Holding the hand of the child, I promise you a lifetime gl

The four of them chatted for a while in the room, Shen Wei sighed heavily, "If your father is still here, I don't know how happy I would be to see you grow up so big."

Seeing this, Ding Qiang quietly retreated to the balcony and closed the glass door.Ning Ran just wanted to get up when she was pulled back to the sofa by Yuexi, "Sister, stay with me."

Seeing Shen Wei nodded slightly, Ning Ran sat back with peace of mind.

"Grandpa. My dad, how did he die?" Yuexi said while holding two fingers to his temple.

When Shen Wei saw Yuexi's action, he felt his heart beating hard by someone, and all the memories about Shen Shao were smashed out.Shen Wei said slowly, "You are really similar to your father, even your movements are exactly the same now. Sigh~" Shen Wei took a sip of tea, "Do you remember your mother?"

A figure of a woman flashed in Yuexi's mind. She was wearing a white nightgown and a black hair shawl. She was against the light and couldn't see her face clearly.

Seeing Yuexi frowned and remembering, Shen Wei opened his mouth unhurriedly.

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More than 20 years ago, Shen Shao was still a young man in his early 20s. He played the piano well and was handsome. He was considered a well-known talent back then.Everyone knows that Shen Wei's son is unrestrained and cynical, and he often blows Shen Wei's beard and stares angrily, but he just doesn't change.Coupled with a good martial artist and a Shangwen, who have different opinions, the father and son quarreled violently as soon as they met, and He Juan couldn't persuade them no matter how hard they tried.One day Shen Wei couldn't bear it anymore, and directly threw Shen Shao out of the house, telling him to go as far as he could.

Shen Shao is a weak scholar, but all scholars are a bit arrogant, on the day he left home, he secretly vowed that he would never go home unless he made some achievements to convince the old man.

Shen Shao didn't have much contact with his family in the next few years, until that Spring Festival, he showed up at the door of the house with a gentle and delicate girl.He Juan was both pleasantly surprised and worried, fearing that the father and son would turn the house into a mess again.But this time Shen Shao matured a lot, Shen Wei felt that his son had finally grown up, and he didn't need to worry as before, how could he know that this was the beginning of the nightmare.

Shen Shao soon proposed to Shen Wei and He Juan that he wanted to marry the girl named Su Nian beside him. The couple thought it was too sudden, and they didn't object. They just asked Shen Shao to stay at home for a few more days , so that I can get acquainted with Su Nian.But who knew that Shen Shao said that Su Nian already had a child of his own, and this time he came back just to inform the elders to let them be mentally prepared. They will get married in a few days. It is just a small wedding and there will not be too many invitations. people.

Shen Wei strongly opposed the hasty wedding, but considering that Su Nian was pregnant, he stayed at home for a whole day with a livid face.He Juan, however, likes this future daughter-in-law who is quiet and devoted to her son. The mother-in-law and daughter-in-law chat quietly at home, for fear that the loud noise will upset Shen Wei, and add another fire to Shen Wei's head. .

Although Shen Wei was holding fire in his heart, he was very satisfied with Su Nian, and the anger that was not going well also dissipated a lot, but he found that Shen Shao had always been sarcastic to Su Nian, and occasionally said a few words with a straight expression on his face. Impatient, Su Nian has always been soft-spoken and considers Shen Shao in everything.

Seeing the strange relationship between the two of them, Shen Wei finally couldn't bear it any longer, and called Shen Shao into the study, "What's the matter with you and Miss Su? You took her away without even telling us." Come back, and she has your child?"

"When she gives birth to the child, we will divorce and the child will belong to me." Shen Shao said while lighting a cigarette.

"What did you do? You, embarrassing! You have been studying for so many years! Marry people when they have a big belly, and kick them away after giving birth. Is this what people do? ?” Shen Wei slapped the desk.

"Dad, you don't know exactly what I did, so don't convict me casually. Besides, I'm not your soldier, and I don't have to follow your orders. I have my own choice." Shen Shao's tone was very tough, and he didn't want to tell Shen Weiduo that the relationship between father and son was not very good, so the atmosphere between the two became more rigid.

"You, hum! Well done! Your wings have grown hard, right? You don't want this home anymore? Let me see where you are going wild! Look at yourself, it's unseemly!" Shen Wei roared angrily.

"Dad, don't talk too much about things you don't understand, and don't worry about things that don't belong to you. In short, I have already decided on this matter, and I have already made an agreement with Su Nian, and she agreed." Shen Shao suddenly became gloomy, and pulled off his shirt collar irritably, "Don't you just want to kick me out of this family? I've lost your old face and our old Shen's face, but I have mine. Difficulties, you don't know what kind of woman Su Nian is, but I understand. So, please don't lose your temper with me for an unworthy woman, I'm tired, you can rest."

Shen Wei has never seen such a side of his son, no matter how noisy he was before, Shen Shao would not be so negative, even a little world-weary, very confused, "Remember what you said, I don't want to repeat, if you are a man, you have to Responsible."

"Stop talking, I've had enough of these years!" Shen Shao was very emotional, turned around and threw the chair against the wall.

He Juan and Su Nian heard the noise and rushed over, only to see Shen Shao clenching his teeth and staring at Shen Wei with his fists clenched.

"Shaoer, he is your father!" He Juan held Shen Shao's arm, fearing that the father and son would fight.

"Is he my dad? If he is my dad, he won't care about me, he won't lose his temper with me because of an outsider, he won't stare at me and blow his beard at every turn, and he will force me to do things I don't like to do since I was a child , If I don’t want to hit me! I’m already in my twenties, and he’s still pointing fingers at me, treating me like an idiot.” Shen Shao’s words were held back in his heart for a long time, and he stared at Shen Wei, “ You know what I hate the most about you? It's that you never care about my feelings, I'm your son! Your attitude towards the guards is [-] times better than your attitude towards me! I don't know where I am I have provoked you, and it is not pleasing to have you look at me like this! Everything I do is wrong, everything is wrong!" After Shen Shao shouted these words hoarsely, he pushed He Juan's hand away with red eyes, without looking back He slammed the door and went out.

"You...I..." Shen Wei was so angry that he couldn't speak, and blood gushed up one after another.

"Old Wei, Shao'er came back after a long time, and you scolded him away again. I feel bad for you like this..." He Juan stood at the door of the study, clutching her heart.

"Hmph! A loving mother is a loser! You are used to his current appearance!" Shen Wei was still furious.

"Uncle, calm down. I think Auntie's complexion is not very good. I will help her to rest first." Su Nian said with concern.

In the next few days, Shen Shao didn't go home, Shen Wei became more and more disappointed with his son, he was not in a good mood, he couldn't understand his expectations of him at all, and even misunderstood himself.

Soon, the small wedding was successfully held, but everyone could see the gap between Shen Shao and Su Nian, Shen Wei felt that his son was really messing around and left early.

A year later, Shen Wei came back with a tired face, messy hair, and unshaven beard, carrying the baby who was sleeping soundly. He knocked on the door, put the six-month-old child into He Juan's arms, left a package, and a He left without leaving a word.

Shen Wei trembled with anger when he found out, and called his own soldiers to escort Shen Shao back from the train station.

After returning home, Shen Shao did not struggle, and was very careful with the child, making her laugh, feeding her, putting her to sleep, and walking around with her in his arms.Shen Shao's calm made Shen Wei feel unbelievable but weird, Shen Wei didn't think about it, when he first saw the soft child in He Juan's arms, with black and bright eyes, The call of blood made him reach out and take the child, holding him in his arms like a baby.The relationship between father and son has improved a lot because of the little baby.

The child grows up day by day, but Shen Shao loses weight day by day, his whole body has changed, he has become an empty shell, he is absent-minded when he is with the child, and his face is covered with food when he is feeding. , always staring at the sleeping face of the child in a daze, becoming more and more fond of drinking, often getting drunk, and waking up suddenly after falling asleep with the bottle in his arms.

He Juan saw the pain in her eyes and her heart, she secretly wiped her tears every night, but she didn't dare to let Shen Wei know.

After another year, Shen Shao received a letter, and he locked himself in the house for many days.Then he tidied himself up cleanly, dressed neatly, and went out with the child.For several days in a row, Shen Shao treated the child surprisingly well, as if he wanted to make up for something.He Juan was very happy to see her son cheering up, but Shen Wei felt that Shen Shao's every move had deep meaning.One night, Shen Shao put the sleeping child back on the bed, and invited Shen Wei and He Juan to the study.

"Dad, Mom, I will have to trouble the second elder to take care of the child." Shen Shao looked guilty, "The child is more than two years old and has no name yet, because I don't want people to know what kind of parents she has. As a father, I It really doesn't deserve it."

"Are you going on a long trip?" Shen Wei felt that his son's words revealed parting.

"Dad, listen to me first. I may not come back to see you often in the future. Mom still has a child. I have some things to deal with. I stayed at home for so long because of the child. However, I don't know the name of the child." Think it over, I want you to take a look." With a wave of Shen Shao's hand, two chic words appeared on the paper, "Qing Ling."

"Shen Qingling?" He Juan whispered.

"Well, Qingling." When Shen Shao read the name, he exuded a burst of tenderness, "Her mother's name."

"Ah? Then, where is that Su Nian?" Shen Wei was also taken aback.

"Su Nian, hmph, she is a lunatic, she is not worthy." Shen Shao felt annoyed when he mentioned Su Nian, "If it wasn't because Qing Ling couldn't bear it, this child would never have appeared."

"Shao'er, I'm confused, what's going on?" He Juan felt that everything was so confusing.

"Mom, as long as you know that the child belongs to me and Qingling, it's none of other people's business." Shen Shao took out a photo from his wallet and smiled like a child, "This is your daughter-in-law , her name is Meng Qingling, the person I love the most in my life."

"It's ridiculous, why don't you marry her, but marry someone you don't love?" Shen Wei was confused.

"Qingling is gone, and she will never come back..." Shen Wei's voice dropped, with deep nostalgia, "She made me responsible for Su Nian and let me marry Su Nian; she was lying on the hospital bed. I was here with another woman when she was gone and I came back with the baby and she loved it, even if it wasn't hers...she was always so kind and great and forgiving All the mistakes I've made, even this kid."

He Juan and Shen Wei sat on the sofa and listened, stunned for a long time.