my crazy lover

Han Chengguang asked Xu Yanxin to choose almost everything he chose. In the end, he even wanted Xu Yanxin to choose a sofa he liked, but because Xu Yanxin said that he liked the current sofa, Han Chengguang gave up this idea.

"Xiaoyan, take a look at some pillows that you like, let's buy some back..." One hand was still holding Xu Yanxin's hand, and Han Chengguang used the other hand to pick among the pillows, but he talked for a long time, Xu Yanxin hadn't answered yet, so he turned around suspiciously, and saw Xu Yanxin staring at one place with a dazed expression.

Following Xu Yanxin's line of sight, Han Chengguang didn't see anything, so he stretched out his hand and waved it in front of Xu Yanxin's eyes.

"Xiaoyan, what's wrong with you?"

When he came back to his senses, Xu Yanxin suppressed the emotions in his heart, and in a blink of an eye, he saw Han Chengguang looking at him worriedly.

"...I'm fine!"

"It's okay, you've been in a daze all day, Xiaoyan, tell me... what are you thinking?" Pulling Xu Yanxin to a corner where no one was around, Han Chengguang put his hands on Xu Yanxin's shoulders, making Xu Yanxin face himself.

"I……"

"Tell me, what were you looking at just now?"

Lowering his eyes, Xu Yan recalled the scene he just saw in his mind - the woman leading the little boy to go shopping together.When he saw such a situation just now, he felt a chill in his heart, a kind of indescribable sadness and...anger.

Seeing that Xu Yanxin didn't answer, Han Chengguang was a little anxious, but he didn't dare to speak to Xu Yanxin in a hasty tone, so he had to wrap one hand around Xu Yanxin and hold Xu Yanxin in his arms.

"Then let's go home!"

"Yes." This time Xu Yanxin answered Han Chengguang quickly.

The two held hands, and the rest of the hands were carrying things, and walked out of the mall together.

Along the way, Xu Yanxin was dragged by Han Chengguang obediently to the side, and his expression was never in a daze, but he kept silent and put on sunglasses, so that Han Chengguang couldn't see anything wrong for a while.

When crossing the road, Han Chengguang kept paying attention to the traffic lights, so he stopped paying attention to Xu Yanxin's movements.

"Don't run...Yangyang, mom is waiting for you."

Next to him, a woman yelled at a little boy who was about to run across the road, and Xu Yanxin, after hearing the woman's words, was in a trance, and suddenly recalled the words in his dream all the time.

'Yanyan, mom is waiting for you, mom is waiting for you below. '

'Yanyan, no one loves you, your father doesn't care about you at all, he still expects you to die! '

'Yanyan, since your father wants you to die, then mother will accompany you. '

'Yan...yan...remember, mom, mom is here, waiting for you...you, when you get down...mom, mom is still taking care of you...'

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"Mom...my mother is waiting for me, she is waiting for me, I will die, I will die...I don't want to die, I don't want to die! I'm going to die! I'm going to die! Mommy's gonna kill me, Daddy's gonna kill me , they are going to kill me!!!”

Seeing that the green light was on, Han Chengguang pulled Xu Yanxin to cross the road, but just after taking two steps, Xu Yanxin beside him suddenly screamed, then threw away everything in his hand, and pushed him away. The head voice yelled in horror.

Xu Yan's mind was in chaos, and he felt that all his eyes were red. He saw his mother sitting at the dining table calling him to eat. After eating, his stomach hurt, but his mother still pulled him to feed him. While eating, my mother smiled and told him she wanted him to die.His father was also standing beside him, smiling all over his face, saying that he wanted him to die.

He was held by his parents and ate those poisonous meals together, they all wanted him to die, his mother was waiting for him below, and the same is true for his father now, they were all waiting for him, he would die...

"Xiaoyan!!!"

Suddenly, a sky-shattering roar made Xu Yanxin's eyes light up, and he suddenly saw something clearly, but after seeing clearly, Xu Yanxin's eyes widened in vain, because a large truck was driving in front of him.

'Yanyan, mom will be waiting for you below. '

These words kept echoing in his mind, Xu Yanxin's expression gradually calmed down as he watched the approaching cart, and even his heart, which had been feeling terrified and uneasy, slowly calmed down, as if this moment was already the moment he had been looking forward to for a long time.

"Xiaoyan..."

Suddenly, a familiar address came from his ear, and Xu Yanxin subconsciously looked towards the source of the sound, but before he turned his head around and the piercing sound of a whistle came from his ear, he was knocked down by the rushing figure, and his brain Lost consciousness after the pain.

Holding Xu Yanxin tightly in his arms, he rolled around several times before stopping. After stopping, Han Chengguang opened his closed eyes. When he realized that he was still alive, he was stunned for a moment and hurriedly lowered his head to check Xu Yanxin in his arms. But when he saw Xu Yanxin After falling into a coma, I was shocked again.

"Xiaoyan, what's wrong with you, Xiaoyan? Wake up, don't scare me, why are you hurt!!!" His voice trembled a little, and Han Chengguang groped Xu Yanxin with one hand, but at the end Xu Yanxin couldn't Did not wake up.

At this time, the people around also gathered around, and everyone asked in a hurry. Several people and the driver came to check on the situation of Han Chengguang and Xu Yanxin, and some people also took out their phones and started dialing the emergency number.

Xu Yanxin was in a coma and didn't respond, Han Chengguang's heart was getting colder and colder. Han Chengguang didn't pay attention to the noisy crowd around him. After going down, he raised his breath and hugged Xu Yanxin in his arms before struggling to get up.

The people around were startled when they saw Han Chengguang get up, and when they realized it, they quickly reached out to help, but Han Chengguang stumbled and knocked several people away.

Hugging Xu Yanxin in his arms, Han Chengguang was in a panic, and only thought of sending Xu Yanxin to the hospital as soon as possible was left in his mind, until he staggered and fell to the ground after running two steps.

Protecting Xu Yanxin and falling to the ground, Han Chengguang felt the piercing pain in his ankle at this time. The pain and numbness made him feel like his feet no longer existed.

Struggling to get up, Han Chengguang's mind was in chaos, panic and bewilderment. He wanted to carry Xu Yanxin to the hospital, wanted to see if his feet were still there, and wanted to call Xu Mingxin quickly... But in the end, Han Chengguang was in front of him. In one black, all consciousness disappeared.

I was always anxious, Han Chengguang felt that he was trapped in a place, he kept walking in that place, wanting to go out, because he was very anxious, confused and afraid, it seemed that he was going to die if he didn't go out .

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Opening his eyes suddenly, Han Chengguang saw Xu Mingxin in front of him at a glance. Seeing Xu Mingxin's surprised eyes after seeing him wake up, but before Xu Mingxin opened his mouth, Han Chengguang stretched out his hand and grabbed Xu Mingxin by the corner of his clothes .

"Xiao...yan...he..." As soon as he opened his mouth, there was a dryness and pain in his throat, and Han Chengguang's voice was hoarse and small.

Seeing that even when Han Chengguang woke up, the first question he asked was Xu Yanxin, Xu Mingxin felt sore for a moment, and felt like crying.

Holding Han Chengguang's hand and putting it back under the quilt, Xu Mingxin patted Han Chengguang's quilt. "Don't worry, Xiaoyan is fine. He just knocked his head that day. The doctor said it was a mild concussion. He will be fine after resting for a while."

Nodding his head, Han Chengguang felt relieved.

After taking a cotton swab and dipping it in water, Xu Mingxin helped Han Chengguang moisten his lips, and then helped Han Chengguang take a sip of warm water.

After drinking the water, Han Chengguang felt that his throat felt much better and his mind became clearer.

"Brother, you just said 'that day', did I sleep for a long time? And... my feet!!!" His heart rose again, and Han Chengguang wanted to move his left foot, but found that he couldn't control it. Now I can't even feel the pain!

"You have been in a coma for three days. Your left foot was run over by a car and suffered a comminuted fracture... After the operation, I asked the doctor to give you painkillers. Now you have no feeling in your foot."

Relieved again, Han Chengguang was sweating coldly on his forehead just now.

"Where is Xiaoyan now? I've been in a coma for three days, what about him!" Thinking of another question, Han Chengguang hurriedly asked again.

Frowning, Xu Mingxin put the water glass on the table.

"Where are there so many problems? Of course I am taking care of Xiaoyan. What you have to do now is to heal your wounds. Don't talk anymore. Get some rest."

After just talking for a while, Han Chengguang did feel a little sleepy, probably because he lost too much blood!In short, there is a feeling that you will fall asleep as soon as you close your eyes, but Han Chengguang insists on not wanting to sleep.

"Brother Xu, Xiaoyan was in a very bad mood that day. He didn't sleep well for a few days. I didn't realize it. I shouldn't have taken him out that day. He was in a trance along the way. I was negligent...Xiaoyan , where is he now? Has he been scared...I want to see him!"

"Han Chengguang, what you have to do now is to rest well. You know that your foot was seriously injured. It was run over by a big car and you have had surgery for more than ten hours. If you don't take a good rest, you will be disabled in the future. How do you want me to entrust Xiaoyan to your care!" Xu Mingxin showed a serious expression on his face.

"I……"

"Okay, don't say any more, you have a good rest, and when you get better, I... will bring Xiaoyan to see you, you know he doesn't like hospitals, and he doesn't like seeing doctors."

Hearing Xu Mingxin's words, Han Chengguang finally nodded and closed his eyes, and fell asleep after a while.

Han Chengguang didn't know how long he had been asleep, but when he gradually became conscious with his eyes closed, he felt a tingling pain in his left foot, and he heard Xu Mingxin's small voice.

"It's still the same... I know, but... I, I understand, don't talk about it!!! I agree, you should take medicine!"

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