Lang came on a bamboo horse: Qingmei, you lie down

The heroic little wild dog Su Yixia didn't pay much attention to the small injuries and pains on his body, thinking that he would be fine after taking a bath and wiping it off, but after two days, the bruises slowly spread all over his body Only then did he start belatedly crying out for pain.

"Aren't you stupid? Do you think the aftereffects of fighting are so easy to deal with?" Gu Zisheng helped him rub the wound on his back vigorously to dissipate the bruises, causing Su Yixia to scream in pain.

"I've never seen you so colorful before." Su Yixia sat depressedly with her back to Gu Zisheng, shivering from the cold with her shirt off.

"In the past, you didn't care about my health at all? You never took the initiative to see me naked." Gu Zisheng thought aggrievedly of her crush years ago.

"Tsk tsk tsk, it sounds like you were interested in my naked body before."

"How do you know?" Added some medicinal oil, and continued to work hard!

"Oh! Can you make it easy! How can you still play hard when I am already like this?"

"It won't work if you don't work hard. You don't want to be seen by your mother when you go home, right? Hold on, you asked for it, you deserve it."

Although I had a good communication with Gu Zisheng two days ago and forgave him for concealing military information and not reporting it, Su Yixia still swallowed this breath when he was maliciously slandered by others, not to mention that after being maliciously slandered, he has always been as proud as As a little peacock, he was pressed to the ground and beaten into a pig's head. Not only did he lose face!

"You said, are we really that unbearable in the eyes of others?"

"Thinking about it again, didn't you say that you don't care about it?"

"I'm not thinking about it, I'm just a little... worried, you said that this matter is going to be spread, how ugly, it won't affect your future, will it?"

"Then why aren't you worried about your own future?" Gu Zisheng smiled and turned Su Yixia around, and kissed him on the neck.

Su Yixia glared at Gu Zisheng reproachfully, and said, "You're picking on me again, aren't you?"

"Fool, you have been thinking about this little thing for so long, and there will be many bigger tests in the future, so why don't you worry yourself to death?"

"Are you really okay?"

"Well, it doesn't matter."

"It really doesn't matter?"

"Yes." Gu Zisheng replied sternly, paused, and then said: "Actually, this matter is really nothing, it's just a rumor, and if it is passed on, it will be gradually forgotten. We are not big people. So many people are interested in us, besides, isn’t it spreading?”

"Then what if it spreads? What if everyone is pointing fingers behind your back?"

"Xia Xia, will you spend your whole life with me in the future?"

"Ah."

"Then, do you want to tell Mom and Dad about our relationship?"

"...Mmm." Su Yixia hesitated for a moment, but still nodded.

"Then you should know that the problems we have to face are much more serious than everyone pointing fingers behind our backs. We may be misunderstood, scolded, ridiculed, and even opposed and blamed by our parents. We must When we die together, it is impossible to conceal our sexuality forever, and others will inevitably criticize us. At that time, some people may say that we are perverted, that we are crazy, and that we have violated morality. Can you bear all of this?"

Su Yixia stared blankly at Gu Zisheng, frowning slightly, and there was a hint of melancholy in her eyes.Gu Zisheng sighed, kissed him tenderly on the cheek, and said: "However, this is the worst case, and it may not be so unlucky, maybe..."

"I can bear it." Su Yixia interrupted Gu Zisheng's comfort, stretched out her arms to hug him, and said, "As long as you are with me. I know you won't make me too sad, right?"

Gu Zisheng's eyes became hot, he hugged Su Yixia tightly to his chest, and nodded with sobs: "Xia Xia, I will make you happy."

Although Gu Zisheng was a man who could barely be considered broad-minded, but in order to appease the arrogant Su Yixia, he still found the perpetrator.Some people are usually very kind and easy to bully. That's because he doesn't care about it. Once he cares about it, he is also a very scary character. Gu Zisheng is exactly such a person.After a polite negotiation, the person who beat his precious Su Yixia into a pig's head honestly confessed his mistake to Su Yixia.

Su Yixia was very curious about how Gu Zisheng frightened the vicious people to be so obedient. Gu Zisheng kept his mouth shut. It doesn't matter if Su Yixia didn't know about his tricks, let him always think that he is a big fool who is oppressed by him. The ignorant are the happiest. .

After taking care of him carefully for almost half a month, Gu Zisheng finally felt at ease, no disfigurement or scars left, he was still the tender young master Ye, still eating, drinking and having fun heartlessly, without leaving any psychological shadow behind.

The May [-]st holiday is approaching, Su Yixia and Gu Zisheng wanted to find a place to enjoy the sweet and warm world of two people, but because of the huge crowds of people traveling at the train station, it was too stressful, so they finally decided to stay at home honestly and share with their parents Tian Lun, what about travel plans... find a place to skip class during the off-season.

"Zi Sheng, you will be a sophomore next semester, and your father asked you if you want to go abroad."

Gu Zisheng, who was stuffing beef into his mouth, choked and asked with wide eyes, "What?"

Gu Zisheng's mother patted him on the back to comfort him, and said: "You know your father, I wish you could go far away, although I don't want to, but it makes sense to hear from your father that boys always stay in one place If you don’t become a master, it’s good to go out and see the world.”

"I'm only a freshman, isn't it too early to say?" Gu Zisheng frowned, his heart sinking, what should come will come, there are too many things in reality, and they always destroy that stealth by surprise little happiness.

"You have to pass the TOEFL and graduate entrance exams in your junior year. It will take you half a year. It's not too early to start now," Gu Zisheng's father patted his son's head: "The earlier you get the better chance, I'll ask you first." A friend will help you figure out the situation. Whether you want to go, where you want to go, give us your approval first."

If you can't talk about it without thinking about it like this, Dad will definitely not be happy, and maybe he will have to ask the bottom line.Gu Zisheng knew that if he debated with him without organizing his own arguments first, he would definitely lose, so he said vaguely: "Let me think about it for a few days first, it's too sudden, I can't help it." answer."

"People can't afford to go if they want to. It just so happens that our family can afford it. There's no need to hesitate. Besides, it's only a matter of two or three years." Gu Zisheng's father was a little dissatisfied with Gu Zisheng's reluctance, but he was still gentle Said in a calm tone: "Look at you, I won't force you to go if you don't want to go."

In the evening, Su Yixia slipped over to sleep with Gu Zisheng, as soon as the door was closed Gu Zisheng honestly reported the thrilling scene at the dinner table to Su Yixia, Su Yixia lay lazily on the bed and listened, and when Gu Zisheng finished speaking, he yawned, He stretched out his arms and half hugged Gu Zisheng, and said, "Just go, the gold plating will give me a long face when I come back."

Gu Zisheng took Su Yixia's body and asked him to lie on his body obediently and face to face with him: "You really think so?"

Su Yixia rubbed his nose against his, and said with a smile, "It's fake."

Gu Zisheng sighed, and said: "I knew you, a little bastard, couldn't leave me. Now I'm bound to death by you, and I can't even take a step away."

Su Yixia pinched his neck hard, and said viciously: "How dare you despise me? I'll kill you and then dismember your body."

"Don't dare." Gu Zisheng kissed Su Yixia's vicious little mouth, reached into Su Yixia's pajama pants, and gently pinched his buttocks with hints: "Xia Xia, do it."

Su Yixia rolled her eyes, and with an expression of "I've expected this result", she readily took off her clothes and threw them aside. Gu Zisheng rolled over and pressed him down, biting and biting on his chest. Eagerly, he took off his pants, and took his half limp little brother with his hands.Su Yixia groaned comfortably, and did not forget to remind: "Be gentle."

"I really want to hear you scream." Gu Zisheng greedily sucked on Su Yixia's body, and was satisfied to see that there were traces left on it that only he could see. Except for the first time, Su Yixia couldn't bear to do anything with him in the future. It really can't be blamed for Su Yixia's lack of interest, it can only be said that the conditions of the places where they mess around are too limited, and it's not suitable for them to make terrifying noises.

"But every time I see you enduring it, I get more excited." Gu Zisheng said quite erotic words to himself, Su Yixia pushed him with his knee angrily, and said, "Why are you getting more and more serious?" Perverted? Say it in front of your parents if you have the ability. "

"I said, you are the one who is ashamed, right?" Gu Zisheng propped up Su Yixia's legs. Although his lower body was already hard, but after learning the first lesson, Gu Zisheng stretched gently and slowly, waiting for him to get used to it. .

Su Yixia twisted her waist, her blushing panting appearance was very attractive: "Okay, come in."

The next day, Sleeping Beauty Su Yixia fell asleep again, no matter how hard Wang Zihe tried to wake him up by kissing him, it was futile.The loving breakfast that Gu Zisheng's mother prepared for him was declared a waste, and she forced all of it into the stomach of Gu Zisheng who was already full.

Su Yixia's mother is very sensitive, she always feels that her son seems to be in a low mood after returning from Gu Zisheng's place, so she hugs her son when she sees the opportunity and wants to say something.

"Xia Xia, are you unhappy?"

"Nope." Su Yixia sluggishly stuffed the rice into his mouth, accidentally stuffed the most hated celery into his mouth, and then spat it out with a sad face.

Su Yixia's mother was even more certain about her baby son's guess that something was on his mind: "I have something to say, there are a lot of mental illnesses these days, and they are all caused by holding back."

Su Yixia raised her head sullenly, and asked, "Mom, when you were in love with my dad, did you ever try to live in two places?"

Su Yixia's mother froze for a moment, feeling that the words "love" came from her son's mouth, and there was a particularly strange aura.

"Yes, your dad was sent to other places not long after we got married. It was said that it would take five years to come back. At that time, the transportation was not as convenient as it is now, and we could only see each other a few times a year. Later, I was pregnant with you. The care unit transferred your father back again, but we have been separated for three years."

"Don't you find it difficult?"

"Nonsense! Hey! We were just married at that time, okay? It was miserable. I cried every day when I thought of your dad not being able to take care of me outside. When your dad called me and heard me cry, I was also anxious. Once I came back by train in the middle of the night, and left again the next day, thinking about it now, I don’t know how I survived those three years.”

With hot eyes, Su Yixia asked again: "Then you just waited all this time? Do you feel very unwilling?"

"Rarely, I was busy with work at that time, just thinking about it was a bit uncomfortable." Su Yixia's mother tilted her head to recall, and then suddenly remembered that she was trying to trick her son, why did she feel like she was being fooled all the time?

"What's the matter, Xia Xia, do you like someone? Why ask this seriously?"

Su Yixia lowered her eyes and said nothing, then said: "Mom, if Dad has the opportunity to go abroad now, will you let him go?"

"Your father is so old, there is no chance." Su Yixia's mother smiled: "And even if I let him, he won't go, but you are enough for him to worry about, so he is not willing to. You are very similar to your father in this respect , I love my family, I don’t like to go out, unlike Zisheng. By the way, speaking of going abroad, I also heard from Zisheng’s mother that day that their family wanted to send Zisheng out.”

Su Yixia sighed and nodded: "I've heard that too."

"Actually, you should learn from Zisheng. You can take good care of yourself wherever you go. You are like a second-generation ancestor when you go out. You don't know anything. If Zisheng hadn't been looking at you for so long, I'm really worried."

"Then he's gone, no one will look at me..."

"Fool, people can still watch you fail for the rest of your life? They don't need to marry a wife to raise children? When they have their own family, they won't care about you, so Xia Xia, you have to be self-reliant, don't always be like a little girl." As willful as a child."

"understood."

In the afternoon, Gu Zisheng boredly flipped through the information on going abroad that his father had found for him, quickly glanced at it and threw it aside, and began to think how to say no, the phone beeped, and Su Yixia's text message jumped in.

"Gu Zisheng, think about going abroad, no matter how many years you go, I will wait for you."

Gu Zisheng was startled, stood up and ran to Su Yixia's house, this text message was too abnormal, Su Yixia never used titles when texting him, and never was so serious, he won't fight on his own horn again, right?

Knocking on the door, Su Yixia's mother came to open the door, Gu Zisheng's forehead was covered with sweat, and his teeth were chattering slightly when he spoke: "Auntie, where is Xia Xia?"

"I went to grandma's house, maybe I won't come back in a few days, didn't I tell you?"

Sure enough, he ran away.

Gu Zisheng was stunned for a few seconds, oh, walked back stupidly, went back to his room and read Su Yixia's text message several times, before he thought dully to return it.

After typing a paragraph, Gu Zisheng read it over by himself, deleted it and re-wrote it irritably, but no matter how much space he used, he still felt that he couldn't express his feelings clearly. Can the little brain that always thinks wildly calm down?

After clearing out the written content again, Gu Zisheng only typed five words in frustration.

"I'm not going, really."

After a while, Su Yixia came back.

"Don't rush to make a decision. I think it may be that I have been too clingy to you all the time, and it will always affect your thoughts unintentionally. This time, don't take me into consideration. Just think about whether you want to go or not. We all separated for a while to calm down, I don't want you to give up all opportunities because of me, and I didn't say I want to break up with you, why are you in a hurry. "

Gu Zisheng gritted his teeth, you little white-eyed wolf, you know I'm anxious and you still run away!

Gu Zisheng changed his clothes and put his phone in his hands before going out. The sun on this hot day is starting to become vicious. You guys are not afraid that I will faint from heatstroke and get hit by a car in the middle of the road. You can toss me back and forth!It's not you who turned to death and became a widow!

Su Yixia was sitting in the small gazebo downstairs, looking at the twin brothers who didn't know which family were having fun on the lawn, wearing the same clothes, chasing after each other, with bright and brilliant smiles.

Running and running, the one in front stumbled and fell to the ground with a slap, looking very embarrassed, the one behind laughed twice, ran over and pulled him up with both hands with difficulty.The kid who fell pouted. Although he didn't show any signs of crying, he was not very happy. The other one approached him, and gently pinched his face with his hands to show comfort, leaving a smile on that chubby face. The next mud print.

Head to head, the two brothers muttered something to each other, and then started chasing each other again.

Seeing this lovely scene, Su Yixia couldn't help curling the corners of her lips.

"You spend half a day here admiring the respect of other brothers and sisters, but it hurts me." Gu Zisheng appeared behind him at some point, and satirized him coldly.

Su Yixia turned around, surprised for a moment, then smiled calmly, patted the side for Gu Zisheng to sit down.

"I'm so hot, look, my face must be very red now, and I'm sunburned."

"Yes, I see." Su Yixia imitated the child's action just now, pinching Gu Zisheng's face.

Gu Zisheng stared at Su Yixia motionlessly, his eyes were dark and bottomless.

Su Yixia and him looked at each other for a long time, sighed softly, and turned their eyes away.

"Either I kiss you here, or come home with me." Gu Zisheng threatened calmly.

Su Yixia looked around in embarrassment, and then said: "I told grandma that I will stay for two days."

Gu Zisheng fought with heaven and man for a while, then nodded: "Okay, I will wait for you at home, you are not allowed to play with me and disappear."

Su Yixia didn't know whether to laugh or cry: "I want to play with you and disappear. Where could it be? You can find my relatives. Even if you can escape the May Day holiday, you still have to throw yourself into the trap when school starts."

"Xia Xia, be obedient, don't be careful with me, as long as you still want me, I will follow you and not go anywhere."

Su Yixia was silent.

"Xia Xia..."

"I'm still guilty about something as big as R." Su Yixia looked at Gu Zisheng and said seriously: "Sometimes a choice of yours affects not only yourself. I don't want to be in your heart, love me and hold me The opportunity you deserved to venture out would be two conflicting things, Gu Zisheng, are you going to spend your whole life like this for me?"

"Then, in your heart, is there a conflict between my loving you and my wanting to be successful?"

Su Yixia frowned, and thought about Gu Zisheng's words, no, those who came out of the debate team spoke very easily incomprehensible, the sentence pattern was clearly the same, but it was hard to understand: "Don't play word games with me."

"What I mean is, I love you, I gave up R University just to be with you, I didn't go abroad because I didn't want to leave you, I stayed here because of you, nothing can stop me from being promising, Mingming who is playing word games It's you, I've always understood what I mean."

"No, you made your words simple, but twisted mine..."

"Xia Xia." Gu Zisheng held Su Yixia's hand and said solemnly: "I have always been a very responsible person. I treat you and myself the same. I never regret my decision, because I think I If you have enough reasons to do this, you will feel sorry for yourself if you don’t do it. If you have to feel guilty for my decision, you are mediocre and asking for trouble. For me, nothing is more important than you, the reason why I I have to take you into consideration in everything because I want to keep my most important person."

Su Yixia blinked, a tear slid down her cheek, and it disappeared in a flash, leaving only a faint transparent trace.

"Xia Xia, I really can't stand the assumption of losing you even a little bit, so don't force me. If I say I won't leave, I won't leave. It's useless if you chase me away."

Su Yixia wiped her face with her hand, snorted, and said, "Who forced you, I didn't say anything."

Gu Zisheng hugged Su Yixia's shoulder with a smile, and said: "You all know that I'm not good at talking nasty words, today I said all the love words that I have kept in my heart for the first half of my life, shouldn't you be moved?"

Su Yixia cut out, and said, "Why are you not good at talking nasty words? Are you not good at talking about how you tricked me?"

Gu Zisheng quickly kissed Su Yixia's earlobe, then sat up straight and said nonchalantly, "I didn't say anything, I just did it."