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The woody fragrance became strange and violent, the dim light filled the square inch with ambiguity, and the piercing sound pierced the nerves, all of which forced Meng Yi to take a step forward.

But he just didn't dare.

He was so afraid that he trembled all over, lowered his head, tensed his waist, panted heavily, and the memory of drowning at the age of seven was suddenly awakened, and his body seemed to have a delayed stress response.

As the surrounding air became thinner, he began to have difficulty breathing, his chest thumped, and scenes of scenes that he would never want to think of again in his life emerged in his oxygen-deprived head.

"Why are you going to the river? Ah?" Meng Qingshu kicked him down the stairs and roared in despair, "We shouldn't have adopted you from the beginning!"

Meng wanted to push him off the back seat of the bicycle, "Don't call me brother, I have nothing to do with you."

"You made her like this! She ruined the rest of her life!" Tao Ya's manager pointed at him hoarsely: "She treats you so well, do you have a conscience! Go to hell! You pay for your life!" give her!"

"The person you called is busy, please try again later."

"..."

The sharp insults and beatings hit his little heart like arrows, and the phone call that never got through was the last straw that overwhelmed him. The moment the battery of the mobile phone ran out, Meng Yi's last vitality also withered, and the soil His breath was taken away, and he fell completely in the darkness.

This time a pair of arms caught him.

Fu Juehan was going crazy, "Xiaobao! What's the matter, look at me, look at me and take a deep breath, slowly inhale, don't be afraid, I won't force you, be good, it's okay."

Meng Yi was awakened by his hasty cry, and pulled away from the memory of the drowned person. His eyes finally came into focus, but his eyes were blank. He even breathed very lightly, like a bird that can't Barking electronic puppy.

"I don't run..."

Fu Juehan was stunned, "What?"

Meng Yi said confusedly: "I have nowhere to run..."

The world that a child sees is tall and big, but there is no corner that can accommodate him. He has been wandering for many years and is afraid of many changes.

The initial establishment of a sense of security made him regard Fu Juehan as a small refuge in his heart. He shyly hid by the door and dared not go in, but Fu Juehan pressed him step by step and insisted on making a choice immediately. .

Tears flooded his eye sockets in an instant, Fu Juehan wished he could slap himself twice on the face, "I'm sorry, it's my fault, I'm sorry, I'm sorry... never again, Xiaobao, I promise never again I'm forcing you, don't be afraid, don't be afraid of me, okay..."

"It's okay, it's all over, it's all over." He hugged him in his arms, rubbed Meng Yi's side neck, felt his weak heartbeat, listened to his light breathing like a baby bird, It even feels like the little life in my arms will die at any moment.

He used to think that Meng Yi was worried about gains and losses and dared not accept his courtship, but now it seems that this is clearly post-traumatic stress disorder.

He is afraid of establishing an intimate relationship, afraid of giving himself out again, he desires the warmth of family more than anyone else, and is more afraid of change than anyone else.

Because he was not abandoned once or twice, but was abandoned by all his relatives for 14 years, a full 14 years.

His brain went blank for five or six minutes before Meng Yi slowly woke up, his scattered consciousness regrouped, and his back was covered in cold sweat.

Realizing that he had done something embarrassing, he immediately became helpless, "Sorry, I just—"

"Don't apologize, it's my fault." Fu Juehan interrupted him, lowered his head and touched his forehead, "It's boring in the bar, you spent too much energy in the parking lot just now, and I made you emotional That’s why it happened suddenly, don’t be afraid, it’s all over.”

Seeing that he was covering himself up, Meng nodded and said nothing.

Fu Juehan said again: "But I still have to go and see, can I accompany you to the hospital tomorrow morning?"

Meng Yi probably guessed what was going on with him, and after hesitating for two seconds, he refused: "Don't bother you, I'll just go by myself."

But Fu Juehan was so considerate that he couldn't imagine: "I didn't want to ask you anything. If you don't want me to know, I won't go into the consultation room. I will just stay outside and wait for you. When a child is sick, he needs his parents to accompany him. , Little Treasure that others have will also have it."

He knew how to poke Zhongmeng Yi's weakness so well, the stupid thing in his arms pulled the corners of his mouth and laughed, his chin was soaked by a string of water droplets when he smiled, "Brother Han, I'm 21, I haven't been here for a long time." People treat me like a child again.”

Fu Juehan closed his eyes deeply on top of his head, his heart was about to be pierced, "What's wrong with 21, you will always be a child with me."

"Forever..." Meng Yi felt that these two words were so illusory and unrealistic, it was obvious that he didn't even start well.But Fu Juehan grabbed his hand and covered his beating chest with a solemn and sad voice.

"Little Treasure, from now on you can grow up again, don't be afraid, don't be sad, just take your family and love from me, as long as I have, I will leave it to you."

At that moment, Meng Yi even felt that Fu Juehan knew everything about him. The silhouette in his eyes gradually coincided with the most sour person in his memory. He tried his best to recall, but he still couldn't think of any clues.

When the disc player switched the music, part of the dim light in the bar was turned up, half of the stairs where they were hiding was illuminated, and Meng Yi's legs and Fu Juehan's back were fully exposed.

Suddenly, two sharp cheers erupted from the crowd, followed by booing whistles that exploded in a swarm, one after another. Meng subconsciously looked out, only to see men and women on the dance floor looking at the place where they were with playful faces. stairs.

"Damn! They seem to be looking at me!" Meng Yi was so frightened that he quickly retracted his legs, squatted himself into a small ball next to Fu Juehan, and said guiltyly: "Is it forbidden to stay under the stairs? What's there to make a fuss about?" ..."

Fu Juehan moved closer to him, lowered his head, and motioned for Meng Yi to come over, and the latter couldn't help being curious, his eyes were still shining brightly, "What?"

"Two days ago, a couple got drunk and hid here."

"What are you doing here?" Meng Yi couldn't figure it out, "Are you crazy about drinking?"

Fu Juehan glanced at him, "Hide here and have sex."

"...What the fuck?!!" Meng Yi blushed, and hurriedly turned sideways to avoid Fu Juehan, but his legs gave way and he fell to one side, and his head hit the iron frame directly.

The loud sound of "哐" was deafening, not only Fu Juehan, but also everyone in the bar heard it. Half a second later, everyone in the venue started to roar with laughter.

Meng Yi: "..."

Meng Yi: Smile, laugh, what a big-headed ghost!

Now everyone knew that they did nothing good by hiding in the stairs, otherwise they wouldn't be so guilty, Meng Yi's move was tantamount to self-inflicted, Fu Juehan was amused, "Reckless. "

"You laugh at me too..." Meng Yi crouched by the stairs, hugged his calves and buried his face in his knees, and said in a low voice, "You promised not to laugh at me before."

"Stop laughing, let's go, it's time for your live broadcast."

Meng Yi poked his head out, then retracted quickly. Although the music played and everyone was immersed in the dance floor again, as long as they went out, they would definitely be seen.

"Go out now, will they misunderstand that we are also...that?" He couldn't afford to lose this person.

"Small face." Fu Juehan scolded him, "Get up, I have a solution."

"Oh," Meng Yi stood up with his legs propped up, his expression suddenly changed, and he shrank back, "You go first, I'll wait a little longer."

Fu Juehan thought he was still shy, so he knelt down in front of the person and bumped his head, "Okay, get up, you'll be even more embarrassed to go back alone."

"Oh, there's nothing to be embarrassed about, just go and leave me alone!"

He was lying on the ground like a little mushroom that no one picked, and he was shaking so that people's hearts were itchy. Fu Juehan couldn't hold back and directly took tough measures, pinching his shoulders and trying to pull the mushroom up.

Meng Yi was taken aback, "Hey, don't, don't! Don't touch me!"

Fu Juehan narrowed his eyes: "What happened?"

Meng Yibian pursed his lips and muttered, "Well, maybe you've heard of temporary paralysis caused by insufficient blood supply to the extremity nerves?"

Fu Juehan: "Speak well."

Meng Yi: "My leg is numb."

"..."

I really couldn't help laughing out loud, Fu Juehan had nothing to do with this little treasure, he stood up, grabbed the collar of the sweater, pulled the sweater off his head with a bow on his shoulders, and put it on Meng Yi's head .

His knees were suddenly picked up, and before Meng Yi could react, his eyes went dark, and his body suddenly hung in the air, the soft cloth pressed against his face, even with the warmth of Fu Juehan's body.

It was so hot that his heart was covered with heat.

"Shut up, hide in my arms." Fu Juehan touched the top of his hair with his chin, and carried him up the stairs.

Meng Yi heard the whistling and noise erupting from the dance floor with his own ears, and even the speakers were suppressed. He shrank his shoulders uncomfortably, and Fu Juehan immediately came to comfort him: "It's okay, they can't see you."

"how about you?"

"I'm shameless, I'm not afraid to look."

"..."

hum!

Fu Juehan went up to the innermost room on the second floor before he put the person down, opened the door and went in. Meng Yi got out of his sweater, and when he opened his eyes, he saw the live broadcast equipment all over the room. He was a little dazed, "Aren't you Know my job?"

"I know a little bit, but I want to hear from you more." Fu Juehan found a piece of clothing from the closet, and walked towards him while wearing it: "Little Quail is only a little courageous, but I also want you to know how powerful you are." people."

A healthy intimate relationship will make people more confident. Meng Yi now has a deep understanding. He took off his sweater, his face was flushed with heat, "Thank you for helping me prepare."

Fu Juehan pinched his face, "Don't take it off, just take off your cycling clothes, it won't affect you well while wearing this live broadcast."

He took another Bluetooth headset and put it on for Meng Yi, "It's noisy in the bar, so you can use this to talk to me. If you're hungry, thirsty or cold, just call me and I'll come up."

Meng Yi's ears were burning, and he wanted to shake his head, "I told you, don't talk like this..."

Fu Juehan was helpless, "If you don't let me do it, if you say it, you don't let me say it, how can you handle me so well?"

The villain filed a complaint first, and Meng Yi rubbed his face, it was obvious that you were trying to manipulate me.

"Well... I can download it a little earlier today."

"what?"

"That's right, didn't you say you wanted to show me your place?" He touched his ears shyly, not daring to look at anyone, "I haven't finished watching just now..."

Fu Juehan pursed the corners of his mouth, "Did you plan to give me some time?"

Damn it, Meng Yi was about to be teased to death by him, and pushed him away with a tigerish face, "Come on, don't talk about it, I beg you to take away your supernatural powers!"

Fu Juehan smiled several times, and closed the door for him intimately, "I'll wait for you."

As a result, just two steps away, Meng Yi came out from the door again, "Fu Juehan! See you later!"

His eyes were red, his nose was red, his lips were biting tightly, and his whole body was trembling when he shouted this sentence with great strength: "I won't let you wait for long..."

Fu Juehan flicked him in the air, "I know."

I know both meanings.

The author says:

Soon, in the end it will be Xiaobao who bravely takes that step.

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In addition, the next chapter of this article will start to enter V on the 29th, and I look forward to seeing you all at that time! (〃ω)