adult restriction

It's less.

I know that her husband is not a generous man, awkward, and doesn't like too much contact with other men.

"You cook really good food."

"It's okay." I said not too modestly, because what she said was quite sincere.

"Do you want to serve dinner?"

"No." She shook her head and put down the bowls and chopsticks, looking at me with one finger on the table.It started again, the idea just now was too absurd, she must have started talking about my crimes again, and then unscrupulously revealed my scandals back then to laugh at me, "Are you living together?"

"...Forget it." He hesitated before answering, one is because it is too different from what I imagined, and the other is because I have never thought about this question.To say cohabitation, it should be.But when we were not lovers, we were almost living together. His three meals a day were all taken care of at my house, it seemed that there was no difference.

She nodded and asked softly, "How long?"

"Eh...half a year?" I really haven't counted this, "I can't count it. Not long after we got together, he was transferred to Shenyang for work." She seemed to be thinking about something, so serious, Doudou It's nothing to do with my meal, and I still gobble it up. I haven't seen this posture before, so I have to say, "What do you want to say?"

"how do you feel?"

"Your brother?" I felt like staring at my eyes, and all I could think about was what I did last night, "Yu Xiao..."

"Hey! That's not what I'm asking!" she yelled, "Don't always think of me as a man, thinking that talking to you is what you think!"

It's not my fault!She asked too ambiguously, not to mention that he is indeed a 'man'.In fact, I was a little afraid of her because she was a psychiatrist, although I think the profession of a psychiatrist is nothing more than a scientific name for a magician.

Isn't it just to talk to people and fool them!But this woman does have an unusual understanding of men, and was even my guiding light in a certain aspect for a while.But the past is unbearable.

"I mean what do you think is different from what you used to be now." She took a deep breath and reiterated, "You know, I watched you grow up, walk in the same way, eat a bowl of rice, compare now with before , is there any difference?"

"How much do you charge an hour?"

"...Su Chen." She gritted her teeth and called my name, "I don't talk about work in life, and you don't need to rush to admit that you have problems in your heart!"

Well, maybe I'm a bit of a villain again, but what do you mean by watching us grow up?Isn't it just four years older than us? "The difference is that we spend more time together."

"Then?" She frowned.

"There are more things that can be done."

"……then?"

"It's gone." Damn, what did she want to say, did I not understand enough?The difference is that I wouldn't sleep with him before!

Unexpectedly, she immediately showed a frantic expression, "Childish! As naive as Yu Xiao! Are your brains just decorations?" She patted the table and looked at me with a very 'sexist' expression. "Or do you mean that most men must mature much later than women? Or do you have nothing but your lower body?"

"I'm not on the same level as Yu Xiao." I still need to vindicate this matter. I won't snatch Doudou snacks, I won't rather be hungry than cook, and I won't be determined to be sloppy until I don't go out.I thought she would take Doudou and leave, but she hasn't washed the dishes yet.

"You know, living together means so much more."

"It means that we may be together forever." I said, feeling that what she was trying to convey was really confusing.

She nodded, and added, "It also means that one day, all passion and cherishment may be polished away." She sat down again, and began to tap the table with her fingers, "Actually, I was surprised, You guys are going to be together."

What she said made me a little concerned, why is it polished?Doesn't time make these deeper?

"Is it not good?"

"No, I just think that an important friend is far more stable than a lover, especially for a man." She looked at me seriously, without ridicule, sarcasm, or contempt.This somewhat made me less defensive.

"I've thought about it, but there's no way. I hope it's the current relationship, and so is he."

"Then do you know how many gays can treat one person exclusively, and how many can really be together all the time? They are all men, you should understand this kind of psychology." She said so many words coherently for the first time , Did she put back the loose hair around her ears, and kept saying, "Besides life is too trivial, there are many incompatibility, personality, family, responsibility, or just you, bored or It's just that the simplicity fades away, the feelings, the passion, everything fades away."

"What about you, are you and your husband the same?" I disdain this kind of statement.Unexpectedly, she readily admitted it.

"The same."

It would be better to say, "But you are still together."

"Yes, because we have a family, Doudou, this is a traditional family that will be blessed by everyone and exists as a matter of course. Except that the relationship will fade, we have more connections between us. It is also worth it Sustain at all times."

What she said suddenly made me understand something, and I was speechless. She might be right, but I can’t be sure, because her experience can only be used as a reference, and nothing can be copied as it is, right?

She didn't say anything more, and she didn't wash the dishes. She just said before leaving with Doudou, "I hope you are happy."

I should say thank you to her, but she's gone.What she said made me care, but it didn't make me feel angry.Or maybe it was a good reminder to pay more attention when necessary and not let us go to the day she said.

In the evening, I called Yu Xiao as usual, he seemed very busy.But he still told me excitedly that he could easily make Sun Kai go far away.I am also happy for him, and plan to surprise him in Shenyang in the next few days.

Because of Lin Wei, from time to time, I would desperately want to see him and verify that what she said was not entirely correct.

087.A Green Cake

I was still standing at the door and before I could move, the doorbell rang again, and it was still Lin Wei?She didn't have conscience and wanted to come back to wash the dishes.Just as she was about to greet her politely to complete this heavy task, she suddenly lowered her head. She looked a bit... shy?

Damn, a lonely man and a widow are in the same room, she doesn't want to do something to me, I don't have feelings for her!

"Something came to me."

"What's the matter?" What is this woman doing, she said some inexplicable words, can't she remember that she should wash the dishes?

"What happened to you and Yu Xiao came to me, I may not help you solve anything, but it is your family after all."

"...Hey, don't you watch too much at eight o'clock?" Don't blame me for thinking too much, it must be because Yu Xiao is her younger brother, and she can report anything.

"Bullshit!" She took a step forward and slapped me on the head. Damn, don't think I really know how to hit women! "Just like you will take care of Zhao En, aren't you also my younger brother?"

At this moment, I... hate the profession of psychiatrist so much. "That's why Yu Xiao really thought you were a good thing. Who did you really trust all these years? I don't know, I thought you..."

"Stop!" I made a stop gesture, "I see." Well, this feels good.

"Zhao En dragged me to say sorry to you, last time he was the one who was mean!" She said angrily.

"Did he tell you? Did you go to work?"

"Well, did you tell Yu Xiao?"

"not yet."

She nodded, "Then don't talk about it, he will go back to work obediently." After giving instructions, she left in a very chic way, leaving me with a heart-piercing feeling when looking at the dishes and chopsticks, and finally threw it away Go to bed there.

That's the end of my vacation. Thinking about it carefully, it's no less stressful than when I was at work.

In the evening, Yu Xiao called me and told me that he was going to see Xu Chun, saying that Xu Chun had called once before he went to Shenyang, and wanted to see him, "Why don't you go?" This person is sometimes stubborn.

As soon as I entered the office the next day, I saw a cake on the table, an emerald green cake, or grass green?I'm not sensitive to color, but I just think that this cake is so green that it's indescribable.

Xiao Wang suddenly appeared behind me, startling me, "Brother Chen, happy birthday a few days ago!" His flattering smile made me feel like I slapped him out, he was fucking playing me ?A green cake?

I felt that my anger was growing rapidly uncontrollably, until he added proudly, "My wife helped me choose this, isn't it good?"

"The eyes are very good." In an instant, I saw a green hair growing on the top of Xiao Wang's head, and it would never return to its original color.This thought made me feel good, and I ate a piece of cake for breakfast, it was too sweet.

During the lunch break, Qi Cheng, who hadn't contacted me for a while, suddenly called me. His tone was quite strange. I don't know if I am. After Xu Chun said those strange things last time, I couldn't help but feel a little bit in my heart. , and Qi Cheng can be regarded as friends, it's better to stay away from such things.

"Xu Chun is hospitalized."

"sick?"

"He did it himself." Qi Cheng said angrily, which made me frown.

"Then I wish him a speedy recovery." Although I was thinking about it, but considering that Qi Cheng must have heard those words last time, I should be more reserved.

"Fuck, don't pretend, the city hospital is here, but just take a look and you're going to die!"

"Fuck you, don't curse people, what a big deal, as for the dead!" His tone was not very good, and I was not polite. Damn, I didn't do anything, but I was very confident, "How about the drug rehab? ?”

"That's all. He doesn't cooperate with life and death, just like I want him to die." His tone was very cruel and gloomy, and there seemed to be some helplessness underneath, "Can you get his family?" The contact information over there? I have no choice."

"Those people are all dead. Don't go to the doctor indiscriminately. I will go there in the afternoon."

Even though I said that, I really don't know what else I can do. Xu Chun obviously doesn't trust anyone in his current state.Or I should care more about him, something must have happened, something happened between him and Qi Cheng that I don't know.

After that, there was a small episode, Chen Lele ran to my office trembling with tears, because he was kicked by Liu Ju, it was really gratifying.This woman yelled at me like crazy, and as for me, I unceremoniously grabbed her by the hair and carried her out in front of my colleagues.

Damn, what is she, who dares to point fingers in front of me?

Although she was miserable, it didn't make me feel better.Recently, it seems that it has always been inseparable from the hospital. This smell and the color of monotonous defeat are undoubtedly annoying.

From the lobby on the first floor to all departments of the outpatient clinic, there were people coming and going, as if everyone was in an incurable disease.Most of them came here in a hurry just because of a cold or a fever.

Fear of death is a human instinct, but it doesn't seem to be the case.

There are relatively fewer people in the sanatorium, and more accurately, it is much quieter, because the people who live here don't have the energy to register with the hospital and have to run ten laps or eight laps.

Is really 'sick'.

Xu Chun was sitting on the hospital bed, his body was exceptionally thin under the baggy hospital gown. He cut his hair short, only half an inch close to his scalp, just like he did during military training in college.

Because of the short hair, those ridiculously large eyes seemed to occupy most of his face. He was staring at the wall with no expression, as if he was thinking about something.

I couldn't see anything about him needing to be hospitalized other than emaciation, which made it even more strange to me.

After so many years, it seems that only he has not changed, and he always looks like he is 19 years old.

"You're here." He said to the wall, just rolling his eyes to look at me.

"Where does it hurt?"

He raised the corner of his mouth ironically, raised his finger and pointed to his chest, "in my heart." He said, leaning against the bed and still not looking at me, "I'll return it to you in one line."

"..." I was a little stunned, not knowing what to answer, he continued as if he didn't want me to answer, "Now I don't want to care about it, I will give it back to you, what you gave me, I will give it back to you. "

"It has been yours for a long time." This is a secret, a secret that no one knows. At that time, Xu Chun had nothing. At the beginning, I took the money to open the bar, using a sum saved by my mother. money.

In the next few years, he would transfer the money to my card one after another.I always tell myself that helping him is because he is my friend, and the bar will bring benefits to me, I always tell myself so, and I believe it.

"Why bother, Su Chen?" He suddenly laughed, a low smile, just a simple smile, like a child, "You can give up what you like for Yu Xiao's dislike, so why put on an air in front of me?"

I clenched my fists tightly, and it was fucking hard to understand him now, "If you could persuade me to treat Xiao well in the past, why bother to pretend to tell me about it now!"

"That's because I thought I had something!" he screamed suddenly, "but I have nothing!"

088. If You Don’t Love Me, Let Him Die

Look, look, I haven't said anything yet!I put on a show?Wasn't he the one pretending?Why do you bring up old things after so many years?Yes, I liked him so much that I wanted to sleep with him, but so what?Yu Xiao doesn't like him, so what?

The crux of the problem is that he doesn't understand what he means to me. If I slept with him back then, I wouldn't have a special friend. He doesn't understand how important he is to me!Damn it, he's always the one who's pretending, isn't he the one who's going to die and live with Qi Cheng?What's the point of getting involved with me now?

He suddenly ran up to me barefoot, "Don't quarrel with Su Chen, let's stop quarreling." He said to me in a begging tone, "I don't have much time, so stop quarreling, it's my fault... ..." He stared at me blankly and kept apologizing, there was no way I could be angry with him like this.

"Don't talk nonsense!" He yelled at him angrily, what could happen, isn't it all done by himself?

"Stay with me for a while." He said, closing his eyes wearily.

I had no choice but to sit on the hospital bed with him in my arms, and he leaned against me quietly without saying a word.After a long time, when I heard regular breathing, I slowly put him down and covered him with the quilt, but the traces under the corner of the rolled clothes caught my attention.There are shocking bruises on the pale skin, and there are more than one places.

I am very familiar with this kind of scars. I often fight with people in college, and this kind of bruises will be left behind.

Damn it must be Qi Sheng, or that's why he was hospitalized.

I strode out, planning to find that bastard and ask him everything.But he just sat on the chair in the corridor and smoked. Damn, what a great family background!Can't see the no-smoking sign in the hospital?

I threw away the cigarette in his hand and prepared to give him a good lesson. The bastard is not worthy of being my friend. "Come out? Why don't you do it by the way?" He sat there and looked at me provocatively.

For such a [-] second, I feel a little guilty.But soon, this guilty conscience was replaced by anger, "Even if you do it, it has nothing to do with you!" I grabbed his collar and made him stand up, his face was haggard, no better than Xu Chun , which comforted me somewhat, "Listen, get out of here! Get away from him!"

He raised his eyebrows and smiled indifferently, "Su Chen, what identity are you talking to me?"

After a few seconds of pause, I told him with certainty, and also told myself, "We are friends." Yes, that's it, I have Yu Xiao, it's as simple as that.

"Friend? Do you think I'm blind? Or Yu Xiao can't see?" He started to sneer, and punched me hard, "Damn it, everyone deserves it! Even if Yu Xiao doesn't find someone to make him high, I'll look for it too!" Damn, is he crazy?What good would it do him to force Xu Chun to death?This has nothing to do with Yu Xiao!How can I be sure they will believe it?

But whatever, this kind of relationship is more suitable for me and Qi Sheng, "In short, stay away from him!" I also called back, but he was not to be outdone, forgot his identity and started fighting in the corridor of the hospital until the hospital The security guard pulled us away.

He kicked the door of the ward as if venting his anger, and looked at me in a haze, yes, haze, that face was covered with dark clouds, it was too ruthless, he pointed at me and said word by word, "I just want him to die , since he doesn't love me, let him die!"

Qi Cheng loves him so much that he wants him to die if he can't get it?This conclusion made me shudder. It doesn't make sense at all. If you don't love, you can separate. It's that simple. Why do you want to force the other party to have no way out? There are really such stupid people.

It seems that my brain is not enough, I think I should simply hide Xu Chun, and it will be better after a few days, or I can simply call the mental hospital and let them see for themselves if Qi Sheng is mentally ill?

Subconsciously want to find someone to discuss, but he is not around.Sometimes what I need is not his decisions and opinions, but I just want him to be by my side when I am a little confused. This is a habit I can't get rid of.

I knew he wouldn't be there, but I still went to his company, and when I got downstairs to their company, I felt ridiculous.If you're not a child, who do you need to rely on?Just as I was about to turn around and leave, I saw Sun Kai, that greasy-haired, pink-faced man knocking on my car window.

"What are you doing?" I wanted to leave without dumping him, but wouldn't it be better to hear what he would say and then help Yu Xiao solve it?

"You came to see Yu Xiao?"

"......"fart!

"He's on a business trip with Mr. Chen, to Shenyang, don't you know?" He said happily, I closed the car window, and I must be complaining and dissatisfied that Yu Xiao is better than him in everything...Mr. Chen .......Chen Breeding Pig?The one who went to the hospital to see him, and then put on a passable face?

Stop making trouble, Su Chen, what are you thinking?

Bullshit, don't you have an idea when you meet a good-looking colleague?

Thoughts are there, but taking action is a different matter.

I should trust him.I told myself after some intense inner struggle.But... I really want to see him, what should I do?It was just a few days, and I missed him unexpectedly.Especially when I am in a bad mood, I always hope that he can be by my side.

Then go find him, you are his man!There was a confident voice in my heart telling me, and I did act immediately.There is basically nothing to do in the unit in the afternoon, and it doesn't matter if you are not there.It takes about six hours to drive to Shenyang, and I will always be back tomorrow.

I just had a look at him, to see if he was okay...well, I wanted to see if he had any problems with that old boar.Believe him?Shit, the man's lower body is not credible. According to what I know about Xiao, that old boar does not fit his appetite at all.

reason?Don't talk about reason with the lower body of a man, am I the best example?Because of this incident, I have completely put the matter of Xu Chun and Qi Cheng behind my mind. Damn it, nothing will happen, Xu Chun is no longer a child.

As for Yu Xiao, of course I wouldn't be so stupid as to call him and tell him that I'm going to Shenyang, and give him time to clean up the mess before we get the answer in a temporary raid.

In fact, things didn't go very smoothly. I only came to his residence in Shenyang once, and I spent a lot of brain cells to find the location accurately. As soon as I opened the door, I felt my anger rising slowly.

The one who opened the door turned out to be Chen Breeding Pig?He looked like he had just showered, only in his bathrobe, and his hair was still wet.Damn, co-author and I drove for more than six hours just to watch them take a mandarin duck bath here?

"Who?" I heard a familiar voice, and Yu Xiao, who was also wearing pajamas and had just taken a shower!

089. Just for You

Don't tell me there is any pure purpose of being alone and widowed in the same room, and don't tell me how reliable Yu Xiao is usually, do I look bad?of course not.

"Aren't you going to come in?" It was Chen Zhongzhu who spoke first, which made me even angrier.Enter your mother, what tone is this, why should I go in?Do it together?Right now, I should just drag them both down the stairs and then turn around gracefully.

"Su Chen, why are you here suddenly?" He said, looking a little panicked, ha, I didn't expect to be caught.

"I'm fine, you guys continue." After I finished speaking, I slapped the door vigorously, preferably directly in the face of that Chen, so that he would really turn into a pig.

I can't say or do anything if it's really his choice.I should only be glad that I know it, right?

But why is there still the same throbbing pain in my heart?Forget it, I can't say anything or do anything at all, that's his boss, if I really do too much, how can he hold his head in the company in the future?

Fuck him, whoever you love, it's okay to stop playing.

In fact, I really hope that he will chase it out and give me an explanation, even if I don't believe it.But at least he has to make a little wrong gesture, doesn't he?When the car started, I hesitated for a moment, and turned around to see him chasing him out wearing slippers, with only a coat on.

What is he trying to explain?It must be because there is something to want to explain.My brain seemed unable to think, it was all because he would betray me, I drove without the slightest hesitation, I just wanted to get out of here and let myself be quiet.I'm just afraid, I'm afraid that I will do something excessive.

But I still couldn't help but keep looking in the rearview mirror, what is this man doing?He flagged a taxi and the car just followed?

The phone kept ringing, it must be him, I didn't look at it, just pressed the power off button, and then stepped on the accelerator.

What is he doing?I shouldn't have looked at it, cold sweat came out from the back, half of the man leaned out of the car window and kept waving, did he know it was dangerous?

stop?Don't stop?Actually, I want to hear his explanation.This idea flashed in my mind, and a fluke mentality of "maybe nothing happened" also rose.

When did he grow up?When I got out of the car, I had the feeling that he was not on the same level as me.It wasn't until I got closer that I realized that it was the angry expression on his face, why did he look angrier than me?

"Where are you going! I didn't say anything about where you were going!" He asked fiercely, pulling my collar.

"...Won't staying here delay your good deeds?" After I finished speaking, I regretted it, or it would be better if I didn't speak, his current expression is obviously saying that I will kill you to vent my anger!

"Can you say that again?"

Say it again?I'm not that naive, "Then tell me, that Chen Zhong... President, what are you doing there?"

"He's only staying here for two days. What's the matter here? Anyway, there's still room available! I can't say Mr. Chen, you look like a man, I'm bound to lose my bestiality..." He was annoyed. Said, staring at me coldly, "Don't deny Su Chen in a hurry, that's what you think in your heart!"

"Impossible! I'm not so narrow-minded, am I afraid that if you are a good-looking person, you will become a beast?"

"What's the difference?" he pressed.

"Is what you said true?"

"Fake!" He glared at me angrily, turned around and walked back.

I smiled unkindly in my heart, and seeing his reaction, what this person said was true. "Hey, I didn't drive here from home to fight with you, don't go!"

"Then what are you doing here? Catching rape?" He stood there with his arms folded, with an extremely expressive expression.The slightly raised eyebrows and the tightly pursed mouth all proved one thing, he was very unhappy.

"Hey, what are you looking at?" I glared at the driver who was still parked there, and the man stretched out his hand from the car window and yelled at me righteously,

"Then you pay for it!"

"Look what I'm doing! Do I have time for my wallet?"

I made a silly noise and paid.Seeing him standing aside and sulking, I feel that I should be braver, even if the misunderstanding is because of him, "Are you finished? Today I tell you, that Mr. Chen is not a good person, stay away from him!"

"Do you not believe him? Or do you not believe me?" He clenched his fists tightly and asked.

At this time, I should have lied. Of course, I didn’t believe the person surnamed Chen.

"Hey! Don't hit...Yu Xiao, don't fucking hit me!" The man didn't say a word, he slapped me directly with his fist, the expression on his face was not only angry but also a little sad. I didn't dare to fight back for a while, so I could only back away, "Stop hitting! I won't say anything! Believe me! Believe you!" I shouted, pulling my neck, and for the sake of my precious life, I didn't forget to protect my face .

Seeing him stepping back with an expression of 'I'm fighting with you', he didn't really want to die together.Just as I was about to get in the car and pass by, he grabbed my collar and said, "Get in the car!"

"Why?" I can only resist death like a virgin, what if he wants to play with me?I don't want to die, I don't want to die.

"go home!"

"Huh?" I uttered a meaningless one-syllable pronunciation, only to feel the cold wind pouring from my mouth.

"Go back to Harbin City."

"You are in Shenyang..." What should I do if he is confused by my anger?What medicine should I take?

Unexpectedly, he slowly raised the corners of his mouth, revealing a coquettish and charming smile, and said, "I'm quitting the branch office, and I'm going to do it for you bastard." He gasped, probably a little It's cold, "I'm going to stay here again, will you just put your eyes on me one day? Why are you standing there stupidly? Get in the car!"

There was a little hesitation, "This is not good." I said very duplicity, and helped him open the car door.

"Hypocrisy!" he said, sitting in the passenger seat and turning on the heat.

What happened to hypocrisy?It's hypocritical, don't you just love my hypocrisy?When I thought of this, my heart trembled a little, Su Chen, Su Chen, when did you become so shameless?

In less than 2 minutes, he also began to be proud of his performance, and expressed his words, "Hey! Am I handsome? Just now? Did it make you want to spend the rest of my life with me?"

I felt like my mouth was about to burst into laughter, "Handsome, handsome as hell, I've spent my whole life with you!" I answered him without hesitation, my heart was full, and something even started to leak from my pores. To overflow.

From the corner of my eye, I watched him take out the phone I just dropped on it from behind his buttocks, "Why do you turn it off?"

"Someone just kept calling, it's annoying." I said casually, noticing that he didn't seem to bring anything, was it a little impulsive? "Do you want to go back and get your clothes, mobile phone wallet or something?"

He yelled at me while pressing the power button, "What's the point of that! Can you be less practical once in a while!"

"...But you still have to go back..." His eyes successfully stopped my next words.As he flipped through the call log, he also had a puzzled look on his face.

"Why did Qi Cheng call you so late? There was Xu Chun's before." He glanced at me while turning, "What's the matter with you? You're not young anymore, why do you keep doing it?"

090. Parting Without Goodbye

"It hit me." I lied casually, and he didn't ask much. In fact, he is much better than a woman. The most obvious point is that he doesn't ask me what I don't want to say, "You just said that Xu Chun called?"

"Ah, what's the matter? Did you go to see him?"

"Well, I'm going." I had a bad feeling in my heart, maybe because I saw him a little badly today, "Call me back and ask." He didn't say a word, just focused on dialing the phone.

I kept looking at him out of the corner of my eye, and saw that the phone rang again, and it happened to be Xu Chun.

The mood that was a little calm just now gradually became uneasy because of his expression. The normal at first gradually became a little weird. I seemed to hear something shouted on the other end of the phone. A trace of surprise crossed Yu Xiao's face, and then he failed miserably.He looked at me in a daze, as if he wanted to give me the phone, but he seemed afraid to give it to me.

"What's wrong?" As soon as he opened his mouth, he heard his own voice tighten.

"...It's Qi Cheng." He said, Qi Sheng?I stepped on the brakes quickly.

"Yes, yes." He told me stammeringly, something must have happened!It's so late, why is that bastard Qi Cheng still with him?

"What the hell are you doing..." I didn't finish my sentence, the heavy and infrequent panting on the other side made me dare not speak, I just held the phone tightly, I knew something must have happened , I knew it from Yu Xiao's expression.

"Are you willing to answer the phone?" He said, with a strange upward arc, "Finally saw the call he made? You won't answer until he dies?"

"Don't be kidding, this is Xu Chun's call..." I heard my voice start to retort feebly, and Qi Cheng on the other end of the phone just kept repeating,

"You're only willing to answer after you're dead, right? He called you for the last time before he died. I'll help him... Do you think I'll help him finish the last thing..."

"Su Chen..."

"Shh, don't talk." I interrupted him, "Let me think about it." This is definitely a lie, you see, although Xu Chun is not very good, but he is still trying to quarrel with me today, he said don't I quarreled, I didn't want to quarrel with me, and then I sat there quietly holding him, and then, and then I came here.

After that, he should stay in the hospital peacefully, recover, and live well again.He is always so emotional, and it is not the first time that he is dying, but isn't he still living well?

"I'll drive." He said, he didn't sound surprised just now, and he must have thought it was Qi Sheng's joke.

"Okay." I don't know why I agreed to him, maybe I just think it's better to come this way.It's as if all the strength in my body has been drained.Even if it's a joke, I can't afford it.

Along the way, I stared at the scenery outside the window, hoping to hurry up, and then hurry up, this is what he is best at.

"Where is he? Qi Sheng said where is he?"

"Single line." What starts here ends here.This kind of absurd idea kept flashing back in my mind again, I felt that I opened my dry lips and asked a question, and a trace of disbelief flashed across his face,

"What?" he asked.

I don't know where I got the courage to ask him again, or just trying to escape something, I asked him, "Do you really hope Xu Chun is okay?" He turned his head, tightly pursed his lips and did not speak.

I really want, I really want to dig out his heart to have a look, and also look at my own by the way.Why do you find it hard to breathe? I love him and Yu Xiao.But I also have no way to ignore Xu Chun, what they said is right, I just haven't touched Xu Chun, the reason is dirty, dirty, I just want to keep it, keep it without putting my heart and soul into it, and don't have to bear any responsibility Responsibility, you can get the most care and absolute love.

I always know that Xu Chun loves me.

And I take it as a pastime.I didn't realize until now that this pastime may still require a responsibility.

he didn't answer