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I'm fine here. "

With his temper, I thought he would turn around and leave, but I didn't expect him to sit down next to me, "Go away, I'll drink for you as much as you want."

"You replace me, me..." My brain may be a little short-circuited, or it may be because I drank too much wine, my tongue started to tie up and I couldn't speak smoothly.

"What are you? What did you do before you came here?"

Before coming?When he reminded me like this, I really remembered that before I came here, my colleagues had a party, drinking, what else could I do?

"How many times have you rushed? Still drinking like hell? And fucking driving here! Are the traffic police all dead? If you want to drink to death, don't stay here with Xu Chun, it's bad luck!" After finishing speaking, he picked up the bottle Facing Qi Sheng, before he could speak, Qi Sheng waved his hand.

"Don't yell at me, Yu Xiao, I'm afraid of you, this temper is too cruel." After speaking, he lifted his buttocks and walked towards Xu Chun.

What is this all about?I felt that I should use my eloquence to speak back, but my tongue is really bad, so I had to let it go, not to mention that people have three urgencies.

I admit that I drank too much today. After washing my face with cold water, I realized why Yu Xiao took the initiative to talk to me?Drink for me?His smirk sounded in the empty bathroom, he still cared about me, but why did he bring Yang Yi in front of Yu's mother?He really loves him that much?

026. That's Your Chance

"... What are you looking at?" He seemed to have some scruples, instead of looking directly at me, he just walked towards me.

Although I'm not a coward, my gallbladder of three catties quickly swelled to six and a half catties after drinking.Let alone one Yu Xiao, there are three Yu Xiao now, so don't take it seriously.

"Why didn't you come to me?" He didn't answer, and finally raised his head to look at me, but looked at me quietly. There seemed to be an emotion almost cowardly in his clear eyes, which made me feel justified in an instant, "Why don't you speak? Why do you want me?" Take Yang Yi to see your mother?"

He pursed his lips, and the cowardice in his eyes disappeared, replaced by his usual stubbornness. He seemed to want to say something, but he opened his mouth but hesitated to speak. Before he left only his back, I hurriedly grabbed him. "Why don't you talk? What the hell are you pretending to be dumb?"

"Pretending to be dumb?" He shook off my hand with unexpected strength, causing me to stagger a step, "You fart! My mother saw it the other day and we all knew it!"

"So what? What does it have to do with Yang Yi?" In order to make myself look imposing, I deliberately stopped my waist so that I wouldn't shake too much.

"Then what should I say? Did you say you were with me? Or did I say you would admit it?"

"Recognize? Why don't you admit it?!" I don't know if it's because my mouth is hard to use after drinking too much, but I shouted with momentum like never before, and I was sure that I could do it right now.

I really felt that way when he sneered at me, although I don't know why I was giggling along with him when he did.But he is really good-looking, even if he looks dissatisfied with me.Slightly raised eyebrows, neat broken hair, pure and charming.

"Su Chen, if you really knew how to admit it, you wouldn't wait for Yang Yi to come to my house."

His tone was so calm that I couldn't laugh along with him anymore.It is not difficult to tell from his expression, it seems that he has accumulated words for a month or more.Under the calm exposition, I can also read the subtle pain.

What Yu Xiao said is right, I didn't have the courage to do it at the time, what if I have it now?Or this is his excuse again! "What are those three months? You said that as long as Yang Yi..."

"I thought you would do something in these three months." He laughed, bright and unrestrained as always, but indescribably heavy, he turned and leaned against the wall, with a bitter smile on the corner of his mouth smile.Yes, in fact, we all know how we feel about each other.

"You know? This is a chance for us." He smoked fiercely, but his face was expressionless, as if he was laying out some peaceful and unchangeable past, "Actually, I was right, we were not the same from the beginning This kind of person, all I want is a relationship that can be recognized."

"Is it that important to be recognized?"

"Yes, at least my other half has to dare to admit our relationship, otherwise what is this?" He finally looked at me again, but this time, I didn't have the courage to look at him.He was right, maybe I just lost something I never had.

But I still feel unwilling. If we are not lovers, can we still be friends?If he is still a friend, has someone more important than me appeared beside him?

Because of this unwillingness, I heard my hoarse voice, "Then do you love Yang Yi?"

He stopped the footsteps that were about to leave, and looked at me with a chuckle, without sarcasm or meanness, "You can't admit it because you are responsible for your family, can you? You can't admit it because you want to continue working in the unit, can you? Then Don't make my mother think too much."

There was a sudden bang in the brain, as if being run over by a car.I don't know where the courage came from, I wanted to stop him, and just about to move, a feeling of nausea came from the bottom of my heart, and I turned around and vomited.

It seems that it has not been like this for a long time. Not only the entire stomach, but also the internal organs have been emptied, and some cherished things also poured out of the body, and finally they were contained together with the filth and washed down the sewer inside.

When the mind was beginning to lose consciousness, there was something rubbing and painful repeatedly, and the ambiguous relationship with him should be over.

I don't know how long it took me to stagger out of the bathroom. I may have really drank too much, and even the lights of the bar were dangling back and forth above my head.When he saw what he was talking to Yang Yi, he suddenly felt like crying.

This feeling has not translated into actual behavior, and in a way, I am definitely a sad-deprived person.From the memory of myself who was over ten years old, it seems that I have never cried because of anything.

Not to mention why, after everything was explained, the feeling of loneliness was replaced by bitterness and satisfaction.

The sadness is his face smiling lightly at others, fortunately we can still be good friends.

"Su Chen! What are you looking at? Come on, let's take a picture!" Xu Chun waved his arms and shouted to me, as if we were thousands of miles away.

Everyone drank too much, turned around in the same place, and finally squeezed into the camera untidyly or sitting or standing. Qi Sheng even patted me on the shoulder and kept saying something.

In the end, I didn't know how I left alone, but walked out of the bar together and walked a long way along the curb.Everyone's faces are not so real, but they all seem to have a bit of drunken presumptuousness and excitement.

In an instant, all the troubles and rejections were thrown out of his mind.It was also at this not-so-friendly gathering that our relationship improved insignificantly.

It was three days later when I received the photo, and I couldn't help laughing when the thin picture that held us together appeared in my hand.

It is quite appropriate to say that a group of demons are dancing wildly. Xu Chun is sitting on the bar, Qi Sheng is leaning against him, Yang Yi's whole body seems to be hanging on Xiao, and even Si Wen's eyes are more relaxed The smiling face seemed to be only me, standing between Yu Xiao and Si Wen with a blank face as if thinking about something.

2b.

This is the most sincere comment on this photo and myself, and I put it in the bottom of the drawer without even thinking about it. Who made me dislike too many people here?

My mother still called and urged me to go home, and finally there was no reason not to go back.

To be honest, although she is not gentle, she still loves me, and she is the only one who always reminds me to drink less, except for Yu Xiao.

We haven't seen each other for three whole days, so I was a little worried when I went home. Every time my mother insisted on asking Yu Xiao to have a get together.

There is a good saying, Zhimu Mo Ruozi, the first thing he said when he saw me was, "Where's Yu Xiao? Why didn't he come back together?"

This may have become a routine between us, and he is indispensable every time we go home.

"He is busy and has no time."

Who knew that my mother rolled her eyes while sitting on the sofa holding the health-preserving tea, "That's what you said when you got into a fight two years ago when you came home."

I was too lazy to refute her, because I would never win, so I replied with a sarcasm in my heart, "You remember this?"

"There is a saying that is good, the son is Mo Ruomu!"

"..." After finishing speaking, he reluctantly glanced at the Qing palace drama, and went to the side to call Yu Xiao.

027. Also Became a Eunuch

Although I sat on one side without moving, I still pricked up my ears to hear what the other side had to say.For the first time, I felt that my living room was too big, and there was nothing but my mother's voice.

My heart started beating again in disbelief, he definitely won't come.

Because I couldn't hear it, I simply gave up on this.How could he come?I can't help but think of what he said to me that night. There is no way not to believe it, but there is no way to veto it.Seeing me, he must have panicked.

"Just look at it, what else can't be seen openly?"

"..." There was no other way, I could only look at her openly but dryly.

"Yu Xiao will come over later, but why do you have this expression? Are you arguing again? Or are you fighting?" She waited and asked, with an obvious angry expression on her face, and gestured to me with the remote control, "You The child is too unreliable. You said how many times did you show up when Yu Xiao's father died? No matter how big the matter is, you can't argue with that child? Your father still asked, saying you It's a bit outrageous recently, wait for him to have time to peel your skin!"

Look, look!What did I say about me?She fired so many shots in a row like a cannon, and she was talking for others.

In fact, I felt even more uncomfortable when she talked about it like this. It was true that I did it unkindly, but I was indeed more angry at that time.

"Why don't you say anything again? If you go out and talk nonsense about ten people, you will have nothing to say when you go home?"

"..." She was right again. Although she tried her best to brew something in her heart, she couldn't say it in the end.

She waved her hand, leaned back on the sofa, and drank health-preserving tea again, just like Mrs. Kuo, "Go! Help Auntie cook, Yu Xiao is willing to eat your braised pork ribs!"

"No!" She answered happily, in order to restore her position in the 'family', no matter how you put it, I am also the second man in our family. Come home once in 800 years, and you want me to cook?How unreasonable is this?

Who knew that she smiled, leaned close to me, raised her hand and touched my head, which made me get goosebumps, "Go! Mom is also willing to eat your cooking, every time Mom sees you I feel very proud, what kind of woman can't find..."

As soon as I heard this, the goosebumps immediately rolled to the ground, replaced by a tingling sensation on the scalp.She mentioned women to me again, and she must have mentioned the woman who will spend the rest of her life with me in the future, although this is all her imagination.

My dad came back 10 minutes after I went to the kitchen. I didn’t hear anything. Mom said that he wanted to beat me. It’s not a lie. resistance, even now that the economy is independent.

But I still made this meal very seriously, he loves it.

The ribs had already started to roll in the pot, but he never came, and the uneasiness and apprehension filled my heart. If it wasn't for this, I didn't even know how much I wanted him to come.

This feeling disappeared as soon as I put the food on the table-damn, I am a servant in this house!

Not to mention my mother smiled and nodded at me, as if she was very satisfied.My dad's silent uncle who seemed to be sitting there smoking a cigarette even reminded me of the little eunuch in Qing palace dramas.

Your Majesty, it's time to eat!

When I think of the eunuch's unique sharp voice, I won't talk about it, but I also sketched my dad's eyebrows and said--well done, reward!

Because of this unreliable imagination, he was almost suffocated internally.

The doorbell rang, and my dad finally looked up at me, "Open the door."

As soon as he spoke, I felt dazed, and I didn't know whether to put down the dishes or open the door with them.

"...It's up to you!" Boss Su was obviously very dissatisfied with me. Fortunately, Auntie plopped and ran to open the door.

Quickly put down the dishes in his hands, and listened to the voice outside the door, "Uncle, Auntie!"

"Go, son, hurry up and help Yu Xiao get the things!" My mother patted me, stood up quickly and walked towards Yu Xiao. It was very uncomfortable for my own son to stand aside.He didn't even look at me when he put something in my hand.

Now my dad doesn't pretend to be deep anymore, although he still has no expression on his face, "In the future, if there is nothing to do, I will go home with Su Chen to have a look and have dinner together."

"..." My heart felt hot when I said this, so I went home with me more to have a look, it said that we were like a husband and wife.

I couldn't help but peek at his expression, and found that there was a second of unnaturalness flashing across Yu Xiao's face.

"Hurry up and wash your hands and eat." I hurried to push him, afraid that he would think of something about my panic, and he wouldn't even be able to eat.

My mother has been enthusiastically adding vegetables to Yu Xiao's bowl, "Eat more, this is just made by Su Chen."

He answered her with a smile while eating. He seemed to be in a good mood. He couldn't understand why he didn't have the patience to treat his mother.Thinking of this, I'm not even in the mood to eat. Since what happened last time, I haven't visited the house, and I don't even know what his mother thinks about our relationship.

Fortunately, she won't come to ask my mother about something to rest assured.

"You guys don't come back very often recently, how is it? Does Su Chen have a girlfriend recently?" Hearing these words, the appetite that had just been aroused disappeared again.

He quickly raised his head to look at Yu Xiao, and before he could see clearly, he heard the sound of chopsticks falling on the table, "Girlfriend? You go and find out what your son is!" Boss Su narrowed his eyes and looked at me. Age can be more of a deterrent, "A few days ago, Chen Ju was still saying at the wine table that as long as the female colleagues in the unit are passable, which one will he not touch?"

This Chen has a big mouth, he won't do it in his next life!

"Uncle, is this true? I haven't heard of it."

Yu Xiao took the words, although she still didn't look at me, it still made me feel guilty, which was more serious than sleeping in the same bed with many men.

"Does he dare to say it? What kind of good thing is this? Su Chen, you are becoming more and more unreliable!"

This time, Yu Xiao finally took a look at me, just looked at me briefly, frowned, and turned back again.

"Dad, just listen to him, you don't know who Uncle Chen is, he has a fucking mouth that's looser than the waistband of his trousers, and he can talk about everything!"

"What are you talking about? As long as you don't get exposed, just treat it as nothing!" He was still excited, and he lifted the bowl on the table and put it down heavily, "I don't know who you are? Let it go! Except drink, what else can you do?"

"What else can I do?! Cook!" Yu Xiao was too embarrassing in front of her, although she couldn't straighten up at home since she was a child, but in a blink of an eye, I am also a 26-year-old man, okay?Could it be that he asked me to go home and also Yu Xiao, just to hurt me and make me unable to step down?

"It's hard for him to come back once, so you don't have to say a few words!" She glared at my dad, "Is there any kind of person my son wants? Mom will introduce you to a good one now!"

028. I still peeled off my skin

As soon as she opened her mouth, I had an idea: let my dad take my skin off.

Yu Xiao still didn't speak, just put the rice into his mouth, as if what was in front of him was a delicacy from mountains and seas that he had never eaten in his life.

My dad didn't say a word anymore, he just faced my ability and never said a word in front of my mother.This proves in disguise that I, the second man in our family, is the person with the least status in my family.

Seeing that we were not talking, she became even more enthusiastic, "Mom told you, your cousin said a few days ago that some kind of cousin from his friend's family is good, and the family is of the same age." She began to add vegetables to my bowl again, She seems to know how exhausting it is to listen to her talking about these things, "Mom knows you don't like me meddling in your business, but you're not young anymore, you have to settle down slowly, don't you?"

She began to sigh, and from the side, there were a few strands of silver and white popping out of her temples, yes, she is also old, "Do you see if there is a suitable person now, if not, go and meet, do you have time on the weekend? "She looked at me persistently, and she had no choice but to imitate Yu Xiao's appearance and chop rice into the bowl.

At this juncture, I suddenly felt that the food was all stuck in my chest, and I couldn't spit it out or swallow it.

Taking the time to glance at Yu Xiao, he ate quietly with his eyes downcast, but I could see the disdain under the eyelashes, and I don't know where the courage came from, "How about I find a man?"

In fact, this sentence did not achieve the expected effect, because he was chewing something in his mouth, and he was low-spirited when speaking.

"What did you say?" She raised her voice and asked, she seemed a little surprised, it was surprised, and my dad also turned to look at me.

"He said, it's better than living with a man now." Yu Xiao took the words, twisted my meaning and looked at me calmly.This makes it difficult to distinguish whether this behavior is intentional or not.

This time it was her who patted the table, her eyes widened, and she shot at my face like an anti-aircraft gun. The danger factor was not at 01:30, "Say Su Chen again!"

I didn't care what Yu Xiao was thinking or what he wanted to say, I quickly waved my hand, feeling that I was being mean, "I didn't say anything."

"What do you mean never said? Su Chen, I can warn you, I can understand you playing outside! But what is this? Don't learn something outside and come back..."

"You guys eat, I'll go first." Pushing away my rice bowl, I stood up, I have a temper, not to mention my temper is not as good as it looks.Don't say I don't like to hear this kind of words, let alone talk about Yu Xiao's reaction when he heard these words, "What are you still looking at? Why don't you leave? Listen to their nagging?"

At this moment, I just want to take care of him, no matter what method I use, let him leave here quickly.

"Stop! It's getting more and more outrageous!" She stood up excitedly, even though she was usually talking and laughing, my dad couldn't stop her from getting angry.

Too lazy to talk to her, he turned around and walked out. Before leaving, he heard Yu Xiao trying to persuade her.

What the fuck!Now, I have the mentality of breaking the jar.Although I don't want to admit it, I left because I personally vetoed the statement just now.

My parents couldn't be more aware of how much news about homosexuality they have learned through various media, and they couldn't be more disgusted.

After leaving the house and standing in the community, I felt relieved, and fresh air flooded into my lungs instantly.

It may be because of the heavy rain some time ago, the air in the urban area is also unexpectedly good.Although it is already late autumn, it also proves that we have to say goodbye to the rainy season.It was dark and got up early, just after six o'clock, everything around was ready to be hidden in the night.All this reminds me of when he and I were young, we would always play in the grass until very late before going home.

Sometimes, I feel that I am old too, and I always like to think about the past, but I am stagnant in the present.

I know I like him, but to what extent?Do you like to have a showdown with your parents even if you lose everything?It seems that I don't have the courage. Does this prove that I don't like him enough?

His footsteps began to sink, and the food he had just eaten fell into his stomach and turned into a sense of powerlessness that continued to radiate outward.I simply sat on a chair on one side, and I heard the giggling of a child not far away.A standard family of three, father, mother and child.A feeling of envy suddenly arises in my heart, isn't it good to live like this according to the trajectory?

A stable family, gentle woman, lovely children.

Yes, the problem has always appeared on me, vacillating between the two options.

Suddenly I feel irritable, and the cool autumn wind blowing across my cheeks is also hot.Someone sat beside him, and before he turned his head to look, he smelled a familiar scent on his body.It is not the smell of external stimulation, but a special smell formed by years of getting along, which allows me to distinguish it at the first moment.

I don't want to see him because I don't know what to say. This kind of thinking makes me very flustered. If we didn't test each other or show our cards, would we still be able to talk and laugh like we used to?

He also didn't speak all the time, just sitting next to me and smoking, the dull atmosphere began to spread, and even the sky seemed to darken instantly.

The smell of cigarettes did not spread in the air, but rushed to the memory, the faint smell of tobacco on his body, and the feeling of smoking the same cigarette that night at the solo party.

It seemed that I heard his sigh, which was not real, and my heart began to pound violently. I knew that this was the precursor of his words.

Also at this time, the phone rang again disappointingly, and I wanted to hang up directly.But after seeing the caller ID, I quickly took two steps to the side. It was his mother who was looking for me for the first time since what happened last time.

"Do you have time now?" The voice on the other side of the phone was familiar yet unfamiliar, which made me subconsciously feel a sense of fear.

"Have."

"Then come to my house once, I have something to ask you."

"...Okay." After taking a deep breath, I answered her.

My brain seemed to be short-circuited, and I stood there for a while holding the phone.Do you want to tell him?Or just act like nothing happened.

This idea was quickly rejected by me, of course, nothing happened.In any case, the silence and estrangement between us makes me a little unacceptable. We should talk about it. Escape is never the way to solve the problem.

When I made up my mind and turned around, he was no longer sitting there obediently.Through the night, what is left to me is a figure from the back.As always, free and easy and upright, like something that I will never miss and can't hold.

029. Extremely despise oneself

She wanted to call his name, but her throat seemed to be choked and she couldn't make a sound, so she just let him go.As far as the current situation is concerned, it is already difficult to locate the relationship between us.

From childhood to adulthood, the most feared thing is meeting a friend's parents, even if he is too familiar with his mother.

In memory, although her mother was a little unreliable, she was a fragile and elusive woman.I don't know what I have missed all these years. The huge gap between imagination and reality makes people unprepared.

At least the room was clean, without any clutter, exactly the same as when Yu's father was there.

She wore a white dress to open the door. Although there were faint lines on her face, it reminded me of her when I was a child in the first place.These are very easy for me to connect her with my mother.

It seemed like it was all yesterday, and they were all young women who were chatting and laughing and still charming.Today's aging seems to appear in the blink of an eye, without giving people any room for buffering.

What is even more surprising is that her spirit is not as bad as imagined.

Sitting on the sofa, she had a straight posture, and her face had a seriousness and dullness that she had never seen before.

I can feel cramped, like the feeling when I was a child when I was counting down to go home from the exam.No matter how you explain it, it's all your own fault.

"How long has Yu Xiao been like this?"

"Not long..." I didn't even know what I was answering!Don't doubt, in my heart, I also despise myself extremely.

Sure enough, there was an expression like this on her face, as if everyone knew me well.

"Su Chen, you don't need to hide anything from me, I just want to know him better."

There was a moment of wavering, and after that, I couldn't restrain myself from inquiring, wanting to know more, before deciding on the direction of my answer, "What did he say to you that day?"

She shook her head and laughed, bitter and helpless, "I was scared that day, and I didn't even remember what he said. I just brought a man back and said he was his lover."

——I was also frightened. Up to now, I still don’t want to believe what happened that day, but the facts are in front of my eyes.Everything is fake.

"I think it should be like this." I am a genius for saying this kind of answer, and the so-called God's reply is nothing more than that.But she didn't seem to care what I was saying, she just lowered her head slightly.

"I don't know who to turn to. You have the best relationship these years. I thought you would know more. In fact, when he said these words, it was really hard for me to accept..." She still didn't move, But he couldn't help but started to sob, and it weighed heavily on his heart.

"At that time, I wanted to tell Yu Xiao, don't go back to this house in this life, he was sorry for his father, and I was sorry for me, did I raise him all these years to let him fool around with men?!" She began to get excited, as if finally I found some channel to vent, "I did tell him, don't come back! But what else do I have? A wife? No, I'm just a mother, a mother who hopes that her children can live a good life."

These words of hers were not transmitted to my mind at all, like two parallel worlds, what exactly is a mother?For what purpose does it exist, and what special significance does it have?At least for me, there is only bondage.

This completely different effort, and unequal, or even no feedback, who is the crux of the problem?

I don't know if my silence made her feel embarrassed, or it was just a pure emotional vent, she suddenly stood up from the sofa, "Don't say you don't know anything! What the hell were you arguing at the door that day? What are you doing again? What?"

I think I should have expected this kind of questioning, and I didn't panic, but my palms started to sweat.She asked a question that I didn't even have an answer to, and what did she ask me to answer?

The unprecedented pressure came from the questioning of the elders.Whether it is my home or his home.

Just like the relationship between a family in the past can collapse at any time, after all, they are not the ones who make the difference.

"Su Chen! What is your relationship? What is the relationship between the child who came that day and him? You tell me now!"

I'm so fucking sorry, I, Su Chen, have too many things, but I just don't have an answer!How do I answer this question?In an instant, I really wanted to turn around and leave, as if I was in my own home.

But I don't know why, Yu Xiao's face is all in my mind, and what I have done to please his parents for many years, "We are friends, just like you have seen for so many years."

After saying this, I even want to comfort myself in my heart, and at the same time abandon the feeling that I am different from him.It's not a good feeling to lie to yourself, but it's not the first time I've done it.

She pursed her lips and looked at me, and burst into tears a few seconds later, throwing herself into my arms, twitching non-stop, "You little bastards, I have devoted all my heart and soul to him in my life , In the end, he repaid me like this!" He sobbed and cursed, crying non-stop.

It's a pity that none of this made me feel bad at all.

It's not because it's not my mother, but her phrase "return" reminds me of my own mother, who also constantly exerts various pressures in the name of love.Or maybe I'm really a brute because of their so-called effort I'd rather not have.

My mind was empty for a moment, and I suddenly longed for the so-called freedom like when I just graduated from high school.

As Yang Yi said, get rid of all constraints and pursue what you want.

Although this kind of thinking even makes me feel absurd as I grow older, I still have to admit that freedom is always the best ideal and wish.

In the end, I don’t remember how I left his home. I just had a feeling that I never wanted to step here again. This kind of thought quickly entered Yu Xiao’s body. I’m pretty sure that he also had the same thought as me tonight. .

A feeling of emptiness gradually devours itself, as if watching us move forward from the starting point of the trajectory of life, cross, and finally drift away.

When I was standing at the corner of the stairs, I suddenly didn't want to go home. I heard their voices, Yang Yi and Yu Xiao.Because of the distance, it didn't sound real, as if there was some dispute or something.

Irritability was defeated by curiosity in the end. They were indeed arguing, but they shut up tacitly when they saw me.

What the fuck does that mean?I don't even bother to know about them!

Suddenly, he didn’t even bother to look at them any more. When he opened the door, he stopped me from behind. After turning around, he put a key in front of my eyes, “Give it back to you.” He said.

030. A person who is neither three nor four

For the first time, the keys may also be reflective.Under the light line of the corridor, the key is dazzling.What do you mean give it back to me?The key has been in his hands since we lived here.

"What does this mean?"

"It's nothing." He lowered his head and directly put the key in my hand, "This is your house after all, what's the matter with me all the time?" Silently.

"If you have anything to say, just say it." I was so angry in my heart, I'm not stupid, I can guess what's going on by looking at their expressions, "However you are arguing behind your back, don't fuck it I vent my anger!"

Unexpectedly, Yang Yi rushed out suddenly, anger appeared on his pretty face, and he was very arrogant, "Su Chen! Don't tell me what is going on with you! Yu Xiao! You have been lying to me, Why did you bring me home to show your mother? You can't be caught in a fucking accident, so ask me to make up for it?"

Where is this all?Yang Yi is mentally ill. Is he on his menstrual period?

These are all trivial matters, I don't need to listen to the crazy words, but what is it like for Yu Xiao to return the key to me?From childhood to adulthood, the word "us" is attached to everything.

"Shut up! This matter has nothing to do with you." He simply waved away Yang Yi who was in the way. Why should he have the right to speak about anything between us? "I want to hear a word from you right now, what exactly do you mean!"

He who never raised his head finally looked at me. That kind of calm and stubborn gaze relieved the anger in my heart, and made me feel that it was my fault. Like to listen?"

He pulled Yang Yi, who wanted to say something, behind him, "We are just friends, so keep the boundaries we should have! Don't make a fucking mess, you can't afford the responsibility of your parents, I can afford it? Didn't your mother tell you not to hang out with some fucking dubious people!"

"Just listen to what she says! Just keep it in your heart. For so many years, it's not a day or two that she's disgusted with this matter. Now you want to worry about me! Then what the hell did you pretend to be all those years ago?"

Because of his words, he got angry and rushed up, took out his house key from his pocket, he returned it, and I can too!But what about mine?Suddenly there was a void in my heart, and I even felt like I was just looking for someone to give away the keys to my house.

The habit of so many years has always given me the illusion that there are two people in my family. What I am afraid of is that the loneliness not long ago may be with me in the days to come, because he is missing.

While thinking this way, the key had already been thrown in his face, and he really didn't hide like a dead man, with a bloodstain on his face.My heart tightened suddenly, a feeling of distress filled my whole heart, but I didn't even have a chance to react, so Yang Yi held his face and yelled at me,

"Su Chen, don't go too far