Chi Guang

Qingda's trump card major, one law and two finances, is famous throughout the school for its difficult professional assignments and many homework. It is frightening. It has the most courses, the most difficult exams, the least hair, and the lowest GPA.Even after a freshman year, most of the students are still frightened when facing the unsmiling professor.

Xu Chichuan was informed of the bad news as soon as he returned to school. Yesterday, Professor Yang called and found out that he had skipped class.Liu Wu and Chen Kexuan looked sad: "Go Xiao Chuan, Lao Yang said, you have to go to the office to find him."

In the office on the third floor of the college, Professor Yang looked at his favorite child with hatred. He was so courageous that he even dared to skip my class.

"Xu Chichuan."

"Here!" The child stood up straight with his chest out and his abdomen in, not daring to look directly at the teacher: "Teacher, I was wrong!"

"Tell me, why did you skip class? See your girlfriend?"

"……no."

"Why are you running around without seeing your girlfriend?" Professor Yang pushed his reading glasses: "Go and make up your notes. If you don't get [-]% in the midterm exam, you will fail!"

"...Okay." Bowed deeply: "Thank you teacher for not killing me."

The college is far away from the dormitory building, and classes are usually carried on by shared bicycles and school buses.As soon as he entered the gate of the dormitory, Qu Huai called: "Where is it?"

"The bedroom is downstairs."

"Exactly, don't go upstairs, go to the gate and wait for me."

"what?"

"I have an appointment with Dr. Wang at two o'clock in the afternoon, now go."

"I……"

"Try to say no?" The cold voice was full of hidden threats: "I ran to find you in the middle of the night, and you still don't listen to me?"

"but……"

"Don't talk about those bad excuses you have used a thousand and eight times," the voice on the phone was getting closer, as if it was behind him: "Turn around, let's go now."

Until he was escorted onto the bus, Xu Chichuan still thought about trying to escape: "No, I, I'm not prepared."

"You don't need to prepare, just take someone with you."

"Psychological counseling is so expensive." If one plan fails, there will be another: "I have no money."

"You don't need to pay," Qu Huai replied, "This is the doctor I asked Yu Shengru to find, and I got a discount."

"Speaking of which," Xu Chichuan was interested in inquiring about his friends' gossip: "What's your relationship with that... Lord Sheng?"

There was a faint blush on her clear cheeks, but she refused to be looked at by the master: "Trading relationship."

"that's it?"

"that's it."

Xu Chichuan looked at him teasingly, Yu Chengru's outing in the morning was not only to warn himself, he was as keen as he was, and he also smelled the sourness on the big brother's body.

Silly little wolf, they don't treat this as a deal.

"Zai Zai," a girl came to borrow a notebook, and Mu Shihai happened to bump into her. Her handsome face was so handsome that it could wring out a vat of sour vinegar: "Don't lend it to her. This is a weasel's New Year's greetings for chickens."

Thinking back to the past, a big hole was smashed out of the frozen ice in the bottom of my heart, and the water with ice debris underneath churned ashore and flowed over the ground, which was bitterly cold and chilly.

"Doctor Wang," Qu Huai dragged Xu Chichuan into the consulting room and sat down. The boy walked mechanically and his body became stiff: "We are here."

"Okay," the whole room was painted in warm yellow and beige, the lavender on the table exudes a faint fragrance, Wang Xu has a gentle face, and the camel sweater in his coat is clean and tidy, giving people an affinity for no reason.

However, Xu Chichuan's breathing suddenly became short of breath, his knuckles turned white and the backs of his hands were almost torn, his white coat turned red in front of his eyes, the boundless blood color blinded all the scenes in front of him, the world was spinning, and the sharp and ear-piercing curses and ridicules were trampling on him His sanity and dignity.

"Gays are crazy!"

"Men who like men are disgusting and obscene perverts!"

"Why are you disobedient? Why are you abnormal?"

"Xiao Chuan, you are obedient, you are just sick, let's go to the hospital to see a doctor."

"Be obedient, if you are sick, you must be cured."

"Say it," the voice from hell bewitched him to confess his sins and obey the law, and stomped him hard: "Say you know you are wrong, say you don't like him;"

"I'll let you out after that."

I am right.

The perpetrator who was ignored became furious and slapped his face hard. Huge red and swollen five-fingerprints suddenly appeared, blood dripped from the crooked corner of his mouth, the dark and muddy violence room, the boy tied to a chair Straightening his body, his clothes were drenched in cold sweat, his eyes were filled with stubborn arrogance, and every word was provocative: "I...it's not...wrong..."

I just like him.

I am right.

"Xu Chichuan? Xu Chichuan!" The thick fog receded, and when he opened his eyes, Qu Huai looked at him anxiously: "What's wrong with you? Don't scare me!"

"No, it's all right," quietly wiped off the sweat on his palms, and sat upright: "I'm all right."

"Xiao Huai," Wang Xu ordered to evict the guest, "you go to the office and wait for me, and I will chat with him alone."

"it is good."

Only he and the doctor in front of him were left in the room, clutching the chair tightly to hide his nervousness, but Wang Xu didn't speak, took off his white coat and put it in the drawer, and handed him a wet towel, with a gentle tone: "Wipe it, forehead Sweating."

"Thank you."

"What do you want to drink?" Wang Xu took out several beautiful jars: "Black tea, green tea or scented tea? Or can I make you a pot of fruit tea?"

"Black tea is fine, thank you."

The fragrant and translucent red soup has a scent of pine and longan. Xu Chichuan blurted out: "Is this Lapsang Souchong?"

"Yes," Dr. Wang looked at him with a smile: "Do you know tea?"

The pair of eyes that finally brightened dimmed again: "A little bit."

"That's great. If we have a chance, we can taste tea together. My family still has a cake of 20-year-old white tea. Next time we meet, I will bring some to boil for you."

Xu Chichuan put down his cup and clasped his elbows in a defensive and offensive posture: "I promised to come, so I won't break my promise, but I think we should make some things clear;"

"First, I'm not sick,"

Such an aggressive attitude is not like the frightened bird just now, but like a little beast showing its fangs and thorns: "Second, I am gay and like men."

The moment the words came out of his mouth, the pleasure of revenge from the deepest part of his heart was dripping. He waited for the doctor to tear off the superficial upbringing, revealing his fangs and disgust.

But Wang Xu just swallowed the hot tea, slowly covered the teacup, and replied lightly: "What a coincidence, I am also gay."

"What, what?"

"I said, I like men too," the doctor in front of me said frankly, "Is there something wrong?"

"If someone says homosexuality is wrong, it's his own fault."

"Fools use dignity as a cloak to cover stupidity. They think that belittling and making fun of others is a shortcut to gain a sense of superiority, but it is actually the most clown trick;"

"Xiao Chuan, you are not wrong," the doctor said gently but firmly tolerated the sharpness of the boy in front of him: "You just like someone, how could you be wrong?"

"Don't be afraid," Wang Xu's voice has a magical power comparable to that of tranquilizers: "This is not medical treatment or treatment, it is you who are looking for an exit;"

"An outlet to share with others."

The comforted boy gradually stopped trembling, his lips trembled, and he uttered forcefully, but felt that his ability to speak was deprived, and no matter how hard he tried, it was futile.

"I know it's a long story, and that's okay, we have a lot of time."

"So," the man relaxed his posture, and his tone was as relaxed as chatting with old friends: "Where did this story begin?"