The princess is reborn

"From now on, I have no heart to love Liang Ye, and let him go down to the west building under the bright moon."

At this time, it is close to the second watch, the ancient and dull sound of the watch is far away, like a clanging evening drum and morning bell, the moon outside the house is tilted very sharply, and the misty moonlight spreads on the noble concubine by the window on the couch.

I stared blankly at the white frost all over the place, and many past events came to my mind. I also spent countless good nights with Xie Yan. Times have changed, things have changed.

Love to the extreme, turned into endless hate.

My forehead hurts, and I can't help but look at Xie Yan's disaster-like face again. He is lying quietly on the bed at this moment, sleeping peacefully and peacefully, the redness on his cheeks has faded, and his hands are placed on On the brocade quilt, the dark hair could barely cover the thin and pale cheeks. It was as docile as a peony blooming quietly in the dark, which made my heart beat uncontrollably.

Xie Yan, have you ever engraved those quiet and sweet nights in your mind deeply like me?

I don't get an answer.

Xie Yan fell into a deep sleep, and his delicate and beautiful facial features lost their usual coldness and solemnity, giving him a gentle and ethereal feeling, like an elf who had accidentally fallen into the mortal world, and had not been infected by any vulgar things.

His thick eyelashes covered his eyes, his breath was light and calm, his thin lips were slightly raised, and there was a faint smile on the corner of his lips, as if he was immersed in an endless dream.

His words of thanks when he was awake were always sharp and sharp, always calm and self-restraining, and always superior to others, but now he is tortured by illness, but he gave me a sense of epiphany that all living beings are equal.

Peeping at Xie Yan's old things didn't bring me any effective clues to engrave the seal, but instead brought all kinds of throbbing that shouldn't be there. These throbbing with delusions of making a comeback made me suddenly feel very tired.

I often walk on the edge of love and hate. One moment I wish I could peel Xie Yan to pieces, dig out my heart and lungs, and the next moment I think he is very cute, I want to hug him hard, and I want to question him viciously, why did he do that? cruel to me.

But now I can't look back, I have made a decision, and I have given a chance to thank you.

It's a pity to think about it, since I was born, my life has never been dominated by me. I didn't want to kill my mother, and I never thought that I would fall in love with Xie Yan. I didn't want to be born again after killing myself, but I still standing here.

God loves and pities me, and also loves to tease me. After all, love is hard to overcome, and hatred is hard to get rid of. I struggled to look away from Xie Yan.

If you can choose, Xie Yan, I hope that the two of us will never walk into that good night.

When I woke up the next day, I saw the indigo veil above my head, and I realized that this was not my bed. It was already the second watch after serving Xie Yan last night. I fell asleep wrapped in a blanket on the couch, and the cold wind was blowing for several hours, and now my head is still a little buzzing.

I stroked my painful forehead and propped up my body, only to realize that I was sleeping on Xie Yan's bed, and the tip of my nose was filled with the vaguely faint fragrance that Xie Yan was used to.

I was fine on the imperial concubine's bed last night, how could I come to Xie Yan's bed, could it be that Xie Yan hugged me here?When I thought of this, I frowned tightly, and the disgust of being touched by Xie Yan rose again.

When the butler came in with his attendants, I was still in a daze. It wasn't until the attendants brought water for washing my face and mouth in front of me that I came back to my senses, and saw the butler staring at me with a smile.

"Thank you Mr. Qiu for your generous help. I really can't repay you."

As he said this, he still wanted to salute me, I quickly helped him up, and said comfortingly, "Housekeeper, Yun Qing can't bear such a big gift, and it's not a big deal, so don't be so extravagant. "

I don't have any resentment towards the housekeeper. On the contrary, I think he is serious about his duties, and he is full of love for Xie Yan. It's hard not to move people.

"His Royal Highness, what about others? Are you feeling better now?"

I don't really care about the words of thanks, but I just want to change the subject and try to divert the housekeeper's attention from the matter of thanking me and saluting.

Sure enough, the housekeeper relaxed a lot after hearing this, and he was not as solemn as he was thanking me just now, and said to me, "This is thanks to Mr. Qiu for taking care of you. His Royal Highness is fine today. After breakfast early in the morning, I went back to the study to get busy."

It may be that Xie Yan's recovery made him feel sincerely happy, and the housekeeper also said a lot more insignificant words.

"When I came in in the morning, I happened to see His Royal Highness carrying you to the bed to rest. It's because I didn't think carefully enough and didn't arrange an extra bed for Mr. Qiu. Didn't I get cold last night?"

Sure enough, it was Xie Yan who carried me from the concubine's couch to the bed. I was just guessing at first, but now that I got the butler's confirmation, I feel even more uncomfortable all over. It gave me goosebumps.

But in front of the butler, I still smiled perfunctorily and said, "That's good. Since His Royal Highness is fine, I can go back to my room to rest for a while."

"Yes," the steward nodded approvingly, then took my words and said, "His Royal Highness also ordered that Mr. Chou take a good rest today, so you don't have to go to serve him."

"Yeah." After I responded casually, I hurriedly left Xie Yan's room and hurried to my own room. It's too disgusting. I want to clean up all the places Xie Yan touched. .

Huaixin got my order, and hurriedly prepared a bucket full of hot water for me, and I left the tub with a little satisfaction after scrubbing my skin until it turned reddish.

When I came out of the bathroom fully dressed, I saw Huaixin looking at me helplessly, with worry, pity and indescribable embarrassment in his eyes. He opened his mouth and hesitated for a long time, but he didn't even fart.

"Speak up if you have something to say." I was impatiently waiting for his next words, so I spoke coldly to him.

"Ah, son, how were you last night? Did you feel unwell? Can Huaixin call the doctor over for you?"

Huaixin looked me up and down, his dark pupils were full of sincere concern and self-blame, and said, "My lord, if you have any grievances, you can tell Huaixin, Huaixin will definitely not reveal your secrets. out."

What the hell is this?Seeing his hesitant expression and his pointed words, I only felt a headache, and because I didn't sleep well last night, I completely turned cold.

"If you play charades with me again, then go back to Yuanzhou for me."

Other lures may not work for Huaixin, but this kind of threat is right in his arms. Huaixin almost immediately knelt down straight, his eyes were red with anxiety.

"Young Master, don't chase Huaixin away. Huaixin just thought that Young Master was bullied by His Highness the Crown Prince last night, so he just wanted to comfort Young Master."

"Young master, don't be angry, the big deal is that I won't say anything in the future."

Now I finally understand what kind of medicine he sells in his gourd, but I don’t blame him. I waited on the prince for a night, and when I came back, I asked him to fetch water to clean it up for me. It’s normal for him to have a misunderstanding.

But just thinking about such a misunderstanding makes me feel sick and embarrassed. I want to rub the skin all over my body again, and I feel sick in my throat.

After a long time, I calmed down, and said to Huai Xin lightly, "I'm fine, what you imagined didn't happen, but I don't want to hear these words again in the future, if you do it again, you will get back to Yuan." continent."

It was rare for Huaixin to see me with such a stern look, he was on the verge of crying, and hurriedly promised me that he would never do it again in the future.

But I was so upset that I couldn't listen to it at all, so I just said "don't follow me" coldly and went out.

In fact, I am magnanimous to Huaixin on weekdays, and we can even be regarded as brothers. After I said something, after wandering around, I felt that I was too strict.

Even if Huaixin's suspicion is not true, he made such a big fuss because he was too worried about me. I did say it seriously, but I can't accept the possibility in his words. Just thinking about it makes me feel like Being crawled by a poisonous snake, I just feel disgusted and disturbed.

Xie Yan is my father-killing enemy, if I make peace with him, how can I be worthy of my father under the nine springs.

My mood became more and more chaotic, I had to walk around, and finally stopped at the pavilion in the mansion, looking at the lotus leaves in front of the pavilion, smelling the cool water vapor in the air, like thoughts tangled into a ball of wool Finally calmed down a bit.

My eyes were distracted by the beautiful scenery, but I didn't notice someone approaching quietly behind me. I didn't notice for a while, a pair of warm hands suddenly covered my eyes. Fox-like cunning, "Please guess who I am?"

"Who else could it be?" I spoke angrily, and I was a little guilty of worrying that my communication with Xie Xing would be watched by others, so I anxiously pulled his hand off, and sure enough, I saw Xie Xing when I turned around That pretty, delicate face.

He winked at me playfully, his fox eyes were slightly hooked, and he showed his canine teeth with a sweet smile, instantly letting go of my guard. His appearance always made people mistake him for an innocent and well-behaved boy, and ignored him. He is vicious under the surface.

I looked around nervously, with reproach in my tone, "Why are you here? What if others see you?"

Maybe it was my flustered expression that pleased Xie Xing's mischievous psychology, he smiled at me even more, and the smile on his lips could not be restrained no matter what.

"Beautiful brother, your guilty expression of being a thief is too cute. You see, if you don't regard yourself as a thief, we just happened to have a few pleasantries, and it's not as serious as you imagined. "

What Xie Xing said did make some sense, I was too obsessed with bows, snakes, trees and trees. Thinking of this, I remembered that Xie Xing said that I was stupid, so I just closed my mouth and stopped talking, lest I would be caught again What a stupid trick.

"Beautiful brother, why are you upset?"

Xie Xing's temperament is still romantic and innocent with a child, he blinked his brown eyes and approached me, raised his white fingertips and landed under my right eye, he moved very close, and spoke very softly, as if deliberately Comfort me.

"Beautiful brother, you don't have to worry. I didn't come here specially to find you. I just went to look for the prince's brother. He was busy, so I came out and walked around. I happened to bump into you, so I just wanted to tease you." .”

That's it, then I have nothing to feel guilty about.

I let out a long breath, only nodded, and heard Xie Xing ask me lazily, "However, I still want to ask, did the beautiful brother find the engraved | seal? Other things are easy to handle, everything is ready , I only need to engrave | chapters."

He was clearly talking about framing others, Xie Xing still had a sweet and innocent smile on his lips, but those smiles did not penetrate into his amber eyes. I was very close to him, and I only saw the cruelty in it killing intent.

Xie Xing really had two different faces from what I had imagined. I was a little afraid that others would hear my words, so I lowered my voice and said slowly, "I'm still looking for it. If I find it, I'll give it to you."

"Well, pretty brother, follow your path, don't worry." Xie Xing comforted me softly, and his slender fingers suddenly fell from under my eyes to my chin.

I don't know why he is so close to me, so close that my breath falls on the tip of my nose, I just looked up at him, and I saw him looking at the distance leisurely, smiling with crooked eyebrows, and pale pink lips hooked. From the beginning, there is a kind of joy in the words that watching the excitement is not a big deal.

"What should I do, pretty brother, I seem to have caused trouble for you."

I didn't understand what he was talking about, but I felt that there was pride hidden in his sly eyes, like a bad kid who succeeded in pranking and trying to escape his guilt by being good, and his clear eyes kept looking behind me.

I turned around as if waking up from a dream, only to see Xie Yan standing upright not far away, his thin white clothes were rattling by the cold wind, there was a gray and haggard hollow feeling, his thin and weak body It seemed that he was about to cough up blood in an instant.

I saw sparks in his silent gray pupils, his fingers hanging by his side were clenched into fists, and even his face was strangely gloomy, like a ghost crawling out of hell.

He looked at me for three full seconds before he asked me through gritted teeth, his voice was as cold as ice and as angry as fire.

"What were you doing just now!"

I didn't react for a while, I just stood there in a daze, thinking that my plan with Xie Xing had been exposed.

Who knew that Xie Xing suddenly blew air on my face, and I suddenly realized that from Xie Yan's point of view, didn't I just kiss Xie Xing intimately?

No wonder his behavior at this moment is abnormally like a husband who was caught and raped in bed after wearing a cuckold.

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