swear by the wind

After Ge Ziyan left home, he took the last train bound for the suburbs.There were very few passengers on this bus, only five or six people sat sparsely, and the car was stuffy, except for the noise of the car engine, no one made a sound.From the bustling urban area to the quiet and desolate suburbs, it seems that he has traveled through two completely different worlds. Ziyan looked back out of the window, the sun that had just started to set was still dazzling, and the speeding speed made the scene in front of him a bizarre stage In the midway of the play, there are people coming on stage and curtain calls, coming and going in a hurry, until there is only a dry winter scenery left.

...Ling Tian, ​​you...don't hate me please...

The last thing I want is Ling Tian's hatred for him, but will it?If he loves himself so much, but finds out that he is the source of the disaster in the end, will he not complain or hate?Probably not, that kind of hatred has tortured him for so many years, it doesn’t mean that he can let go of it, but he can actually forgive Ling Tian’s pain, and…maybe…I am not that important to Ling Tian That kind of situation... right?Without himself, he and that Duan Yufeng should be very happy... right...

--Ling Tian, ​​in fact, I am still very grateful to you.Thank you for letting me know what love is, thank you for letting me feel what it is to be loved.

The afterglow of the setting sun illuminated half of the sky, faint clouds stopped at the end of the sky under the twilight, and the cold wind on the top of the mountain blew by one after another, carrying a little bit of cold water vapor, quickly swallowing up the meager warmth accumulated during the day.On the narrow mountain path, a thin figure was staggering and slowly approaching the platform on the top of the mountain. His disordered breathing was as heavy as a broken bellows. Every time he climbed a certain distance, he heard a violent cough rushing from the person's throat. Come out, as if I want to cough up my heart all at once.

"hu-hu--"

Ge Ziyan leaned against a tree by the side of the road and panted heavily, rubbing his hands on his chest to relieve the pain caused by coughing, his whole body was shivering with cold, but his forehead was hot, but he didn't care, it could be said that There is no need to care.When he first arrived at the bottom of this mountain, he was surprised to find that compared with the previous heavy depression, he felt a sense of relief when facing this mountain. The whole person felt like a moth emerging from a cocoon. The shackles all over the body are also gone with the biting cold, and only one pounce is needed to achieve the last beauty of this life.

"Cough, cough...don't cough...you'll be fine later...let me save some strength to climb up...cough cough"

Ge Ziyan talked to himself, propped up his body vigorously, gritted his teeth, and struggled to climb to the top of the mountain not far away...

"Heh! It's finally here!"

Following the appearance in his memory, Ge Ziyan found the place where the accident happened that year, walked slowly there, leaned half on the edge of the cliff, looked at the faint blue under the cliff in the dim twilight, With a sore nose, big tears rolled out of the eye sockets, sobbing for a while.

"Father, I'm sorry, my son is so unfilial. I have forgotten you here for so many years and I don't remember it until now. If it wasn't for me, you and mother wouldn't have done such unnatural things. If it wasn't for me, You and mom should be living happily together now! Cough—cough—, sorry, I came too late."

"Dad, after tonight, our family of three can be reunited. You don't have to be alone anymore. With my mother and I by your side, we can live happily in another world, right?"

After panting for a while, Ge Ziyan struggled to stand up and looked up at the sky where the bright moon and stars were gradually appearing.In the distance at the foot of the mountain, dots of colorful neon lights distort the light under the blurred vision of tears, reflecting the noise in the night. From time to time, there are bursts of firecrackers from the foot of the mountain, and gorgeous fireworks are blooming everywhere. It is a festive day for the New Year thicker than the day.

"Hehe, it's so lively! It turns out that people are so happy, that's great!"

"Ahem--" Another severe cough came up, and it finally eased up a little, and the sudden pain in the chest triggered a cold sweat, as if being repeatedly gnawed by thousands of small insects.Ge Ziyan suppressed the pain, panting for a long time before he gradually calmed down, sitting on the edge of the cliff and breathing deeply the cold and damp mountain wind, the bitter wind blew across his cheeks as if being brushed by the tip of a needle.He sat motionless on the cold ground, just calmly looking at the distant night sky, a few stars faintly glowing coldly, reflecting the crescent moon in the distance, adding vividness to the lonely night.

-- I wonder if that person is looking at the night sky now?However, at least at this moment we are still breathing the same air, it turns out that just this can make me feel satisfied, hehe...

"Auntie, I'm Ge Ziyan, forgive me for not coming to see you until now, and please forgive me for the harm I caused to Ling Tian. All this is because of me that my parents have done so unforgivably to you In the end, you saved me with your own life."

"I know that nothing I say can make up for the horrific mistake our family has made to you, and it has caused Ling Tian to suffer for so many years, but I, who is the most culprit, dare not face all this uprightly, I can only cowardly I chose this way to seek relief, I know that this kind of disguised escape is not a betrayal to Ling Tian, ​​but I really don’t know how to face him.”

"Ling Tian gave me the warmth I have never had in my life, and let me know what love is. I also fantasized about a bright future with Ling Tian, ​​but it is a pity that I am not the one who can accompany him to the end. I love him, and I hope to do something to eliminate his pain, but with such a heavy sin, what else can I do? Apart from death, is there any way to wash away the blood of my sin? I owe Ling Tian too much in this life, let everything end today! In my next life, I hope there will be a next life, let me make it up to him..."

The high fever had made Ge Ziyan's sanity a little blurry, his ears were filled with buzzing sounds, and his eyes darkened intermittently. He tremblingly took out a small knife from his pocket, and the sharp blade glowed under the moonlight. Looking at the cold light, it touched the icy cold skin on his wrist.After taking one last look at the bright lights in the distance, Ge Ziyan closed his eyes, and stroked hard without hesitation...

Warm blood splashed out, sprinkled on Ge Ziyan's face and clothes, and gradually beautiful and life-threatening flowers bloomed around his body, and his body temperature gradually dropped with the lost blood...

- Hehe, so the sound of blood is like this! ...very beautiful...

The rapid loss of blood made Ge Ziyan unable to raise his hand, but he still raised one hand with all his strength, slightly opened his palm, and faced the towering tall buildings shrouded in colorful neon lights in the distance at the foot of the mountain. It seems to want to grab something.

There, there used to be a warm home for him.

"Yanyan!" It seemed like a hoarse shout came from a distance.

--This... is Ling Tian's voice? !Is it an auditory hallucination?But -- it's great, even if it's an auditory hallucination, it's a very happy thing to hear his voice before leaving!

"Bang-bang-" A gorgeous and eye-catching fireworks exploded from the sky above the mountain top, illuminating half of the night sky, and turned into wisps of blue smoke that dissipated in the endless night with the wind.

At the moment when Ziyan fell to the ground, the last scenery in his eyes was the fleeting brilliance...

--Ling Tian, ​​you must be happy—

The wind blew, carrying a few small snowflakes, blowing away Ge Ziyan's low whispers, and drifting away to nowhere with his last sigh...

It's snowing again...

Ling Tian galloped all the way to the foot of the mountain at a speed he had never experienced in his life. As soon as he stopped the car, he hurriedly took the flashlight from the car and ran to the top of the mountain at full speed. He called Ziyan's name loudly, hoping that Ziyan could He heard his own voice in this empty mountain forest, and the entire empty mountain forest echoed his voice calling Ziyan.

The snow in the mountains has not been completely removed in the past few days, and there is still a thin layer of ice on the mountain road at this time.Ling Tian stumbled and fell many times along the way, but even if his face was scratched by a branch and his palms were bleeding, he was already out of breath from running, and he never stopped for a second. Waiting for him, even for a second, he will get to Ziyan's side earlier.

"Boom-boom--"

When Ling Tian was about to reach the top of the mountain, a large expanse of dazzling fireworks suddenly bloomed in the sky above his head. The glaring light arrogantly took away the darkness of the night, and made Ling Tian's heart tremble unconsciously.

"Hiko!"

As if sensing something, Ling Tian suddenly quickened his pace, and rushed up to the top of the mountain in three steps in two.As soon as he reached the top of the mountain, Ling Tian saw the figure lying quietly on the ground by the edge of the cliff at a glance. Under the flickering light of the fireworks, the bright red all over his body hurt Ling Tian's eyes.

"No! Don't do this! -- Yan Yan!!"

Ling Tian was completely taken aback by the blood red eyes, and for a moment his whole body became so stiff that he couldn't move.

"Bang!" Immediately afterwards, another firework exploded in the black as black air, pulling Ling Tian back to his senses from the shock. He rushed over, hugged Ge Ziyan, and found that his left wrist was still there. With warm blood gushing out rapidly, he tore off his tie and tied his wrist tightly, and took off his coat to wrap it tightly around his already chilly body.

"Yanyan! Wake up! I am Ling Tian! Yanyan..."

While crying and calling Ge Ziyan's name, Ling Tian slapped Ge Ziyan's cold face hard, hoping to stimulate his sanity and give him the confidence to live, but the person in his arms didn't respond at all, powerlessly Her head was drooping, lifeless, her long eyelashes were covered with snowflakes, she was as pure as an angel's lost wings, but she would no longer be able to dance beautifully.The face that was originally as delicate as a jade carving was stained with blood red, painting a soul-stirring stern beauty.

"what--!!"

A scream of grief resounded through the forest, and circled in the silent mountain.The snow is getting bigger and bigger, and each flower is dancing hard before falling to the ground, hoping to leave the most beautiful track in its short life.

At this time, the top of the mountain was empty.The wind is still raging, and the snow is still raging.In just a few hours, several inches of snow had accumulated, and under that pure white and unmarked surface, what was covered was only the trace of a person's existence.