silent me, silent us

Walking in the seemingly endless building escape stairs, Ye Guang supported the wall and stopped on a certain floor.

Idiot, I would have taken the elevator if I knew it earlier, but now I don't even have the strength to go out and take the elevator.

The recoil of alcohol continued to exert its power.Ye Guang sat down on the steps along the wall, feeling dizzy as if thrown in the air.The escape ladder did not turn on the lights, only the sunlight outside the window supported the sight.Ye Guang blinked, unwilling to close his eyes no matter how uncomfortable he was.

Because as long as you are in the dark, you will think of Xu Qizhang's emotionless eyes.

Those boys and girls who looked so mature just now are all his friends, they are different from the classmates in school, they have a taste of a world of their own, and Xu Qizhang has also blended into that world, becoming blurred.

He lowered his head and pulled the clothes that Xu Qizhang borrowed from him. It smelled of his laundry detergent, which was also the smell of Xu Qizhang.I am wearing his clothes now, and I smell of him, but why do I feel so far away from him?

Why did he look at himself like this just now?

Why was he indifferent when I cast eyes on him for help?

Do you feel that you have humiliated him?

Does he look at him differently when there are other people around?

Some vague figures, fragments of memories, and pictures that he had deliberately ignored all this time appeared in his mind.

all the same...you all the same...

"You asked me to come with you..." Buried in his knees, he still smelled the borrowed jeans.Tears welled up in Ye Guang's eyes, and he didn't know whether it was the alcohol that confused him, or the smell of Xu Qizhang was too pungent.

Lifting his head, sniffing his nose vigorously and wiping his tears with his arms, Ye Guang looked back quietly.

Take him here and let him alone, just ignore his cries for help, but you haven't chased him yet... Damn Xu Qizhang, hateful, hateful... I don't want to wear your clothes, I don't want to wear clothes that smell like you... …

There are usually three things that drunk people do most often: laugh, cry, and undress.

Ye Guang tugged at his jacket resentfully, and finally took off his jacket and flung it to the stairwell, stood up unsteadily, and was about to throw away his trousers as well.

I want to lose your taste, and lose you by the way!

Xu Qizhang ran up from downstairs panting, and was thrown head-on by a pair of jeans just in time.

"Ye Guang!" Pushing aside the piece of fabric that blocked his view, Xu Qizhang rushed upstairs to stop Ye Guang's hand that was taking off his paper underwear, grabbed the T-shirt that was thrown aside and put it on him.

"What are you doing!" Seeing Xu Qizhang's face, the grievance instantly magnified five hundred times, Ye Guang's mouth was flattened, and he seemed to be jealous of his husband and resenting his wife, and he refused to obey.

Xu Qizhang didn't speak, his usually indifferent face was a little tense at this moment, a little sweat was dripping from his forehead, and his breath was still a little disordered. Regardless of Ye Guang's struggle, he insisted on putting on the clothes for him, and then squatted down with his trousers.

"Raise your feet." The voice was still weak and gentle, but it sounded like an order to Ye Guang.

"I don't want to wear your clothes!"

Pull down the hem of the clothes, because Xu Qizhang's head is too close to Xiao Xiaoye, which makes him a little nervous.

"Why don't you wear it?"

"I just don't want to wear it!"

Xu Qizhang looked up at him, confronted Ye Guang for a long time, and finally sighed.

"You will be regarded as a pervert like this, put it on quickly."

Take it easy and let it go.Drunkards are like children, they eat soft food but not hard food.

Sure enough, after hearing these words, Ye Guang suddenly realized that no matter how secret the stairwell is, it is still a public space.Why does he have to be a pervert because of this... He took the pants off Xu Qizhang's hand, hid aside and put them on, he was swaying here and there, and after finally putting them on, he was suddenly embraced from behind.

This time, he was truly surrounded by the aura of the owner of the clothes.

"Why." Didn't you ignore me?What kind of hug... Ye Guang pinched his nose to prevent him from knowing, just such a hug would make him cry.

"Why don't you take the elevator?" Xu Qizhang's muffled voice came from his shoulder.

"Clam?" Why are you talking about this?

"I took another elevator to chase downstairs. The administrator said that no one was going out, so I went up the stairs again." And it was the sound of his sniffing that he was motivated to climb up.

Feeling the heat and sweat on his body, Ye Guang finally became a little sober. He looked up at the floor sign and was stunned.

"This is... is it the eighth floor?" He ran up from the first floor?

"Why are you running?" He clenched his hands tightly, showing no intention of leaving.The whole person stuck behind Ye Guang, listening to Ye Guang's rapid heartbeat, Xu Qizhang asked.

Why run?

Because I saw that girl kissing you, because those people surrounded you and made me unable to see you, I was not happy.

Because I messed up your birthday party, I'm afraid you won't be happy.

"Because... because I'm afraid..." Ye Guang couldn't say what he was afraid of.

But there are always some things that Xu Qizhang can know without saying anything.

"You always forget what I said to you, Ye Guang."

Xu Qizhang kissed his exposed neck and whispered in his ear.

"I haven't forgotten! It's just..."

"Then why don't you trust me?" A sigh spread across the stairwell.

Ye Guang bit his lip, his sigh felt weak.

Just how to believe it?

You said you would never disappoint me, where is forever?

Can teenagers ever believe it?

These problems will never be solved if they don't come to an end.

Ye Guang held his arm tightly.If you think about these problems, your heart feels as if it is about to burst.

"Then you...why don't you believe me?"

Hearing this sentence, Xu Qizhang was stunned.

Letting go of his hand, Ye Guang turned around and grabbed his collar.

With tears streaming down his face, he felt that he had never been so embarrassed before.

"You never believed that I would be with you!"

When Ye Guang thought of Xu Qizhang's low self-esteem questions, his heart ached unbearably.

"You hold me tight all of a sudden, and then you seem to want to let me go! What are you not sure about? We have done this and that, every time you ask me, you don't regret it! No matter what I say How many times I don't regret it, I like you like you like you like you! You still don't believe it! What qualifications do you have to say about me!"

They were all the same, cautiously probing each other's feelings, jerky, immature probing.

Ye Guang didn't know who he was yelling this sentence at.

As if bullying Xu Qizhang for not being able to speak long sentences, after Ye Guang talked a lot, he looked at Xu Qizhang's eyes that instantly widened before he realized what he said.

"you……"

"Don't say it!" Ye Guang wanted to stop his mouth, but his hand was grabbed.

Holding his hand tightly, Xu Qizhang smiled more openly than ever, as if he had won the lottery.

"You never said you liked me, Ye Guang."

You said you want to realize my dream, not because of sympathy, not because of other things, Ye Guang?

"You..." Blushing instantly, Ye Guang opened his mouth and forgot to cry.

"I like you too, Ye Guang, I like you too...I like you..."

He held his face, kissed away the tears on his cheeks, murmured as if reciting a spell, the strong but suppressed emotions in his words were engraved on Ye Guang's heart word by word following Xu Qizhang's kiss.

Is there such a simple sentence that can instantly dilute the line between them?

I like you, not because of anything else, just because I like you.

"I'm sorry... for making your birthday party a mess..." Leaving his lips, Ye Guangyu looked at him apologetically.

It doesn't matter, anyway, Ah Jian deserves to be cleaned up, dare to play with his friend's wife... Xu Qizhang remembered the scene where he crushed the paper cup, smashed Ah Jian with the guitar again and again in his heart, and then smiled softly.

"I'm sorry too."

Ye Guang looked at him suspiciously, waiting for his next words.

"I'm sorry for asking you to say "I like you" first." After finishing speaking, Xu Qizhang smiled heartily.

"Oh... clam?"

This was really the first time that Ye Guang really felt that Xu Qizhang's scheming was as heavy as an elephant.

There is no such thing as total trust in the world, but they try to find a way to trust each other in this complicated world.