The great waves surging in life

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"..." Li Aiyun was dumbfounded. He didn't think of other meanings when he asked that question, but when Yang Shan mentioned it, he acquiesced.

"In the beginning, I just danced, until my mother needed blood plasma for treatment, expensive medical expenses, just dancing is not affordable." Yang Shan pretended to be relaxed, as if talking about something innocuous, "I started to pick up customers, what? I accept all kinds of customers. I am willing to let them ride on me, enter my body, and ravage me in every way, it doesn't matter, as long as they give me money."

Li Aiyun couldn't listen any longer, hugged Yang Shan suddenly, and murmured in her ear: "I don't want to listen to this, don't listen to it."

"It's you who said, you want to know everything about me."

"..." I wanted to know, but Yang Shan was not allowed to say that, it made her heart ache. "What happened next?" Li Aiyun let go of Yang Shan and skipped the topic just now.

"When I was 17 years old, my mother's condition worsened and her heart and lungs were affected, so she turned to chemotherapy. My mother used to be very beautiful, but after she got sick, she became pale and emaciated. Just riding this bicycle to the hospital, in fact, I know that my mother can’t last long.” Yang Shan paused, and continued: “When I was 17 years old, I accompanied my mother to bask in the sun in the garden of the hospital, and met a guest. Recognizing me, being a mother's face, my mother is ashamed. It was that year, this afternoon, and it was raining. I pedaled this bicycle and pedaled very fast, and finally arrived here. The waves are very big, bigger than today , hit my mother's bald head, and I watched my mother's head appear, disappear, appear, disappear, and then slowly sink. I didn't cry, I didn't call for help, I just watched and didn't do anything. The rain was so cold and the wind was so cold, I just sat here all night, watching the waves come up and recede, and really wanted to ask where the waves took my mother."

Li Aiyun felt heavy in his heart, the more he listened to Yang Shanyun's calm tone, the more he couldn't bear the pain in his heart, he hugged Yang Shan again and held him tightly, his knuckles were faintly white due to the force, he didn't know Whether he was comforting Yang Shan or appeasing his heartache, he just wanted to hug her like this.

"Li Aiyun." Yang Shan raised her hand, patted Li Aiyun's back lightly, and whispered in her ear, "I don't need sympathy."

"It's not sympathy." Li Aiyun said seriously.

"what is that?"

"..." let go of Yang Shan, looked into her deep eyes, but couldn't answer, what is it?Li Aiyun himself didn't know. "Are there any other relatives at home?" Li Aiyun avoided Yang Shan's question.

"Mom is an orphan, and my father is an only child. My grandparents have never seen me since I was born. My mother said that my father died when I was a child. In this world, no one knows anyone, just like a rootless water plant." Yang Shan looked at the magnificent waves. The surface of the sea, Youyou said.

"You still have me." He held Yang Shan's hand tightly, fearing that she was really a water plant and would be swept away by the waves at any time.Thinking of Yang Shan saying "I don't like to come to the hospital" and Yang Shan saying "I don't have a home", now I know the whole story.I always thought Yang Shan was a mystery.Today, when Yang Shan confessed everything, the answer to the mystery is obvious. Today, when Yang Shan talked to her so much, it was such a heavy scene.Yang Shan smiled again today, so bitter and sad, she would rather see her cold face.Why did fate plant so many hardships on Yang Shan? She is such a beautiful woman, how could fate bear it, how could she be willing to part with it.Yang Shan doesn't know what warmth is, so she is like an ice cube. She really wants to warm her and melt her.Yang Shan said that her mother is very beautiful, you can tell by looking at Yang Shan.Yang Shan said that she doesn't need sympathy.It's clearly not sympathy, so what is it?Li Aiyun's chaotic thoughts flooded in, and Yang Shan was all over his head.

六

A magnificent high-end French restaurant, with a huge crystal chandelier hanging from the ceiling, overflowing the entire restaurant with golden brilliance.The restaurant is located on the top floor of the building. A long marble table is hidden behind a dark red silk curtain. In the center of the long table is a European-style classic carved silver-plated candlestick, like a noble peacock, arrogantly spreading its tail.Sit by the floor-to-ceiling windows, overlooking the whole city from the window, with a wide view.As the night fell and the lights came on, there was a colorful world outside.The waiter was dressed formally and neatly, smiling and offering three heavy menus with leather covers and gold rims, a wine list, a fixed menu, and a seasonal menu.Li Aiyun ordered seafood puff pastry with cream sauce, foie gras with orange sauce, and chocolate mousse.Cheng Li ordered a lamb saddle steak, stewed potatoes and a bottle of red wine.

"Why do you want to eat here?" Li Aiyun asked.

"We haven't dated for a long time, Yun, you seldom accompany me recently." Cheng Li seemed to be complaining, but he had a gentle smile on his face.

"Is there? Don't you often come to the store at night?"

"That's me to accompany you." Cheng Li pursed his lips and said, "But I'll be a little busy recently. It's the end of the year, and there are many things."

"Well, don't be exhausted, and you don't have to go to the store to accompany me, it's hard work."

"I can't go to accompany you often during this time, and I have more entertainment."

"It's okay, work is important." Li Aiyun didn't care.

In the dressing room, the supervisor was chattering, but he was slandering Mimi earnestly. Mimi just lowered her head and listened to her nails being painted without making any comments, but the supervisor kept talking more and more vigorously: "Stop taking drugs in the future, look at you, don't lose your energy." Spirit, you want to have no image, and it will fade slowly throughout the day. And your makeup, can you paint it more finely? How can there be a girl as sloppy as you. You think I love you, if I don’t care about you, I'm too lazy to talk about you. Hey, hey, I'm talking to you, did you hear me?"

"I heard it." Mimi replied impatiently.

"None of you can make me worry." A fire broke out at the gate of the city, which affected the fish in the pond. The supervisor nodded his fingers in the air, and made a gesture of counting the people sitting next to each other.At this time, Yang Shan entered the door, saw the battle, turned a blind eye, and sat on the sofa to change the costume.Seeing Yang Shan coming, the supervisor suddenly lost interest in reprimanding her, and instead said to Yang Shan: "Shan, Lihong has a benefactor tonight, and she has booked a special session in her box. You will work harder tonight, and arrange a few more sessions, okay?" ?"

"Yeah." Yang Shan buried her head in adjusting her tube top and said, "I'll take a few days off next week."

"Okay." The supervisor had promised Yang Shan to give her a holiday after New Year's Day, and seeing Yang Shan's proposal, he agreed.

"Ashan, I'm going to help me jump out tonight, thank you." Du Lihong leaned over and put her hand on Yang Shan's shoulder.

"Take it away." Yang Shan slapped Du Lihong's hand off and said, "I'm not helping you, I'm just obeying the arrangement."

"You woman, sometimes I really want to strangle you to death." Du Lihong rolled her eyes at Yang Shan, feigning anger.

In the luxurious box of Cleopatra's bar, Cheng Li exchanged cups with customers, and his mouth was full of flattery and flattery.While drinking was hot, the phone rang. Seeing that it was too noisy inside, Cheng Li signaled to the customer and walked out of the bar to answer.Turning back, passing the hall, I suddenly saw some familiar faces dancing on the pole, and couldn't help squeezing onto the dance floor.Looking closely, the woman's figure is graceful, exquisite and elegant, her dancing posture is unrestrained and wild, and her gestures and gestures are all showing her charm that touches the heartstrings.With a shake of his head, the long chestnut hair swayed in the air, like peacock feathers in full bloom, dazzling.Her cold and beautiful face, her deep and indifferent eyes, and her demeanor of not getting close to strangers all made her more elegant and refined, just like the lonely and standing Qinghe on the lake in midwinter.When Cheng Li saw Yang Shan, he was attracted for a moment, then a contemptuous smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, and he withdrew from the crowd.

"Miss Du, do you have someone named Yang Shan here?" Since Du Lihong is the client's best friend, she has to use the respectful title for this romantic woman.

"Yes. What's the matter?" Du Li raised her eyebrows, thinking that Cheng Li was another guest who was bewildered by Yang Shan's beauty.

"Can you call her over for me?" Cheng Li said.

"I'm sorry, Yang Shan only dances and doesn't accompany guests." Du Lihong refused decisively with a calm expression.

"Oh? Tell her to come and jump in a vacuum." The client saw that Cheng Li intended to find this woman named Yang Shan as a company, thinking of the beauty of being an adult.

"She doesn't jump vacuum either."

"It's like this. Yang Shan and I know each other. They are friends. Call her over for me, and say she is Li Aiyun's boyfriend." Cheng Li said it respectfully, but his heart was full of disdain. After jumping, why are you pretending to be lofty?He just wanted to call Yang Shan over and humiliate her face to face, so as to relieve his anger.

"Li Aiyun?" Du Lihong was suspicious, thinking to herself, it seems that this Li Aiyun is the key, otherwise, since she is a friend and wants to see Yang Shan, why should she emphasize that she is Li Aiyun's boyfriend.Although he understood, he agreed to go to the backstage to spread the word.

"You don't know how to use the remote control? What's so interesting about it?" Du Lihong entered the backstage and saw Yang Shan nestled on the sofa watching TV, watching a shopping channel. Smokeless nonstick pan.

"It's only 199." Yang Shan said calmly without raising her head.Furious, Du Lihong glanced at the TV casually, and saw the woman on the TV and said excitedly: Call now to order and there are super value gift packages, the quantity is limited, first come first served.

"Hey, who is Li Aiyun?" Du Lihong remembered the business.

"How do you know her?" Yang Shan was startled when she heard the words Li Aiyun, but her face remained calm, she still watched the TV and asked quietly.

"There's a man in the box looking for you, saying he's Li Aiyun's boyfriend." Du Lihong spread her hands out, seeing that Yang Shan didn't respond, and asked, "If you can't make it through, why don't you say something."

"Is Li Aiyun here?" Yang Shan wondered why Cheng Li was looking for her, and asked after thinking for a while