This is a competition of acting skills, this is the end of my stupidity, in the face of love, no matter how shrewd and calculating people will become ignorant, I have experienced it, and I know Feng Yuekai's difficulty better than anyone else.

So I don't want him to have any results because of my involvement.

Some people always say that after being together for so many years, they must understand every thought and see through every action easily.

In fact, no, even if you know the other person better, he is not me, and I am not him. Sometimes I still suspect or have other ideas.

So actually do Pan.What Xianzhi said is very simple, as long as I am willing, the good relationship between us will be easily broken and cannot be restored.

Sacred love does not allow betrayal, not to mention Feng Yuekai is a perfectionist, he does not want or allow others to betray him.

When the night falls, my thoughts will follow Feng Yuekai like a ghost. I am afraid that after I relax a little, I will shorten the time between us.

I lay on the bed, quietly waiting for Pan.Xianzhi's instructions.

At this moment, I am like a careless puppet. I will do whatever the thread on my head controls me.

From that day on, I would wake up from my dream with tears in my eyes, and then I would see Feng Yuekai's distressed eyes, and he would gently wipe away my tears, and he would carefully help me tidy up my clothes, but he would never ask me what was wrong.

I understand that he is waiting for me to speak, but I don't think I will have the chance to speak in my life.

Feng Yuekai suddenly became very free. He would go home to accompany the children and the elderly. Even if his father could not accept us, at least he would not reject Feng Yuekai, let alone urge him and me to move out of the house.

I know my father has wavered, I don't even know if it's a good thing or a bad thing, these days are the most tangled days in my life, my brows never relax, Feng Yuekai never let go of my eyes, How much he wanted to ask me, he was more anxious than me.

In my dream, I would dream that Feng Yuekai accused me, saying that I betrayed him, that I was only with him for money from the beginning, and that I wanted to win his property.

I couldn't explain it to a hundred words, and I was as anxious as an ant on a hot pan.

Finally, Pan.Hyun Chi asked me to do the first thing, I sat on the sofa and watched the TV screen, the actors in it were smiling happily, as if celebrating Pan.Hyun Chi opened the prelude.

I watched the TV program intently, and I didn't even know my father came over.

"Su Ming?"

I was startled, and turned around to look, "Dad, are you still awake at this late hour?"

"I think it's time for us, father and son, to have a good talk"

I nodded and poured a glass of water to my father, "Su Ming, I know what you and Feng Yuekai mean, and Feng Jingjing who talked to me repeatedly, I also know your intentions during this time, but I can also see some In terms of things, the most obvious thing is that you are no longer as active as before. You are my son, and I will only think about you, not others. I can see the feelings of that kid Feng Yuekai, but I I have also observed you for a long time. During this period of time, your abnormality has made everyone very worried. I don’t know if it’s because you are too worried about my thoughts, or you have already begun to consider my opinions. In short, what do you say, Dad I can share it for you"

I didn't expect my father to say such a thing. It seems that my father who calmed down still thought a lot, but it's a pity that it's a bit late to say these things. Feng's finally returned to normal operation. Even if I can't help Feng Yuekai to tide over the difficulties completely, but At least I can hold off for him for a while, let him catch his breath.

"Dad, do you like it here?"

My father looked at me and didn't answer, so I continued to ask, "Dad, shall we go home? You don't want to stay here, so let's go back."

My father looked at me and nodded, "If this is your last choice, then I won't stop you, because you know, this is what I want too"

I smiled and lay on my father's shoulders "Let's not stay here anymore, let's go to another city"

Father nodded "Okay, as you like"

I know that if I don't change my attitude from now on, it will be even more cruel to Feng Yuekai after he finds out that I did all of this.

There are many choices to be made in this life, but seldom do the right ones. I don’t know if I’m digging my own grave, but I don’t want to be a drag bottle, I just want to do something for Feng Yuekai.

I learned a lot from Shi Ran's incident. Sometimes people are stupid, but because of that stupidity, they are often much firmer.

Feng Yuekai and I always miss, this may be the so-called no fate, we always do some wrong things at the right time, and then forgive each other and start over.

But we all understand that this kind of relationship cannot last for too long, but even so, we have been going around for more than ten years. Feng Yuekai has always been very firm in my attachment to him. Indeed, he thinks right , He knows me well, and understands me well enough.

The next day, I went to Feng Yuekai's company and deliberately asked Feng Yuekai's secretary, "Is Mr. Feng here?"

"Yes, Mr. Su, what's the matter?"

"Oh, it's okay, it's okay, you're busy"

I went downstairs and took a taxi to the factory. The closed factory has been locked and any production is prohibited, but because of Pan.Xianzhi has already communicated and allowed me to go in.

A part of the factory was scorched black by the fire, and the original appearance could not be seen.

Walking past the machine, I could still see the workers putting down the unfinished materials. I went through the office of the factory, because it was closed at that time, so no one had touched it.

I looked through the accounts and there are some records. Many places have been changed at a glance, but I don’t understand the details of the accounts, so I don’t understand them, so I just throw them aside.

Pan.I understand what Xianzhi means. Many people here have been tampered with. If I don't want the police to find out, then I can only set a fire and burn it all here, so that they can't be found.

He knows how to count. I did the good and the bad.

The guards at the gate were well communicated, and they didn't know what I was here for, so they didn't stop me. After all, the oppression from above was even more cruel to them.

When I came in, no one paid attention to my appearance. I was armed in advance. After almost everything was done, I opened the safety exit of the factory, looked at the terrain, and then used a lighter to open the account details. lit.

The flames grew bigger and bigger, jumped onto the stake, and burned all the way to the hall. I quickly ran out from the safety exit, and then quickly climbed onto Pan.Xianzhi prepared the car for me. From a distance, I could see thick smoke billowing from the factory. I saw the guard at the gate anxiously calling on the phone, but he was at a loss for the rapidly rising fire.

I went back to Pan.Xianzhi's apartment was published in the newspaper in the afternoon, and the factory of the Feng Group was set on fire for the second time. Who was the murderer?

Pan.Xian Zhi poured two glasses of brandy, and we clinked glasses to celebrate, "Su Ming, doesn't it feel good to help him accomplish something?"

I sighed and looked at the glass in my hand, "Don't you think it's boring if you do this?"

"Oh? Then what to do is more interesting, let's hear it"

"Let's go to a place where we met"

Pan.Xianzhi Yaoyao looked up at me with the wine in his glass, "I really didn't expect you to sit here and drink and chat with me so calmly now"

"Chat? You misunderstood, I just have to"

"Oh, let's go"

I can imagine Feng Yuekai's expression now, he must be very entangled, who hates him so much, who wants to kill him so much, and strikes him time and time again.

But I can only keep my mouth shut and can't say anything.

The bar under the dark night is erosive and disgusting to look at, but at this time, I like it very much.

When the manager saw me entering the room, he hurried over, "I said, why have you disappeared for so long, don't you want to have a good talk with me?"

"What's there to talk about, am I not here?"

"Yo, I found out that you really bring different people every time, but why is the little brother who was with you all the time gone?"

"He, recently committed a feud, and is acting like a cow and a horse at home."

The manager smiled and served us fruit plates and wine.

Pan.Xianzhi shook his glass, "Su Ming, you are really very popular. You haven't come for a long time, and I see that there are fewer customers here. I have come a few times, but the atmosphere of the past is no longer there."

"Yeah, I'm really pretty good in your eyes."

"Well, it's okay"

"Drink"

When I went back, Feng Yuekai was no longer there, he was already too busy in the company, he lost a factory, but if I didn't burn it, he might not even be able to keep Feng's.

Sometimes I am very confused, I don't know whether what I am doing is wrong or right, but I know that there must be a scapegoat for all this, if there is no one, then I will stand up.

I am Feng Yuekai's most important person, I should do this, I often comfort myself like this now.

But when I woke up the next day, I found Feng Yuekai was sitting on the edge of the bed looking at me, I scratched my hair, "When did you come back?"

"be late"

"Oh, are you going to work?"

"Um"

"Let's eat, I'll do it"

As soon as I sat up, Feng Yuekai grabbed my wrist, "You went to my company yesterday?"

"Yeah, I wanted to have dinner with you at first, but then I thought you might be busy, so I left, and it was also on the way, why, because I didn't go in, I was angry."

Feng Yuekai smiled ugly, "No, I'm not angry, I'm going to work"

"Well, go, yes, I may move out in the next few days"

Feng Yuekai looked at me in surprise, "Why?"

"Well, I talked to my dad again, and he said he wanted to move out"

"Yeah, I'm going to talk to my uncle."

"No, it's not good for anyone to go on like this. I'll talk about it later after I move out. You still have to take care of Xiaodouding and work. Don't be too tired."

I kissed Feng Yuekai on the left cheek. Feng Yuekai looked at me blankly, then smiled helplessly. He opened the door and went out without saying a word. I watched the car downstairs start and then disappeared on the road. .

I hurt him, I saw him sad because I lied, because he couldn't even find me.

☆, 43

A few days later, Pan.Hyun-ji disappeared, Pan.On the contrary, Bo De'an often appeared at various receptions and banquets, representing the Pan family in meetings.

Until one day Feng Yuekai stood in front of me and asked me "Did this result disappoint you?"

I just realized that I was tricked and panned.Baldur played.

Strategies have never been my forte. From the beginning to the end, I was kept in the dark, and I was willing to be a scapegoat.

Pan.Bo De'an called me, and the arrogant voice on the phone made me feel dizzy, "Su Ming, don't blame me, it's your fault. If you agree to my request, then you won't be panned today. That bastard Xianzhi I dragged them into the water together, I originally wanted to take the child away and let you and Feng Yuekai live in peace, but it seems that you don't want to at all, so I just let you go, since you want to be with Pan Xianzhi so much If you play with me, then you will play in prison for the rest of your life."

I looked at Feng Yuekai's face and was speechless. Feng Yuekai looked at me and asked with a wry smile, "If you have anything to explain now, I will forgive you, but Su Ming, I have indulged you again and again. This time, I Really hope it's the last time"

Feng Yuekai's begging expression pierced my heart, what else can I say, I did set the fire, and I did find the people from the engineering team, so what else can I say.

"I have nothing to say"

Feng Yuekai angrily flipped through something from the closet, and after a while, he found a piece of paper from a box. When I turned around, I saw Feng Yuekai crying.

For the first time, I saw Feng Yuekai crying like a tearful man.

He held a piece of contract paper in his hand, which I recognized as the contract of prostitution I signed.

I smiled and said, "Feng Yuekai, don't lie to yourself anymore, you can't convince yourself to trust me anymore, can you? You use these rules to lock me up, but your heart can never feel safe, I understand, I also I understand, my life is considered complete, there is such a person who loved me, don't force yourself, okay? You force yourself to smile like this, I don't think I'm worth it for you, but I don't understand, time and time again , you are still willing to hug my body, 12 years, Feng Yuekai, for 12 years, I still remember the first sentence you said to me at that time, you asked me, classmate, do you need help? You look young ,very nice"

I stood up and wiped Feng Yuekai's tears with my hands, "You said that I am a crybaby, yes, I like to cry when things happen, but sometimes, I feel that it is not worth it. Maybe at the beginning, we Not suitable, such as family background, such as identity differences, such as gender, Feng Yuekai, we probably shouldn’t force each other from the beginning, and the relationship that can’t be forced will only end up like this.”

"You mean, I forced you"

I took the agreement out of his hand, "Feng Yuekai, it was wrong for us to start with this agreement. If it weren't for this agreement, we wouldn't have so many troubles in the future. Now we should let each other have a way out. I should go." place, you should send me away with your own hands."

"Su Ming, don't you realize that you are too cruel? If you want my money, my property, I can give you nothing left. If you want my sincerity, I can give it to you. But you I really can't accept this way, if it wasn't for Pan Bodean, maybe I wouldn't have doubted you in my life."

"Yes, if it wasn't for Pan Bordian, then nothing would have happened. We can only blame ourselves. Now, I can only say sorry to you"

"I still want to ask you, what did I do when I saw you in front of Pan Xianzhi's apartment that day?"

I opened my mouth, but I couldn't speak. Now, Feng Yuekai won't believe anything I say. I don't want to cause trouble to him. I never want to, but it keeps causing trouble to him.

Feng Yuekai took my silence as an acquiescence, covered his head and squatted down, "Su Ming, I admit that you won, I was played around by you, even if it is thank you for the affection you have given me for so many years, I will not pursue your problem , but I don't want to see you anymore, never ever"

I smiled, "If you hadn't been pestering me again and again, maybe none of these things would have happened now"

Feng Yuekai stood up and slammed the door "because I can't do it"

I sat on the edge of the bed weakly, looked at the deed of sale in my hand, and smiled, "Feng Yuekai, I am a funeral star. My existence has harmed many people. When I was young, I was a parent, a family member, and when I grow up, I am a woman and a friend." , and later a lover, I may not really be that important to you, it is you who think too much of me, Feng Yuekai, if I have sinned deeply, then I am willing to spend the rest of my life alone to keep happiness for you."

I didn't expect it to be over so quickly, let alone Pan.Hyun Chi smiled and said in front of the reporter, "Su Ming, it's your luck."

Yes, I am lucky.

Pan.Xianzhi was sentenced to life imprisonment and deprived of political rights for life. Feng Yuekai promised me that nothing would happen, so I really sat at home in peace.

This matter except Feng Yuekai and Pan.Xianzhi, Pan.No one other than Bo De'an knew the truth. When I was about to leave with my father and my luggage, the sister of the Feng family dragged me and asked, "Why are you leaving? You clearly made it clear, uncle, didn't you?"

My father looked at me and said with a smile, "Thank you for the hospitality these days, but I still can't agree. You don't have to worry about it. Su Ming and I are leaving here. See you later."

Xiao Douding ran over from behind Feng's sister, "Uncle Airplane, Ming Ming gave it to Uncle, please keep it well"

I looked at Xiao Douding's painting and couldn't help laughing. I couldn't tell what the painting was, but I saw the name left in the lower right corner of the painting, "Hehe, it turns out that Feng Ming's inscription is this word."

Xiao Douding hugged my leg and said, "Isn't the little daddy going to live with Mingming and the big daddy?"

I was taken aback, and I squatted down and asked Xiao Douding, "Xiao Douding, little daddy is just me, I can't call anyone else in the future"

Xiaodouding nodded, and I stood up and said to Sister Feng, "Thank you, thank you for not disliking my identity at the beginning, and always standing by my side to consider for me, thank you, but I think we will have no chance to meet again in the future, don't say goodbye"

I held my father's arm, took a taxi, and went back to the home that once belonged to me and Feng Yuekai.

My father patted me on the shoulder, "Son, there are some things that everyone sees, but I don't want you to keep it in your heart. I've been there, and I understand that there is still something going on between you, but since you see it clearly, then Don't have any more interactions in the future, otherwise you will hurt him and yourself."

I sat on the sofa "Dad, let's clean the house, it's all dust"

"okay"

I touched the scratches on the wallpaper, and kissed lightly, tears filled my eyes, but I had to hold back not to cry, Feng Yuekai didn't like to see me cry, he didn't like it.

My father and I took a lot of effort to tidy up the house more or less. We lay on the bed and looked at the ceiling.

"Dad, what kind of place do you want to go?"

"I like a place where there are farms, grasslands, where you can grow"

"Dad thinks the same as me. I also want to go to that kind of place. There is very fresh air every day. I think I will fall in love with it."

"Hehe, then when are we planning to go on a trip?"

"it is good"

Evening, Pan.Baldwin called me again and asked me to talk to her.

We sat in a secluded teahouse, Pan.Bodean looked at me with a proud expression, "I won, and I won thoroughly. Not only did I get what I wanted, but I also gained more."

"If you came to me to show off today, then I would like to congratulate you first. From the first time I saw you, I knew that you are not a simple person. Someone once said that the people of the Pan family are very cold-hearted. , and unintentionally, I always thought you were a special person, but I forgot that you are just a member of the Pan family, but I know that you are still very unwilling in your heart, Feng Yuekai still let me go, don't you Believe it, now it's all confirmed, you can marry Feng Yuekai with peace of mind, and raise that child that belongs to you together."

"Yes, when I first met you, I knew you were a smart person, but I also knew that everyone who falls in love is stupid, and what you are willing to give may not necessarily get you return"

"Oh, Bo De'an, it's not that I didn't figure it out, but I gave up from the very beginning. I knew at all that Feng Yuekai and I have no future. We are not people from the same world. We have too many differences in different degrees. Things, I am very content, I am not greedy, so I want to use myself to repay Feng Yuekai, she has too much kindness to me, I can't repay, I am afraid, you knew it was Pan Xianzhi from the very beginning Well, you just want me to jump into the fire pit, the first time you asked me if I knew your brother in the hotel, you were just trying to push me over, don't really think I'm a fool"

"Yes, but I figured it out, you're a fool"

I smiled, picked up the cup and drank the tea in the cup. "In the past, Father Feng and I liked drinking tea and chatting here the most, but now I don't even have time to say goodbye. He said to me, whatever you care about, you can accept it." Whatever you are trapped in, what you expect, you will suffer from, what you get, you will be subject to, what you are greedy, you will be subdued, what you ignore, you will be frustrated, today I finally understand this sentence meaning"

Pan.Bo De'an put down the cup in his hand, "Yes, time can only pass by and cannot turn back, so Su Ming, your sentence is over, this is the last time I see you, I will replace wine with tea, let's have a drink."

I smiled and raised my glass "Cheers"

When I came out of the teahouse, Pan.Bodean said, "If you have the heart, watch the news of my marriage on TV in a few days."

"Hehe, bless you"

"Thank you"

Pan.Bo Dean drove away in the car. I saw a man on the opposite side of the road. I crossed the road with a smile and walked towards him.

"As you can imagine, it's all over"

Wang Hao put his hands in his trouser pockets, "I have persuaded you a long time ago"

"But I don't regret it. I have never done anything in my life that I regret, but I owe a lot of people, Wang Hao, thank you"

"You and us"

"Thank you"

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