until the last minute

On the day of leaving, the weather was fine. Zhou Yin received a call from a friend, saying that he would come to see him off. Before agreeing, he habitually asked Li Qing for his opinion, and Li Qing agreed for the first time.

The friend dragged a suitcase over, Zhou Yin was stunned, their luggage was just mailed out yesterday, and there were not many things to be picked up today, yet the friend actually increased the burden on them at this moment.

Zhou Yin glanced at the suitcase that was stuffed for him, and his friend spread his hands, "Your mother asked me to give it to you, so you can accept it, I'm not responsible for handing it back."

Zhou Yin looked at Li Qing subconsciously, Li Qing nodded, Zhou Yin put the suitcase down and opened it, inside were several electronic products, two hand-knitted sweaters, a photo album, and a wallet under the photo album.Zhou Yin opened the wallet, in addition to a stack of hundred yuan bills, there were two bank cards, the passwords were written on the post-it notes on the back of the bank cards.

The friend laughed out loud, "Why doesn't your mother transfer the money directly via WeChat?"

"Because I returned them all." Zhou Yin touched the fine and even stitches of the sweater, turned his head and smiled at Li Qing, "I guess one is for you, my mother can't knit two of the same style, she I haven’t knit a sweater for many years, and the craftsmanship is still very good.”

Li Qing knelt down and rubbed the back of Zhou Yin's neck, took the photo album in the suitcase, Zhou Yin pressed the cover of the photo album, pretending to be fierce, "Don't open it! They are all photos from my childhood!"

Li Qing deliberately teased him, "Then I want to see more."

"Don't! What's so good about being naked when you were young!"

Li Qing didn't answer, just gave Zhou Yin a meaningful look, Zhou Yin pursed his lips, wanted to laugh but didn't want to listen to Li Qing's words, he immediately closed the suitcase, was about to stand up but was forced by Li Qing Touching his head, Li Qing's eyes were full of smiles, and he casually coaxed him in front of others, "Xiao Yin is so cute."

The friend rolled his eyes fiercely, as if he was about to lose to them.

Before going out, the friend pulled Zhou Yin aside, deliberately avoiding Li Qing, and asked in a low voice: "I just heard from my mother last night that your mother called the police to come to your place to make trouble?"

Zhou Yin nodded, and the friend asked again: "Why does your mother have your address here? First declare that I didn't give it to you, I am very tight-lipped."

"I know it's not you," Zhou Yin put his hands in his pockets, "I gave the address, if she asked me, I gave it."

The friend was speechless, "You gave your mother the address, and never thought that she might come to you?"

Zhou Yin said with a smile: "I can't predict the future. She is my mother. If she asks me for an address, can I not give it?"

"Then will you give her your future address?"

"Of course not, you and I won't give it either, let's just be netizens from now on," Zhou Yin laughed heartily, "I'm going to live in a world of two, please don't bother me when I'm idle."

In the afternoon, the two took the direct high-speed train. Li Qing was looking at Zhou Yin's photo album, which included his photos from birth to elementary school. Among them, the photos of infants and young children are the most, sleeping soundly with a pacifier, crawling on the bed, crying loudly or Laughing, Li Qing flipped through the pages one by one, with the corners of his mouth curled up.

Zhou Yin followed him for a few glances, unable to figure out what to expect from this fat, white doll who couldn't find him in the slightest. He hugged Li Qing's arm, trying to call his attention back, "Do you think I'm not good? ? My people are right next to you, what's so interesting about the big fat boy."

Li Qing smiled, leaned close to Zhou Yin and whispered to him, "Isn't it cute? Xiao Yin is so cute."

"I hate it!" Zhou Yin puffed up his cheeks with anger, Li Qing stretched out his hand to poke, Zhou Yin pretended to bite Li Qing's finger, Li Qing's smile grew stronger, his lips moved, as if he wanted to say something.Due to the occasion, Li Qing took out his mobile phone, typed a few words on WeChat, and handed it to Zhou Yin——

want to kiss you.

Zhou Yin laughed, poked Li Qing's phone a few times, and replied with two words and an exclamation point:

dear!

For a while, the two of them couldn't stop laughing, Zhou Yin coughed a few times to cover up, Li Qing continued to look through the photo album, put his two heads together, Zhou Yin looked at it for a while, and then his thoughts diverged, "Tell me, why did my mother want to Give me the photo album? Does she not want to keep my photo album?"

"Is this the only photo album you have?"

"No, there is another book from junior high school to high school, with very few photos, less than a third of this book."

Li Qing and Zhou Yin looked at each other, and said slowly: "I guess, your mother wants you to know that you lived in a loving environment when you were young, and you are smiling in the photos, so cute."

"There are also pictures of crying."

"Xiao Yin, there is no child who does not cry. If you are crying, people outside the camera may be looking at you and smiling."

Zhou Yin hugged Li Qing's arm tightly, sniffed, "Well, you are right, I can't say no to you."

"Will Xiaoyin blame me? Blame me for my bad attitude towards your mother."

"It's because she was prejudiced against you first. Don't blame you. I will also be noisy when I see her. I will see her less in the future, so I should be able to talk properly."

Li Qing hooked the corners of his lips, "Take your time, everything will be fine."

"By the way, where's my anklet? It was still on my ankle last night, did you take it off for me?"

"Put it in the bag, and wear it when we arrive."

Zhou Yin groaned, and yawned out of boredom, Li Qing helped him adjust the seat, Zhou Yin took Li Qing's hand, whispered for a while, and gradually fell asleep leaning against the backrest.

He had a long-lost dream about what happened a long time ago. Li Qing stayed at his house for the first time and slept on his bed. In the middle of the night, he got up to go to the bathroom. Through the frosted glass, a dark gray on the bathroom wall attracted his attention.He walked into the bathroom and found that it was the gray underpants that Li Qing changed out of when he took a shower, and Li Qing probably hung them on the hook casually.

He accidentally took off the pair of underpants and walked to the washstand. By the time he realized it, he had already slapped half a palm of laundry detergent, rubbing Li Qing's underpants out of a washbasin-full of bubbles.

His face was flushed red, holding back his embarrassment, he washed Li Qing's underpants and hung them together with his own.

Back on the bed, his hands were cold, but his cheeks and neck were burning hot. He lay there for a long time, unable to fall asleep. Li Qing was sleeping next to him, and Li Qing attracted him desperately from head to toe.There was constant thunder outside the window, and he felt that something in his heart was about to break out that night.

He couldn't wait for a moment.

He mustered up the courage to kiss Li Qing secretly, and the hand under the quilt boldly grabbed one of Li Qing's fingers.Zhou Yin remembered that what he wanted at first was just a kiss.

Even in his sleep, he could feel the glare of the light. Zhou Yin felt Li Qing stand up and pull down the blackout curtain for him.

He remembered the final exam of his sophomore year. At that time, he was worried that he would fail the subject, and he wailed a few times in the community group. A warm-hearted senior brother said that he could borrow the review notes he made before, so he went to the main campus to find the senior brother. dormitory.

The environment of the dormitory is very ordinary. The senior brother was rummaging through boxes and cabinets to find notes for him. He looked at the desks next to him and saw a group photo in a frame on one of the desks.

He accidentally saw Li Qing in the group photo.

He couldn't forget the trembling in his heart at that moment. He peeked at the photo several times. In the photo, Li Qing was standing in the middle, his eyes were slightly squinted, and his complexion was a little darker. When the camera was frozen, he didn't smile. .

The senior brother told him that the owner of this desk was surnamed Chen, who was from the same department and had different majors. The desk was a group photo of their class. The reason why it was framed was because there was his goddess in the group photo.

Zhou Yin remembered that day he was chatting about in the dormitory of his senior brother. He was stunned to find out which majors lived in this dormitory building. Before leaving, he walked from one end of the corridor to the other. Taking a glance, he didn't find Li Qing, so he wasn't discouraged, knowing where Li Qing was was already a good start.

He returned to the campus to concentrate on preparing for the final exam, and then went to the headquarters after the final exam, but he still couldn't find anyone.Standing on the boulevard where people come and go, he thought that maybe he can not be so anxious, the junior year will move back to the headquarters, he will be able to come back after this summer vacation, and be in the same place as Li Qing.

He should be more prudent and measured, and he can no longer send him to the door recklessly. Every step of returning to Li Qing's side needs painstaking planning.

He wants Li Qing to love him and never abandon him. He wants Li Qing to always have a place for him. If he doesn't have these, he will try his best to fight for them.

If he is sure that he has everything, then he hopes that love is a cage that traps him and the person who loves him at the same time. He is willing to lure his lover to close the door as a prisoner, lock them and never separate. of this life.

The high-speed rail broadcast reminded that the station was about to arrive. Hearing Li Qing calling him, Zhou Yin opened his eyes. Li Qing unscrewed the mineral water bottle to feed him. He took several sips from the bottle and asked Li Qing after drinking: "Did you drink? Are you going to the station?"

Li Qing nodded, then drank a small half bottle of mineral water, Zhou Yin turned to look at Li Qing, Li Qing glanced at him, the two looked at him meaninglessly, and finally laughed, laughing at each other's utter boredom, Laugh at your stupidity.

Li Qing asked softly: "Xiao Yin, are you happy?"

"Happy, very, very happy."

Zhou Yin looked into Li Qing's eyes and held his hand, as long as he thought that he was tied to Li Qing for the rest of his life, he would be extremely happy.There is nothing better in his life than this.

Li Qing squeezed his palm, and the two intertwined their fingers. Before arriving at the station, Zhou Yin suddenly remembered something. He leaned in front of Li Qing and stared at him very seriously, "Have you removed the camera at home? Your mother Is it not good for your sister to pretend to live in?"

Li Qing had a half-smile, "Will Xiaoyin believe me if I say that I didn't install it at all? Does Xiaoyin think it should be installed in the new house? Where should I install it?"

Zhou Yin pinched Li Qing's fingers and counted: "One should be installed at the door of the house, one should be installed on the ceiling of the bedroom, and the other should be installed on the ceiling of the bedroom. Let me think about it. Is the bathroom okay? I want to see you too."

"Little villain." Li Qing scolded with a smile.

Zhou Yin smacked out a wicked smile, "I'm not as bad as you, you will bully me!"

The high-speed train slowly arrives at the station amid whispers and laughter, the sun is beautiful and the wind is clear outside the window, and the sun is just right——

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It's over, thank you for your hard work.

When writing this article, I have felt that kind of strong emotion for a long time, which is difficult for me to experience in real life, and I can’t have it. Thank you for insisting on reading here, thank you for understanding Xiaoyin’s original Thank you for not misunderstanding Li Qing, and thank you for being willing to understand the existence of such a pathological and extreme love. Love is not always so harmless and innocent, but love will favor all those who believe in it. Bless you and bless you I ^^

Before I finished, I was thinking about how to write my closing speech. When I really got here, I found that I have nothing to say. No matter how difficult it is to write, I can finish it. No matter how long I doubt myself, I will always However, I love my story and the protagonist, I believe they will protect me, goodbye my two comrades-in-arms, I will accompany you here.

I have to think about it