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When I went out, I agreed to go to the supermarket, but before I knew it, I walked to the nearby central square. It’s not that there are not many people on holidays, and the undisturbed pigeons wandered leisurely by the fountain, and two or three old people hid in the shade of the trees and chatted. Not far away, there are students who seem to be art colleges sketching with easels.

Ji Cha squinted his eyes again to feel the freehand tranquility of this moment. In the past, he was always racing against time to devote himself to work. How did he ever have such a leisurely time?

"It's impossible for you to find the real Ji Chayou. Dad will be disappointed." Ji Chayou's dark eyes were still covered with haze under the bright sun, and a meaningful smile appeared at the corner of his mouth, "But I think this Good thing for you."

Shiba felt a sharp pain in her heart, and Ji Ci's subtext made her sad and lost. She still regarded her as a person who was greedy for fame and wealth by any means. One betrayal was enough to shatter the trust and dependence of more than ten years. Fairy tales at the other end of the age, the adult world is never short of helplessness and cruelty.

"It's really a good thing for me that you left the Ji family." Shiba smiled softly at Shang Ji's surprised gaze, "Isn't my dream just to take my mother and you to leave that place where there is no freedom? Is it a golden cage?" At least, this dream has had a good start.

Ji Cha returned to her expressionless expression. She couldn't completely hate Shiba, but she couldn't easily trust that once hurt heart.

"Do you think I will do some despicable things in order to consolidate my current status?" Shiba can imagine how Ji Li felt when she agreed to Ji Wenqian to track down the whereabouts of his real illegitimate daughter. bad.

"Don't you think you didn't do such a thing?" Ji Cha confronted her with a sneer.

Eighteen's eyes showed some sadness: "No, even in the name of love, you can't deny the despicable means, and, what do you think of me?" If I can mend the broken relationship between you and me, I am willing to do anything matter.

Ji Cha lowered his eyes again, but didn't answer.

I thought she was completely heartbroken at the moment she found out that she had been deceived. At that time, she was so calm, without resentment or hatred, but just as silent as death, withdrew from all emotions and was insensitive.

Shouldn't those who have turned around before the gate of hell should be more enlightened, forget their past, and let go of their obsessions?Why when I opened my eyes and saw the familiar face guarding the bed for the first time, my heart was full of waves of love and hatred again?

She shouldn't show an infatuated and absolute look after cheating on her, and she shouldn't arouse her hatred after she's disheartened.

She hates betrayal, but she can't stop her love for more than ten years. The girl who has been taking care of her, flattering her, pampering her, and showing her a warm smile is the only existence she cares about and desires.

That's why I can't forgive her easily, and I can't stop loving her.

Now, she asked her, what do you think of me.She could only be confused, she didn't know how to answer, she didn't want her to have a hard time, but if she had a hard time, it would be torture to herself.

"You tell Dad that the real Ji Cha died again, 20 years ago." Ji Cha picked up the topic that she hadn't finished before, which was what she wanted to tell her father.

Shiba was not surprised by this truth. She guessed that Ji Wenqian had already made the same psychological preparations. No mother would transfer her own daughter for no reason, let alone on the eve of stepping into a wealthy family.

"The reason why my mother chose me in the orphanage is because the fortune teller once told her that my fate is seventy percent similar to her daughter's." Ji Cha fell into the memory again, but her expression was indifferent. Sadness is joy.

Shiba smiled and said: "In this way, it can be regarded as your fate with the Ji family. Divination and fortune-telling are often untrue, but your mother just believes it, and the fortune-teller just calculated it to be you."

The midday sun was a bit hot, and Shiba was about to propose to go under the shade of a tree to enjoy the cool, but found that Ji Ciyou's face was unusually pale, and she hurriedly held her hand and asked, "You you, are you not feeling well?"

After holding it, I realized that the other party's hand was very cold, as if the temperature was only in the middle of winter, and I was scared out of my wits.

"Again, where do you feel uncomfortable?" Shiba was afraid that Ji Cha would fall to sleep again without warning like when he was in the warehouse, and never wake up again.

Ji Cha shook her head again, a little puzzled why she looked panicked, she just remembered some past events, some past events that she didn't want to remember.

"Do you know how the real Ji Cha died?"

These words made Shiba feel very awkward. In her heart, there was only one, and that was the one in front of her. There was nothing real or fake, and it was always unique.

"Actually, my investigation has some clues. My people found the address of the old man's golden house, and also asked a few residents who lived in the same building. It can be confirmed that the old man's illegitimate daughter once met an old man. After a car accident, she lay in the hospital for more than half a year before being taken home." Obviously, the girl who was taken home was no longer the one before the car accident, but an orphan who had no blood relationship with Ji's family and was found from an orphanage. female.

"It seems that I underestimated your firm before."

"No, that's all I've found."

"Then let me tell you the reason for her car accident. I think you can't find out about those things." It was not an illusion, Shiba noticed that Ji Li said this sentence again, and his face turned paler.

Like most car accidents, it was an accident. Ji Li didn't know about it when she was adopted again. She just felt that her adoptive mother was very, very kind to her. Her closet was full of all kinds of beautiful little dresses. After getting up, her adoptive mother will dress her up like a little princess.

The young and charming stepmother always said softly, I want to wear the most beautiful clothes today, mine is the most beautiful again.

"The real Ji Liyou got into a car accident because he didn't wear the most beautiful clothes."

It was the road just after a heavy rain. The jumping little girl stepped into the puddles, and the splashed rain stained the layers of spinning skirts. The stars were dotted like flowers in the snow. Dark brown, ugly flowers.

The little girl pursed her lips, broke away from her mother's hand, turned around and ran home to change her clothes.

The traffic lights across the sidewalk blinked, green, green, green then red—

"Every night before going to bed, she would repeat what happened that day until I could clearly see that scene in my dream." Ji Chayou's tone was very flat, and even his eyes were as calm as water.Perhaps at the beginning, she felt that what her adoptive mother did was cruel and terrible, but as she grew older, she saw deep hatred and regret in the eyes of the young woman who lost her beloved daughter.

She is punishing herself. She will never forgive herself for not being able to hold the child's little hand. Apart from repeating the accident over and over again like telling a bedtime story, she can't find a crueler way of self-abuse.

Shiba completely ignored how others would look at them, and stubbornly hugged Ji Ci's thin body tightly, almost crushing her bones with such force.

"Again, it's all over." Shiba whispered softly in her ear.

Ji Cha opened his eyes in confusion again, and asked lightly, "What? I can't see what you said."

Shiba let go of her arms, still holding her flexible waist lightly, lowered her head, and made each other's eyes meet.

"Again, we should go to the supermarket to buy beer."

Her hand slowly slid down to her side, grabbed her hanging hand, and clasped her fingers tightly.

"Hmm." Ji Cha frowned slightly again, feeling something weird, but couldn't say it for a while.Is it because the other party's black eyes are too clear and deep?Or is her smile too soft and affectionate?

Shiba pointed to a small supermarket across the square with his other hand, and said with a warm smile, "Shall we go there?"

Ji Liyou's eyes didn't fall on the supermarket signboard, something more eye-catching caught her sight - the gray and white road was dizzying under the sun.

"I'm not going." Ji Chayou's expression became cold and indifferent, his bloodless face was so pale that it was almost transparent.

Shiba smiled softly, and comforted me gently like a noisy child: "Don't be afraid, with me here, I will always hold your hand and protect you well."

Ji Cha stood upright on the spot again, and Shiba gently pulled her forward, but she was as stubborn and cold as a stone sculpture, motionless.

Shiba tightened her hand, and encouraged her in a soft tone: "Youyou, I can no longer indulge you. If you can't get rid of the psychological shadow left over from childhood, you won't be able to face the future."

"While I was tormented by the childhood shadow you mentioned, didn't I still live healthy and healthy until now?" Ji Li tried to break free from her hand while refuting her words.

"I admit that I am a bastard. On the surface, I have been by your side, taking care of you, and loving you, but in fact, I have been ignoring the fragility in your heart and letting your condition worsen. Only in this way will you always rely on me. I, need me, can't live without me..."

"Fuck your illness! I'm not sick!" As if a taboo switch was touched, Ji Li's self-control that he had always been proud of was instantly exhausted.

"Again, it's obsessive-compulsive disorder, you and I know it well, you can't change clothes by yourself, because you can't stop the crazy behavior of trying them all on one by one, you dare not walk on the sidewalk, because even if the opposite side is already lit You can't even take a step when the green light is given, you can only stand in place."

"Shut up." Ji Cha stared at her coldly again, as if a thin layer of frost had formed in the depths of his pupils, the cold air was overwhelming, even his body seemed to be covered in ice and snow, his hands and feet were cold.

Shiba was not frozen by her cold breath, but smiled more gently: "Yes, look at me, I am by your side, there is nothing to be afraid of, I will protect you."

"No need, get out!" Ji Cha couldn't tell whether it was because of anger or other reasons, only that his voice trembled slightly when he spoke,

Shiba's tenderness remains the same, but she has a tough and persistent attitude. Her strength is much stronger than that of Miss Qianjin, who has just recovered from a serious injury. With a dark hand, she dragged Ji Cha and walked across the road.

It was the green light, unimpeded, Shiba turned his head and blinked and said to Ji Cha, "Run."

The dazzling green light was like some kind of danger signal, continuously enlarged and distorted in the depths of her pupils, and the intense light was like a strange burning green flame, burning pain in her eyes.

Shiba took Ji Ciyou's hand and ran to the opposite side of the road in one breath, ignoring her rapid breathing, she was eager to confirm Ji Ciyou's condition.

The eldest lady's entire face was completely bloodless, her beautiful black eyes widened dully, her eyes were messy and scattered, and she could no longer find the slightest bit of aloofness and calmness in the past.

"It's okay, it's okay, you see, we've come here, and nothing happened." Shiba reached out to caress her cold face, pressed her head into his arms, and hugged her trembling body tightly, Pat her on the back lightly.

At this moment, Ji Cha was like an overly frightened little animal, every nerve was tense, his whole body was stiff, and he was panic-stricken.

Eighteen lowered his head and kissed those empty and blank black eyes, and then kissed her dry and cold lips.

Some passers-by stopped, some turned their heads, and talked a lot.

Shiba deepened the kiss as if no one was watching, his breath intertwined, and his breath was filled with Ji Chayou's unique cold fragrance, which easily made her fascinated.

There was a long, sharp whistle from the onlookers, followed by fragmented applause and malicious boos.

Shiba suddenly felt a dull pain in his lower abdomen, and hurriedly backed away, his eyes immediately turned to Shang Ji Li's embarrassed face, only to realize later that he had been punched.

"Eighteen, you're going to die." Ji Cha cursed again through gritted teeth, the paleness on his face was replaced by two red clouds, the rosy pink was so tender that he wanted someone to bite him.

Shiba was very happy when she was scolded, and her warm black eyes couldn't help but mist, she knew that she was not a cowardly and weak person, she was beautiful and strong, and did not yield to any shadows with fear.

Shiba smiled happily and leaned into her ear and blew softly: "No problem, I will let you kill me after I go back."

Although Ji Cha couldn't hear it, he still kicked it without hesitation.