silent me, silent us

After the last performance, the sky was just as dark as if the curtain had come to an end.The students dispersed in twos and threes, leaving only the school team on the basketball court still active under the lights.

The crooked dragon head carried two figures and slid out of the campus.

The evening wind in summer nights is very cool, especially during the time when the blue sky meets dusk, there is a wonderful fragrance floating in the wind.The noisy human voice seems to be in the distance, but the excitement can still be heard, so that the time at this time will not be confused with the darkness of the early morning.

Sitting in the back seat, Ye Guang grabbed the corner of Xu Qizhang's clothes, and his bangs were blown away by the wind.

After the performance, "Take the guitar and put it in the classroom", "Let's make a political statement tomorrow, what do you want to say", "Hey, let's repair the bicycle"...

They chatted endlessly, but they didn't recall the content of the performance just now.

Xu Qizhang was still the same, just staring at him and smiling, without saying anything.

What should I say?Ye Guang looked at the dots of starlight on the other side of the river embankment, and had the illusion of traveling in space. Then Xu Qizhang seemed to say something, and a train happened to pass by, and there was a rumble.

"What?" Ye Guangda responded loudly, asking Xu Qizhang to say it again.

The originally erratic voice didn't even fall into Ye Guang's ears when it was hit by the sound of the train.

"What did you say?" He tugged at the corner of his clothes, not knowing whether he was frightened by the train or what, his heartbeat accelerated again.

Seeing the background around Xu Qizhang's back receding, he seemed to straighten his hunched back, sighed again, said nothing, and then continued to ride with his back hunched.

And Ye Guang didn't ask any more questions, staring at the starlight on the other side until he was blocked by the house after entering the residential area.

Stopped outside the iron gate of Ye Guang's house, got out of the car and said thank you, Ye Guang lowered his head and took the strap of Qiao's schoolbag.Even if he didn't see Xu Qizhang's eyes, he could still feel those gazes clung to him under the streetlight.

It feels like if you don't move anymore, you will be so stuck.

A message of wanting to escape came from the bottom of his feet, and Ye Guang twisted his toes nervously.

"Well, let's work together tomorrow, break." Ye Guang hurriedly waved his hands at him, and was about to turn around and enter the door, when suddenly a familiar temperature felt on his wrist.

Xu Qizhang supported the crooked faucet with his feet, sat on the bicycle and grabbed Ye Guang's hand.

There was a rumbling beating from the heart like a temple fair, bombarding his head, and the tipping point was Xu Qizhang's hand.

He felt the rough calluses on Xu Qizhang's hands from playing the guitar, and that made him itch more than any touch.

The strength belonging to another person is holding on to him, the strength of another boy...

Ye Guang didn't look back, his breathing was out of rhythm.

"Ye Guang." It was a very soft, very soft call, perhaps Xu Qizhang's most emotional expression, calling his voice.

Why don't you turn back?What will come back?Ye Guang's handsome face was sweating profusely. For the first time, he felt that the explosive that really threatened his elite career was right behind him.

"What, what are you doing?" Now even talking is as difficult as Parkinson's disease.

"I……"

"Wait! Don't say it!" He raised a hand to stop Xu Qizhang, Ye Guang still didn't look back, but he was panting as if he had run a hundred meters.

He probably also imagined the expression of Xu Qizhang behind him: he hesitated to speak for a while, then smiled as if letting go of something, and then let go of his hand...

The next thing was that he just ran into the door of the house. From then on, he could only nod to each other awkwardly when they met, and he still didn't say a word after graduation.

Then he no longer sat on his crooked faucet to go home, did not drink his miraculous egg drop soup, did not receive any song from his MSN, and did not hear his full of enthusiasm for the first time. Emotional music, they are strangers since then, because he dare not look back...

And the elite wouldn't let that happen, would they?

As soon as he thought about it, he grabbed Xu Qizhang's really let go hand with his backhand. Ye Guang turned his head and caught the moment when Xu Qizhang's calm and lonely expression turned into surprise, and his heart ached.

Don't make that look.

Ye Guang gritted his teeth and wanted to speak, but the words got stuck behind his teeth. He suddenly understood what Xu Qizhang said before, "Some words are hard to say, so he sang to communicate with the world."

Thinking of him at that time, he smiled shyly and brilliantly.

That kind of smile is what he should have, and he shouldn't always have that indifferent, resigned smile.

That was the desire to protect from the bottom of my heart.

Ye Guang impulsively pushed his hands one by one, he didn't know whether to pull or pounce, anyway, the result was that the crooked dragon's head fell down the street again, and Xu Qizhang fell on top of him.Hugging Xu Qizhang's neck tightly, Ye Guang pressed his head on his shoulders and neck to prevent him from getting up, because he didn't want Xu Qizhang to see his embarrassment.

"Ye Guang?" The ending trembled a little, it was excited anticipation, and uncertain hands also slowly climbed up his arms, grabbing his sleeves and not letting go.

"..." Mom, Tower of Babel, talking!Why is it so difficult!

And it's really weird for two big boys lying on the road hugging each other like this!

Fortunately, there are no people in the high-end residential area here at night...Ye Guang's heartbeat has been pushed to the end, but he still can't think of what to say.

Seemingly understanding Ye Guang's silence, Xu Qizhang sighed in his ear, but there was no sign of regret.

He patted Ye Guang's head, signaled Ye Guang to let go, raised his head, and saw Ye Guang's face about to cry,

He smiled and squeezed his face, pulling him up.

Holding up the crooked faucet, Xu Qizhang stabilized his body, but the brief silence made Ye Guang restless.

"Ye Guang... that's fine, this election, if I become the president..."

Sweeping over like this again, the deep eyes with dark circles underneath, which I have seen tens of thousands of times, always tell everything silently.

"You have to answer me, 'good or bad'." The last sentence in Taiwanese seemed to inspire him a lot of courage.

Ye Guang clenched his teeth, did not speak, but did not look away.

The goodbye this time was a bit presumptuous, Xu Qizhang approached his cheek tentatively, but he didn't avoid it.

Ye Guang didn't quite know what the feeling filled in his heart after seeing Xu Qizhang's leaving back after the electric current spread, but if he was asked to color it, he would choose pink.

Even the goosebumps couldn't stop him from "Pei Xiao" who was like an idiot and collapsed. He pushed open the iron gate and felt that his small yard was full of colorful bubbles and butterflies fluttering around. It all turned into a wonderful symphony, he turned around involuntarily, humming the melody of "Is it okay", but when he turned around, he bumped into a fleshy wall, smashing the small garden he just built Not left.

"Master Shao, what's the matter with you?" Maria asked worriedly as she stabilized him with an expression of "Young master is falling in love".

"Hey, oh, no, ha." A foolish smile floated on his face again.Maybe, maybe he should share it with Maria?This eagerness to share joy is the first time.

"Oh, let's not talk about this brother, sir and Taitaihui are here and waiting in the department..."

In an instant, the pink in my heart disappeared completely.Before Maria could finish speaking, Ye Guang rushed into the house in a panic without even taking off his shoes.