Bamboo horse is difficult to ride

Lin Lang didn't know why, but he couldn't sleep well at night. He woke up at five o'clock in the morning, and his heart beat wildly when he sat up.

He took out a cigarette and lit it, leaned against the head of the bed and smoked for a while, still unable to calm down, always inexplicably worried, as if he had some bad premonition.

Pressing the cigarette out irritably, he took the mobile phone and called Zheng Xin's mobile phone, and the other party heard the notification sound of shutting down the phone.

Lin Lang quickly got up and got dressed, started the car and drove towards Xingfu Hutong.

The more the car drove, the more uneasy he felt in his heart, and the idea of ​​wanting to see Zheng Xin immediately and make sure Zheng Xin was okay kept flashing in his mind.

Finally arrived at Xingfu Alley, but what he saw was an ambulance parked by the side of the road.

Lin Lang was stunned, got out of the car quickly, caught a man in a white coat and asked, "What's wrong? What's wrong here?"

The doctor glanced at him and said, "Someone inside used the coal stove indiscriminately, causing gas poisoning!"

gas poisoning? !

Lin Lang pushed aside the crowd and walked in. As soon as he entered the community, he saw emergency personnel running out of the corridor carrying a stretcher. Lin Lang felt that his heartbeat was about to stop. Those emergency personnel obviously carried people out from the basement !

The bad premonition magnified instantly, and Lin Lang staggered and rushed to look at the person on the stretcher.

In an instant, he was almost stupid!My mind went blank!

He saw Zheng Xin lying on a stretcher with his eyes closed, apparently unconscious long ago.

Lin Lang didn't know how he managed not to faint. He grabbed Zheng Xin's hand and kept shouting, "Xin Xin, Xin Xin!"

But Zheng Xin just closed his eyes tightly, as if in a deep sleep, his skin and lips were unnaturally red, and his other hand fell out of the stretcher, hanging powerlessly.

Lin Lang's heart was cut like a knife, and the whole portrait was taken away, leaving only a walking corpse, walking forward along the stretcher in a daze.

Lin Lang followed the ambulance to the hospital and watched Zheng Xin being carried into the emergency room. He stood in the corridor for a long time and couldn't recover. He couldn't believe it was real.

Later, he took out his mobile phone and called Rui Kaiwen. He only said one sentence on the phone: "Lend me money, my cousin is poisoned by gas, I have to save him!"

When Rui Kaiwen arrived at the hospital with the cash box, Lin Lang was sitting outside the emergency room, like a sculpture.

Rui Kaiwen looked at Lin Lang and sighed long: "Lin Lang, you are crying."

Only then did Lin Lang move, and subconsciously touched his own face, touching the wet hands.

Rui Kaiwen put down the money and started making phone calls. Experts, famous doctors, and directors were beaten one by one. He kept calling for more than an hour, and used all the connections he could use.

After making the phone call, Rui Kaiwen began to deal with the weeping young couple standing not far away.

The two cried while telling the reason why Zheng Xin was poisoned.

It turned out that the basement where Zheng Xin lived had a passage leading out of the window, so the neighbors on the opposite door connected several exhaust chimneys. The chimneys passed through Zheng Xin's house and exhausted outside.Last night, when the family was using the coal stove to stew things, the backflow of gas was poured into Zheng Xin's room, and Zheng Xin had taken cold medicine and fell into a deep sleep...the tragedy happened like this.

The young couple almost knelt down, grabbed Rui Kaiwen's clothes and said repeatedly: "We really didn't do it on purpose, we really didn't do it on purpose, and we didn't expect an accident to happen... Please forgive us!"

"Don't beg me, it's useless to beg me, you have to beg him." Rui Kaiwen pointed to Lin Lang who was motionless over there.

Seeing Lin Lang's posture, the young couple dared to step forward?If one word is wrong, Lin Lang will chop them up?

The two of them could only stand aside and wait.

It was not until the afternoon that the doctor came out of the emergency room.

Seeing the way the doctor took off his mask and sighed, Lin Lang almost fainted on the spot. He looked at the doctor nervously, afraid of hearing something like "we have done our best".

The doctor looked at the people outside and shouted: "Who are the family members of the patient?"

Lin Lang walked over slowly, "I..."

"Who are you?"

"He's my brother."

"Oh," said the doctor, "he's awake, you go to the hospital quickly!"

Lin Lang didn't remember to go through the formalities, so he ran to the ward without hesitation.Rui Kaiwen looked at Lin Lang from behind, and kept sighing. It's been a long time since he saw Lin Lang so flustered.The young couple over there also breathed a sigh of relief.

Lin Lang was thrown out by the nurse when he reached the door of the ward.

It turned out that Rui Kaiwen greeted the director of their hospital and asked the director to take special care of Zheng Xin, so Zheng Xin was sent to the special needs ward after he came out of the emergency room. The nurses followed the director's instructions and waited for the patient to pass the critical period Only then can we visit.

Lin Lang had no choice but to hurry back and forth outside the ward.

When Rui Kaiwen came over, he said: "Look at you, those who don't know it think it's your wife giving birth!"

Lin Lang was not in the mood to hear that Rui Kaiwen was poor, so he forced himself to sit aside calmly, with a distressed expression on his face.

"Okay, don't feel bad, I asked the doctor, your cousin's life is not in danger." Rui Kaiwen sat down next to Lin Lang.

Lin Lang was silent for a long time, and said in a rough voice, "Thank you, Kevin."

"But..." Rui Kaiwen hesitated.

Lin Lang glanced at him, "Say it, I can accept anything."

"But he may suffer from sequelae."

"What sequelae?"

"Confusion, incoherent speech, oh, yes, there is also the possibility of incontinence, and it may not be cured for a lifetime."

After Rui Kaiwen finished speaking, he stared at Lin Lang.

He has known this junior for two years, and from the first time he met Lin Lang, he saw Lin Lang's talent. In the past two years, he can be said to have continuously cultivated Lin Lang, and Lin Lang really did not let him down. Achievements were made.

Rui Kaiwen admits that he has been attracted to Lin Lang. Lin Lang has an irresistible masculine charm, which can be realized the more he gets in touch with him.But his heart was quickly spotted by Lin Lang, and Lin Lang told him frankly that he had a heart-piercing lover.

When meeting Zheng Xin for the first time, Rui Kaiwen still didn't quite understand Lin Lang, because although Zheng Xin was good-looking, he had a dull and weak personality at first glance. This kind of personality was simply incompatible with Lin Lang, and Lin Lang would be willing to be like this ordinary people?

It wasn't until today that he saw Lin Lang's almost crazy behavior that he understood it a little bit. Maybe Zheng Xin has an aura that he hasn't seen yet, which is why he is so attractive to Lin Lang.

It's a pity that Zheng Xin's fate is not good enough. The sequelae of gas poisoning may make him unable to live like a normal person for the rest of his life. Even if Lin Lang loves him in the past, will he still love him in the future?

Rui Kaiwen didn't expect it, Lin Lang almost didn't think about it, and blurted out: "Even if he is paralyzed, I won't let him go."

Rui Kaiwen was surprised, Lin Lang is not the kind of person who makes decisions lightly, but he said this too quickly.

"Lin Lang, think about it clearly. You are only 22 years old. You haven't graduated from university yet. He is only 20 years old. You have to serve him for the rest of your life!"

"So what? I'm here, he's here."

"Lin Lang!" Rui Kaiwen said in a deep voice, "Don't be sentimental. Serving is not a simple sentence. For the rest of your life, you will have to poop and urinate for him. If he wets his pants pocket or pulls his pants pocket, you have to change it for him." Clothes, body cleaning! He may also have memory loss, IQ decline and become an idiot, then he will not understand what you say! He can’t even understand what you have done for him! Lin Lang, can you really do it? Really to do?"

Lin Lang slowly closed his eyes, he couldn't hear a word Rui Kaiwen said, how could his Xinxin become like that? !His hard work is always good!

"Also, Lin Lang, think about it, if you were lying here today and became like this, would your cousin be able to do the same as you?!" Rui Kaiwen said coldly.

A trace of pain flashed across Lin Lang's expression, he did not open his eyes, and said slowly: "He can, Xin Xin has a knife and a bean curd heart. In fact, he has never really forgotten me, but he just refuses to admit it."

Rui Kaiwen stood up, put his hands in his trouser pockets, and said quietly: "You are not calm now, I hope you can think calmly before making a decision."

After finishing speaking, I left.

Lin Lang sat in the corridor, not moving for a long time.

What decisions still need to be made?Haven't you already decided to be together?Cincinnati will always be mine.

Lin Lang refused to go anywhere, the nurse wouldn't let him in, so he had to sit in the corridor.Nurses came in and out, he could vaguely see the scene in the ward through the gap in the door, but he couldn't see Zheng Xin, whom he missed the most.

In the evening, when the nurses changed shifts, an older nurse kindly advised him: "Go and eat something, we can see you tomorrow, don't ruin your body."

Lin Lang insisted on not leaving, he had to guard Xin Xin.

In the middle of the night, I still fell asleep, so I sat in the corridor and fell asleep.

After sleeping for about two hours, I woke up from the dream panting.

He had a nightmare, dreaming that he took Zheng Xin to the zoo to play, but when he went out to buy ice cream for Zheng Xin, Zheng Xin was eaten by a tiger, leaving only a pile of bones.

Lin Lang took a few deep breaths, but couldn't relax for a while.

Inexplicably remembering that when he was a child, he went back to his hometown in the countryside with his parents for the first time to celebrate the New Year. He saw Zheng Xin wearing a padded jacket and trousers, sitting on the door rail with a small dustpan and feeding rice to the chickens. Zheng Xin was only four years old at the time. He is also only six years old.

He still remembered that little Zheng Xin's little face was flushed red from the cold, his fair face was like two red apples, his big eyes were dark and dark, with long eyelashes fluttering, and he looked at him timidly.

Grandma said: "Xin Xin, this is your cousin, call me brother."

Little Zheng Xin put the dustpan aside, stood up and walked in front of Lin Lang, put his two little hands that were purple with cold behind his back, bit his lips and called out: "Hello, brother." This kid has been biting his lips since he was a child.

At that time, Lin Lang thought, how could there be children in such rustic clothes in the world, at what age, they still wear hand-sewn padded jackets.He still remembered that Zheng Xin had been in awe of him from the very beginning, and after calling him brother, he never dared to move forward, and kept hiding behind his grandma, but kept peeking at him with those big eyes.

The grown-ups didn't understand the little thoughts among the children, so they had to let him lead Zheng Xin to play. At that time, he looked at Zheng Xin like a kid from the city, so he didn't bother to play with that little dirty boy!

Xiao Zheng Xin followed him timidly, wherever he went, Xiao Zheng Xin followed him.

Later, when he got annoyed, he yelled at Zheng Xin: "What are you doing?!"

Xiao Zheng Xin asked in a low voice: "Brother, do you have chickens in your city? Do you also feed rice to the chickens?"

He raised his eyebrows proudly, and said disdainfully: "What's the point of chickens? We have monkeys, tigers, and elephants there! Have you seen them?"

Xiao Zheng Xin's black eyes widened, "Really? I've only seen it on TV! Where do they live? Do they also live in chicken coops?"

He laughed so hard, "Hahaha, idiot, you're so stupid! They all live in zoos, the chicken coop is so small, how can they fit in it?!"

Little Zheng Xin lowered his head instantly, even the tips of his ears turned red, and said timidly, "Oh, I want to go to the zoo when I grow up."

At that time, Lin Lang's grandma liked Zheng Xin very much, and always said: "Our Xin Xin is handsome and has a good heart. When he grows up, he will definitely marry a beautiful big girl!"

It's a pity that grandma died early. After grandma died, Zheng Xin couldn't even wear the hand-sewn padded jacket.

Zheng Xin has never enjoyed anything since he was a child. Except for his grandma and father, no one really loved him, not even his own mother.

He suddenly discovered that Zheng Xin had been losing all along, losing family, relatives, affection, and warmth...

Zheng Xin never got anything.

Lin Lang stood in the silent corridor, tears streaming down his face: Xin Xin, you and me, wake up quickly, we have to go to the zoo!

The author has something to say: cough cough cough, I promise, I will definitely be a real mother!