those days when the iceberg hit the iceberg

Everyone has his culprit, for Jiulan Chenyu, his culprit is Kuchiki Baizai.The person who has been secretly in love and pursued, but to no avail.Even if you leave, you still can't let go.

Chen Yu spent more than ten years trying to forget, but was broken by the person in front of him.Tezuka Kunimitsu, who had the same voice, even let himself admit his mistake.But when they get along, they are unexpectedly different.Hehe, what an unqualified stand-in.

Chen Yu stared closely at the book in Tezuka Kunimitsu's hand, and couldn't help but hold it tightly, Chen Yu surrounded by a sense of guilt, lingered for a long time.

Tezuka Kunimitsu gently put the book aside, stretched out his hand to open Chen Yu's clenched fist, rubbed Chen Yu's hair, and slightly raised the corners of his mouth, "Don't be so nervous, it's nothing, I don't mind, it's all in the past gone."

"Kunimitsu, why don't I tell you about him." Even after hearing Tezuka Kunimitsu's words, Chen Yu was still very uneasy.

Tezuka Kunimitsu was a little helpless, and shook his head, "No need, don't force yourself."

Chen Yu stared closely at Tezuka Kunimitsu's eyes, trying to see something, but found nothing.Chen Yu struggled for a long time, then said, "Let me tell you."

Seeing Chen Yu's insistence, Tezuka Kunimitsu still agreed.Leaning in the chair, motioned to Chen Yu to say.

"Forget it." Chen Yu still didn't know what to say, so she curled her lips and said.

Tezuka Kunimitsu didn't care about Chen Yu's back-and-forth, he knew that Chen Yu couldn't tell.Moreover, Chen Yu, who was so restless, couldn't tell.

Tezuka Kunimitsu turned around and continued judging the papers, as if that incident hadn't happened.

Chen Yu looked at the night outside the window, and sighed helplessly, but still couldn't open her mouth.

The ticking sound of the clock on the wall is particularly obvious indoors.For Chen Yu's entanglement, Tezuka Kunimitsu still clearly felt it. He didn't do anything, but silently corrected the test papers.In his opinion, what Chen Yu needs is time.

Time is a cruel thing. As time goes by, no matter how profound things are, they will be polished by time one day.In this world, there is no eternity.

Chen Yu still gave up, casually took a book from the table, and read it.

Keeping an eye on Tezuka Kunimitsu behind him, he was relieved to see that Chen Yu had calmed down.Only when you calm down can you have a good talk, can't you?

"You did a good job, there should be no problems with the midterm exam." Tezuka Kunimitsu handed the judged paper to Chen Yu and said.

Chen Yu took it, looked at it for a while, then put it aside, and said, "You didn't want me to talk on purpose just now."

With an affirmative tone, Chen Yu, who has calmed down, has completely recovered her sanity.

"Hey, Guoguang, why are you so calm, really." Chen Yu continued.No matter what it is about, the person in front of him is so calm and calm, which can make him have an illusion.

Tezuka Kunimitsu pushed his glasses and looked at the book without speaking.Chen Yu observed Tezuka Kunimitsu, and found that he was not too calm, but was restraining himself.

Who really doesn't mind?Tezuka Kunimitsu restrained himself so as not to let Chen Yu force him to tell the truth.Tezuka Kunimitsu, in fact, is really gentle.It's just that kind of concern, which is not easy to be noticed.

"I have liked that person for so long that I have forgotten when it started. For him, I gave up everything about myself, even my self-esteem. In fact, I have long forgotten that I fell in love with him in the first place The reason is just remembering that I love him. Hehe, for this one I love him, I endured all the pain. The wound was still hurting because of him the day before, and I ran to him like an idiot the next day, Pretending to be okay. But in the end, he got married." Chen Yu lightly described the sadness of the past, as if it was just a story that had nothing to do with him, so calm.

"You didn't give up?"

Tezuka Kunimitsu's affirmative words made Chen Yu smile slightly, this person really understood himself unexpectedly.Even so, didn't I still not give up?Otherwise, things wouldn't be what they are now.

"Yeah, everyone thought I gave up. But, in fact, I didn't. I just watched him quietly from a distance. Finally, one day, I couldn't help but hurt his wife, hehe." Chen Yu Smiling lightly, with a trace of sadness hanging from the corner of his eyes, his tone seemed to be teasing, with a hint of unreality.

Tezuka Kunimitsu looked at Chen Yu like this, he was obviously smiling, but it gave people a very painful feeling.

"You didn't. Since you love him, you won't make him feel bad. So you didn't hurt his wife, it was his misunderstanding."

"Haha." Chen Yu's deep laughter seemed to be venting her previous dissatisfaction.Seriously looking at Tezuka Kunimitsu, there was an almost terrifying calm in his eyes.It is right and wrong not to tell Tezuka Kunimitsu.Trust is trust, it doesn't take many words.

Isn't Tezuka Kunimitsu's judgment affirming his love?But Kuchiki Byakuya never believed in himself, believed that he would not hurt him.What did I do to become like this.

"I left, walked through many places, and tried to forget. But just when I thought I had forgotten, you appeared. I just realized that forgetting is so difficult." Chen Yu has always been very honest. In his love, adulteration is an insult to the other party, so he admits that he still hasn't forgotten it.

For such a result, Tezuka Kunimitsu has already speculated.I used to love someone so openly, but I was hurt again and again.Repairing wounds is a difficult job, and even after repairing, there will still be scars.

"I will commemorate with you." It is not forgotten, but commemorated.Since you can't forget it, go to commemorate it.Commemorate the injured self, commemorate the past that has no regrets.

Tezuka Kunimitsu did not comfort Chen Yu, no matter how many words he said, it would be futile.Chen Yu understood the truth, but he couldn't forget it.

"Hehe, Guoguang is real, he always sees things so thoroughly." The corners of his eyes were slightly bent with a hint of truth, he removed the usual disguise, and exuded a clean temperament.

Tezuka Kunimitsu stared at Chen Yu like this, and a faint warmth surged up.

"I'm tired."

"Ah?" Chen Yu was stunned for a moment, not understanding what Tezuka Kunimitsu was talking about.

Seeing Chen Yu like this, Tezuka Kunimitsu understood that Chen Yu had already gotten used to pretending and forgot his real self, just now, Chen Yu had already removed his mask inadvertently.

"Always wearing a disguise, even you have forgotten your real self. I guess, after seeing the real you, and seeing you like this again, he will not trust you."

Chen Yu looked at Tezuka in surprise, for such an explanation, Chen Yu was stunned, is it like this?It seemed that he really only showed Bai Zai his best side all the time, did this make him misunderstand?

"Don't think about it." Tezuka Kunimitsu rubbed Chen Yu's hair, stood up, and looked seriously at Chen Yu's blank eyes.

The eyes of Chen Yu and Tezuka Kunimitsu met. Chen Yu, who was originally in a state of chaos, gradually became sober, with a smile on the corner of his mouth, "Is Kunimitsu tempting me?"

Chen Yu's joking words made Tezuka Kunimitsu stunned for a moment, and the hand that was placed on Chen Yu's head lightly pressed hard.

Seeing that Tezuka Kunimitsu didn't express anything about his words, Chen Yu frowned, and suddenly thought of Ye Yi's words, Jiulan Chen Yu, you invisible temptation.Why does getting along with Tezuka Kunimitsu like this make me feel a little uncomfortable? This is not a good sign.To be a shou is a very stressful thing.

Chen Yu pursed her lips, stretched out her hand and lightly brushed the hand on her head, the warm touch made Chen Yu feel nostalgic, she gently held it with her backhand, and looked at Tezuka Kunimitsu with a light smile.It doesn't feel that bad.

The moment Chen Yu held Tezuka Kunimitsu's hand, Tezuka Kunimitsu's hand also held Chen Yu's hand instead.There is no intertwined fingers, just holding each other lightly, Chen Yu's perennially cold hands greedily suck the warmth from Tezuka Kunimitsu's hands.

Gently exerting force, Chen Yu stood up, let go of his hand, and gently hugged her. There was a faint tea fragrance in his nose, and Tezuka Kunimitsu's breath swept Chen Yu's thoughts.For a moment, Chen Yu seemed to have forgotten everything about Jinglingting, as if she wanted to greedily absorb some warmth from the person in front of her.

His cheek lightly rubbed against Tezuka Kunimitsu's shoulder, and his thin lips parted slightly, "Kunimitsu, thank you."

Gently pushing Chen Yu away and opening the distance, a dark light flashed in Tezuka Kunimitsu's eyes.

"Okay, I won't say anything." Chen Yu shrugged and said.

Chen Yu took a step forward and embraced Tezuka Kunimitsu again.Hugging is a kind of good communication. When embracing each other, Chen Yu felt a sense of belonging and security that she had never had before.He is obviously a slender boy, but he is only a human being, but this 100-year-old Grim Reaper feels a sense of security.Hehe, he seems to be in love with the feeling of hugging.This is a unique spiritual comfort.

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Recently, due to personal reasons, a certain wind will no longer update daily from tomorrow, and the update time is uncertain, but it will definitely not abandon the pit. . .

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