after double rebirth

Tan Yi's height is nearly 1.9 meters, just standing there can give people an extremely strong sense of oppression, alpha's extremely aggressive pheromone permeates, he stands at the door with a cold face, his gaze is like a blade Usually, cutting on two people will bring a real pain.

Ji Huai couldn't help shaking, the fear spread, making his heart beat wildly and his limbs go limp, it was not only the oppression brought by pheromones, but also the shadow of the previous life, he didn't dare to imagine, let Tan Yi know He has the memory of the previous life, what will the other party do.

Tan Yi's eyes lingered on Ji Huai for a few seconds, then turned to Cheng Youcheng's face.Although he had only met this doctor once, and it was three years ago, the other's face was still deeply engraved in his heart.

"Cheng Youcheng." Tan Yi spit out three words slowly, his voice as cold as icicles.

Although Cheng Yousheng didn't know why the alpha on the opposite side had such great hostility towards him, but from the first impression, he didn't have a good impression of Tan Yi, and he asked neither humble nor humble, "I am, what's the matter?"

Tan Yi said coldly: "Are you his boyfriend?"

Cheng Youcheng obviously didn't expect the other party to ask such a question, and was taken aback for a moment: "No, he is my patient's family."

Tan Yi nodded and repeated: "The patient's family."

If Tan Yi was still skeptical about Ji Huai's rebirth before, then his move to find Cheng Yousheng today is undoubtedly an ironclad proof.Cheng Yousheng is not very old, and he is not even a formal clinician until now. Apart from the fetters of his previous life, what reason could Ji Huai have for coming to him?

Ji Huai is lying to him.

Cheng Yousheng suddenly noticed that his hands were shaking, he turned his head and found that it wasn't him shaking, but Ji Huai.Ji Huai grabbed his arm unconsciously, breathing rapidly, his eyes frightened, and his whole body trembling.

His eyes widened: "You, are you okay? Do you have any underlying diseases?"

Ji Huai ignored him, he knew very well that Tan Yi had seen through him, and he couldn't hide.

His voice was very unsteady, and his pitch was a little high because of excitement: "You follow me!"

"I don't... I'm just worried about you. Ji Huai, listen to me, we need to have a good talk. "

Tan Yi saw his pitiful appearance like a baby bird on the top of a beast, and his heart ached. He took half a step forward, but Ji Huai immediately took a big step back. Cheng Youcheng didn't understand why, but Out of instinct, he turned to block Ji Huai.

Tan Yi's eyes immediately became fierce: "Get out of the way, it's none of your business here."

Cheng Yousheng was not to be outdone: "This is a hospital, not a place for you to fight fiercely. If you hurt other people, I will call the police."

Tan Yihan said: "I will not hurt him, he is my omega."

"Domestic violence is also illegal!"

Tan Yi was obviously irritated. His feelings towards Cheng Yousheng were very complicated. On the one hand, it was because of the resentment caused by the dispute in the mourning hall in the previous life. On the other hand, he also had to admit that in Ji Huai's last days, Cheng Yousheng More reliable than him, and gave Ji Huai more care.This realization made him even angrier.

"I'll say it again, it's about the two of us, it has nothing to do with you. No matter how much you do, I'll make it impossible for you to be a doctor again."

"You!" Cheng Youcheng was also irritated, he took a step forward, but Ji Huai immediately grabbed his sleeve with his backhand, Tan Yi was right, this is a matter between the two of them, Ji Huai can't let Cheng Youcheng get involved, He knew very well that what Tan Yi said was not empty words, he had the ability to influence Cheng Yousheng's future.

Ji Huai looked at Tan Yi, that was the face he missed infinitely after separation, and it was also the person he wished to meet when he was seriously ill, even if it was to hear his voice.But Tan Yi didn't see him, didn't answer his phone, and even took his life with his own hands.

"What do you want?" Ji Huai's voice revealed despair.

"I want to have a good talk with you. This is not the place to talk. Let's go downstairs, can we?" Tan Yi said urgently, with a hint of hope in his eyes.

"Let's go." Ji Huai walked in the direction of the elevator first.

Cheng Youcheng tugged at him: "Don't leave the hospital, there are security guards here."

Ji Huai smiled at him, turned around and left, his thin back seemed lonely and small in the turbulent crowd.Tan Yi glanced at Cheng Youcheng unkindly, and immediately chased after him.

"Get in the car, it's a bit sunny outside." Tan Yi said after catching up with Ji Huai.

"No need, there is a garden between the outpatient building and the inpatient department, and there are seats there." Ji Huai looked up at the numbers on the elevator display to avoid eye contact with Tan Yi.

"it is good."

The two sat down on the chairs bathed in the sun. It was almost noon, and the sun was hot. Most of the patients had gone back to the ward to rest and have lunch after walking, so there were not many people in the garden.

As soon as he sat down, Tan Yi cut to the point: "You remember, don't you?"

Ji Huai said wearily: "So what if you are, so what if you are not? What do you want to do? I swear, I will never participate in your life again, nor will I appear in your sight. If you feel dissatisfied , I can leave City A, or I can go abroad after I have saved enough money. The world is big, and I won’t cause any trouble to you, Mr. Tan, I just want to live. "

Tan Yi's heart was so painful that it seemed to burst: "I didn't think you were troubled! Ji Huai, I didn't do that thing."

Ji Huai looked at him, and said after a long time, "...what is it?"

Tan Yi couldn't say it, how dark and terrifying the past was for Ji Huai, it was also unbearable for him to look back on, he tried his best to organize his words, and every sentence seemed to cut a knife in his heart: "Who wants that?" Donating bone marrow, the person who regrets donating the most is being manipulated. I didn’t receive your last call to me. I... I’m sorry, I didn’t know about it, and I didn’t try to stop it.”

"Being manipulated..."

Tan Yi's voice lowered: "It's Zhuang Yelin, I'm sorry, Ji Huai, I didn't realize it."

Ji Huai's gaze was a bit hollow: "Zhuang Yelin, that's the one who resembles me. No, I can't say that, it's me who resembles him."

He stroked the moles at the end of his eyes and the corners of his eyes: "It's very similar here, right? I was also surprised when I saw him for the first time. I never thought that there could be two people who look like this in the world. But it's just The shell is like, such a person, how can I be compared with him."

"That's not the case!" Tan Yi said in a flustered tone, "You are different from him. He is a criminal in human skin. It was my fault that I couldn't see him clearly. I really regret it, Ji Huai, Do you know, after you left, it took me three years to be reborn, three years, more than 1000 days, I spent every day in regret and self-blame, I was really going crazy."

He leaned over to hold Ji Huai's hand, but the other side avoided him.

Tan Yi said hoarsely: "Ji Huai, I know you hate me and are afraid of me, but you believe me, I didn't do that thing, if I knew that Zhuang Yelin was such a person, I would definitely try my best Go stop him, I never thought of hurting you, I am... I love you."

Love……

During the four years they were together, Tan Yi never told him about love. Ji Huai heard it today, saying that it was a lie that there was no fluctuation in his heart, but it was followed by deeper sorrow.

Seeing that Ji Huai didn't respond, Tan Yi became more urgent: "Ji Huai, can you say something? We are all reborn, and we can come again. Give me a chance to make it up to you, okay?"

"Can we come again?" Ji Huai seemed to have heard some fantasy, "Tan Yi, why do you think I will repeat the mistakes of the previous life? I admit, I loved you, but I risked my life , I’m already sober, we should end it, and return what you said.”

Tan Yi's face faded: "No, I can't accept it. I know that incident hurt you deeply, but I promise that it will never happen again this time, and I will protect you. I will do my best to compensate you."

Ji Huai suddenly became excited: "Is that the only thing, Tan Yi, is it the only thing!"

He stood up, his blood was rushing up with anger, and his cheeks were flushed: "You will never learn to consider other people's feelings! Even if you are reborn ten times, a hundred times, you will still be that self-centered talker." Yi! You took me as Zhuang Yelin's stand-in, and lied to me like a fool for four years! You asked me to give you another chance, and I told you, no, all my lover's abilities were in those four years I'm exhausted in my wishful thinking, and I'll never love anyone again!"

"Do not……"

Ji Huai didn't even give him a chance to speak, the whites of his eyes were covered with red blood, he pointed at the seat where the two of them sat, and shouted, "You asked me to give you a chance, who will give it a chance?" ? This place is the place where our children saw the sun for the last time, I killed it, I signed it with my own hands, I killed it! Do you know what you were doing that day? You were at Zhuang Yelin's concert Go! If I knew that I would not be able to survive in the end, I would definitely not kill it. It would be good to let it live for another day. Maybe I could still hear its heartbeat and feel its fetal movement. In the end, I will accompany it Let's go together, we will not be afraid."

Although Ji Huai knew that even without abortion, the child would not survive to be born, but it was an abyss that he would never be able to walk through. He could never let go of the loneliness, despair, and pain in his life.

Ji Huai choked up and said, "Tan Yi, it's impossible for us. I don't want to see you. When I see you, I will think of it, and I will think of the four years of dark days I lived. Did you take the bone marrow or did Zhuang Ye take it away?" Is it important that Lin took it? I didn’t want to live at all. The biggest misfortune in my last life was meeting you, so why do you think I will make the same mistake again in this life?”

Tan Yi looked at him stiffly, Ji Huai's heartbreaking accusation made him no longer stand to plead, the hurt he suffered was far deeper and heavier than Tan Yi imagined, all explanations were pale and powerless , Tan Yi once again realized that even if there is a chance of rebirth, a mistake is a mistake, and irreversible is irreversible.

"I'm leaving." Ji Huai wiped his face, turned around and left without looking back.