my crazy lover

Poor Xu Mingxin, if he knew that in the eyes of his younger brother, he was only half a good person, he would probably not only vomit blood, but also want to kill Han Chengguang completely.

Han Chengguang really hoped that Xu Yanxin would participate in the jewelry competition. Xu Yanxin liked designing jewelry very much. Ever since he got the magazine, Xu Yanxin has been reading it almost all the time, and every time he reads the magazine over and over again, he will take out tools to draw from time to time. Come to think of it, now Han Chengguang has saved about ten designs, each of which Xu Yanxin will draw carefully for a long time.

Han Chengguang also specifically checked the information of the competition. This time the competition was held in London. Han Chengguang thought about it in his heart. London was the place where Xu Yanxin studied, that is, where Xu Yanxin's alma mater was. Take a walk around your alma mater, and there is a famous opera house in London, the Royal Opera House, Covent Garden, London.

Xu Yanxin likes opera very much, and Xu Yanxin must be very happy to be able to go to the opera with Xu Yanxin after participating in the competition.Han Chengguang felt that letting Xu Yanxin go out for a visit might make Xu Yanxin's condition a lot better, and he would gradually stop refusing to associate with people. Going out for a visit could also relax his mind!As for the cost... Han Chengguang thinks that brother Xu will pay for himself temporarily! (-_-|||）

After going back that day, Xu Mingxin also consulted Dr. Martin. Dr. Martin felt that going out was good and bad for Xu Yanxin. The good thing is that going out for a while and then focusing on things he likes is beneficial to Xu Yanxin's condition.But the bad thing is that there are many people going out. Based on Xu Yanxin's current distrust of outsiders, it is actually easy to make him nervous, and even accidentally self-defeating and aggravating his condition.

Xu Mingxin discussed with Dr. Martin for a long time, and Han Chengguang joined the discussion team after knowing about it. So every night after Xu Yanxin fell asleep, Han Chengguang would hide in the living room or bathroom with the computer in his arms and discuss with Dr. Martin and Xu Mingxin via video.

After discussing for three whole days, the final conclusion was to ask Han Chengguang to make mental preparations for Xu Yanxin. If Xu Yanxin could be persuaded to agree to go abroad to participate in the competition, then Xu Mingxin would prepare for the two of them. If Xu Yanxin disagreed, then forget about it. In short, everything should be based on Xu Yanxin's thoughts, and never force the Lord to break Xu Yanxin.

So on the second day, Han Chengguang took the materials he had prepared these days and went to Xu Yanxin's side.

Those materials are the materials Xu Yanxin found about the jewelry competition, the materials of Xu Yanxin's alma mater, and the opera performance list of the opera house for a whole month in November.

Flipping through the materials, Xu Yanxin was silent all the time, but Han Chengguang saw that Xu Yanxin spent the longest time on the jewelry competition materials, followed by operas and finally schools.

"I know what you're worried about? Xiaoyan, actually...there are not as many bad people in this world as you imagined. Of course there are bad people, but even if there are bad people, not every bad person is against us." Wait until After Xu Yanxin finished reading, Han Chengguang tentatively said.

Xu Yanxin frowned at Han Chengguang's words, his expression was a little ugly for a while, and he unconsciously bit his lip hard.

Xu Yanxin's expression made Han Chengguang silent for a while, and Han Chengguang put the materials in Xu Yanxin's hand on the table, then hugged Xu Yanxin with his arms and held Xu Yanxin in his arms.

"Xiaoyan, can you tell me why you don't like to go out? Do you think those people will harm you?"

With his arm on Han Chengguang's shoulder, Xu Yanxin's expression was a little painful. "I don't know, I don't like those people, they're all scary... I'm scared every time I go out, I'm afraid they'll look at me, I'm afraid they'll touch me, I feel like they want me dead, I'm really scared… ..." His voice was trembling, Xu Yanxin put his arms around Han Chengguang, trying to shrink himself into Han Chengguang's arms.

Xu Yanxin's words made Han Chengguang a little distressed, and he quickly put his arms around Xu Yanxin to protect Xu Yanxin in his arms.

"I sometimes think, instead of letting them kill me, I might as well do it myself so they can't get away with it."

Suddenly, Xu Yanxin, who was held in Han Chengguang's arms, uttered again, but although his voice was still trembling, there was a strangeness that Han Chengguang couldn't describe, and cold sweat broke out on Han Chengguang's back.

"Don't talk nonsense! I don't allow you to think that way!!!" His tone became a little fierce for a while, Han Chengguang pulled Xu Yanxin away and stared into Xu Yanxin's eyes.

"Cheng Guang..." Xu Yanxin was probably surprised by Han Chengguang's sudden tone.

"Promise me, don't think about it, Xu Yanxin...you know it. I love you! What will I do if you die? Are you going to make me sad? Or I will die with you when you die." Putting his hand on Xu Yanxin's face, Han Chengguang's tone was begging and sad.

Feeling very sad for a moment, Xu Yanxin saw the sadness in Han Chengguang's eyes, and the circles of his eyes gradually turned red, and then hurriedly shook his head. "I don't think nonsense, I was talking nonsense just now, I don't die, and you don't die either."

Heaving a sigh of relief, Han Chengguang immediately hugged Xu Yanxin in his arms, and it took a long time before he gradually let go.

After that, Han Chengguang leaned on the sofa, with one arm around Xu Yanxin, and the other holding Xu Yanxin's hand.

"Then every time you go out with me, will you be scared too?"

Leaning in Han Chengguang's arms, Xu Yan thought for a while and said, "... I'm afraid, but I know you're by my side. Even if those people want to hurt me with you, there's nothing they can do. You won't let them hurt me."

Xu Yanxin's words warmed Han Chengguang's heart, and he tilted his head and kissed Xu Yanxin's lips.

"Then I will accompany you to participate in this jewelry competition, will you still go?"

"I……"

"If you participate, the two of us will go together. If you are still worried, let your brother follow. We will accompany you. The jewelry competition will be held in early November. We will accompany you to participate. After the participation, we can still Where to go for a few more days, I will accompany you to see the opera you like, you can watch any opera you like, I will accompany you, and then we can taste the food there, but I don’t know what is good Eat, you must know what you studied there.

At that time, you have to take me to taste the delicious food, and then you take me to your alma mater and let me see the place where you used to go to school... Do you think it's okay? "

Han Chengguang's soft tone described the situation of going there, which made Xu Yanxin hesitant when he originally wanted to refuse, and began to unconsciously think of the two watching operas in the grand theater full of old London streets Well, that opera house also has a leisure center where they can drink tea, coffee and snacks. They can stay there almost all day, and then he can take Han Chengguang to taste the famous fish and chips in London. Han Chengguang must like very much.

There is also the college he went to, where he stayed for several years, allowing Han Chengguang to see all the places he has been to.

Seeing that Xu Yanxin was lost in thought, Han Chengguang kept silent and just waited for Xu Yanxin's result.

"Okay, let's go together."

At first, I thought that Xu Yanxin would think about it for at least one night, but Han Chengguang didn't expect Xu Yanxin to agree in less than 10 minutes. His expression showed no hesitation or struggle, and he even smiled, with a look of longing. Han Chengguang was stunned by that expression. He stopped, and even more itchingly pressed Xu Yanxin's lips and kissed him.

Since Xu Yanxin agreed to go without hesitation, Xu Mingxin immediately prepared to go after knowing what Han Chengguang said. It's a lot of fun to go together.

Brother Xu's work efficiency is still very high, and he quickly settled the air tickets for the three of them and the follow-up matters after arriving in London.

However, before departure, Han Chengguang took Xu Yanxin out to buy clothes. London in November is still very cold, and I heard that not only is the cold air there but also very humid, people who go there can easily catch colds, Xu Yanxin again I don't like to take medicine and injections, and it will be difficult to recover from a cold, and I will suffer.

As soon as he heard that Han Chengguang was going to take Xu Yanxin to buy clothes, Xu Mingxin immediately followed. Han Chengguang was going to go to those clothes stores and was passed, so Xu Mingxin directly asked the car to take the two of them to the store that Xu Yanxin always patronized.

Because Xu Mingxin has always loved Xu Yanxin very much, so the food and clothing for Xu Yanxin has always been the best, and Xu Yanxin has also cultivated Xu Yanxin's attention to food and clothing. Unfortunately, what Xu Mingxin did not expect is that after being with Han Chengguang, The time of being cared for by him seems to have disappeared in Xu Yanxin.

Xu Yanxin wears whatever clothes Han Chengguang buys, and Xu Yanxin eats whatever Han Chengguang cooks.Although the clothes that Han Chengguang bought for Xu Yanxin are already very good in the eyes of ordinary people, and the food that Han Chengguang cooks is also quite delicious, but all this makes Xu Mingxin feel very sad——The sad thing is that he provided Mingming So much better than Han Chengguang, but in Xu Yanxin's heart, Han Chengguang's status was actually higher than him.

When going to the clothing store that Xu Yanxin obviously likes very much, Xu Mingxin has to tell Han Chengguang first, and Xu Yanxin will follow Han Chengguang after Han Chengguang agrees, and when buying clothes, Xu Yanxin will try the clothes that Han Chengguang thinks look good without saying a word. And Xu Yanxin let Han Chengguang see the clothes he liked first, and Han Chengguang would try them on after nodding.

From Han Chengguang's point of view, buying clothes is a very painful thing, especially with the elder brother of the Xu family. Although Xu Mingxin helped Xu Yanxin look at the clothes, Han Chengguang nodded, but Xu Mingxin's face was still getting darker and darker, until the end. He already gave him a hard look regardless of his image. That look made Han Chengguang feel pressured! ! !

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