Are you straight guys like this?
Chapter 20 Exploration ①
Bright lights flood the room, in stark contrast to the dark and treacherous back mountain.
Ye Li's eyes were straightened, and he saw the heavy wind and rain outside through Shen Shi's shoulder.
There are meandering water marks on the floor-to-ceiling windows, and the heavy rain has not abated in the slightest.
The silence in the room was finally broken by him. He wandered around restlessly, and said in embarrassment: "This... Didn't you try it last night?"
The image of Shen Shi being so angry that he blushed and his neck was thick still remains in his mind.
There should be no need to test anymore... After a little deduction, the result can be obtained.
"Is there?" Shen Shi seemed to be thinking about it, and after a while, he asked casually, "What happened last night?"
Ye Li: "?"
Ye Li looked at him in confusion: "Last night you were in the back garden—"
His voice faltered, and he suddenly had a bad premonition.
"do not you remember?"
Shen Shi nodded: "Well, I drank too much last night."
Last night, Shen Shi did drink a lot. Before the game, he drank three cups under the booing of others, and in the middle of the game, he drank another five cups. Afterwards, he left. I'm not sure if Shen Shi continued to drink, but for Ye Li, If he drank the wine...then he must stop eating on the spot.
No way.
His heart was up and down, and there were waves of uneasiness.
Shen Shi won't remember anything, right?
The next second, Shen Shi raised his eyes to look at him, and asked again: "What happened last night, Ye Li?"
"..." Ye Li was rarely able to speak, he moved his lips, his brain was in a mess, and it took him a long time to organize his words under Shen Shi's calm gaze: "I kissed you last night, what was your reaction?" , not like gay."
"Well," Shen Shi's tone didn't change, he didn't seem to care that he was kissed, half of his body was lean and straight outlined by the warm orange light, he just asked calmly, "Are you sure?"
Seeing him like this, Ye Li couldn't say anything with certainty: "...No, I'm not sure."
But Shen Shi's reaction last night was indeed not related to homosexuality.
It's just a normal straight man's reaction. After being kissed, he is very angry and depressed.
Shen Shi understood the general situation, was silent for a few seconds, and said, "Then try again."
Ye Li: "?"
Ye Li couldn't believe his ears: "What did you say?"
Shen Shi lowered his eyes slowly, his eyes calmly fell on his face, and he said clearly: "I said, then try again."
The bedroom became hot at some point.
The air conditioner was quickly turned down.
With a sound of "di--", it became 28°.
Ye Li was wearing comfortable and light home clothes. The light gray home clothes matched his complexion very well. He stood upright in front of Shen Shi, his black and soft black hair pressing down on his glasses. Under the glasses, the red phoenix eyes were thin and narrow. Zhou blushed a little, looking at Shen Shi nervously and uneasy.
A few seconds later, as if he had made a decision, he bent down stiffly, and moved a little closer to Shen Shi who was on the edge of the bed.
The silent kiss fell, like a superficial touch, only a soft and warm touch could be felt.
"...That's how it was yesterday." After the kiss, Ye Li straightened up quickly, his heart pounding in his chest, "I just kissed you like this."
In the silence, Shen Shi, who was motionless, raised his eyes, staring at him with dark eyes, and said, "One moment?"
Ye Li endured a guilty conscience: "Yes, then you let me go."
"Oh," Shen Shi nodded, with an unclear expression, as if he was thinking about something. A few seconds later, he followed Ye Li's words and said, "I really don't have any impression."
Of course, because you never said that.
Ye Li felt guilty and didn't dare to look at him, "People's reactions when drunk are subconscious, and your reaction shows that you are indeed not gay."
Shen Shi didn't speak.
Ye Li's sentence became more and more fluent: "It's not too late to face it, you are still a straight man."
Shen Shi glanced at him.
Ye Li felt relieved: "Okay, then I'll go back."
Tonight's tribulation was finally over. When he reached for the tablet, Ye Li felt that his sense of accomplishment was no less than that of being admitted to Beijing University.What he changed after being admitted to Peking University was his own life. He persuaded Shen Shi to face up to himself, and what he changed was Shen Shi's life.
It can be regarded as twisting Shen Shi's weird sexual orientation.
He was filled with emotion, and as soon as his hand touched the tablet, Shen Shi said thoughtfully: "Have you ever thought about it, this doesn't mean anything."
Ye Li: "?"
Ye Li's heart that had just fallen began to beat rapidly again: "Doesn't this explain anything?"
Why are you so suspicious, a straight man!
Shen Shi looked at him with some doubts: "Of course, because until now, I haven't felt anything."
no feelings?
After you were kissed last night, you clearly—
Ye Li's fixed eyes fell on his ears, not red.
It landed on the side of his neck again, but it wasn't red either.
You are not right.
You were not like this last night.
Shen Shi: "You seem to be too."
A blow to the heart.
Ye Li's pupils trembled, and he swallowed his saliva: "Because... because I kissed you twice yesterday, ahem, once, and kissing you again today will make you feel nothing, so this... this..."
He racked his brains to think of excuses, trying to prove that Shen Shi was straight while proving that he was gay.
so hard.
Why is it so hard to prove a straight man is straight!
Shen Shiwei raised his eyebrows and understood what he meant: "You mean, let me kiss you?"
Ye Li: "?"
Ye Li: "...do I mean that?"
Shen Shi: "Well, the matter of you kissing me is immune to both of us, as for me kissing you—"
He looked at Ye Li thoughtfully, straightened up, his tall and straight body cast a shadow, deeply enveloping Ye Li, which inexplicably made Ye Li feel a little palpitating.
"Maybe it's more convenient for me." Shen Shi said.
Ye Li was silent, he led him to think for a while, and felt that it made sense.
After all, Shen Shi is homophobic, maybe before he even kisses him, he will feel shy and face up to his sexual orientation.
Worst of all, just like last night, after kissing him, he realized that he was actually disgusted.
It is indeed different between him taking the initiative and Shen Shi taking the initiative. Could it be that he has gone the wrong way since last night?
Ye Li took a deep breath: "Okay."
He was sitting upright, with slightly drooping eyelids, and a very serious expression. When he looked down from a high position, he could clearly see the gentle eyebrows, and the delicate and soft lips.
"bring it on."
He said with a sullen face, he didn't notice Shen Shi's downcast eyes.
From the beginning of the journal to the first day, Shen Shi knew that this roommate was soft-tempered.
The day I first arrived, I obviously chose the bed by the window, but because Xiaopang didn't see the schoolbag that was occupying the place, he silently packed his things and put them peacefully on the bed by the door.
There has never been a person with such a personality around him. The students from the provincial experiment circled around him like moths. Everyone has an arrogant, indifferent, and unforgiving side, even him. He is indifferent to everything and only sees what he wants to see.
But Ye Li is different, he is meek, lazy, and even has a bad temper. In the dormitory, he always lies on the bed and wears loose home clothes. Even though he is not familiar with him, he will still lower his head and smile when he enters the room, his eyes are bright. Bright, come back with a word?
Xiaopang likes to hang around him very much, let him bring some food if he has nothing to do, and then roll around him like a baby, saying something like Ye Li, you are really my good brother.
Whenever he heard this sentence, his eyes would light up, as if he was also very happy.
A very friendless, clumsy, unmaintainable person.
He watched with cold eyes, thinking so.
So when Ye Li got up and slammed the door shut, blocking him from all prying eyes from the outside world, his mind went blank for the first time, and after a long silence, he finally thanked him.
Ye Li obviously didn't react, and after a while, he shook his head indifferently.
He seems to be like this to everyone, he is like this to Xiaopang, he is like this to Brother Shu, and he is like this to him.
Everyone is in no particular order in his heart, and he will help anyone who can. He is obviously very gentle, but he deliberately keeps a distance.
Ye Li helped him once, and as far as he was concerned, any favor he owed must be repaid.
That's why he got close to him, joined him in clubs, sent him back to the dormitory on rainy days, accompanied him to the hospital, helped him deal with Liang Feng and Lin Ziqian, and by the way pushed away the little fat guy who was always by his side, and gave him a piece of cake. clean.
A careless person like Lin Feipeng is not worthy of Ye Li's effort.
When Shen Shi leaned over, Ye Li's face became clearer and clearer in his line of sight, with thin and dense eyelashes, thin red phoenix eyes, beautiful moles hanging from the end of the eyes, and that soft, always smiling face. lips.
He lowered his eyes slowly, his dark hair covered the emotion in his eyes, and with a light touch, his lips touched a softer touch.
……
Ye Li was completely stunned.
It took a few seconds for him to react abruptly, leaning back violently, his cheeks flushed instantly, his pupils trembling, and he asked in a daze and panic, "Is it... Is it the wrong kiss?"
The warmth of the touch on the lips is lingering.
If he hadn't been sitting on a chair, he would have been too weak to stand up.
The blood was swimming restlessly in his body, it was so hot that he was already sweating on his back, sticking tightly to his clothes, trembling slightly with the frequency of his breathing.
Shen Shi slowly straightened up, the cold air from the air conditioner was blowing directly behind him, his Adam's apple slid up and down, and said, "No."
Ye Li's voice was unsteady: "No, no? But..." Why kiss!
Even so, his voice was still soft, without any questioning or angry emotions.
"You can also kiss on the cheek between friends, but I think the effect is not good," Shen Shi said succinctly: "To prove whether there is any feeling, it is better to be more intimate."
Ye Li was stuck in the shell for a moment, and after a while, he asked in confusion: "Then do you feel it?"
"Yes." Shen Shi replied.
Ye Li: "..."
He was restless, his breathing was slightly short of breath, his raised eyes gleamed with water, and his pupils also reflected the warm orange color of the desk lamp, and he asked very puzzled: "How can I feel this?"
It stands to reason that straight men are naturally insensitive to gays.
Shen Shi said, "Maybe because it's the first time."
Ye Ran shut up silently.
Shen Shi glanced at him, and suddenly asked, "You too?"
Why do you ask such an embarrassing topic!
Ye Li was very embarrassed: "Yes."
Soon, he realized again: "Is that offset?"
Before Shen Shi could speak, he breathed a sigh of relief: "That's good, as long as it's still there."
Shen Shi looked down at him, his eyes fell on his reddish lips, and after a few seconds, he calmly said, "Let's try again."
Ye Li froze instantly.
Shen Shi said: "If I don't feel this time, then I'm not gay."
"Okay." Ye Li finally relaxed, and replied dryly.
Success or failure depended on one action, and he felt that the burden on his shoulders was heavier again.
……
The bedroom is very quiet.
The temperature of the air conditioner was obviously adjusted to 28°, but it was still very hot.
The pattering rain outside the window echoed in his ears, and Ye Li heard Shen Shi's voice.
"Spread your legs apart."
"Keep your head up, well, don't hide."
Ye Li subconsciously followed his words, and in the next second, a person squeezed between his legs, and they were separated even further. He uncontrollably leaned back on the chair, raised his head higher, and followed Yes, warm, gentle breathing.
The upturned jaw was pinched, and the lips felt the touch again.
Immediately afterwards, there was another extremely hot breath, which casually pried open his jaw, poked it in, found the tip of his tongue that was obediently resting on his jaw, and touched it lightly.
Ye Li's shoulders arched suddenly, and his pupils opened uncontrollably.
His brain was completely blank, and a wonderful electric current spread throughout his body along the tip of his tongue. Even his breathing was stagnant, without any strength to mobilize his limbs.
In just a few seconds, it seemed like half a lifetime had passed.
"Feel sorry."
Shen Shi let go of him, raised his brows and eyes slightly, no extra emotion could be seen in his pitch-black pupils, and said in a hoarse voice: "This time I should be gone."
Ye Li: "...No, nothing."
He hasn't recovered yet, his eyes are dull, and everything he says is based on conditioned reflex.
Shen Shi had already let him go and got up, and took a step back from between his legs reservedly, watching him slump on the chair with his limp body, his lips parted slightly, leaving traces of water that didn't belong to him.
After taking a few more glances unhurriedly, Shen Shi retracted his gaze and said, "Sorry, I don't seem to feel anything this time."
Ye Li's soul was finally hooked by these words.
He stood up with difficulty, his ears were red as if they were about to bleed, the lights in the room were bright, shining behind Shen Shi, Shen Shi had his back to the light, he lowered his head casually, his black hair was messy, he couldn't see his expression, he just lifted it up plainly. Eyelids, looking at him: "What about you?"
Ye Li sat upright with a blank face, and the drifting rationality slowly returned to his body. His fingertips were curled up, still a little numb, and the pinnae of his ears became hotter and hotter, "I..."
His voice was a little trembling, but he tried his best to stabilize: "I don't feel anything either."
How dare he feel it!
"Oh," Shen Shi narrowed his eyes, his eyes slipped past his crimson ears, and he glanced at his somewhat unresponsive face, "You didn't feel it either?"
"Yes."
Ye Li clenched his fists quietly, and really wanted to ask Shen Shi why he stuck out his tongue, but just thinking about this topic made him feel so embarrassed that he was about to ascend to heaven.
Shen Shi said, "Then you should not be gay."
The courage that Ye Li had worked up with great difficulty was instantly scattered by this fierce punch.
"I'm not gay?" He froze.
"Well," Shen Shi said with reason: "Normal homosexuals will respond to kisses of the same sex."
Ye Li was even more confused: "Am I abnormal?"
"We shouldn't be normal."
After Shen Shi finished speaking, he bent down again and squeezed into the gap between his breasts.
His handsome and indifferent facial features were infinitely magnified in Ye Li's gaze, those narrow and dark phoenix eyes contained emotions that he couldn't see through, hidden in a shadow, obscure: "Open your mouth, let's try again one last time."
……the last time.
Ye Li opened his mouth in a daze, and the soft touch on the tip of his tongue struck again.
This time, he held the tip of his tongue in his mouth and sucked lightly, and the hot breath of the person in front of him immediately spread to his mouth along the intertwined lips.
Ye Li couldn't breathe for a moment, his body trembled slightly, as if his territory had been invaded, his shoulders were arched, his head was forced to be raised very high, his hands couldn't even support the chair stably, he kept curling up and trembling.
A few seconds later, Shen Shi let him go naturally. He also seemed to be a little unsteady in his breathing. After a while, he looked at him. There were some water marks on his lips. It was not clear who it was. It was very clear and the traces were extremely ambiguous.
"What about this time?" Shen Shi's voice was low and hoarse: "Do you still feel nothing?"
Ye Li shook his head almost in fear, his breathing was more chaotic than when he was sinking, his whole figure was lost, his eyes were flushed with water, and his eyelashes were wet, he shook his head again and again, saying: "...Yes, yes."
Only then did Shen Shi straighten up, "En."
He glanced at the clock on the wall, and then at Ye Li who was slumped on the chair.
Ye Li's hair was wet with sweat, and it became blacker and blacker, but his cheeks were as white as if they were shining. He breathed lightly, his eyes were loose and confused, his lips were covered with deep water marks, obviously he hadn't reacted yet.
Obviously, if you ask him to open his mouth now, he will definitely open his mouth too.
Shen Shi withdrew his gaze, tightened his five fingers in his pocket, and said, "I seem to have a feeling too."
Ye Li raised his head bluntly, and after a few seconds, he shook his lips: "...You, you feel it again?"
"Well," Shen Shi said thoughtfully, "Although the feeling is not deep, I should be sure that I am gay."
Ye Li froze, "Could it be because the method this time is more... more radical?"
So close, even if you are not gay, you will feel it.
Shen Shi shook his head: "No, I'm sure, I'm gay."
Ye Li immediately mobilized all his mind to think about the problem. He thought about it, but his brain was still a mess, and his nerves were still lingering on the tip of his tongue and lips, as if he could still feel the warmth and sucking that didn't belong to him.
Can't think anymore... can't think anymore.
His mind started to wander again.
"Or try again tomorrow." At this time, Shen Shi suddenly turned to the side and suggested: "We don't have to do this next time—step by step."
He observed Ye Li's expression nonchalantly, "Our attempt today is more like raising my endurance threshold."
"Do not you think so?"
"...Yes, is it?" Ye Li was successfully asked by him, and he was stunned for two seconds: "Try again tomorrow? How can I try tomorrow?"
Shen Shi said, "Let's talk about it tomorrow."
Coming out of Shen Shi's room, Ye Li went back to his bedroom step by step. He was silent all the way, his eyes were blocked by black-rimmed glasses. After closing the bedroom door, he suddenly softened to the ground like a deflated balloon.
The bedroom floor was not carpeted and was cold.
He leaned over, his home clothes slipped loosely, and his neck was flushed red.
Supporting the floor with one hand, the other hand deeply covered his mouth, revealing only a pair of flushed and moist eyes, and he was panting heavily and with difficulty.
It seems... something is wrong.
His head was in a mess, and he suddenly wanted to be bad, no longer caring whether Shen Shi was straight or not, but when he thought that Shen Shi needed to do this kind of inexplicable test because of him, he overcame his desire to be bad again.
After all, he was the one who was sorry for Shen Shi.
If you don't blame Shen Shi, if you want to blame, you can blame the Gender Encyclopedia.
This trick obviously doesn't work.
but--
Sweat dripped from his palms, and his eardrums were buzzing, what does "let's talk about tomorrow" mean?
"Boom-"
The teammate questioned in the earphones: "Fuck, Yu Ting, what are you playing?"
"What is your shooter doing in the current platoon? Can you hide behind and output!"
"Get ready, what's the ink?"
Yu Ting took off the earphones keenly, listened carefully, and confirmed that there was the sound of the door opening in the next bedroom.
"Fuck, I'm in a hurry, you guys play first!" He turned over and sat up in a jerk, exiting the game.
He was a little uneasy when he went to the restaurant for dinner and didn't see Shen Shi and Ye Li. Hearing this voice now, he put on his pants and ran out without thinking.
Ye Li, why don't you just deliver it to your door yourself? !
Have you read the WeChat soft text I sent you!This is really important to me!
With a bang, he pushed open the door next door.
The bright lights were dazzling, and Yu Ting breathed a sigh of relief. Under the bright lights, he couldn't do much when he was expecting.
He walked aggressively through the porch and turned a corner.
On the big bed in the middle of the bedroom, Shen Shi sat quietly beside the bed.
The light sprinkled on his side, covering him like a layer of light and shadow.
He tilted his head slightly, breathed heavily, covered his eyes with one hand, and propped the other behind his back, his Adam's apple slipped slightly, an extremely restrained and suppressed movement.
As if hearing the voice, he slowly put down his hand, looking towards Yu Ting, those phoenix eyes were dark and cold, ignoring the thin red floating on the sides of his ears and neck, it looked very dangerous .
In the silence, Shen Shi said, "Get lost."
Yu Ting: "..."
Yu Ting: "...Okay."
He fled the scene quickly, looking terrified.
Fuck, what's scarier than a pervert?
...It's a pervert who can blush, help!
Sure enough, tomorrow he should find some time to chat with Ye Li.
Ye Li's eyes were straightened, and he saw the heavy wind and rain outside through Shen Shi's shoulder.
There are meandering water marks on the floor-to-ceiling windows, and the heavy rain has not abated in the slightest.
The silence in the room was finally broken by him. He wandered around restlessly, and said in embarrassment: "This... Didn't you try it last night?"
The image of Shen Shi being so angry that he blushed and his neck was thick still remains in his mind.
There should be no need to test anymore... After a little deduction, the result can be obtained.
"Is there?" Shen Shi seemed to be thinking about it, and after a while, he asked casually, "What happened last night?"
Ye Li: "?"
Ye Li looked at him in confusion: "Last night you were in the back garden—"
His voice faltered, and he suddenly had a bad premonition.
"do not you remember?"
Shen Shi nodded: "Well, I drank too much last night."
Last night, Shen Shi did drink a lot. Before the game, he drank three cups under the booing of others, and in the middle of the game, he drank another five cups. Afterwards, he left. I'm not sure if Shen Shi continued to drink, but for Ye Li, If he drank the wine...then he must stop eating on the spot.
No way.
His heart was up and down, and there were waves of uneasiness.
Shen Shi won't remember anything, right?
The next second, Shen Shi raised his eyes to look at him, and asked again: "What happened last night, Ye Li?"
"..." Ye Li was rarely able to speak, he moved his lips, his brain was in a mess, and it took him a long time to organize his words under Shen Shi's calm gaze: "I kissed you last night, what was your reaction?" , not like gay."
"Well," Shen Shi's tone didn't change, he didn't seem to care that he was kissed, half of his body was lean and straight outlined by the warm orange light, he just asked calmly, "Are you sure?"
Seeing him like this, Ye Li couldn't say anything with certainty: "...No, I'm not sure."
But Shen Shi's reaction last night was indeed not related to homosexuality.
It's just a normal straight man's reaction. After being kissed, he is very angry and depressed.
Shen Shi understood the general situation, was silent for a few seconds, and said, "Then try again."
Ye Li: "?"
Ye Li couldn't believe his ears: "What did you say?"
Shen Shi lowered his eyes slowly, his eyes calmly fell on his face, and he said clearly: "I said, then try again."
The bedroom became hot at some point.
The air conditioner was quickly turned down.
With a sound of "di--", it became 28°.
Ye Li was wearing comfortable and light home clothes. The light gray home clothes matched his complexion very well. He stood upright in front of Shen Shi, his black and soft black hair pressing down on his glasses. Under the glasses, the red phoenix eyes were thin and narrow. Zhou blushed a little, looking at Shen Shi nervously and uneasy.
A few seconds later, as if he had made a decision, he bent down stiffly, and moved a little closer to Shen Shi who was on the edge of the bed.
The silent kiss fell, like a superficial touch, only a soft and warm touch could be felt.
"...That's how it was yesterday." After the kiss, Ye Li straightened up quickly, his heart pounding in his chest, "I just kissed you like this."
In the silence, Shen Shi, who was motionless, raised his eyes, staring at him with dark eyes, and said, "One moment?"
Ye Li endured a guilty conscience: "Yes, then you let me go."
"Oh," Shen Shi nodded, with an unclear expression, as if he was thinking about something. A few seconds later, he followed Ye Li's words and said, "I really don't have any impression."
Of course, because you never said that.
Ye Li felt guilty and didn't dare to look at him, "People's reactions when drunk are subconscious, and your reaction shows that you are indeed not gay."
Shen Shi didn't speak.
Ye Li's sentence became more and more fluent: "It's not too late to face it, you are still a straight man."
Shen Shi glanced at him.
Ye Li felt relieved: "Okay, then I'll go back."
Tonight's tribulation was finally over. When he reached for the tablet, Ye Li felt that his sense of accomplishment was no less than that of being admitted to Beijing University.What he changed after being admitted to Peking University was his own life. He persuaded Shen Shi to face up to himself, and what he changed was Shen Shi's life.
It can be regarded as twisting Shen Shi's weird sexual orientation.
He was filled with emotion, and as soon as his hand touched the tablet, Shen Shi said thoughtfully: "Have you ever thought about it, this doesn't mean anything."
Ye Li: "?"
Ye Li's heart that had just fallen began to beat rapidly again: "Doesn't this explain anything?"
Why are you so suspicious, a straight man!
Shen Shi looked at him with some doubts: "Of course, because until now, I haven't felt anything."
no feelings?
After you were kissed last night, you clearly—
Ye Li's fixed eyes fell on his ears, not red.
It landed on the side of his neck again, but it wasn't red either.
You are not right.
You were not like this last night.
Shen Shi: "You seem to be too."
A blow to the heart.
Ye Li's pupils trembled, and he swallowed his saliva: "Because... because I kissed you twice yesterday, ahem, once, and kissing you again today will make you feel nothing, so this... this..."
He racked his brains to think of excuses, trying to prove that Shen Shi was straight while proving that he was gay.
so hard.
Why is it so hard to prove a straight man is straight!
Shen Shiwei raised his eyebrows and understood what he meant: "You mean, let me kiss you?"
Ye Li: "?"
Ye Li: "...do I mean that?"
Shen Shi: "Well, the matter of you kissing me is immune to both of us, as for me kissing you—"
He looked at Ye Li thoughtfully, straightened up, his tall and straight body cast a shadow, deeply enveloping Ye Li, which inexplicably made Ye Li feel a little palpitating.
"Maybe it's more convenient for me." Shen Shi said.
Ye Li was silent, he led him to think for a while, and felt that it made sense.
After all, Shen Shi is homophobic, maybe before he even kisses him, he will feel shy and face up to his sexual orientation.
Worst of all, just like last night, after kissing him, he realized that he was actually disgusted.
It is indeed different between him taking the initiative and Shen Shi taking the initiative. Could it be that he has gone the wrong way since last night?
Ye Li took a deep breath: "Okay."
He was sitting upright, with slightly drooping eyelids, and a very serious expression. When he looked down from a high position, he could clearly see the gentle eyebrows, and the delicate and soft lips.
"bring it on."
He said with a sullen face, he didn't notice Shen Shi's downcast eyes.
From the beginning of the journal to the first day, Shen Shi knew that this roommate was soft-tempered.
The day I first arrived, I obviously chose the bed by the window, but because Xiaopang didn't see the schoolbag that was occupying the place, he silently packed his things and put them peacefully on the bed by the door.
There has never been a person with such a personality around him. The students from the provincial experiment circled around him like moths. Everyone has an arrogant, indifferent, and unforgiving side, even him. He is indifferent to everything and only sees what he wants to see.
But Ye Li is different, he is meek, lazy, and even has a bad temper. In the dormitory, he always lies on the bed and wears loose home clothes. Even though he is not familiar with him, he will still lower his head and smile when he enters the room, his eyes are bright. Bright, come back with a word?
Xiaopang likes to hang around him very much, let him bring some food if he has nothing to do, and then roll around him like a baby, saying something like Ye Li, you are really my good brother.
Whenever he heard this sentence, his eyes would light up, as if he was also very happy.
A very friendless, clumsy, unmaintainable person.
He watched with cold eyes, thinking so.
So when Ye Li got up and slammed the door shut, blocking him from all prying eyes from the outside world, his mind went blank for the first time, and after a long silence, he finally thanked him.
Ye Li obviously didn't react, and after a while, he shook his head indifferently.
He seems to be like this to everyone, he is like this to Xiaopang, he is like this to Brother Shu, and he is like this to him.
Everyone is in no particular order in his heart, and he will help anyone who can. He is obviously very gentle, but he deliberately keeps a distance.
Ye Li helped him once, and as far as he was concerned, any favor he owed must be repaid.
That's why he got close to him, joined him in clubs, sent him back to the dormitory on rainy days, accompanied him to the hospital, helped him deal with Liang Feng and Lin Ziqian, and by the way pushed away the little fat guy who was always by his side, and gave him a piece of cake. clean.
A careless person like Lin Feipeng is not worthy of Ye Li's effort.
When Shen Shi leaned over, Ye Li's face became clearer and clearer in his line of sight, with thin and dense eyelashes, thin red phoenix eyes, beautiful moles hanging from the end of the eyes, and that soft, always smiling face. lips.
He lowered his eyes slowly, his dark hair covered the emotion in his eyes, and with a light touch, his lips touched a softer touch.
……
Ye Li was completely stunned.
It took a few seconds for him to react abruptly, leaning back violently, his cheeks flushed instantly, his pupils trembling, and he asked in a daze and panic, "Is it... Is it the wrong kiss?"
The warmth of the touch on the lips is lingering.
If he hadn't been sitting on a chair, he would have been too weak to stand up.
The blood was swimming restlessly in his body, it was so hot that he was already sweating on his back, sticking tightly to his clothes, trembling slightly with the frequency of his breathing.
Shen Shi slowly straightened up, the cold air from the air conditioner was blowing directly behind him, his Adam's apple slid up and down, and said, "No."
Ye Li's voice was unsteady: "No, no? But..." Why kiss!
Even so, his voice was still soft, without any questioning or angry emotions.
"You can also kiss on the cheek between friends, but I think the effect is not good," Shen Shi said succinctly: "To prove whether there is any feeling, it is better to be more intimate."
Ye Li was stuck in the shell for a moment, and after a while, he asked in confusion: "Then do you feel it?"
"Yes." Shen Shi replied.
Ye Li: "..."
He was restless, his breathing was slightly short of breath, his raised eyes gleamed with water, and his pupils also reflected the warm orange color of the desk lamp, and he asked very puzzled: "How can I feel this?"
It stands to reason that straight men are naturally insensitive to gays.
Shen Shi said, "Maybe because it's the first time."
Ye Ran shut up silently.
Shen Shi glanced at him, and suddenly asked, "You too?"
Why do you ask such an embarrassing topic!
Ye Li was very embarrassed: "Yes."
Soon, he realized again: "Is that offset?"
Before Shen Shi could speak, he breathed a sigh of relief: "That's good, as long as it's still there."
Shen Shi looked down at him, his eyes fell on his reddish lips, and after a few seconds, he calmly said, "Let's try again."
Ye Li froze instantly.
Shen Shi said: "If I don't feel this time, then I'm not gay."
"Okay." Ye Li finally relaxed, and replied dryly.
Success or failure depended on one action, and he felt that the burden on his shoulders was heavier again.
……
The bedroom is very quiet.
The temperature of the air conditioner was obviously adjusted to 28°, but it was still very hot.
The pattering rain outside the window echoed in his ears, and Ye Li heard Shen Shi's voice.
"Spread your legs apart."
"Keep your head up, well, don't hide."
Ye Li subconsciously followed his words, and in the next second, a person squeezed between his legs, and they were separated even further. He uncontrollably leaned back on the chair, raised his head higher, and followed Yes, warm, gentle breathing.
The upturned jaw was pinched, and the lips felt the touch again.
Immediately afterwards, there was another extremely hot breath, which casually pried open his jaw, poked it in, found the tip of his tongue that was obediently resting on his jaw, and touched it lightly.
Ye Li's shoulders arched suddenly, and his pupils opened uncontrollably.
His brain was completely blank, and a wonderful electric current spread throughout his body along the tip of his tongue. Even his breathing was stagnant, without any strength to mobilize his limbs.
In just a few seconds, it seemed like half a lifetime had passed.
"Feel sorry."
Shen Shi let go of him, raised his brows and eyes slightly, no extra emotion could be seen in his pitch-black pupils, and said in a hoarse voice: "This time I should be gone."
Ye Li: "...No, nothing."
He hasn't recovered yet, his eyes are dull, and everything he says is based on conditioned reflex.
Shen Shi had already let him go and got up, and took a step back from between his legs reservedly, watching him slump on the chair with his limp body, his lips parted slightly, leaving traces of water that didn't belong to him.
After taking a few more glances unhurriedly, Shen Shi retracted his gaze and said, "Sorry, I don't seem to feel anything this time."
Ye Li's soul was finally hooked by these words.
He stood up with difficulty, his ears were red as if they were about to bleed, the lights in the room were bright, shining behind Shen Shi, Shen Shi had his back to the light, he lowered his head casually, his black hair was messy, he couldn't see his expression, he just lifted it up plainly. Eyelids, looking at him: "What about you?"
Ye Li sat upright with a blank face, and the drifting rationality slowly returned to his body. His fingertips were curled up, still a little numb, and the pinnae of his ears became hotter and hotter, "I..."
His voice was a little trembling, but he tried his best to stabilize: "I don't feel anything either."
How dare he feel it!
"Oh," Shen Shi narrowed his eyes, his eyes slipped past his crimson ears, and he glanced at his somewhat unresponsive face, "You didn't feel it either?"
"Yes."
Ye Li clenched his fists quietly, and really wanted to ask Shen Shi why he stuck out his tongue, but just thinking about this topic made him feel so embarrassed that he was about to ascend to heaven.
Shen Shi said, "Then you should not be gay."
The courage that Ye Li had worked up with great difficulty was instantly scattered by this fierce punch.
"I'm not gay?" He froze.
"Well," Shen Shi said with reason: "Normal homosexuals will respond to kisses of the same sex."
Ye Li was even more confused: "Am I abnormal?"
"We shouldn't be normal."
After Shen Shi finished speaking, he bent down again and squeezed into the gap between his breasts.
His handsome and indifferent facial features were infinitely magnified in Ye Li's gaze, those narrow and dark phoenix eyes contained emotions that he couldn't see through, hidden in a shadow, obscure: "Open your mouth, let's try again one last time."
……the last time.
Ye Li opened his mouth in a daze, and the soft touch on the tip of his tongue struck again.
This time, he held the tip of his tongue in his mouth and sucked lightly, and the hot breath of the person in front of him immediately spread to his mouth along the intertwined lips.
Ye Li couldn't breathe for a moment, his body trembled slightly, as if his territory had been invaded, his shoulders were arched, his head was forced to be raised very high, his hands couldn't even support the chair stably, he kept curling up and trembling.
A few seconds later, Shen Shi let him go naturally. He also seemed to be a little unsteady in his breathing. After a while, he looked at him. There were some water marks on his lips. It was not clear who it was. It was very clear and the traces were extremely ambiguous.
"What about this time?" Shen Shi's voice was low and hoarse: "Do you still feel nothing?"
Ye Li shook his head almost in fear, his breathing was more chaotic than when he was sinking, his whole figure was lost, his eyes were flushed with water, and his eyelashes were wet, he shook his head again and again, saying: "...Yes, yes."
Only then did Shen Shi straighten up, "En."
He glanced at the clock on the wall, and then at Ye Li who was slumped on the chair.
Ye Li's hair was wet with sweat, and it became blacker and blacker, but his cheeks were as white as if they were shining. He breathed lightly, his eyes were loose and confused, his lips were covered with deep water marks, obviously he hadn't reacted yet.
Obviously, if you ask him to open his mouth now, he will definitely open his mouth too.
Shen Shi withdrew his gaze, tightened his five fingers in his pocket, and said, "I seem to have a feeling too."
Ye Li raised his head bluntly, and after a few seconds, he shook his lips: "...You, you feel it again?"
"Well," Shen Shi said thoughtfully, "Although the feeling is not deep, I should be sure that I am gay."
Ye Li froze, "Could it be because the method this time is more... more radical?"
So close, even if you are not gay, you will feel it.
Shen Shi shook his head: "No, I'm sure, I'm gay."
Ye Li immediately mobilized all his mind to think about the problem. He thought about it, but his brain was still a mess, and his nerves were still lingering on the tip of his tongue and lips, as if he could still feel the warmth and sucking that didn't belong to him.
Can't think anymore... can't think anymore.
His mind started to wander again.
"Or try again tomorrow." At this time, Shen Shi suddenly turned to the side and suggested: "We don't have to do this next time—step by step."
He observed Ye Li's expression nonchalantly, "Our attempt today is more like raising my endurance threshold."
"Do not you think so?"
"...Yes, is it?" Ye Li was successfully asked by him, and he was stunned for two seconds: "Try again tomorrow? How can I try tomorrow?"
Shen Shi said, "Let's talk about it tomorrow."
Coming out of Shen Shi's room, Ye Li went back to his bedroom step by step. He was silent all the way, his eyes were blocked by black-rimmed glasses. After closing the bedroom door, he suddenly softened to the ground like a deflated balloon.
The bedroom floor was not carpeted and was cold.
He leaned over, his home clothes slipped loosely, and his neck was flushed red.
Supporting the floor with one hand, the other hand deeply covered his mouth, revealing only a pair of flushed and moist eyes, and he was panting heavily and with difficulty.
It seems... something is wrong.
His head was in a mess, and he suddenly wanted to be bad, no longer caring whether Shen Shi was straight or not, but when he thought that Shen Shi needed to do this kind of inexplicable test because of him, he overcame his desire to be bad again.
After all, he was the one who was sorry for Shen Shi.
If you don't blame Shen Shi, if you want to blame, you can blame the Gender Encyclopedia.
This trick obviously doesn't work.
but--
Sweat dripped from his palms, and his eardrums were buzzing, what does "let's talk about tomorrow" mean?
"Boom-"
The teammate questioned in the earphones: "Fuck, Yu Ting, what are you playing?"
"What is your shooter doing in the current platoon? Can you hide behind and output!"
"Get ready, what's the ink?"
Yu Ting took off the earphones keenly, listened carefully, and confirmed that there was the sound of the door opening in the next bedroom.
"Fuck, I'm in a hurry, you guys play first!" He turned over and sat up in a jerk, exiting the game.
He was a little uneasy when he went to the restaurant for dinner and didn't see Shen Shi and Ye Li. Hearing this voice now, he put on his pants and ran out without thinking.
Ye Li, why don't you just deliver it to your door yourself? !
Have you read the WeChat soft text I sent you!This is really important to me!
With a bang, he pushed open the door next door.
The bright lights were dazzling, and Yu Ting breathed a sigh of relief. Under the bright lights, he couldn't do much when he was expecting.
He walked aggressively through the porch and turned a corner.
On the big bed in the middle of the bedroom, Shen Shi sat quietly beside the bed.
The light sprinkled on his side, covering him like a layer of light and shadow.
He tilted his head slightly, breathed heavily, covered his eyes with one hand, and propped the other behind his back, his Adam's apple slipped slightly, an extremely restrained and suppressed movement.
As if hearing the voice, he slowly put down his hand, looking towards Yu Ting, those phoenix eyes were dark and cold, ignoring the thin red floating on the sides of his ears and neck, it looked very dangerous .
In the silence, Shen Shi said, "Get lost."
Yu Ting: "..."
Yu Ting: "...Okay."
He fled the scene quickly, looking terrified.
Fuck, what's scarier than a pervert?
...It's a pervert who can blush, help!
Sure enough, tomorrow he should find some time to chat with Ye Li.
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