beautiful waste

Lu Xueyu didn't sleep all night.

He seemed to have gone through the most bleak and terrifying night, and he might not even know how he got through this night.

He was alone.

At five o'clock in the morning, he could feel the old butler walking out of the Lu residence.The whole house was silent in a blink of an eye, revealing a terrible calm.

The sun was very strong, and the smell of blood in the air was very light. He seemed to have died once, lying on the bed and smelling the rain outside the window.

He lay stupefied, soulless.

In the most painful time, he isolated himself from the outside world and protected himself.

After that, his feeling was very vague, like a layer of frosted glass.

No one knew who had leaked the fact that his family property was one billion yuan, and the Lu family, which had no one to patronize, suddenly became lively.

Fourth Gu Lu broke into the house with a group of people, including uncles, lawyers, and an elder from the clan.

They quarreled and cursed in his presence, and moved tables and chairs with great noise.

Lu Xueyu's frightened bird is usually in the center of the vortex.

Countless people swayed in front of him, women cried aggrievedly, men roared, and the elders of the clan let out "cough cough" breathing sounds.

Lu Xueyu held her breath and looked at them in horror.

Before Mr. Lu's body was cold, they were planning to seize his family property.

He had a splitting headache, and many people came to him, telling him that he should not have taken the money, that he had not contributed to the family.That money is the company's money.

Whose company is it?Of course the company belongs to the Lu family.

It was Lu Yaozong who took their shares in exchange for it!

Now, it's time to give them back.

Of course, they will not treat him badly, after all, he is the only blood and blood of the Lu family's only principal.

They'll give him tens of thousands of dollars to move somewhere else.As for the house here, of course it is not his!It was Lu Yaozong who tried his best to deceive them.

He really wanted to tell them that Dad wouldn't!Dad is not like that!

But he couldn't say anything.

In the chaos, he was pressed down by them like a frightened bird, and his fingerprints were pressed, and he was swept out of the house in a daze.In the end, I didn't know how the property was divided.

Before leaving, he only had time to snatch a piece of his father's pajamas.

It was the blue pajamas with polka dots that Mr. Lu wore on the day he died, and he kept wearing them.

Everything in the Lu family, the big warm house, his room, his pillow, his father, and his most beloved rabbit have all gone away from him.

It's all like a nightmare, and it won't stop.

Lu Xueyu was walking on the street, even the slightest noise outside would startle him, but it seemed to be far away and blunt.

He didn't know where he was going, and his mind was always muddled and in a trance.He was vaguely aware that he would have no home in the future, and he would never go back.

He had only a small bag with him.His aunt gave him a passbook of tens of thousands of dollars, a silk handkerchief, a notebook and pencils.It was the day he ran away from home with all his belongings.

He walked and walked in the sun, aimlessly and without energy.

I don't know how long I have been walking under the sun, I just feel that I am sweating profusely and my head is dizzy.

Then I walked into a park unknowingly.

He was dying of thirst.

He didn't eat or drink for several days, and walked down the mountain in one breath for several hours.

His thighs were sore and he was sweating all over. He just wanted to drink water.

He walked into the park and bought a popsicle with the little change in his bag.

He doesn't want water, he wants something sweet.

In the afternoon, there were many people in the park, and the sun shone warmly on the ground.Drenched in sweat, he found an empty seat and licked the popsicle blankly.

Really delicious.

He felt that the sweetness opened up all his tricks, and made his closed five senses a little dull, and he took a deep breath from the bottom of hell.

He tied his father's pajamas on his body, exposed his arms, and continued to lick the popsicles.

Licking and licking, a man and a woman suddenly came from the opposite side.The man is tall and wears a thin suit that doesn't sweat easily.The weather is fine today, and there are people rowing boats on the lake in the park.He was holding an umbrella, and walking with him was a very decent female companion.

He Yunsheng did not expect to meet Lu Xueyu here.

Lu Xueyu was bare-armed, wearing a dirty shirt, sweat was streaming down his neck, he was licking the popsicles one bite at a time, looking a little dazed.

The pair of beautiful eyes that looked up saw him, but he just looked, without any emotion or purpose.

He Yunsheng was startled, before he had time to react, he hurriedly dragged his female companion away.Then he remembered that such behavior was very hurtful, but he couldn't care less now, and walked faster and faster.

Lu Xueyu stared at her beautiful eyes for a while, then lowered her eyebrows.

He and him have been in a relationship since childhood, a relationship in which they can share girlfriends and secrets.

However, He Yunsheng didn't even look at him, his face was full of clouds, and he hurried away like hiding from the plague.

Lu Xueyu sat blankly, the snowman sorbet melted into his hands like tears.

Some faint pain, just a faint feeling that this world is no longer the world where my father is.

Dad is gone, far, far away.

May not be back for a long, long time.

He will be alone in the future.

What will he do next?Since he was a child, his father was the sky, God, and his umbrella.He never left his father, and he couldn't live without him at all.

He might as well die with him.

Lu Xueyu sat on the edge of the seat in a daze, looking at the lake.For a second, he really wanted to jump off.If you die, everything can end.

He wanted to die with him.

But in the next second, he thought again, whether the water is cold now, will he die of cold when he jumps in, will it be dark, and what happens when he has difficulty breathing? Learned this way.And no matter how many times he suffocated and fluttered, he still couldn't learn it.

He is afraid of water.

He is afraid of too many things in this world, afraid of water, afraid of dark, afraid of loneliness, and of course afraid of death.

So if you don't die, how can you live?

He was all alone, without a home, without a father.He suddenly thought of his bleak future. Can he still go to school?No, he was afraid of going back to school.

And his grades are not very good. Every year, his father talks to the principal and begs them to give him a pass.

His poor grades, even if he learns it, it is impossible for him to have any great skills.

What kind of work can he do?

Work as an employee for another company?He knows nothing.Learning to make coffee and tea, is there anyone like him who makes tea for others?Be a painter?He likes to scribble a few strokes and draws well.But how to be a painter?Wandering on the banks of the moat?Sketching people under the bridge hole?

Or can he be a designer?His favorite is designing clothes.Dad also said to send him to study abroad.

Or he likes to read novels and eat ice cream. He sees the old man in the newsstand, and he wants to do the work of the old man, eating popsicles while reading novels.

Thinking of the end, he was frightened by himself.Because he found that he couldn't do anything.

All the glory has gone with Dad, he can no longer play, can not be carefree.He is no longer the young master who is loved by thousands of people.

There seemed to be a ditch between him and the past.

And let him be an ordinary employee and live a mediocre life for everyone.Even for a second, he, who is used to being a young master, can hardly bear it, feeling suffocated.

What can he do?He doesn't know either.

He's probably a piece of shit.

Without his father, he is a waste.

He sat there dumbfounded and cried for a while, hugging himself tightly.He actually thought about how he would sleep the next night.

After struggling for a long time, he took the passbook given by his aunt and went to the most beautiful hotel at the foot of the mountain, which he was most familiar with.

Because the hotel staff were used to seeing him, they checked him in without even asking him to swipe his card.

He threw himself on the big soft bed, surrounded by the familiar smell, and fell asleep.

Lu Zhuoying had just left for a day, but she couldn't find Lu Xueyu when she looked back.In his anger, he kicked Fourth Aunt Lu and the mob out of the Lu family, and interrogated Fourth Aunt Lu for a long time, but he didn't get any news from Lu Xueyu.

He is going to die of anger!

In the past few days, Yan Yiwei seemed to have disappeared, buried in his hunting ground and kept shooting.

Lu Zhuoying walked towards the racecourse with hair all over, jumped into a jeep, and drove to the mountains.

The mountain at this time is not a good time for hunting.

But Yan Yiwei has been drowning here for several days.

He doesn't eat, drink or sleep, just shoots here.According to Wu An, he didn't even move his nest, and just slept on the camp bed in the mountains.

He won't die from the cold!

Lu Zhuoying cursed secretly, a little angry and distressed.

But when he got there, he just watched him from afar, quietly.

Yan Yiwei wore a pair of goggles and earplugs in both ears, shooting bang bang bang bang in the glass house.

Lu Zhuoying just looked at him like that for an unknown how long.At a certain moment, he was able to communicate with Yan Yiwei.The enemy is dead, so long and deep hatred, buried in the heart for so many years, a huge emptiness and loss.

Not reconciled!They are not reconciled!

Not only unwilling, but too late.

Yan Yiwei came out with half of his arm numb. He shook off the sweat on his forehead and saw Lu Zhuoying.

Yan Yiwei has animal-like eyes, direct and pure.

Lu Zhuoying took out a handkerchief, trying to wipe his sweat off.

Yan Yiwei stopped his hand.

The eyes of the two met, and Yan Yiwei said, "Do you want to run a horse?"

"think."

When the two hunted, they were two salivating wolves, but when they were alone, it was just him and him.

That day, Yan Yiwei took the horse he had run for a long time, shot the gun for a long time, and vented his excitement after revenge together.

Even, he held him in his arms like he did at first, and they tried out the latest gun.

At that moment, Lu Zhuoying felt extremely close to him, the mysterious tacit understanding and synaesthesia made him almost think that he was his.

However, Yan Yiwei put down his gun, turned around and said to him, "Go to Lu Xueyu's side, don't do anything, just watch him for me."

Lu Zhuoying suddenly looked up at him, staring at him incredulously.

What Lu Zhuoying didn't expect was that he was not unwilling.

He is just a lurking beast, who has been dormant for too long, and has endured for too long.

Enduring the pain in the bones all over the body, the melon seeds of the teeth are about to move.

Yan Yiwei himself couldn't believe it, he endured until this moment, and then a little hunting light came out from his eyes.

It's time for him to make a move.

Lu Zhuoying couldn't believe it, he wanted Lu Xueyu?

Why did he want Lu Xueyu?

No, he doesn't want it now, he wants it very early.He had always been different from his brother.He looked at him like he wanted to eat him.

He suddenly understood!

All his goals were never just Lu Yaozong, but Lu Xueyu!