Boss, ask for support

Jinling told everything about Li Xiaojia, she was going crazy now, how could she have the heart to be considerate of Lu Qingya's body, plus the anger she had already put on Lu Qingya, what's more, It made her lose her mind.Of course Jin Ling knew that she was venting her anger, and she shouldn't have done so, but now his eyes are full of the fact that Li Xiaojia has disappeared, it's fine for her to apologize, but she must find Li Xiaojia first.

During Jin Ling's exposition full of anger, Lu Qingya was not angry, she listened expressionlessly, she didn't even know that the smooth nails on her palm were bleeding.

The bright red blood dripped on the snow-white bed sheet, dyeing it a dazzling color, and the sunlight splashed on it through the window, as if the whole line of sight was red to the bone.

"I'm going to find her."

Lu Qingya, who couldn't sit still any longer, lifted the quilt abruptly, but was pressed down by Jin Ling who came to her senses: "Stay here, I'll find someone to help me find it, you won't be able to hold on for long with your current body. , might as well wait for my news."

"No, I have to go find her myself." Lu Qingya said stubbornly.

The two of them stalemate in the ward like this, until the sudden sound of the phone pierced the calm of the stalemate, and the crisp and clear ringtones urged the master to answer the phone quickly.

After the ringing sounded for more than ten seconds, the golden bell rang, and she pressed Lu Qingya onto the bed, and then found Lu Qingya's phone on the opposite sofa, "Unknown call, answer?"

Lu Qingya's hand holding the phone trembled a little, she stared at the screen as if trying to see through it, and after a long time, she took a deep breath and connected the phone: "Hello?"

No words were spoken, and the sound of thin breathing came from the other side of the phone, as if it would break at any moment.Almost at the same instant, Lu Qingya confirmed the identity of the person on the other side of the phone.

"Xiao Jia, is that you?" Thick beads of sweat appeared on Lu Qingya's forehead, and the fear in her voice was uncontrollable, "Where are you? May I come to you?"

There was still no reply. If it wasn't for the sound of breathing, Lu Qingya might have thought it was someone's prank, but she just knew that the call was from Li Xiaojia.

After a pause, Lu Qingya adjusted her expression, regained her composure, and continued, "Jinling said you're missing." But she didn't say that she knew about Li Xiaojia's condition, for fear of irritating him.Lu Qingya's voice was very gentle, with Li Xiaojia's familiar pampering, but only Lu Qingya knew how anxious she was now.

Jinling had already dug out the computer, connected to the Internet and began to look up the address of the phone, and at the same time signaled Lu Qingya to delay as much as possible with her eyes.

Lu Qingya stuck the phone closer, trying to hear the other person's shallow breathing more completely, "You fool."

"I'm leaving the hospital soon, can you come pick me up?"

"My mother has agreed to our affairs."

"……let's be together."

"Li Xiaojia, I love you."

The boundless silence made Lu Qingya's heart twitch, the panic in her brows could not be concealed, and the knuckles of her hand holding the phone turned white.She is not a talkative person, she is always used to saying things to the point, but she has never hated herself so much for not being able to speak.

After an unknown amount of time, Lu Qingya's back was completely wet with her own sweat, and a voice finally came from the opposite side: "...I'm sorry, I'm not worth it."

"You have to live well."

Staring in a daze at the phone that was constantly receiving notifications of being hung up, Lu Qingya suddenly turned to Jin Ling like crazy, "Have you found it? Where is she? I'm going to find her!"

……

"I love you too."

Weakly leaning against the phone booth and sitting on the cold ground, Li Xiaojia hugged her legs, stared blankly at the phone that had ended the call, her lips moved slightly, and the silent words dissipated in the air.

……

Li Xiaojia has really disappeared. It seems that the whole world has lost her trace, and no one has seen her again.

When Lu Qingya and Jin Ling rushed to the place that day, they only saw an empty telephone booth standing there alone, silent and inexplicably empty.

After that, no matter how Lu Qingya searched, Li Xiaojia seemed to have evaporated from the world, taking nothing away, it seemed that it was just an ordinary trip, but never came back.

Lu Qingya bought the house that Li Xiaojia used to rent, cleaned it regularly, and kept all the original attire, as if Li Xiaojia had never left.She regularly sent living expenses to Li Xiaojia's parents every month, but she didn't dare to visit her.

Although no one would say anything, as time went by, it became clear that Li Xiaojia must be in danger.

Now, three years have passed since Li Xiaojia's last phone call.

Lu Qingya took over her mother's company, and she kept herself so busy that she could stop thinking, reading, and hating.

Yes, Lu Qingya hates it.

She hated Li Xiaojia, hated Li Xiaojia's selfishness, hated Li Xiaojia's determination.

She hates herself, every time she sees herself, she thinks that she killed Li Xiaojia, what is flowing in her body is Li Xiaojia's blood, it is Li Xiaojia's life.

However, Lu Qingya could not die.

Li Xiaojia let her live, and Li Xiaojia's last wish was to let her live well.

——Li Xiaojia, do you know how cruel you are?

……

Li Xiaojia has been missing for three years.

Lu Qingya changed into a white dress, and the long hair that she wore on weekdays fell to her waist. This was the dress that Li Xiaojia wanted Lu Qingya to wear the most. Lu Qingya still remembered that Li Xiaojia said so narrowly at that time. She must be the most beautiful goddess, but unfortunately Lu Qingya didn't take it to heart at the time.

The slight sea breeze lifted Lu Qingya's skirt, making her normally condensed eyebrows seem to soften a bit.

Holding a bouquet of Li Xiaojia's favorite lily of the valley, passing by a trembling old lady, but this did not touch Lu Qingya's heartstrings.

Walking to the beach, Li Xiaojia's words seemed to still be in his ears.

She once said that when she dies, she will not allow herself to be company with the dark soil in a small cemetery. She must let future generations scatter her ashes into the sea, the vast and vast ocean She must not be lonely.

On that day, Li Xiaojia brought Lu Qingya here - a sea area where you can see the junction of sea and sky, seagulls gliding, and cruise ships paddling white waves.Pointing to the distance, she said, that is the freedom she likes.

Lu Qingya remembered, so she never went to the tomb prepared for her by Li Xiaojia's family.Every year on this day, she would come here with a bouquet of lilies of the valley, sit on the rock by the cliff, and spend the whole day with Li Xiaojia.

As dusk approached, the lily of the valley in the waves had long since disappeared. Lu Qingya brushed her messy hair and tugged at the corners of her mouth, as if she wanted to show a gentle smile like before, but failed without any suspense. is bitter.

"Goodbye, Li Xiaojia."

"I love you, and, you... are worth it."

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The author has something to say:

Li Xiaojia is indeed dead, this old lady is actually the kind person who was the day Li Xiaojia left the hospital, and also the person who threw Li Xiaojia's ashes into the sea, that's why she appeared here←I'm just explaining.