Has the Zerg male got his wish today?

It was night when Zhan Xuan opened his eyes, the pitch-black night blurred his memory, he raised his hand subconsciously, and touched a soft palm.

"The hero..."

Ever since Zhan Xuan's aura changed, Yue had been watching him silently.

Yue has been here for 35 days, and it has been a long time since the recovery period estimated by the doctor. He waited hopelessly, walking on the verge of collapse all the time.

The more afraid to sleep, the more I close my eyes, I will dream that Zhan Xuan's data monitor will send out an alarm that the heartbeat will return to zero.He is like a tight string, as time goes by, Yu Layu becomes thinner.

Now, Zhan Xuan opened his eyes like a fragile illusion to him.The less he dared to speak loudly for fear of waking up this sweet dream, the more he yearned for the warm body temperature of the male insect on the back of his hand, his voice was hoarse and trembling: "You woke up..."

Hearing the familiar voice, Zhan Xun found some comfort in the darkness. He gently pulled the female's hand, followed his strength more cooperatively, and fell into a warm embrace.

Zhan Xuan: "Yue, I just had a nightmare. I dreamed that there was a war, and I dreamed that you were seriously injured by the enemy. In the dream, I was like being separated behind a glass panel. I could only watch, but I couldn't do anything. No."

Zhan Xuan's mental strength has just recovered, and his mind is in a mess. He can't distinguish between reality and dreams, so he can only tighten his arms and seek comfort from the female insect: "It's a good thing it's a dream, and it's a good thing you're fine. Tomorrow is the military simulation game day." , can you stay at home with me?"

Zhan Xun's gentleness as always made Yue unable to restrain the pain in his heart. The turbulent emotions wrapped him around him, and his whole body trembled uncontrollably.

Sensing the abnormality of the female in his arms, Zhan Xun woke up from the hazy sleepiness, and groped for Yue Yue's face in the darkness.

A piece of slippery.

Zhan Xuan: "What's the matter? Yue? What happened? Is it uncomfortable or is there a bug bullying you?"

The female worm in her arms shook her head choked with sobs, Zhan Yu immediately distanced herself, looked at him, and said anxiously: "What happened, Yue, don't be afraid, tell me, okay? What's the matter? Face it together, and it will always work out.”

Zhan Xuan's mind was spinning fast, and countless male faces flashed in his mind: What happened?Could it be that the group of worms from the exchange meeting came to harass Yue Yue again, if I had known earlier, I should have killed all the male worms who had been to the exchange meeting, so as to avoid future troubles...

The female's super night vision made it clearer to see the worry and anxiety in Zhan Xuan's eyes.The more he shook his head helplessly, under Zhan Yu's questioning, he confessed with trembling teeth: "I'm sorry, Xiongzhu... 35 days have passed since the simulation match... That was not a dream... Indeed... there was a war..."

In an instant, revived memories flooded Zhan Xuan's mind.Gunpowder smoke, flames of war, corpses, bee tribes... These are not nightmares from previous lives, they are wars that have already happened!

Zhan Xuan got up immediately, reached out his hand to fumble at the head of the bed, and turned on the overhead light. The glaring white light dispelled the darkness. Between the intertwined light and shadow, he felt more and more turned upside down. The male insect pressed him on the hospital bed and pulled him eagerly. The clothes, the fingertips of unbuttoning are trembling.

Zhan Xun unbuttoned the top discipline button of Yue, and his neck was full of bruised finger marks. Zhan Xun raised his eyes and glanced at Yue, carefully placing his palm on his chest, his blue eyes filled with heartache.

Zhan Xuan: "I'm sorry, Yue."

Zhan Xuan remembered, he thought of the seriously injured Yue, and the evil Xiongfeng.In the last life, Yue died at his hands, but in his new life, he still couldn't stop him from hurting Yue... I am really useless.

Zhan Xuan said guiltily: "I'm late..."

In an instant, the taut strings in Yue's brain broke with a bang, and he hugged Zhan Xun in collapse, and finally cried out.

Only Zhan Xuan can be so compassionate and gentle, humble and tolerant, only Zhan Xuan can say such words, only Zhan Xuan can forgive his useless and despicable self... only Zhan Xuan.

It's not a dream, it's real, it's really Zhan Xuan, he really woke up.

Yue: "Your fluctuations have returned to zero... Mental power wave... 35 days... It has returned to zero for a full 35 days..."

During this period of time, the male doctor in the Department of Psychiatry went from being confident to losing confidence in Zhan Xun's recovery, and every word and every move touched the more fragile nerves.At the beginning, they told Yue Yue to always pay attention to the changes in Zhan Xun's mental power, but after Zhan Xun still didn't wake up after the predicted period, they lost hope day by day.From the tenth day of Zhan Xun's coma, Zhan Xun's daily inspection has become every three days, and even recently it has become once a week.

Every time those male worm doctors came to make rounds, they looked at Yue Yue with naked/naked/naked sympathy in their eyes, as if they were blatantly saying, don’t wait, your hero will never wake up again.

The more he forced himself to ignore these gazes, the more he kept hypnotizing himself that they didn't understand Zhan Xun. Zhan Xun's mental strength was the thickest and toughest he had ever seen. He would wake up, and he would be fine.

But... what if... he really can't wake up again?

The more he couldn't imagine a world without Zhan Xuan, he didn't want to live in such a world for a moment.But, Zhan Xun's heart is still beating, and the more he can't leave this world; but, Zhan Xun's eyes are closed, this is not the real world where Zhan Xun exists.

The more he looked like a prisoner trapped in the gap between the world and the earth, he struggled and prayed hopelessly, but he still couldn't stop the surging fear from tearing him apart, and then pieced him together with a glimmer of hopelessness, and continued on This purgatory world is suffering.

The more he cried uncontrollably about his fear, he clung to Zhan Yu's clothes like a drowning man grabbing the last straw, and let the tears of rebirth drown him.

He knew that instead of seeking comfort from Zhan Xun, what he should do more was to plead guilty to Zhan Xun, confess his doubts and arbitrariness, and ask the male worm for punishment and forgiveness.

However, Zhan Xuan once said that he would not hurt himself and would not let himself be sad.

He also said that he wished he could trust him more.

Zhan Xuan practiced what he said with practical actions, and did not compromise and retreat even at the moment of life and death, completely defeating all the psychological defenses that Yue had built over the past few decades.

It is easy for a male to get the body and mind of a female, but if he wants to gain his trust, it is like boiling water for ice.

In an environment where the status of males and females is extremely unequal, social discipline for females allows them to learn to submit and accept their fate, making them take everything that males do for granted, whether it is beating, insulting or punishment.

After all, in such an unbalanced relationship, what a male insect wants to do to a female insect is all in one mind. It is easy for the female insect to endure, but it is necessary for the female insect to believe that the male insect will not harm itself. is almost impossible.

But more will.He will learn to trust Zhan Xun, give all his trust, and unreservedly expose/expose his fragile core wrapped in layers of armor to Zhan Xun. No matter what Zhan Xun's identity or purpose is, he will always trust him .

He decided to give all of himself to Zhan Xun, only to stay by Zhan Xun's side, life and death.

This is Yue Chongsheng's only wish.

Hope to get what you want.

Zhan Xuan caressed Yue Yue's short silver-gray hair, felt the heavy and loud heartbeat in the female's chest, and comforted him softly: "I'm sorry, Yue, did you scare you, have you had a hard time these days? I ..."

Yue: "Master."

For the first time, the first time he interrupted Zhan Xun's words, his smoky eyes were full of determination and deep infatuation.

He couldn't wait for a second, he wanted to tell Zhan Xun what he wanted to say to him 35 days ago, when Zhan Xun was awake, he told him openly: "I love you."

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Update today in advance ~ Congratulations to Xiaozhan and Yue for having a complete each other!

感谢在2022-08-1817：32：03～2022-08-2018：01：35期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦～

Thanks to the little angel who irrigates the nutrient solution: Xiaoman is very troubled with 1 bottle;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!