after double rebirth

"You're not doing well."

A In the consulting room of the Hematology Department of the Central Hospital, the doctor and the patient sit opposite each other on both sides of a table.The sunlight came in from the window and fell on the white coat, covering it with a layer of soft honey color. The warm color was at odds with the doctor's furrowed brows.

In the hematology department, he was used to seeing death, but he still felt pity for the thin Omega in front of him.

"Is there no way to treat it?" Omega sat in the shadow where the sun couldn't reach, her delicate face was covered with a layer of shadow.His drooping eyelashes closed his dark eyes, and there was a light red tear mole under the corner of his right eye, his expression was so calm that it was almost numb.

"It's quite serious, but there is still hope for treatment," the doctor tried to reassure. "We will arrange chemotherapy for you first, and find a matching bone marrow at the same time. If you can successfully transplant, there is still a possibility of cure."

Omega nodded, still didn't have much reaction, as if the person opposite was talking about the life and death of others.

"However," the doctor said with some difficulty, "Your child cannot be saved, and the pregnancy must be terminated."

Omega's hands resting on the table trembled nervously, and he finally raised his lowered eyebrows and looked straight at the doctor.

They were a pair of beautiful eyes, shaped like the most beautiful peach blossom petals on a branch in March, and the lifeless pool of water in the eyes also became turbulent because of the doctor's words.

"……what?"

"You're only seven weeks pregnant, and you might not know it yet." The doctor couldn't look him in the eye, and he looked down at the checklist, which contained the patient's information, Ji Huai, male omega, 25 years old.

The diagnosis was high-risk acute T-lymphoblastic leukemia.

Ji Huai's whole body trembled. He clenched his hands into fists and then loosened them. Finally, trembling, he stroked his lower abdomen, covering it lightly.

"I want it." Ji Huai was only silent for two seconds, then said firmly.

"Listen to me to explain the situation first..."

"I want to give birth." Ji Huai interrupted the doctor hastily, "I know I can't take medicine and chemotherapy for pregnancy, and I'm dying."

Ji Huai held his lower abdomen tightly, as if he was afraid that someone would hurt the unformed baby in his stomach.His mind was in chaos, ecstatic at one moment, deeply worried at another, thinking about who would raise the child after it was born, and hesitating whether to hand it over to Tan Yi, the alpha father of the child.

When Tan Yi proposed to break up with him, he asked him to test whether he was pregnant. His words were very sincere at the time, what did he say...

"Ye Lin's gland is injured, he will probably never have a child again, if you get pregnant, give birth to him, Ye Lin and I will raise him, and Ye Lin will treat him as his own child Love, I will also give him the best growth environment, you know, I have this ability."

At that time, the baby was already in his womb, but it was so obedient, it didn't move at all, and it fooled the doctor.

It must have disliked its alpha dad and didn't want to follow him.

Ji Huai thought wildly for a long time, and suddenly a smile appeared on his face.

He had to give birth to it, and he couldn't live up to the little guy's trust.

Facing his patient, the doctor gritted his teeth. He was still young and had not yet been hardened by life and death, and his voice was a little unstable when he spoke: "There is not enough time. If you don't treat it, you probably won't be able to." until the baby is born."

This has been said very conservatively. In fact, if Ji Huai does not intervene in time, Ji Huai's life will disappear at an extremely fast speed, like a flame that has lost its fuel. Maybe three months, maybe ten days, he will be completely exhausted. leave.And the existence of this fetus is like pouring another pot of water on the flames, which will only make him consume his own life faster.

Ji Huai shook his head: "Treatment doesn't necessarily cure it, does it?"

The doctor was a little anxious: "There is always hope for treatment. As long as you find a donor for bone marrow transplantation, you may survive. You are still so young, as long as the disease is cured, you will have children in the future."

"It won't happen." Ji Huai gently touched his flat abdomen, trying to feel a little bit of new life force from it, but unfortunately it was too small, so he could only give up with regret.

"Ji Huai, where are your family members? I want to talk to them." The doctor gave up trying to persuade the stubborn patient and asked instead.

Ji Huai smiled, "I have no family."

His only blood relative is still sleeping in his stomach.

"You..." The doctor gritted his teeth, then sighed helplessly, with more pity in his eyes, "If the fetus is over 16 weeks old and has developed a complete placenta and organs, it will not affect your chemotherapy. There is still room to fight for it. But now it is only seven weeks, not to mention your current physical condition, even a healthy person may have a miscarriage. Ji Huai, your own life is not guaranteed, why do you want it?"

Ji Huai's heart was pounding. Leukemia caused excessive proliferation of abnormal white blood cells, which brought many side effects, such as dizziness, palpitations and fatigue.Just as he was pressing his heart and wanted to slow down for a while, suddenly his nasal cavity became hot, and a large stream of blood gushed out from his already extremely anemic body.

The doctor on the opposite side immediately stood up, and the seat clanged so loudly: "Lean your head forward, don't look up. Nurse! Bring an ice pack!"

He leaned over, supported Ji Huai's back of the head with one hand, and pressed his nose with the other to stop the bleeding. The nurse quickly took an ice pack and stuck it on Ji Huai's forehead.Bleeding is a terrible thing for a leukemia patient. Fortunately, the doctor handled it properly and it didn't last long, but it still made Ji Huai's already pale lips even less bloody.

"Look at your physical condition yourself, what are you doing...forget it," the doctor saw his disastrous face, and couldn't bear to push him any further, so he had to back down first, "Go and go through the hospitalization procedures first, Go back and have a good rest, and think about it seriously.”

Ji Huai looked up at the doctor's badge, "Thank you, Doctor Cheng."

He slowly stood up and left Cheng Yousheng's consulting room, and then went to the lobby on the first floor to go through the formalities alone. Fortunately, during the period, a few kind doctors and nurses saw that his physical condition was really bad, and helped him save some procedures, and finally finished the procedure successfully Redundant procedures.

It was already five o'clock in the afternoon when Ji Huai changed into his hospital gown and sat beside the hospital bed. At this time, if Tan Yi had no important meetings or meeting arrangements, he should be in the gym, but he would wear a bracelet so as not to miss important calls .

Ji Huai sat by the bed with his mobile phone in hand for a long time, until Tan Yi's fitness time was about to end in 10 minutes, he went to take a shower and continued to work, then he made up his mind, and dialed out the words he knew so well but Did not call the number several times.

He thought, he just asked Tan Yi if he could help introduce a better doctor, and he would not tell him about his pregnancy.Although he got a good breakup fee, it is difficult to get an account of the hematology department in City A, and it is even more difficult to get an account of a well-known expert. Cheng Yousheng is already the best doctor he can find, but Tan Yi must have other doctors. way.

The bell rang for five seconds and the phone was picked up.But on the opposite side was a sweet female voice: "Hi, this is Mr. Tan's secretary, who is it?"

Ji Huai was startled, and then said: "Can you give Mr. Tan the phone number?"

The person on the other side was still smiling: "Sorry, Mr. Tan has a private appointment right now, so he can't answer the phone. May I help you?"

Ji Huai was silent for a while: "Thank you, no need."

Is it Zhuang Yelin for a private date?Knowing that these things have nothing to do with him, Ji Huai still couldn't help guessing.

Even when they were together, Ji Huai was forced to learn to live with those pervasive work calls.More than once, the dinner for the two was interrupted by a hasty phone call, so only the cold dishes and Ji Huai were left on the table.

Now, even private numbers are taken over by secretaries.

Ji Huai covered his eyes and smiled.

His eyes were a little sore, he didn't know if it was because of tears, or because of the low fever that came up in the evening.

He dragged himself to pick up a cup of hot water, and when he walked through the corridor, he could smell the aroma of food coming from the next ward.Although he hadn't had a drop of water all day, when he smelled the smell, instead of feeling hungry, Ji Huai felt a surge of stomach acid, which forced him to retch, so he speeded up his pace desperately, and threw himself into the bathroom of the ward , vomited in the dark, but there was nothing to vomit.

He propped his hands on the sink, his head drooping overwhelmed.After the panting subsided, his eyes moved to his arms.The originally white and thin arms are now covered with red spots of different sizes, which are symptoms of subcutaneous hemorrhage.

Ji Huai lost his strength even more, and slipped softly in the bathroom.

At 06:30, the nurse made rounds and found Ji Huai passed out in the bathroom.

At the same time, in the downtown CBD business district a few kilometers away, a family spends thousands of dollars per person in a western restaurant.

Tan Yi and Zhuang Yelin sat opposite each other, the red wine in front of them had already bottomed out, and the dishes on the table were all eaten up. Tan Yi held the wine glass in his hand, slowly savoring the aroma of the wine, while Dessert after watching the person across the table.

Zhuang Yelin has a pair of peach blossom eyes, a small red mole under the corner of his right eye, which makes these clean and clear eyes a little more charming, not much, but very attractive.

Zhuang Yelin bit the small silver fork and looked at Tan Yi with a smile: "What time is it?"

"It's past six, how's it going, is your meal ready?"

"Did we eat for an hour?" Zhuang Yelin said in surprise, "I didn't even feel it was so long... You won't be delayed, right? I'm sorry, I thought we could finish eating soon, next time I will definitely not bother you anymore."

Tan Yi smiled: "It's okay, there are not so many urgent things, you don't have to worry about these, just be as... as before."

Zhuang Yelin turned his head and stared at the tropical plants hanging on the side shelf. From this angle, his eyelashes were thick and long, and he seemed a little melancholy: "Can we really still be the same as before?"

Tan Yi affirmed: "Of course."

……

Ji Huai seemed to have lost a piece of memory. He felt that he was just too tired. He closed his eyes and took a short rest. When he opened them again, it was already two hours later.

Looking at the snow-white ceiling, Ji Huai was stunned for a long time, his hands resting on his lower abdomen, even when he was unconscious and fainted.

But he said, "I'm sorry, baby, we're not meant to be."

"Neither of us should have come into this world."