That brother, you bastard

01.

Time travel is a tragedy.

Traveling to Hokage is a tragedy among tragedies.

The Uchiha who crossed into Naruto is the Nth power of tragedy.

The Uchiha family, who traveled to the war-torn period in Naruto, is even more of a fighter in tragedy...

Coupled with sex change, what did I do in my previous life to make you play with me like this, God of time travel! ! !

"Senna, what's wrong with you?"

Just as I was squatting in the corner and roaring in my heart, a familiar female voice came from behind me.

I looked back and realized it was my current mother.

She looked at me worriedly, came to me and touched my forehead.

"Have you got a fever again? Don't run around if you are not in good health."

"I am sorry."

I lowered my head and said softly.

It's too bad, I could almost blurt Chinese just now.

02.

My current name is Uchiha Izumi.

Although I haven't watched Hokage for a long time before crossing, I still know what this name represents.

——The person who was slaughtered by the second Hokage, and then gave his eyes to his brother Uchiha Madara.

I was in poor health due to premature birth, and I spent a lot of time learning Japanese. Many people in the family thought I was a waste, even my father Uchiha Tajima in this life.

The mortality rate of young ninjas in this era is extremely high. Because of my appearance, my mother has been persuading my father to postpone my training time. Other children are doing basic training when they are more than three years old.

There are many children now, and a family may have several children, but they die quickly.

My mother injured her body when she gave birth to me, and it was impossible for her to give birth again.

In the past few years when I was recuperated by the medical ninjas in my family, I heard the news of the deaths of several brothers one after another.

Whenever at this time, my mother would hold me and cry, and I also felt depressed in my heart.

As the son of the Uchiha clan leader, it is impossible for me not to become a ninja, but if I am not careful, then I may not live to change eyes and die.

I have experienced death, but it does not mean that I am not afraid of death. The feeling of seeing the dead every day is more shocking to me than experiencing death. Seeing the dead body also turned my fear from the beginning into numbness.

I want to live, no matter how cruel the world is, I want to live!

03.

Generally speaking, traversers have plug-ins.

After I started training, I found that God did not abandon me. I was born with very strong chakra control and induction. In other words, I have a good talent in illusion and sensing enemies.

In order to make up for my weakness in physical skills, my father asked me to practice knife skills.

The training was hard, but I gritted my teeth and endured it all.

I know that only by suffering now can the possibility of living in the future be improved, so I will endure no matter how hard it is!

"Quanna, your talent in illusion is much better than anyone I've ever seen. Even if you don't use Sharingan, you can use quite powerful illusion. Have you ever thought about using this talent fully?"

Illusion is closely related to mental strength. Could it be because I have memories of two lifetimes?

Another point is that many illusions are aimed at the mental harm of people. I have seen in the novels of my previous life that some people can break through the inner defense of others with a few words and make the other party mentally collapse. Can I also develop in this direction?

Estimating the psychology of others, pinpointing the inner weakness of the other party, and then defeating them in one fell swoop with illusion?

I majored in psychology in my previous life, but I don’t think that people who lived in peace in the previous life would have much the same psychology as those who live in troubled times now. To give a simple example, people in the previous life would be afraid of killing people. It is common for people here to kill people.

But anyway, I have to try, otherwise my past life will be so useless?

I chose psychology because I like to observe human beings. No matter how different people are from their previous lives, they are still human!

04.

I awakened to Sharingan when I was five years old.

Didn't you say you need stimulation?Why did I wake up without any stimulation?

My father was very excited, saying that I woke up earlier than Madara.

...He seems to have forgotten who made me a waste in the first place...

However, because I woke up too early, probably because the eye nerves have not yet developed well, my eyes bleed after the first use, and I fell into temporary blindness.

My father had the best medical ninja in the family heal me.

It all ended with them putting bandages and bandages on my eyes and telling me to get more rest.

I was given a leave of absence due to my blindness.

I sit in the house every day and listen to my mother read scrolls to me. To be honest, I have never liked this kind of theoretical knowledge. Ninja is more important than practice, and only practice.

"Mom, when will Madara come back?"

I haven't seen this future big boss until now, and I'm still his younger brother.

He was five years older than me, and now he was thrown to the front line by his father when he was ten years old, as were my other brothers, but they all died, and now my brother is only Uchiha Madara.

"He'll be back in a week and you'll have to call him 'brother' and he'll be happy."

I heard excitement and joy in my mother's voice.

05.

Most people in the family don't have any guards. After all, they are also very powerful and don't need protection.

When my mother is away, I will go to the places outside the family resident. It is boring to stay at home and can't do anything. In those places close to the resident, there are family members patrolling at intervals, and there is no danger. .

I walked and came to the creek because I heard the sound of water flowing.

"Who?!"

With a loud shout, a hidden weapon stuck to my head and hit the trees behind me.

Although I can't see it, the training for so long is not for nothing. I can judge the direction of the attack just by listening to the sound, so I can avoid it.

The other party was the voice of a child, I reckoned, but I didn't approach it easily.

"Who are you and why are you attacking me?"

"I just want to ask you who are you? Why are you approaching me?!"

"Whoever wants to approach you, I came to rest by the stream!"

I walked over and could only tell where he was by the direction of the sound.

"You... your eyes?"

"It's just a small problem..." I touched the bandage around my eye, "I'm not really blind."

He shouldn't be really blind, otherwise his father couldn't be so calm.

"Are you a kid from the neighborhood?"

"Probably, actually I forgot how far I went. What about you? Are you a child of the nearby ninja family, and you came to this place? There are a lot of ninjas here, and it will be dangerous."

There is more than one ninja family station nearby, although most of them are attached to the Uchiha family... I feel a little annoyed and regretful, I may have traveled too far, and I met a ninja who might not be the Uchiha family child.

It's not good to entangle too much with strangers, especially now that I can't see, but how can I get out now?

06.

"I'm not." The child said after a long time, "I'm here with my father and elder brother to carry out the mission."

"...It seems that you are much older than me. I haven't done the mission yet."

How old is he?Now the minimum age for ninjas to perform tasks is about seven years old. After all, most of the tasks here require blood, instead of pulling weeds and catching cats like in the future.

Then he might be eight or nine years old, able to perform tasks, but not very mature.

The atmosphere was cold for a few seconds, and I thought he might be thinking about how to get out, so I said: "I have to go back, if I don't go back, my mother will worry about me."

"Me too...I ran out secretly."

Sneak into places you don't know?Really bold, but now I don't seem to have the qualifications to say him...

"Then goodbye." After I finished speaking, I turned and walked back. I still remember the way I came here.

Just as I was about to leave the woods, I heard the child's voice behind me—

"My name is Tobima, what's your name?"

Feijian, Feijian... Could it be Qianshoufeijian? ? ! !

I stumbled and nearly fell to the ground.

God are you playing with me again, why am I meeting someone who might kill me in the future? !

Uchiha Madara meets Senju Hashirama, and I, Uchiha Izumi, meets Senju Tobema?

This, this, this... is too bloody...

"Quina, my name is Quanna."

I did not tell him my surname, any more than he gave me my surname.

Anyway, sooner or later you'll know, won't you?

07.

When I went back, I found my mother had been waiting there for a long time.

"Quanna, what's the matter with you? What's the matter, sweating so much?"

sweat?I touched my cheek and found that it was indeed wet, and my back was also wet.

I was in a cold sweat just now—after learning that the person I was talking to was Qianshoubeijian.

... Am I being too useless?Knowing a name makes you nervous?

"Nothing, mother."

"You child..." the mother sighed, "Oh, by the way, Madara is back, come and meet him."

What kind of "see" method?I can't see at all now, otherwise I wouldn't be so dull that I didn't recognize the Thousand Hands.

Then I heard footsteps outside the door.

"Mother, may I come in?"

It's a sound I've never heard before.

"come in."

I just raised my head and "looked" there, but I felt someone rushing over and hugging me.

The hand holding me is not big, it is a child's hand.

"elder brother?"

I yelled tentatively as I felt a pair of hands move across my face and finally rest on my eyes.

"Mother, what happened to Quanna's eyes?!"

"Quina awakened Sharingan not long ago, but he is too young, and the damage to the eye nerves is a bit serious. The medical ninja at home let him treat it like this. Don't worry, Madara, his eyes are fine."

"Quanna has awakened Sharingan?"

I heard Madara ask her mother that.

"Well, that's right."

"Great, Quanna, you are worthy of being my younger brother!"

Holding me tightly with both hands, he pressed my head into his arms.

This is the first time that someone hugged me so closely since I traveled through time. It was like this in my previous life, and very few people hug me.

It feels a little uncomfortable to be hugged, but I don't hate it...

08.

After another week of recuperation, I regained my light.

I'm glad to see the world again, after all, it's really not good to live in the dark.

I finally saw what Madara looks like now.

He was less than ten years old or just in his early years, but he was a whole head taller than me.

His face is not as cold as the future, but has the innocence of a child and the joy of seeing my brother.

I was lying on the bed, and he knelt beside me.

"Quina." He reached out and stroked my hair, "How do you feel now?"

"It's okay..." I touched the skin near the eyes, "The eyes don't hurt anymore."

"That's good." He said with a smile.

"That... brother?"

"what happened?"

"Your life at the front...how was it?"

Madara froze for a moment, thinking I might have said something wrong.

"Sorry, I--"

"It's nothing, Quanna." Madara rubbed my hair, "It's dangerous there, but it can also train people. You will go there in the future, and every member of the Uchiha family will go to the battlefield. Although our brothers ..."

I know he's talking about several of our dead brothers.

But such a topic was too cruel, so he didn't go on.

"But don't worry," he hugged me suddenly, "You are my only younger brother, and I will protect you, for sure."

I couldn't say a word because I felt the sadness in his words.

Is it because of seeing other brothers.....die?

The cruel world has created cold-blooded ninjas, but who said they have no feelings?

As long as you are human, you will have feelings. As long as you are human...you cannot become a tool that only kills.

09.

After Madara came back, his father didn't ask him to go on a mission for a long time.

I haven't finished my training yet, sometimes Madara will accompany me, teaching me how to throw hidden weapons, how to use Sharingan... There may be some skills he learned on the battlefield.

Now I am six years old, and Sharingan has also reached the Ergouyu stage.

One more year, one more year and I will be on the battlefield.

I didn't expect this, and I was extremely nervous. Although my father and Madara both affirmed my strength, and because I am awakening Ergouyu now, there may be someone in the mission to protect me.

From now on I will kill, keep killing...

I have memories from my previous life, and I...haven't killed anyone.

In my previous life, I killed people, and I killed... the closest person.

Sometimes I would be awakened in the middle of the night. In my dream, I saw myself being killed again and again, blood splashed, and the blood under my feet gathered into a pool of blood, and I just stepped on the blood like this.

At this time, I felt that I was not a human being, but a demon.

One night, I woke up again. In my dream, I saw my eyes gouged out and my head cut off.

I sat blankly for a long time, but I didn't feel sleepy at all, so I got up to get dressed, and wanted to go for a walk to relax.

I knew the guard's shift time, so I took advantage of this time to secretly leave the family residence, and came to the stream where I met Qianshoubeijian.

To my surprise, there was one more person there.

"Quanna?" Qianshou Feijian, who had his back to me, suddenly turned his head and was a little surprised to see me.

"Are you... Tobama?"

"It's me." He nodded, "I didn't expect your gauze to be removed."

"I said at the time that I wasn't really blind."

I came to sit beside him, and this time my heart was unexpectedly peaceful.

10.

Until now, I have discovered that awareness of many things is not enough.

I have memories of living in a stable period. Even though my country and neighboring countries often clashed, no war was triggered after all. My understanding of "war" at that time was only derived from history textbooks.

Not like now... the war is happening right next to me, right in front of my eyes.

I often comfort myself: I died not long after my 19th birthday in my previous life, maybe I can live longer than my previous life now?How about living past the age of 19?

But such consolation is meaningless.

Talking about being alive and being alive just makes me depressed.

I am afraid of tiredness, suffering, and pain, but I am most afraid of death.

I've already died once, and I really don't want to die again—at least not so soon this time—why do I have to die twice when everyone else only needs to die once?

My mental health...not so good.

"Quenna?" Feijian called me.

"Ok?"

"What are you thinking, with such a serious expression?"

"It's nothing." I shook my head lightly, and looked towards Feijian: "Teijian, have you ever had the experience of being almost killed?"

"Yes." Tobuma nodded after being silent for a while, "No one will treat you kindly because you are a child, or even target you because of it. After all, children are easier to deal with than adults, right? In terms of physical strength, strength, experience As well as psychological quality, it is impossible for every child to be better than adults."

Everyone knows the truth about picking persimmons that are soft.

"Are you afraid?"

"Yes, I'm afraid." I buried my head between my knees, "...I'm afraid of death."

And it's very scary.

"Every ninja comes here like this." Feima murmured, "I am like this, my brother is like this, my father is like this, and you are not alone, Quanna, so there is no need to be afraid anymore-this change Nothing."

No one can change anything, no one else can change, and neither can I.

Now, I finally understand why I awakened Sharingan——

Living in such a world is the biggest stimulus to me.

The author has something to say: The protagonist is not a good person, his personality and gentleness are basically irrelevant ==