those days when the iceberg hit the iceberg

Chen Yu drank wine as water for the first time, and Chen Yu downed the wine one after another.The wine that used to have a taste is like water to Chen Yu now.There was no taste, and I poured it down mechanically cup after cup.

Not as lazy and elegant as usual, now Chen Yu is only left in a mess.He seems to be drunk now. After he usually drinks too much, he can sleep peacefully all night.It should be the same now, if you drink too much and sleep overnight, you will forget everything.

In Chen Yu's mind is the lingering tenderness, Kuchiki Byakuya's tenderness, he has fantasized about the tenderness countless times, but the object is not him.No matter how much you drink and distract your mind, you still can't forget it.

Why?Is he that bad?He was too lazy to say a word to himself.Kuchiki Byakuya, you are my hell.How can I not let you go?

Suddenly, an unknown cold liquid flowed down his face.Chen Yu licked it, the liquid around her mouth had a slightly bitter and salty taste.Chen Yu caressed her face, I actually cried, is it so painful?Why is there no pain in the heart at all?Sometimes, when the heartache gets to a certain level, it doesn't feel like it anymore.

Chen Yu suddenly understood now that if the heart does not move, there will be no pain.But it was too late, in this unrequited love, he lost at the beginning.Whoever falls in love first will be at a disadvantage.No matter how hard he tries, there will be no results.This unrequited love is a quagmire, and it is difficult to get out of it, and all he does is sink deeper and deeper.

"Chen Yu." Jing Le Chunshui's deep and slightly hoarse voice reached Chen Yu's ears, interrupting Chen Yu's thoughts.

Chen Yu hurriedly wiped away the tears on her face, pretending not to care and smiling, "Sorry, Chun Shui, I lost my composure, come, have a drink, don't think about anything else."

Yes, Jiulan Chenyu don't think about it anymore, what is more important than drinking now.

Holding the wine glass, without saying a word, he poured the wine into it again, and then poured himself a glass.Just when Chen Yu was about to drink another cup, a hand stopped Chen Yu's movements.

"Chen Yu, don't drink any more." Jingle Chunshui originally planned to make Chen Yu drink too much and go to bed quickly.It's better to do less to drink away your worries.

However, Jingle Chunshui was surprised to find that Chen Yu had already drank a lot of wine, but his eyes were still clear, and he didn't feel like a drunk at all.When he saw the helplessness and pain in Chen Yu's eyes, he couldn't help but stop Chen Yu from drinking.For Chen Yu now, drinking too much is useless.

This kind of pain, no matter how you use alcohol to relieve your sorrow, you can't resist it.No matter how much alcohol you drink, you will not be paralyzed.Although he couldn't understand Chen Yu's pain, the dead silence in Chen Yu's eyes made people feel anxious.

"Sorry, Chunshui, I can't control myself now." Chen Yu forced an ugly smile, the hand holding the wine glass trembled uncontrollably, some of the wine had already stained Chen Yu's skirt.

Jingle Chunshui put on a bamboo hat, pressed it down, covered the emotions on his face, and sighed deeply, "Chen Yu, let me take you home."

Jingle Chunshui reached out and snatched the wine glass from Chen Yu's hand, and forcibly pulled Chen Yu up, probably Chen Yu would vomit blood if he drank any more.

Chen Yu obediently was dragged by Jingle Shunsui to leave the izakaya, just after going out, the cool night breeze brushed against Chen Yu's face.Although his eyes were still clear, Chen Yu's body was still a little unsteady due to drinking, and he barely stood leaning against Jingle Chunshui.

Chen Yu tightened her clothes, exhaled deeply, looked at the moon covered by clouds, and said in a hoarse voice, "Tonight's weather is really bad."

"It's because you're in a bad mood." Jingle Chunshui took Chen Yu and was about to leave in a blink of an eye, but was stopped by Chen Yu.

"Chunshui, I want to go for a walk." He didn't want to go back to the Jingling Court, to be precise, he didn't want to stay in the Soul Realm.Chen Yu vigorously shook her dizzy head, as if she really drank too much.Just drink too much and be willful.

"Okay." Seeing Chen Yu's insistence, Jing Le Chun Shui replied helplessly.Let's take care of those who are broken in love, they are all poor people.

Jingle Chunshui supported Chen Yu and walked slowly towards the Jingling Court, the stamina of the sake gradually increased, and Chen Yu's mind was a little dizzy.

Why does he seem to see Kuchiki Byakuya? How is this possible? Isn't he with that woman named Feizhen?Hehe, I actually drank until I had hallucinations.It's really ugly, Jiulan Chenyu.

"The leader of the Beijing band, Chen Yu." Byakuya Kuchiki's cold voice reached Chen Yu's ears, and he frowned at Chen Yu who was drowsy from drinking.He should be like this because of himself.

Jingle Chunshui looked at the two of them and shook his head helplessly, it was time for him to leave.It's not good to have outsiders present in this kind of thing.

Jiulan Chenyu fell in love with Kuchiki Byakuya, which was a disaster for the two of them.Most of these love stories end in tragedy.Just like his good friends Shishiro and Princess Lixiao.The reality is always so cruel.

"Captain Kuchiki, I'll leave Chen Yu to you, I still have work to do." Jingle Shunsui immediately left the job of supporting Chen Yu to Kuchiki Byakuya.

"Thank you, Chun Shui, I'm sorry tonight." Chen Yu said softly.It's really troublesome for others.

Seeing Jingle Chunshui leave, Chen Yu and Kuchiki Byakuya slowly entered Jinglingting, and walked to a relatively remote place.

"Bai Zai, why?" Chen Yu broke the silence between the two of them, pushed away Kuchiki Bai Zai, and stood opposite him.Eyes looked at him seriously.

Why would you treat a woman so tenderly?Why do you always let me down?Why never push me away completely and leave me with hope?

Kuchiki Byakuya saw Chen Yu looking at him so sharply for the first time, the love in his eyes was hidden by Chen Yu, leaving only a sentimental sharpness.

"Sorry." Byakuya Kuchiki didn't know what to say, these two words were all he could express.

Chen Yu lowered his head, with a wry smile lingering on the corner of Chen Yu's mouth, well, Kuchiki Byakuya, you won, in front of you, I've never been able to win, "Don't say sorry to me, liking you is my business, no matter you Accept it or not, I will be like this. My love is for you to squander."

After saying that, Chen Yu turned around and left, but her feet were soft, and she couldn't help leaning forward. Chen Yu randomly found a place to support her, so she wouldn't be so embarrassed.The current self, even Chen Yu himself felt a little sympathetic to him.

Kuchiki Byakuya slowly stretched out the hand that he wanted to go up to hold.Complicatedly looking at Chen Yu's slow back, he said, "Except you."

Kuchiki Byakuya's words stopped Chen Yu who was planning to leave.Turning around, he looked at Byakuya Kuchiki in disbelief.

The dizzy brain that had been dizzy from drinking too much woke up instantly, and Chen Yu slowly said the fact that he had to accept, "It is because I am a member of the Jiulan clan that I can't do it, right? Hehe, if I abandon the family, Is this okay? Byakuya."

Kuchiki Byakuya listened to Chen Yu's words in shock, Chen Yu's eyes were only serious, Kuchiki Byakuya took a step back slightly, and said, "And I'm Kuchiki Byakuya."

"Boom!" Chen Yu's fist hit the wall beside him, and the blood flowed down Chen Yu's fingertips to the ground.

"Go to his rotten tree Jiulan, you're just Bai Zai, and I'm just Chen Yu." Chen Yu was already on the verge of going crazy, the pain in his hand made Chen Yu regain some sense, he couldn't hurt Bai Zai.

Byakuya Kuchiki looked at Chen Yu's injured hand quietly, with a trace of unbearable in his eyes, "Chen Yu, don't do this again."

The seemingly persuasive words made Chen Yu mockingly smile, "I said before, it's my business to like you. If it causes trouble to you, I will try not to appear in front of you in the future. Bai Zai, remember one sentence, you Can't stop me."

After Chen Yu finished speaking, he walked away, he didn't want to hear any more words.Kuchiki Byakuya, since you have your own life, I'm sorry, I won't intentionally integrate into your life anymore.But, I won't give up.

Sorry, Byakuya.I still haven't resisted the psychological temptation.The longer I'm with you, the more I can't help but want to be with you.We are all right, what is wrong is this world, no matter what, I will stick to the point where I can no longer hold on.

Kuchiki Byakuya, when this heart is so broken that it can no longer be revived, that is when I will leave you.No one owes anyone, I've done this, why is this the result.

Kuchiki Byakuya looked at Chen Yu's leaving figure, and he never thought that Chen Yu would be so persistent.He had long forgotten that Chen Yu had persisted for 50 years, such a blow was only heavier than usual.

Hold Kuchiki Byakuya's hand tightly, Kuchiki Byakuya, you can't, he is Jiulan Chenyu, you must not chase after him.

Chen Yu didn't know where Shunbu had gone, the current him had been completely crushed by Kuchiki Byakuya and alcohol.Chen Yu found a remote place by will, and fell down slowly.

At the moment of falling down, an agile figure quickly caught him, sighed deeply, and brought Chen Yu back to Jiulan Mansion in the night.