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I am also 30 years old, and I am only a few days away from 40 years old.

Surprised he cared about it, but I didn't mean to offend him, we'd all be half in the dirt pretty soon if he did his math.The only thing I am a little bit concerned about is that I can't play like I used to. They say that a man at forty is still as fierce as a tiger, so it's better to take it easy and save some strength for the future.

"Brother, brother..." Zhao En went to the kitchen to cling to me again. As soon as he called out, I felt like an old hen. I knew that the duck behind me was just a duck, and I had to use it as his shield.

Why else!He is from Yu Xiao's family, if this is my cousin, I will definitely kick him to the Atlantic Ocean, and he will never recover.Having said that, it's not that he has no advantages at all. Except for scolding me once in the Education Bureau, he obeyed my other opinions, even more effective than Yu Xiao's words.

Regarding this point, I have never acknowledged Yu Xiao's theory of 'like attracts like'.

"Your brother is sitting in the living room." Even though he knew he had something to ask me, he still had to put on a show, it couldn't be too easy, right?Or he really thought I was eating nothing.

"You are my brother, you are my own brother!" Zhao Enda stood in front of me awe-inspiringly, making a gesture of praying with his hands on his chest, "I have one thing to ask you...don't you Also promise to help me talk to Han Zhu?"

"You don't have much ability. Don't you know her very well? Can you handle this matter?"

"Do it! Of course we can do it!" Zhao En shook his head like a rattle, "I must have something tonight, so ask her out."

"Then what do you want me to do?" Pushing him aside, "Don't get in the way here, are you here for lunch?"

"I'm going to ask her to 'Love Bar' at seven o'clock in the evening, I'm afraid she won't be able to think about it."

He lowered his head and said, I couldn't help laughing, Aiba is a very famous nightclub in the city, people who want 419 will gather there, the boss there has a strong backstage, everyone is happy to have fun, in short, there are people People with high status, but absolutely no one will make trouble.Seeing that his face was a little red, I thought of the lyrics: I can get your body, but I can't get your heart.

But for some men, that's enough.

When I was co-authoring, I also had a high opinion of Zhao En, thinking that he would stalk and stalk him to the extreme. Also, it is not necessary to have a name to go to bed these days.

"Don't think about it too much, I just think that maybe you can develop it first... Will it be easier to develop that aspect?"

"Go to bed? A woman like Han Zhu would have two extremes." While putting meatballs and fresh shrimps into the pot, she helped him analyze.

"What is it?"

He stared at me idiotically, "One is to admit it and try to date you, and the other is to treat this as an accident and pretend nothing happened." Seeing him hesitate, I found it funny again, he is Wasn't it because he had too much contact with middle school students that he was still a paper tiger after so many years?

"How about you, by the way?"

"What about that?"

"On the bed! Is it very powerful?"

"...It's, it's okay...Damn it, are you going to help?" He stared, it was so funny, he couldn't hold it anymore.

"What are you talking about?" Yu Xiao just came to the kitchen and took my hand, "Zhao En, take a look, I have something to do with him."

I turned my head and nodded towards Zhao En, I will help him this time, at least tell Han Zhu very clearly that we have nothing to do with each other, and I don't want to really disappoint Yu Xiao, "What are you doing? The purpose of coming to the bedroom now is to continue the matter just now. ?”

This time I lost the pair of pants, so I won't be so ashamed again.

"Don't forget to go out to eat at night." He started to rummage again, throwing all the clothes on the floor and the bed, "Wear this one, and this one." He was holding a dark pattern shirt and a black casual shirt. Suit.

"You doubt my taste in clothes." Staring at the clothes in his hands, he was somewhat shocked, and he smiled triumphantly, then turned around and turned around for a while,

"Look, how about the newly bought couple clothes?" He took out a white casual suit of the same style.

"That's a good idea." I didn't hesitate to praise myself, because I really felt that way. Just imagine, it must be very cool to show your affection in front of Chen Yu.

I don't know why, but I really care about the existence of that man. I heard that he has a better temper than me, can cook better than me, and may be more handsome than me. I still don't believe in the last one. Everyone has their own preferences, right?So it's not easy to say.

But I think I am Yu Xiao's cabbage, so there should be no big problem.

It's exciting to think about it tonight, Han Zhu and Chen Yu are done, "Why are you smirking?" I was stunned, and found that his face was almost on my face.

"Do I have a smirk? Impossible." He narrowed his eyes and bit his lip, his small gestures really only made his charm even more.

"Lie, don't have any bad ideas, I finally made up my mind to put your true self in front of others."

"Bullshit, haven't the photos of us together been on your desk for years?"

"No, I'm afraid it will make people feel uncomfortable."

What he said shocked me, and I stood in front of the fitting mirror nervously, "No, I haven't changed in the past few years."

"...I mean, I think you look like a good person when you look at the photos." He turned around and started to 'clean up the battlefield' unexpectedly. It seems that he also understood that cleaning up the room is not an easy task thing.

I stood behind him and helped him collect it together, "Just as long as you know, don't say it." He tilted his head and smiled faintly, suddenly feeling satisfied, and he couldn't explain why.

"Don't forget, it's 07:30 in the evening." He threw away half of the packed things and began to change clothes, "I have to go to the company."

"Let's eat something before we go. We've had a lot of wine." He chuckled and raised his eyebrows proudly.

"No, I'm not hungry now, are you starting to appreciate my strength?" When he said this, I felt a little inferior, not because of his strength, but because of the speed at which he sobered up. That's not a petty citizen like me Comparable.

In less than three hours, he looked like a normal person.

"Let's go, bye!" He stood at the door and waved to me, and even blew a flirty kiss, but fortunately he doesn't like to go out and fool around.

Zhao En is not a good thing, and he told me twice to not forget to go to the love bar at night, and he left with a smile. As for so many seafood noodles, I am too lazy to eat, so I should take a nap while I have time.

It's very strange, I had a dream, dreaming that Yu Xiao kept saying goodbye to me, what he looked like when he was in college.

132. Derailment in various senses

It was already six o'clock in the evening when I woke up, the window in the bedroom was not closed, and there was a refreshing autumn wind. Yu Xiao hadn't called, and he probably worked overtime at the unit. Not much reason to complain.

After making a phone call to Han Zhu, he didn't say much, just told her to make an appointment in love, and she readily agreed.

The battery level of the mobile phone is constantly flashing, and the spare battery is also empty. This is a mistake I don’t often make, but forget it, there will be nothing else tonight. I changed the clothes Yu Xiao found and ate them again. Get something to go out.

As for Chen Yu's treat, forget it, I will definitely feel that he is an eyesore and loses my appetite. It is more important to eat first.Before going out, I deliberately brought a watch he gave me as usual last year, in order to wait for it to be displayed intentionally or unintentionally.

In fact, sometimes I also feel that I am too narrow-minded. After all, there is no evidence, but I bet that Chen Yu must be interested in him. This is like saying that I have a beautiful boss who makes Yu Xiao feel at ease.

Fortunately, I don't have one. Office romance is the only one I haven't played. It's not because it's hard to be a person in a unit, nor is it because there are no women who like to play.

However, I have ordered this meal, using his usual reason of "taking good care of Yu Xiao".

The phone rang again on the road. When I picked up the phone, I still hoped that it would not be those messy friends who were consuming electricity. Fortunately, it was him, "Driving?"

There was the sound of typing on the other side, a slight sound, "Still working?"

"It's still early to start now." He said with a chuckle.

None of us felt that there was anything wrong with such an answer. I kept quiet and he refused to agree, which proved that what we said was correct.

"I know, there is one more thing."

The sound of typing stopped, and I can even imagine him staring at the screen and frowning slightly, "Just don't be late, let's not talk about it, something went wrong." He said, just when I wanted to tell him Hang up the phone when the battery runs out.

He would hang up on me only when he was at work. Although I raised it with him, there was no improvement.

Aiba is located in a more prosperous area, almost the entire street is occupied by nightclubs, but you can still easily find Aiba, not to say that you always come here before, but its facade is indeed worth noting.

The first floor is the same as a normal nightclub. It looks like well-dressed successful people, mostly white-collar workers. The second floor is interesting. It is the 'VIP room' here. To put it bluntly, it is like a hotel, providing another kind of straightforward convenience.

After the last time, I only had one phone call with Han Zhu. She explained that she had drunk too much. Of course I believed it and said she didn't say anything that day.

Now, Zhao En is waiting for us on the second floor. All I have to do is to bring Han Zhu there.After a while, a woman came over to strike up a conversation, and she put a condom in my trouser pocket bluntly.

With her breasts and buttocks raised, thinking of all her past deeds, she felt a little ready to move.But I realized in time that my position was too conspicuous, so I chose an inconspicuous corner.

Han Zhu is here to love, she is wearing a red coat with a black low-neck shirt inside, outlining her well-shaped breasts, and wearing a pair of high heels that look very high, also shiny Yes, the makeup is a little thicker than usual, except for the noble and decent temperament, there is more enthusiasm and unrestrained.

She is very suitable in red.

I didn't move, I just watched her standing in the nightclub in a little confusion and looking around, but she didn't see me.She sits in a more conspicuous place.I didn't take the initiative to go there. In order to see her reaction after a while, since Zhao En asked me for help, it was necessary for me to help her observe what this woman was like.

After all, in front of me, she may have covered up all her shortcomings, and women can't be trusted.

She will take the initiative to find me, because she loves me, I believe.Although this kind of love may be mixed for many reasons, I suddenly wondered what kind of expression it would be if I told her that I liked a man.

But this is just a hypothesis, she has nothing to do with me, and there is no need to tell her anything.

She was an attractive woman, and within a few minutes a man approached her, and in the old days, I might have been one of them.She declined, which was very tactful, and perhaps she often came to this kind of place, which is really understandable.

Although he was rejected, the man didn't seem annoyed at all, and he turned around and offered her a glass of cocktail, which she accepted generously.At this point, I don't see any need to wait any longer.She must not have seen it, otherwise she wouldn't drink that cocktail, which was drugged.

When she was about to walk to her side, she turned around, "You're here." She smiled lightly, her lips were very delicate and bright red, opening and closing, she even felt that she couldn't hear what she was saying clearly .

"Go upstairs, it's noisy here." A voice in my heart kept reminding myself, don't look any more, I don't even know if the gaze I'm looking at her now is very explicit.I have to admit that I was bewitched by the smell here, thinking of all the past, and her who I tried to deny, but was indeed interested.

I don't know if it's my illusion, but those clear eyes are unexpectedly enchanting.

The stairs are covered with thick carpets, but the high-heeled shoes still make a slight sound on the ground, which is very rhythmic. The sound that often resounds through the entire corridor in the unit makes me feel disgusted. Obviously, there are more of them now What.

I don't know if this is a joke, when I opened the door, Zhao En was not there, there is no reason for him to let me go, is there?I even foolishly asked the waiter if it was this one.

Reason told me, just make up any lie and leave, I am a man, and I don’t have any hidden diseases, she just stood in front of me and looked at me with the same expression as Xu Chun, I can’t move Xu Chun, because apart from all Beyond everything he was a man, a friend.

As for her, are we friends?That was a lie to Xiao and to myself, I had a crush on her.

"Don't lie to yourself, I won't lie to myself." She said, gently put her hand on my chest, "I remember what I said that day, and I am sober, you...you don't feel nothing for me, do you?" She bit her lip, her cheeks seemed to be a little flushed, because of what was in that glass of cocktail?

Yes, she was right, damn it, I turned around and walked away, I didn't believe it myself, and even wondered if something was wrong with me.Until she hugged me suddenly, it was very soft and hot, like a ball of fire that could burn away all reason.

Or maybe it was the fire that caused the real emotion and I wanted to fuck her and watch her smug roll and moan under me.

133. The Mistake of Your Love and My Wish

A softer body, and the aroma of cherry on her lips, those clear eyes are full of confusion, under that, there is a kind of smile, I am not very sure about her emotions, I just noticed it for a moment I also don't know this woman, just like she never knew me.

But the temperature of the body makes up for this very well, we don't need to know anything, just sex is enough, there will be nothing else, at least I think so at the moment.

But soon I found out that it's not that simple. For example, Han Zhu and I are 'friends'. For example, if we didn't come to see *** and turn around, I don't think there's anything wrong with it, but she obviously doesn't think so.

She narrowed her eyes and chuckled, "I know, you have feelings for me."

I admit, fucking have to admit, when she said that, I even thought it would be nice to have a slightly longer sex relationship with her, she was so hot in bed.

A long-term relationship, I thought so, but I suddenly thought of Yu Xiao again, damn it, I forgot to wait for the dinner!The phone was turned off, and it was half an hour late for the agreed time.

"Where are you going?" She grabbed my sleeve.

"I have something very important." After seeing her somewhat lost and confused expression, I still couldn't calm down, "Sorry, it's really important." But I didn't dare to look at her again. Sure enough, when I opened the door she asked softly,

"Then what is this?"

What is it, what the hell is it, it’s your mistake!But I didn't say it, because I wasn't sure if I said it, she would not be stimulated to do something violent.

This kind of thing has happened before. The woman who was tender and affectionate with me at the last moment almost stabbed me with a knife because of my truth.

Although I drove the car as fast as possible, it was still too late, and there was no one in the reserved seat.

I chose to go home, and even thought that he would scold me loudly later, or just pull out the mistakes made a few months ago to settle accounts together.Whatever he is, just want to find him.

But all the lights in the house were turned off, except for the warm halo of the desk lamp, and the dog squatting under the halo.

And all I can do is keep calling him with the phone connected to the charger, but it doesn't make any sense, he turned off the phone, there is no reason to suspect that he is really angry, never, no matter how loud the noise is, He wouldn't even do that.

I even held out a glimmer of hope that he was in that house across the way, which we did for a long time, living apart when absolutely mad.I don't know whether it is right or wrong, some contradictions do disappear in silence, or just hide for a short time, what does it matter!

I won't care, I won't keep it in my heart.

Suddenly feel flustered, what if he will remember?What if every time, every time, you are wrong and outrageous?He will never forget.It must be because of what happened today that I think about these things.

But what should I do to find him?explain?What excuse are you going to use this time?

But there is no way to just wait for him to come back like this. I was just afraid, and suddenly remembered what he once said: just play and just remember to go home.Will he forget.

Damn, I know I shouldn't doubt him at this time, but there is no way, he never stays home all night, do you want me to wait at home all night?I can not do it.

I breathed a sigh of relief when the car was parked downstairs in their company, the lights in his office were on, and he was here.I even walked in with a kind of luck, hoping that the first sentence he would say would be: I forgot about tonight's appointment.

His desk is so neat it makes me think how ridiculous I was thinking that he must have already finished his work.With a cigarette between his pale fingertips, his wrist rested casually on the armrest of the office chair. He was still wearing that white casual suit.

I'm not sure if he's asleep, but he just leaned there with his eyes closed, most of the buttons of his shirt unbuttoned, looking a bit decadent and silent.Just when I was about to approach, he suddenly opened his eyes, and his bright eyes looked at me without emotion.

He moved, chose a more comfortable posture, and laughed quietly. The curved corners of his mouth, the messy hair, and the smoke from his fingertips all merged silently. He will never forget what he is familiar with in this life. Standing in front of me alive, it will always be like this.

But he didn't speak, just tilted his head slightly to look at me, "How to turn off the phone?"

"What about you, why?" He extinguished his cigarette without making a sound.

I can't understand it, or even longer ago, I can't guess what he was thinking.And I've had enough of this bullshit conversation, what is this?Asking each other, but getting no answers?

There are reasons to feel angry, but they are not qualified to do so.My mind was in a mess, I couldn't even figure out what happened at night, I can't say it was an accident, I was sober, I just lost control, lost control in front of the temptation.Damn, I knew that I would definitely be like this, sooner or later.

Maybe Yu Xiao is right, my biggest problem is that I can't control my behavior at all.

"Why are you here? I'm working overtime," he said, obviously lying.

"Come home with me." Or I should say it more euphemistically, such as if you want to have a midnight snack together, or ask him if he is hungry.But I don't want to do that, I don't want to go home and continue with him after a day of detours outside.

We don't need these, do we?

But he just snorted, "Why? I said I was working overtime."

"Why are you angry?" He suddenly raised his head and looked at me after hearing such words, his eyes made me uneasy, "Well, so to speak, today is indeed my fault, because something happened outside the plan, I didn't mean it be late or not come."

"But you can at least notify me!" He patted the table and stood up, the photo frame on the table fell down due to the collision, "Even if you don't, do you need to turn off your phone? Even if you don't want to come, just make up an excuse for me Me too! Isn’t that what you are best at?”

"...the phone is out of battery." I also think this kind of argument is too unconvincing, isn't it a coincidence?I can't find any reason at all to solve the problem at hand.

He laughed coldly, sat back on the chair, and pulled out a document, "Don't be kidding, okay? Now, if you can't find any good reason, don't stay here, I really I need to work." He opened the file, lowered his head and stopped looking at me.

For a moment, I wanted to turn around and leave, but what am I here for?Of course, explain these clearly, but it is impossible to lie obviously, what if I tell the truth?Explain everything that happened today, even if he gets angry, he will forgive me sooner or later, won't he?As long as I'm not lying.

134. Crooked silly look

"Honestly, Su Chen, what are you doing here?" Before I could speak, he said, still not looking at me, his eyes were blocked by his messy hair, his fingers rested on the paper, and tapped lightly Twice, the tone was full of sarcasm, "Just find an excuse to prevaricate me? Forget it, I'd rather you don't say anything."

It's like this every time, trying to explain and getting rejected, as if I never just lied to him.I didn't, starting as a friend.But it was also when I became a lover, I couldn't help lying to him, I was afraid that he would no longer accept my habit like he did back then.

But I also don't understand when he has lost patience with us. What I don't want to admit is that I am the same, I don't believe it, and I don't bother to explain.I always think that if I don't talk about it, it's like it never happened.

Now, I feel like a fool, trying to explain something to him in vain, what is there to explain? "Bored? Tired?"

He looked at me again, with a sense of scrutiny. I knew I shouldn't say that, but I wanted to know, and I knew more things. For example, he worked overtime a few days ago with Chen Yu, and two A month ago, he met an interesting man in 'Inducement'.

I just can't be sure, and I don't want to be sure that they are just friends, or have some other relationship. I will treat his problems as I treat myself. No man can resist the temptation of the outside world, at least I think so.

It's just that before I was sure that I was the only one in his eyes and heart, as long as he said a word, he would return to me without hesitation.

"Yeah, I'm bored and tired." He said softly, sitting there with his eyes downcast.

"Then going out to play is not fake?"

"What answer do you want?" He jerked his head up, looking furious, "What if I say nothing?"

"What if? You think I'll believe it? Don't be fucking kidding, who is a good thing? Huh?" I asked him back, although a voice in my heart kept telling myself: Forget it, you know Yu Xiao, he doesn't Will do it, he said it just to annoy you, he's always been tough.But I can't help it at all, as if somehow I have to be sure of what he's done so that I don't feel so wrong.

"Yeah! Nobody's a fucking good thing!" He stood up and kicked the chair beside him aside, "So what? Don't you think it's fair? You play yours and I play mine. Related, how is it?"

"Are you admitting it? It's irrelevant? Fuck you, it's irrelevant!" I turned around and left, and I had to do this. Who knows what I will say next?

"Stop! Stop for me!" Stop if you want me to stop?What a joke!

When I heard his footsteps, it was most likely because I felt angry, chasing and arguing with me, when Chen Yu came out suddenly at the corner of the road, we all stopped, including Yu Xiao. "You..." Chen Yu seemed hesitant to speak, but he wisely chose not to ask, "Didn't you eat it, together?" He raised the convenience bag in his hand and said.

It was me who pretended to be generous, and waved my hands as if nothing happened, "No, I wish you all a wonderful night!" Then I strode away, I want to look back, and I hope he can follow out like before , even if it is to quarrel with me.

But I waited for him by the car for a long time, and he didn't come out, so fucking ridiculous.

Han Zhu kept calling me. While driving, I felt tired and angry. Damn, I don't want to explain anything to her, even if it's an excuse or a reason.Throw the phone out the car window casually.

When I got home, the anger didn't go away, it only intensified. What am I doing?Why pretend it's okay in front of them?In fact, shouldn't I just bring Yu Xiao back, go to the fucking job, and fuck Chen Yu!

But he wouldn't listen to me, and all he got in return was another quarrel.

I smashed almost everything in the house and they shattered all over the place, which made me feel less stressed.I almost forgot about the dog, small and huddled in a corner, visibly startled by the sounds.

For a moment, I wanted to drop it from the tenth floor.On the windowsill, I saw the potted flower, crooked.These are the seeds we bought casually two years ago, Yu Xiao always laughed at it for being ugly, I thought so too, but he didn’t understand, because he proposed to buy it back, so I want to take good care of them, like It is an explanation for us.

He also laughed at me for planting two seeds together. I also thought it was funny. It was indeed a low-level mistake, but it was like us, almost growing together since we were young, and then growing crookedly. Who can say otherwise? ?Who can say that we are not crooked and can only be like this forever.

He never came back, and I could only collect all the things I smashed.

Sometimes I really feel that we are close to an endless loop, there is no solution, and I don't want to let it go easily.Glass was still huddled in the corner until I found out its dog food, then wagged its tail and barked at me, still not like a dog.

He insisted on bringing this lump back just to play me.He clearly knew I didn't like it.

For some reason, I often feel like he's doing things on purpose that I don't like, like...just like I often do things that he doesn't like.

I know that sounds like a mouthful, as I'm also not sure if he really knew something, or was just ever suspicious.

Lying on the bed tossing and turning without any sleepiness, I am too used to having him by my side. Occasionally, I will take the initiative to call him as I do now, which is my weakness. I would not do this before, but now, I just Got it, it shouldn't be like this, and he shouldn't be made to take all the responsibility.

Fortunately, his cell phone didn't turn off again, and he picked up the phone after a few rings, "What's the matter?" His tone was still not very good.

"Will you come back?" I know, it would be better to change this sentence to "You come back?" I just couldn't say it, and I shouldn't give him a choice at this time.

"No, I have something else to do." He replied stiffly.

"With Chen Yu?" I was answered by the busy tone of the mobile phone, and I could clearly hear my self-deprecating laughter in the dark.Damn, that's ridiculous.Me and him, it's all the same.In fact, we have not made any progress or change at all. We are still quarreling and fighting repeatedly in our lives as before.

I think the only thing that has changed is that we are both tired of arguing, since five years ago, or even longer, we are both tired of seemingly endless quarrels, but we still haven't separated, because of love, I love him, right? .

135. Two or three things in memory

Maybe it's love, not just habit.But these two feelings have passed through time, and they have degenerated to such an ambiguous level that they can't be distinguished at all.

I also wanted to remind him of the phone call just now, we have an appointment, we are going to see Xu Chun tomorrow, for the first time, let's go and see together.This time he broke the appointment, which really made me uneasy. He would never do this before, forgetting even a little bit of the agreement between us.

In the end I was alone.

Han Zhu misses him very much, I don't know if this is an excuse for himself.Xu Chun's photo was pasted on the tombstone like this, and it will always remain as it was back then.Apart from a little sourness and endless memories, there are no other redundant emotions.

It's as if I always think of him, but I don't feel pain or like him.

Yu Xiao is right, he is stupid, so stupid that we all forget him.

Nowhere to go, although I have a lot of time to do something, just wandering aimlessly around the cemetery, walking past each tombstone, strange, completely without any feeling, dead or alive, people who don't matter .

Also, why waste time here?Even if it is to remember the dead, there will be no one else except Xu Chun.

I thought sarcastically, but I was taken aback in the next second. The person in that photo was very familiar. I couldn't help but take a closer look. There was indeed a vague but clear figure in my memory, Si Wen?he died?When did this happen?

Although he was weird when I knew him, I don't see anything too wrong.

I just sighed a little, whether this is considered impermanent, he is still young.The man who was married to a man of the same sex.

This reminds me of Yu Xiao, yeah, if it doesn't matter, why should I care what those people think, work?Is work really more important than him?Just can you hold both in your hand?I don't think I'm greedy, people always want a lot of things, and I don't want to give up any side.

Surprisingly, walking back to Xu Chun's cemetery, he met a familiar person, Qi Sheng was standing there, with his cowardly but scheming woman by his side.That's ridiculous, what is he doing here?Tell Xu Chun that he is going to get married and have a baby?

I had originally planned to leave like this, so it was better to pretend that I didn’t know each other, but he stopped me suddenly, looking very serious, and didn’t mean to quarrel with me at all, “Stay here, I have something to say to you " He said, and patted the woman on the shoulder, I just felt that kind of intimate gesture was very glaring, "You go over there and wait for me."

"Okay." The woman nodded with a smile, and waited for him standing under a tree not far away.

Am I supposed to give them credit for being a perfect example of a happy couple?Qi Sheng simply sat on the steps in front of the tombstone, smoked out a cigarette, not much changed from his memory, "Give it?"

"I don't smoke."

He smiled, "Unexpectedly, you have never been infected with this bad habit."

"Just to say these things?" My tone was indeed not very good, it's up to him, he can think whatever he wants.

"I should say sorry to you about what happened last time." He sighed, "I was the one who drank too much when I got married."

Hehe, that's funny, hasn't he heard of telling the truth after drinking?I gave him a sideways look, but Qi Sheng ignored it, and just said to himself, "Do you believe it? I think it's good, marrying Siying, it's good, she's a good woman."

I tried my best to endure it, but I still thought of his wife's previous occupation. It's funny, not a bad woman?

"Many people may not believe it, but I think she is really good."

"Be obedient enough?" That was the only reason I could think of.

He laughed, "It's okay." He took a puff of his cigarette and turned to look at me, "Have you ever thought about what you want? In the end, it doesn't matter if you and Yu Xiao are always like this."

Can he manage these things? "How do you calculate it? Get married? Have a baby? Give my mother a grandson?"

Qi Sheng shook his head, "I mean, you have to understand what you want."

"You mean you understand?"

"Siying is pregnant." He looked at the woman standing beside him and smiled lightly, "This is what I should and what I want, after losing Xu Chun, this is the only way to go, one family, one wife, one child. "

"...Congratulations." I said dryly, but I also felt that there was no sincerity.

He chuckled, waved to me and left, maybe he really let go and brought Siying here, just to see him.Or it's really not bad, he took Siying's hand, talked and laughed and walked away, still a little cynical.

In fact, I really can't imagine that one day, people like Qi Sheng will start to be attached to a family.

As for what I want?Right now, I'm just sure I don't want to start a family with any woman, and that's enough.

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