my crazy lover

With such a call from Xu Yanxin in the morning, Han Chengguang didn't dare to persuade Xu Yanxin to go to Xu Mingxin's place together, so he could only call Xu Mingxin when he was in the bathroom.

On the phone, Han Chengguang told Xu Mingxin exactly what Xu Yanxin said in the morning.

"Xiaoyan remembered everything!"

"That's right, he used to say that you had no reason to lock him up, but now he found the reason directly, saying that you locked him up because he wasn't your own brother."

"No wonder I always felt that something was wrong with the way he looked at me after waking up while you were in a coma." On the phone, Xu Mingxin's voice was a little sad and helpless.

"Brother Xu, don't be sad..."

"Don't worry! I'm fine, to be honest... I'm getting used to it! It's okay if he misunderstood me, I'm afraid he will do stupid things again."

When he heard that Xu Yanxin did something stupid, Han Chengguang was also worried. "You're not asking Martin, is there anything else you can do now? It can't go on like this."

"I asked Martin, and Martin said that the current solution is to let Xiaoyan take medicine, and let him know that he is sick, and accept Martin's treatment."

"...Well, I think it is possible to let Xiaoyan take medicine, but let him know that he is sick...I'm afraid he won't be able to accept it, and he will never believe it."

"He must receive treatment. If you can't persuade him to receive treatment, then... I will take him away."

"...Take him away!!! Where are you taking him?"

"Take him for treatment, anyway, he already hates me so much... I won't let him go on like this, Martin said that there is no good psychiatric hospital in the country, Xu Yanxin, if this situation is sent there, it will be very helpful I hope to return to normal, I don't want Xiaoyan to be like this for the rest of his life, he should have lived a better life than many people, I don't want those who know him to know that he is a mental patient one day."

"No, how can you send him to a mental hospital!!!" Han Chengguang couldn't accept it when he heard the words "mental hospital".

On the other side of the phone, Xu Mingxin was silent for a long time, and finally hung up the phone with a sigh.

Putting down the phone, Han Chengguang frowned deeply.

After breakfast, Xu Yanxin went to the kitchen to clean up the dishes. Han Chengguang sat in the living room and fell into deep thought. He didn't come back to himself until Xu Yanxin sat next to him after cleaning up.

"Xiaoyan..." Turning around and grabbing Xu Yanxin's hand, Han Chengguang looked at Xu Yanxin in front of him and felt uncomfortable.As long as he thought of Xu Mingxin sending Xu Yanxin to a mental hospital, Han Chengguang's chest would ache.

Xu Yan was a little puzzled by Han Chengguang's hesitant expression, so he drew his hand and pressed Han Chengguang's brow.

Pulling down Xu Yanxin's hand, Han Chengguang reached out to hold Xu Yanxin in his arms.

"Xiaoyan, you have lost a lot of weight recently, and your health is not good. I bought you a bottle of vitamins for you to take."

As soon as he heard about taking medicine, Xu Yanxin was a little silent, but when he thought of Han Chengguang's appearance just now, it must be difficult for him to take medicine!

"it is good."

"You're willing to eat!" Han Chengguang was surprised that Xu Yanxin was so easy-going this time.

"Well, you won't harm me. I will take all the medicine you give me."

"Xiaoyan..." Feeling very unhappy, Han Chengguang reached out and hugged Xu Yanxin tightly into his arms.

After deciding to give Xu Yanxin medicine, Han Chengguang found a bottle of vitamins at home, and planned to secretly put the medicine Martin gave him into the vitamin bottle at night.

At night, Han Chengguang waited until Xu Yanxin fell asleep before getting up secretly, and took out the two medicine bottles hidden under the pillow.

Holding the antipsychotics that Martin had given him in his hand, Han Chengguang looked down at Xu Yanxin who was sleeping peacefully with his arms around him.

Unscrewing the lid of the medicine, Han Chengguang looked at the pills and hesitated again. After thinking about it in his heart, he turned on the computer on the bedside table.

After turning on the computer, Han Chengguang searched for the bottle of medicine on the web.

After reading the previous drug uses, Han Chengguang pulled it to the side effects after taking the medicine.

"The sedative and hypnotic effects can reduce the patient's response to external stimuli. This effect often leads to the occurrence of patients with straight eyes, inattention, indifference to the outside world, and excessive sleep..."

After closing the computer, Han Chengguang felt uncomfortable.

Early the next morning, after breakfast, Xu Yanxin asked about Han Chengguang's vitamins.

"I didn't find the vitamins yesterday, so I probably left them in the hospital."

"Oh..." Hearing that the medicine was not found, Xu Yanxin was quite happy in his heart, but he didn't show it on his face. Instead, he took the bowls and chopsticks to the kitchen to clean up.

After Xu Yanxin left, Han Chengguang scratched his head a little annoyed.

In the afternoon, Han Chengguang was sitting on the sofa holding the computer and typing non-stop, while Xu Yanxin leaned aside and read the book Xu Mingxin brought.

Finally found what he was looking for, Han Chengguang held the computer and moved his shoulders.

"what happened?"

"Xiaoyan, you've been reading all afternoon... let's watch a movie together!"

Hearing that Han Chengguang wanted to see the fixed photo by himself, Xu Yanxin just closed the book.

Han Chengguang spent the whole afternoon looking for a movie on the computer about a scientist suffering from delusional schizophrenia.

Han Chengguang kept paying attention to Xu Yanxin's reaction while watching the movie, and found that Xu Yanxin was actually watching it seriously. After the 135-minute movie was finished, Han Chengguang tentatively asked Xu Yanxin.

"Xiaoyan, is this movie good?"

"Ah."

"...Then how do you feel after watching it?"

"Feel? No..."

"Then do you think the disease the protagonist has is terrible?"

"Although the protagonist suffers from mental illness, his wife still loves him very much and stays with him all the time, so it's not that scary. In the end, he still has achieved success."

After hearing Xu Yanxin's answer, Han Chengguang was very satisfied and relieved.

At night, Han Chengguang leaned against the bedside and played with the computer. After Xu Yanxin lay down under the blanket and hugged him, he immediately turned off the computer and got under the blanket.

Facing Xu Yanxin, Han Chengguang kept his arms around Xu Yanxin.

"Xiaoyan... I read a post today, which said that everyone in our lives, that is, everyone, actually has some mental illness more or less."

"Really? What about you? What kind of mental illness do you have?" Xu Yanxin looked at Han Chengguang and asked with a smile in his eyes.

After blinking, Han Chengguang hugged Xu Yanxin and buried his head in Xu Yanxin's arms. "I lack a sense of security. I'm afraid of losing you. I'm afraid that you don't love me. I'm afraid that you will leave me. I'm also afraid that you'll be angry with me."

After humming and chirping, Xu Yanxin laughed after Han Chengguang finished speaking.

"Don't laugh, what I said is true."

"Okay! Then I have the same disease as you, and I'm also afraid of losing you, leaving you, afraid that you don't love me, and afraid that you will be angry with me."

"Really..." Leaving Xu Yanxin's embrace, Han Chengguang asked in a low voice while lying in front of Xu Yanxin.

"Ah."

He bowed his head and kissed Xu Yanxin's lips heavily. After Han Chengguang raised his head again, he gently stroked Xu Yanxin's head with his hand.

Feeling that Han Chengguang seemed to have something to say to himself, Xu Yanxin pulled Han Chengguang's pajamas with his hand.

"Xiaoyan, I want you to meet Martin."

Unexpectedly, when Han Chengguang suddenly mentioned Martin, Xu Yan was stunned for a moment.

"Why! I don't want to see him."

"Xiaoyan, Martin...he is actually a doctor."

"doctor?"

"Yes, Martin is a doctor, he is a psychologist." Gritting his teeth, Han Chengguang said it directly.

"Psychiatrist..." With a startled expression, Xu Yanxin gradually relaxed his grip on Han Chengguang's clothes, and his expression changed from surprise at the beginning to shock to disbelief at the end.

Pushing away Han Chengguang in front of him, Xu Yanxin sat up and looked at Han Chengguang.

"You said that Martin is a psychiatrist, and you asked me to see Martin...so you asked me to watch that movie today!" His voice was trembling, and Xu Yanxin looked at Han Chengguang in disbelief.

"Xiaoyan... In fact, meeting Martin is just to chat with him. I didn't tell you, each of us has some mental illness. Martin is a psychiatrist. Not only you, I will go with you and talk to Martin It can also reduce psychological stress!"

Han Chengguang hurriedly explained, and after explaining, he went to hold Xu Yanxin's hand, but Xu Yanxin threw it away.

No longer looking at Han Chengguang, Xu Yan lowered his head.

"Xiaoyan..." Feeling anxious, Han Chengguang called Xu Yanxin softly.

He kept his head down and remained silent until after a long time, Xu Yanxin raised his head to look at Han Chengguang, his eyes were shining brightly. "I'm not sick..."

When Xu Yan said those three words, there was pain and panic in Xu Yanxin's tone.

"Xiaoyan, I didn't say you were sick, I just, just wanted you to chat with Martin."

Biting her lips tightly, Xu Yanxin felt a twinge of pain in her heart when she saw the anxious expression of Han Chengguang in front of her.

"You asked me to meet Martin, and you helped my brother lie to me to meet Martin, and my brother locked me up. You kept saying that my brother wasn't hurting me, he was doing it for my own good, and Martin wasn't a bad person... I During the two years I was locked up...they all thought I was mentally ill!!!" At first Xu Yanxin looked a little dazed and sad, but later on, there was resentment in his tone.

"Cheng Guang, you also think I'm mentally ill, you always think I'm mentally ill!"

"No, Xiaoyan..." Seeing Xu Yanxin's expression turned a little bit wrong, Han Chengguang was a little scared, and regretted that he was a little anxious tonight, he shouldn't have said that directly.

"Yes, you always think I'm sick, you always say my brother is a good man, and you let me see Martin, and you purposely showed me that movie this afternoon..." At the end of the speech, Xu Yan's heart was full of tears. Tears flowed out, and he looked at Han Chengguang with disbelief and pain in his eyes.

"Xiaoyan..." Seeing Xu Yanxin's pain, Han Chengguang was also filled with pain, hurried over and hugged Xu Yanxin into his arms.

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The movie mentioned above is "A Beautiful Mind", interested students can go and watch it