President, what do you want me to do

On October 2007, 10, Yu Linlin hadn’t come back since he left home. Several times when I went to him, he would get angry. I had no choice but to visit him secretly. There was a girl who kept walking with Lin Lin Very close, I like that girl very much.

On December 2007, 12, I felt unwell early in the morning. I didn't pay much attention to it. I thought it was just a cold. I didn't expect to faint in the store.I woke up and was told by the doctor that I had cancer.After the store found out, they gave me tens of thousands of severance pay, and I packed up my things and went back to my hometown.My father and mother passed away one after another for a few years, and I lived in their room and began to recuperate. I didn’t say anything to anyone, but I just thought that it would be a good thing to die silently like this.

He habitually flipped through the pages of the book, his heart was overwhelmed. Later, he recorded the places she visited when she was young, reminiscing about the past when she was young, and felt a lot of emotion. When he saw that sentence: "I don't care about anything, but I can't let Lin Lin~ I'm sorry for him, for giving him such an environment to grow up..." He couldn't bear it any longer, his blood rushed to the top of his head, he slammed the diary to the ground, his chest heaved violently, and he slammed the things on the table On the ground, ping ping -pong, hard work, torn the curtains, overturned the table, threw the quilt pillow on the ground, kicked and smashed everywhere, and finally smashed the ground with fists.It hurt so bad, my chest was about to explode.There was a sharp pain on the back of the hand, and the flesh was bloody, but it still couldn't cover the heartache.Kneeling on the ground, he panted violently, and saw the diary that was about to fall apart out of the corner of his eye. He crawled over to pick it up in a panic, hugged it tightly, and leaned against the bed, his body curled up into a ball. cry out.

What are you sorry for him!what sorry!why sorry!It was he who was sorry for her!From the beginning to the end, only he, Fu Lin, was sorry for Du Ruolan!He Fu Lin is a beast!ungrateful!Not as good as pigs and dogs!Why?Why is there such a stupid woman in this world?There will be a woman as stupid as Du Ruolan!In the end, the death of this woman would still make him feel heartbroken!Ha ha ha ha ha ha ~ woo ~ it hurts!it hurts!It hurts!He grabbed his chest fiercely, trying to grab his heart and liver out.My mind was so chaotic, with countless memory fragments surging. "Bastard~ a bastard!" "Fu Lin is a bastard and a bastard!" "A Lin~ you are not a bastard! I am!" No!no!Yunqing~ that's not the case!He, Fu Lin, is neither a bastard nor a bastard!He's not even a bastard!He is not Du Ruolan's son at all!

"Lin Lin~...I really want to...see you find the one you love...see you have children...see you live...happy and safe...no matter what...Lin Lin~...mother loves you ..." He muttered to himself in pain, his voice was broken by crying: "Okay...ok~...as long as you come back alive...uh woo~...I'll go find it right away...I'll go find it...you wait I...wait for me~...why...why don't you wait for me...you come back to life~.... come back to life....Mom~....Woo~...I'm in so much pain~ so much pain~ so much pain Uh~..." Looking up, he bumped against the edge of the bed one after another, "Dong Dong Dong~" one after another, with too many tears, it was too blurry to see clearly.Gradually, the room fell into boundless darkness, and he shrank on the floor, unable to open his eyes.I don't want to move, I feel so tired even when I breathe, there is a hole in my heart, it hurts more and more, the pain is so painful that I don't even have the strength to tremble, after all, the darkness gradually invades my field of vision, he wants to laugh, how good it would be to die like this~

It seemed that he had slept for a long time, opened his eyes and stared at the ceiling, his mind was dull, he couldn't think of anything, he was dazed and didn't want to move.There seemed to be a figure shaking, like Xu Yunqing, the figure kept talking, and he had no strength to respond.He drank water when he was fed, and swallowed porridge when he was fed, as dull as a rag doll.In the end, he seemed to say something fiercely, his face suddenly felt hot, he was stunned and woke up.Xu Yunqing was staring at him with red eyes, her chest was heaving violently, and her nose was red.He murmured: "Yunqing~" He didn't know that tears rolled down the moment he called out.

Seeing him like this, Xu Yunqing felt very heartbroken.Gently hugging his head into his arms, comforting him softly, choking intermittently: "It's okay~...It's okay...Alin~.... Woo~...everything will be fine...I'm here~ ....I will always be with you...it's okay~..." After that, he had a fever of 41 degrees and was sent to the hospital in the middle of the night. Afterwards, he was almost recovered, leaning against the head of the bed, turning his head to see the rustling camphor leaves outside the window, Xu Yunqing opened the door and came in with a thermos bottle in his hand.He turned his head and smiled at her, softly: "Yunqing~ let's leave the hospital~" Xu Yunqing looked at him for a long time, nodded slowly, and responded softly: "Okay~ let's go back~"