and smiled: "Let's go, let's go back."

Nothing to look at anymore.

Lu Zhuoying really hated this bastard Lu Hai, so he gave him a hard look, and then followed his mother.

After returning, Gu Manqing said that she was tired.How can you not be tired?They walked around most of the city.

He held his mother's hand and stood beside her.

Gu Manqing said wearily: "Go to sleep, I have to go to school tomorrow."

Lu Zhuoying was reluctant, he didn't want to sleep.

Afraid of falling asleep, everything will go back to the past.Gu Manqing lost his mind, and he was left alone again.

Her rare sobriety allowed him to enjoy half a day of pampering.Even if he doesn't do anything now, just the two of them stay quietly, he will feel very happy.

"Mom, will you still be like this tomorrow?"

"Okay."

"Don't ignore me anymore, don't recognize me, okay?"

"it is good."

Gu Manqing smiled and told him to lie down on the bed, and told him stories like she did when she was a child.Lu Zhuoying hadn't enjoyed such warmth in more than ten years. His eyes were slightly hot, like a person who had been tired and alone for a long time and finally returned to his mother's embrace.

Taking off all guard and exhaustion, he took her hand, lay beside her and quickly fell asleep.

No one knows what happened after he fell asleep.

When he woke up the next day, the sunlight pouring in from the skylight shone on his face, making him fluffy and warm.

The room was also very warm, and the room was filled with an orange-red color.

He dimly opened his eyes, feeling very sweet in his heart, did the sun turn red today?

He felt strange and turned around to tell his mother.The tentacles were sticky on the bed, and the red color turned into a vast expanse, talking endlessly.Eyes were filled with shocking redness, sticky and dripping all over the bed.

Gu Manqing lay in the red sea with her eyes closed.

The only sliver of warmth he had left, that half of a human being, was also taken away from him.

After that, everything became bizarre, and the door of Lu's house was smashed by him and did not open.

Mr. Lu is not there, the uncle has gone out, the yard in front is like a bunker, and the door is closed to thank guests.The back yard is Mrs. Wang's residence, and no one dares to report to her.

The butler hesitated for a long time, and only called Lu Yuanfeng.Lu Yuanfeng was competing with Yan Yiwei, and after hearing this, he just pushed irritably: "Wait!"

Someone died in the Lu family, but no one came out to take care of it.The gate was locked tightly, and the courtyard was deep. From morning to evening, Lu Zhuoying passed out from crying, shouted hoarsely, and squatted on the path by the door, but no one came out.

He begged him!

He begs them!

He can have no dignity, no pride, no shame, he abandons everything and begs them to save her and bring her back!

He can't live without this person.

Without her, there is no reason for him to live.

All his warm hopes for life rest on this one person.He just got it yesterday, but it was taken away in an instant!

unfair!

Why did the world always treat him so badly, and how much worse could it be?The despair of sinking to the bottom, being in a desperate situation, fearful and helpless, cannot be accepted.But even if he broke his throat by shouting and fainted countless times, no one came to save them.

not a single person.

The night was getting deeper and deeper, and there were many plane trees growing outside the courtyard wall.The night wind was bleak, and suddenly it was cold and cold, and it started to rain.The rain washed over Lu Zhuoying's face, making him as small as dust.

Gu Manqing is still lying on that broken bed, her bones are cold.But there was nothing he could do.There is no way to ask the sky to answer.

The rain made his teeth chatter, and his whole body was icy cold, like an abandoned wolf cub.Then he saw a car driving over on the mountain road in the distance, with warm light in the car window, laughter and laughter, Mr. Lu and his beloved son just came back from the playground, and Lu Xueyu said in a pleasant voice that he forgot In order to buy a toy for Jasmine, Mr. Lu smiled and coaxed him to find that he couldn't buy it anywhere, that dog had too many toys, and he would bring him another one tomorrow.

They approached, talking and laughing, and the locked gate of the courtyard opened wide, and the beautiful car drove in.

It closed again in front of him.

The wind and rain were pouring, and the hatred in his heart turned into a drop of blood.