After the breakup he washed his memory

Rong Qiu felt that he was the one who went crazy.

Obviously his body has just experienced extreme joy, but his face is still dark, with black clouds overwhelming the city, as if a storm will sweep over the next second.

He put that hand under the running water and rinsed it repeatedly.

As if that would wash away that subtle sense of back-morality.

Rong Qiu's hand was washed until he was about to lose consciousness, he still maintained the washing action, Beta's gaze was fixed on the ring on his ring finger.

On one side is his beta lover, and on the other side is Qin Muye.

Rong Qiu shrunk his fingertips slightly, and finally turned off the water flow when his fingers were washed white and wrinkled.

Rong Qiu took out all the things related to Ah Ye from his house.

Although it is marked "all", there are still very few things.Flipping through the back, there is only a selfie of the man in the phone, and the ten silver rings made by Rong Qiu himself.

Rong Qiu has seen this selfie countless times. In the past five years, this photo has been a tool to appease him when the night is empty. In the photo, Aye's raised eyebrows and smooth lip line have long been in Rong Qiu's eyes. Leave a deep mark on my heart.

Rong Qiu's fingertips rest on the man's earlobe in the photo.

There is a small red mole here, which he has kissed several times.

He has already seen it clearly.

His love for Ah Ye is a habit, and this kind of memory is also a habit.

But what he couldn't see clearly was that his so-called habits and nostalgia were just for that thin sense of security.It seems that as long as he always remembers his beta lover, there will be someone in this world who will be involved with him.

This is proof that he was loved.

But now, looking at this photo, Rong Qiu couldn't help but compare it with another person.

It was Qin Muye.

Qin Muye's face and Aye's face in the photo were like carved out of the same mold.Even now that Qin Muye appeared in front of him, he could completely play his Aye.

No, not right.

The appearance can be similar, but the temperament is completely different.

Five years ago, Aye was still in his prime, and Qin Muye's pure youthful spirit could not be portrayed; Qin Muye was more like Aye's appearance five years later, mature, calm, handsome and tough.If his Ah Ye hadn't died, maybe he would have grown up to look like Qin Muye.

Rong Qiu gripped the phone tightly.

He couldn't tell what he really liked.

He has his wild.

But in this way, he had lust for another person's face in the fifth year after his lover's death.

And, only the face.

Rong Qiu has no desire to explore a person's soul.

Or to be more specific, he has no desire to explore any alphas, alphas are self-willed, and their so-called unique physical characteristics have long since lost their eyes.If Qin Muye's face was not similar to his lover, he would not have had so many entanglements with Qin Muye.

But he knew that Qin Muye was different.

Because when he saw Qin Muye humbly facing him, he would feel pain in his heart.

It seems that I have had a similar experience before, this kind of pain is like a needle prick, gradually entering my heart and spleen.But he has never been so humble in his short 15 years. Although his career has occasionally gone wrong, emotionally he and Ah Ye get along harmoniously.

Rong Qiu can only attribute this sense of familiarity to his latent wish.

Rather than saying that he hoped that Qin Muye would not be so humble, it would be better to say that he hoped that he would not be so humble. It would be best not to be so low for someone in his life.

If it is him.

It won't be licked like this.

The knot in Rong Qiu's heart that has been entangled for a long time finally showed signs of letting go at this moment.

As for the phrase "candidate bed partner" in his mouth, it was just a casual remark.He was soft-hearted and left a candy in front of Qin Muye who was so sad at that time.

But when this candy can be dismantled and who will dismantle it, there is no fixed number.

At least when he doesn't want to dismantle it, he will never dismantle it.

And now, the night is dark.

A bed-partner reserve is seriously studying how to be a good bed-partner.

Being a bed partner and a reserve member was no longer an unbearable status for him.

Today's Qin Muye looks like he can bear it until he grows old.

Even when they met that day, he showed off his assets to pursue Rong Qiu as his partner, which was his gentle plan under the strong possessive desire.If he directly applied for a bed partner, he would definitely be rejected by Rong Qiu again, so he mentioned something that Rong Qiu was even more unlikely to agree to—

That is to become Rong Qiu's partner.

Everything was as he expected, Rong Qiu solemnly rejected his partner request.

Then he took another step back.

He asked for a position as a bed partner, maybe he would get Rong Qiu's soft heart by accident.

Even if it's just a candidate for a bed partner.

Qin Muye was already satisfied.

He admits that he has selfishness and calculations.

But is he willing to leave Rong Qiu?

It is absolutely impossible to leave.

His grief after hearing Rong Qiu's answer was also real.

He wants to be his substitute.

And if he hopes that Rong Qiu will never remember the painful incident five years ago, then he will be beta Qin Ye's substitute for the rest of his life.

Be a substitute for someone all your life.

Qin Muye rarely continued to deal with official duties before going to bed.

He took 10 minutes to browse through all the contacts in his address book.

But neither fit.

No one has ever been a bed partner.

These alphas who have more or less intersected with him, even if they have bed partners, are just the ones who manipulate others.

Just like he used to be.

He thought he had a good handle on Rong Qiu.

Thinking of this, Qin Muye's heart ached again.

But he was numb.

After he made up his mind to be beta Qinye's substitute for the rest of his life, every minute and every second, he felt a sense of soreness and swelling.

There is no suitable person in the address book.

He went to the blacklist to find it.

And there is only one person on the blacklist.

It's his childhood.

Su Ran, who used to have a good relationship with him, but broke up later.

Su Ran, who received Qin Muye's message, was fighting for a drink order at the dinner at the nightclub. Today's Alpha doesn't have the arrogance of Young Master Su at that time. It's so late, Su's eldest son is still drinking desperately outside.

Su Ran thought he was drunk and confused when the phone made a very concerned sound.

Ever since Ah Ye asked him to turn off the monitoring of the store along the river a few months ago, Ah Ye has never contacted him again.

What's the matter with Ah Ye contacting him now?

Su Ran is not afraid of trouble.

He even wished that he could work for Qin Muye.

It's a sense of guilt.

If he hadn't been so instigating at the time, Ah Ye wouldn't have treated Little Beta like that, and he wouldn't have had such a stiff relationship with Ah Ye later.The regretful Su Ran stumbled away from the crowd, and through the moonlight outside the window, he saw Qin Muye sent him such a message.

【Aye: How to make a qualified bed-partner】

Su Ran rubbed his eyes.

Did he see it wrong?

Didn't Ah Ye say - how to find a qualified bed-mate?

Su Ran took a few more glances.

Qin Muye made no mistake, that's what he meant.

Ah Ye wants to be someone else's bed partner? ? !

There is no example of an alpha rushing to be someone else's bed-mate.

But considering Ah Ye's particularity, and the little beta that Ah Ye attaches so much importance to, Su Ran's thinking immediately became clear.

I'm afraid it's not that Ah Ye wants to be Rong Qiu's bed partner!

Su Ran's alcohol was instantly suppressed.

Su Ran tugged on his bow tie, his brows were so wrinkled that he could catch night insects flying everywhere, he thought about his words to reply.

[Su Ran: A qualified bed partner probably needs to be well-behaved? 】

【Ano: Yes. 】

[Su Ran: Be more obedient? 】

[Su Ran: And must be on call? 】

In fact, the previous Rong Qiu was a perfect bed-mate.

But Su Ran didn't dare to say these words.

What Ah Ye is most taboo about now is the thing that hurt Beta five years ago, why should he rush to touch others.

But after he finished speaking, Ayexu felt that the things he sent were not effective, so he sent him ruthless six dots.

【Ano: ...】

[Su Ran: Ah Ye, wait a minute, I'll ask someone else. 】

【Aye: Let's go. 】

Qin Muye leaned on the sofa and lost his mind, the optical computer screen at hand was split, half of it was the chat box between him and Su Ran, and the other part was the chat history between him and Rong Qiu.

The date of the last chat between him and Rong Qiu stayed quite early.

And the content is also less.

A few simple words, very divided and alienated.

This reminded Qin Muye of the mobile phone he used in college, which was an ordinary backup phone.As one of the few contacts in the list, Rong Qiu sent him a lot of chat messages, so many that he didn't look at them for a few days, and he just pulled them from top to bottom.

But now, looking at the empty chat page, he regretted his unbearable behavior in the past.

He thought that Rong Qiu was just his bed-mate at that time.

Since he wanted to separate from Rong Qiu, the spare phone that was in contact with Rong Qiu was naturally thrown in the trash can.

But apart from the mobile phone, there seemed to be other things thrown away together.

He frowned.

But can't recall what it was.

While waiting for Su Ran's news, he kneaded his brow heavily with his fingertips, as if his irritability could be erased with the kneading movements of his hands.But no, the more he kneaded, the more anxious he became, and even panicked, as if something extremely important slipped through his fingers without his knowing.

Until he received Su Ran's message, he still didn't remember what that thing was.

[Su Ran: Ah Ye, I have asked you clearly, I will send you information]

Qin Muye retracted the forearm supporting his upper body.

Su Ran sent a very long message, it seems that he has seriously asked others.

Qin Muye breathed a sigh of relief silently, suppressing his slight anticipation, but he only read the first line, and the gloominess was stuck in his chest.

[Su Ran: "How to be a Perfect Lover No. 1", "Guide to Cultivating an Excellent Pao Friend", "Blushing face, these little gestures you have to turn off the lights to watch quietly", "The type 1 that everyone likes in o, you Do you know? "...]

Su Ranlu sent a lot of documents one after another, and it took more than 20 in a row before it stopped.

Afterwards, he was still enthusiastic.

[Su Ran: Ah Ye, is that enough? Is it enough that I can still give you a 1 skill film? 】

What 1 film.

Qin Muye's face was so black that he could drip ink.

He downloaded the files one by one, then typed his response blankly.

[Aye: No, I am 0. 】