Are you straight guys like this?

Chapter 18 Looking at the Stars ③

The atmosphere in the box was oppressive and deadly.

Even the few boys who had been drinking too late realized that something was wrong, and closed their mouths when they wanted to make a fuss.

What Lin Ziqian said to Ye Li on the bus in the morning still lingered in his ears. Everyone looked at them vaguely, and then at Liang Feng in the dark.

……what happened?

Why did Lin Ziqian ask Ye Li like that.

Ye Li sat in a corner where the light couldn't reach, his mind went blank for a moment, he pinched the soda can with his fingers, and raised his head sluggishly.

Lin Ziqian on the opposite side of the round table looked at him, his smile widened, and the emotion in his eyes was sharp and distorted, like a crazy catharsis, and he was suppressed by him in an instant.

...he did it on purpose.

Ye Li's throat was dry.

Everyone present may not care whether he likes men or women, only Shen Shi——

He was suddenly out of breath.

Out of the corner of his eye, Shen Shi's sitting posture was still sloppy, as if he didn't hear Lin Ziqian's question at all.

But Ye Li still felt dizzy for a while, he should have lied, no one else would know whether he was straight or not, he could still be friends with Shen Shi, and Shen Shi would still go to class, eat with him every day, Participate in community activities together.

He can still have such good friends.

...but no more.

He couldn't fool Shen Shi once and then fool him forever.

If one day Shen Shi personally exposed his lies, it would be even more embarrassing than it is now.

There's no need...for that kind of trouble.

His fingers trembled a little, and he put down the drink can forcefully.

"Hey, did we forget to set the rules before?" In the silence, the president suddenly said cheerfully: "In order to liven up the atmosphere, we don't have to answer questions. The point is to drink, so let's deal with it with a glass of wine. of."

The vice president put down his wine glass, glanced at Lin Ziqian: "I agree."

Yu Ting said almost at the same time: "I agree too!"

Lin Ziqian looked at them with a smile, "Of course, it's okay if you don't answer, but I'm more serious. If you don't answer, I will punish myself with five cups."

The atmosphere that had just eased was deadlocked again.

Punish yourself with five cups... What's the difference between forcing someone to answer a question.

Ye Li closed his eyes, and when he opened them again, everyone was sitting under the light, only he was still sitting in the corner.

"You can answer."

When he didn't look at Shen, he lowered his eyes and said in a very soft voice.

"I'm not straight."

……

"Wow"——

The window was blown open suddenly, and there was a harsh and sharp sound. Outside the window, it was raining heavily, and the undulating mountains in the distance were covered by dark clouds.

In the quiet box, the vice president suddenly got up and went to close the window.

"It's too cold," a girl joked, "Winter in the mountains is different."

"Haha, yes, our hometown is not so cold in winter." Her companion also whispered.

Everyone around was trying to ease the embarrassment, only Yu Ting swallowed his saliva and stared at Shen Shi who was opposite him.

He nervously grabbed the wine glass in his hand, and his mind, which had been dazed by the beer, completely cooled down.

... it's over.

He was caught off guard by Lin Ziqian, he wanted to let Shen Shi know Ye Li's sexual orientation step by step, so as to stay away from him peacefully, but now it's all over.

No one knows better than him how bad Shen Shi's temper is.

No matter how calm and calm he appears on the surface, in fact, as long as he makes a decision, Ye Li will never please him——

A gay follows a homophobic person every day, but if you think about it twice, it is definitely not a well-intentioned speculation.

Especially when the relationship between the two of them was very close in the past, and now they are suddenly pulled out of the fig leaf, the negative emotions will only increase by hundreds or thousands.

Yu Ting was as anxious as an ant on a hot pot, afraid that Shen Shi would leave on the spot with a cold face.

...For the sake of getting along with each other these days, don't give Ye Li any shame.

If Shen Shi suddenly left the scene at this moment, you don't need to think about what other people will think of Ye Li.

He sighed inwardly.

What the hell is going on!

Everyone tried their best to warm up the scene with each other, and occasionally glanced at Ye Li with probing eyes, and quickly moved away. Some people looked at the wine bottle, wondering whether to continue the game in embarrassment.

Ye Li sat silently, with his hands neatly placed on his lap.

His body was stretched into a string, and the distance between him and Shen Shi was getting deeper and deeper, and the broken hair on his forehead covered his eyes. After a few seconds, he slowly let go of his five fingers holding his trousers, trying to spin the wine bottle.

At this moment, Shen Shi suddenly said, "It's time to ask me."

His voice was very weak, and it sounded clearly in the small box.

Everyone was silent for a moment, and Ye Li froze when he raised his hand.

"Uh," the president tried his best to smooth things over, "Well, the wine bottle hasn't been turned yet."

Shen Shi raised his chin slightly, the half-bright light was cut into various shapes by the light ball, swaying past his pale and handsome face, he lowered his eyes, and said casually: "See clearly, the wine bottle refers to the two of us. personal."

'us'……?

Yu Ting heard the word keenly.

Everyone followed Shen Shi's gaze, and found that the wine bottle pointed to the gap between Ye Li and Shen Shi, but it was more inclined to Ye Li, but if you insist on leaning on the angle, it does include Shen Shi .

Lin Ziqian became the center of attention again.

He rested his chin in boredom, waving a lady's cigarette with his fingertips, and suddenly had an opportunity to ask a question. He was obviously astonished, but in the next second he showed an inexplicable smile.

"There is one more question," he said with great interest, "Then ask the same question. After all, you two have such a good relationship. Shen Shi, what about you, are you straight?"

……

Hold--!

Yu Ting's forehead was bulging with veins, and he looked at Lin Ziqian like he was looking at a madman.

He suppressed the anger in his body, wishing he could go up and gag someone for the first time.

It's not over, isn't it, the nose is pushed on the face, isn't it?

Many people also understood how sinister Lin Ziqian's problem was, and frowned.

There was another embarrassing silence.

In the box, only the sound of wind and rain outside the window can be heard.

Everyone's eyes fell on Shen Shi. Shen Shisong was leaning loosely on the back of the sofa, as if he didn't think there was any need to answer this question. He put one arm on the armrest of the sofa, didn't lift his eyelids, and his expression was very calm.

In his inexplicable silence, the atmosphere gradually became weird.

Lin Ziqian slowly narrowed his eyes, and the next moment, Shen Shi sat up straight in an understatement, picked up the wine on the coffee table, and drank five glasses neatly and neatly.

"Hiss..." A girl didn't hold back her voice, and took a deep breath.

……What does it mean?

Isn't Shen Shi straight?

I rely on.

City grass is not straight?

real or fake?

Everyone's thoughts were floating, and they exchanged wild glances, and Yu Ting also froze in place, unable to believe his eyes.

Not quite right.

Shen Shi was not quite right.

He suddenly had an extremely bad premonition. On the opposite side of the round table, Shen Shi finished drinking, but he didn't put down the glass, but knocked on the wall of the glass casually, and cast a glance at him.

That look was extremely black and deep, and the cold hostility was like thick black clouds rolling outside the window.

He shuddered immediately, and quickly understood Shen Shi's meaning: "...Go on, go on, but which of you two will turn the wine bottle?"

"I'll come." Shen Shi said.

After finishing speaking, he turned his head to ask Ye Li again in front of everyone, "Is it okay?"

In the darkness, he seemed to be accommodating to Ye Li's movement of bowing his head, and leaned over slightly, his voice was very soft, as if some kind of very patient comfort.

"...Yes." Ye Li replied slowly.

He glanced at the distance between himself and Shen Shi that had shortened to a line again, and his mind went blank for a while.

not like this.

Shen Shi doesn't like people of the same sex getting too close to him.

He wanted to straighten up, but Shen Shi had already held down the wine bottle, and the shortened distance between the two of them immediately closed, and he instantly became quiet, sitting stiffly like a sculpture.

"click-click-"

In this ever-changing truth or dare, the brown wine bottle stopped again, and the neck of the flask wobbled and wobbled, pointing right at a person.

Shen Shi casually put down his wine glass, and with a soft "Dang", he glanced at Lin Ziqian, who was smiling stiffly.

"Wait," Lin Ziqian met his emotionless black eyes, the hairs on Lin Ziqian's back stood on end, his heart sank like a stone, and immediately said: "...I give up!"

"I punish myself with five cups."

"That's your rule," Shen Shi said, "My rule is to give up ten glasses of self-punishment."

Ten cups, this is to drink people to death.

Lin Ziqian was completely silent.

The always frivolous smile on his face gradually turned gloomy, staring at Shen Shi for a few seconds, he leaned back and sneered: "Okay, you can ask, there is nothing I can't say."

Shen Shi didn't seem to understand the connotation in his voice. In the silent box, he could only hear his non-salty question: "Last weekend, I saw you having a room with a boy at the Swan Hotel."

hum-

Lin Ziqian's face turned pale almost instantly, and the blood flowed rapidly backwards in his body. He raised his head suddenly, his lips trembling again and again: "Stop, shut up! I give up..."

"Who is that boy?" Shen Shi looked up at him, and finished asking, "Friend?"

The people around were silent.

... scumbag.

Big melon.

Everyone who had previously felt that Lin Ziqian and Liang Feng were more in love than Jin Jian looked at them in unison, only seeing Liang Feng's face as dark as the bottom of a pot, and Lin Ziqian's bloodshot eyes.

Judging by Lin Ziqian's expression, that man must not be Liang Feng.

Last weekend...Ye Li didn't come to club activities, I heard it was a painting professional dinner?Then Liang Feng should also be having dinner.

Under the sympathetic gaze of everyone, the invisible Liang Feng clenched his fists tightly.

He could get entangled with Lin Ziqian, and he could endure Lin Ziqian's stubbornness, but the only thing he couldn't bear was being outed and trampled on in front of everyone.

"...Lin Ziqian," he paused in Lin Ziqian's unconcealed flustered eyes, "Did we sleep that night at the Swan Hotel or not?"

The next game is still going on in an orderly manner, but the atmosphere has been maintained at a central point that is neither awkward nor awkward.

The wine bottle did not turn to Ye Li again.

He quietly put on his coat and scarf. The farce of the night made him exhausted. Half of his face was hidden under the scarf, his eyelids were drooping, and his expression was quiet and silent.

At one point, everyone was laughing at the vice president's cold joke, he got up lightly, said to the girl on the other side 'go to the bathroom', and left in the dark.

The girl responded blankly, looking at his back, feeling inexplicably sad for a while.

... It's all Lin Ziqian's fault.

She suddenly thought angrily.

Using the excuse of playing games, he actually has a dirty mind.

She withdrew her gaze, and was about to take a sip of water to suppress her anger, when she was caught off guard by Shen Shi's gaze.

Shen Shi's eyes were deep and powerful, making people dare not resist: "What did he say to you?"

"He said he was going to the toilet..." the girl replied subconsciously.

Shen Shi heard the words and nodded, got up and put on his clothes, "Thank you."

Across the round table, Lin Ziqian and Liang Feng had already left, and they didn't know where to go to deal with the "new boyfriend" who appeared inexplicably between each other.

The back garden of the hotel.

Lin Ziqian stood in the corridor, smoking a cigarette with his head bowed.

The thin lady's cigarette was half lit. He knew that Liang Feng was looking for him, but he didn't want to see him at all. It would be great to make Liang Feng anxious. Anyway, they are going to end soon, and Liang Feng will definitely not let him go this time. He had to think of another way to delay it.

...Shen Shi was actually at the Swan Hotel that night.

Thinking of Shen Shi, his expression was ferocious, he crushed the smoke almost violently, and stared at the rain screen nervously.

Damn Shen Shi.

Damn it!

There was no rain shelter in the corridor, and all the wind and rain passed through the eaves of the corridor, soaking his clothes in fine detail.

He was only wearing a windbreaker, and Martin boots stepped on the stone bench next to him, when he suddenly heard footsteps from behind.

The footsteps were intermittently covered by the torrential rain.

He smiled, even a little happy.

Liang Feng came quickly this time.

He smoked another cigarette and looked at the dark clouds in the sky.

Terrible thunder erupted from the dark clouds, and there was a loud "boom", and the clouds were like boiling water, changing in many ways.

The footsteps stopped quickly behind, and Lin Ziqian said casually, "Here we come, this time it's quick—"

"boom--"

His pupils dilated suddenly, and he was kicked fiercely to the corner of the corridor. The severe pain spread from his back all over his body instantly, and even his bone marrow felt like a needle prick.

He didn't catch his breath, and immediately turned his head enduring the severe pain.

In the heavy wind and rain, Shen Shi turned his back to the light, and his tall and straight figure cast a shadow. He stood condescendingly, as if looking at a dead person, looking at him calmly and coldly.

A huge sense of crisis suddenly surfaced in Lin Ziqian's mind, and Lin Ziqian never expected that Shen Shi, who always seemed indifferent to everything, would actually make a move directly.

He rubbed his palms to the ground, feeling the burning pain, and his mood turned down sharply, with a frivolous smile on his face: "What's wrong? Can't you afford it?"

"Well," Shen Shi walked towards him unhurriedly, and said lightly, "I can't afford it."

Another punch hit the face, and the severe pain penetrated deeply into every corner of the face. Lin Ziqian moaned/groaned in pain, and his body curled up into a ball.

Shen Shi is crazy, how dare he...?

The neckline was lifted violently, and the strong wind outside the verandah eaves was ferocious like a ghost, and raindrops the size of soybeans slammed on the two of them.

After being trampled on his dignity and punched several times, Lin Ziqian saw the strong, vicious hostility from Shen Shi's expressionless face.

His whole body was numb from the pain, and he couldn't open his eyes, but suddenly he laughed nervously, his voice was like a poisonous snake spitting out a letter, "Just hit it, if you keep hitting it... If I can't die..."

"I can afford it."

Shen Shi's voice sounded above his head, his pupils were black and pure, and he looked at him like he was looking at a pile of garbage, revealing an undisguised indifference: "You can try."

Lin Ziqian shuddered instantly, his pale face seemed to have been drained of blood, and from Shen Shi's tone, he could hear a cold threat.

Shen Shi is crazy!

Absolutely crazy!

He finally felt the fear, he punched hard to fight back, but was trampled on his lower abdomen, Shen Shi looked at him emotionlessly, his dark eyes didn't change at all.

For the first time, Lin Ziqian regretted why he had to provoke such a psychopath.

In the midst of lightning and thunder, there was a sound of hurried running behind the two of them.

"——what are you doing!"

Liang Feng's figure gradually became clear, he was panting heavily, his body was drenched, his clothes were sticky to his body, the wind and rain were blowing, his eyes swept from the standing Shen Shi to the weak Lin Ziqian, " Shen Shi?...Are you going to kill someone?!"

In order to find Lin Ziqian, he almost ran all over the hotel, and all the accumulated depression seamlessly turned into anger when he saw Lin Ziqian's tragic situation.

It's true that Lin Ziqian has nothing to do with personnel, but it doesn't mean that Shen Shi can be so arrogant!

Where did he think it was?Is it his back garden!

Liang Feng looked at Lin Ziqian who was stepped on by Shen Shi. Lin Ziqian's exquisite attire had completely changed. His hair was messy, his windbreaker was torn, his nose was blue and his face was swollen. When he saw him, he moved his mouth in a low voice, like Calling for help.

His eyes turned red in an instant, and he rushed forward with a punch: "You still don't get out!"

……

Xixi.

The sky seemed to be broken, and the rain became heavier.

In the sound of the rain, Shen Shi said, "I'm really tired of you."

His voice was not loud, only Lin Ziqian could hear him.

Fear appeared on Lin Ziqian's always wanton face, struggling to shake his head at Liang Feng: "Don't..."

Before he finished speaking, he heard a scream.

"boom--"

Liang Feng was roughly strangled by the neck, and fell to the ground suddenly in the flying dust like a fish with no resistance.He stepped on his lower abdomen when he was sunk, his face was bloodshot and swollen, his throat was so jammed that he couldn't squeeze out any words, even breathing was difficult.

This face was facing Lin Ziqian's direction.

Lin Ziqian's eyes were about to burst, his heart and soul felt as if they were about to split open at this moment, his whole body collapsed and twisted and trembled, his five fingers randomly grabbed the corner of Shen Shi's clothes in the air, trying his best to make him Stop the action.

"Did you see it?" Shen Shi's voice sounded above his head, "I have endured you for a long time."

Liang Feng cried out hoarsely.

The muscles on Lin Ziqian's face condensed into a ball, and the protruding blood vessels could be seen: "Look... I see it."

He almost desperately understood Shen Shi's meaning, numbly looked away, but was grabbed by the hair suddenly, and continued to look at Liang Feng face to face.

Shen Shi's voice was calm, and he said to him with strong strength in his big and well-defined hands: "It's good if you see it."

"Dare to appear in front of Ye Li again, and next time you go to the hospital to see him."

Yu Ting rushed out of the box in the heavy rain, he was very anxious, holding the umbrella that the waiter found for him in his hand.

He had already searched for the front hall, but Shen Shi was not there, and now only the back garden was left to be searched, he sighed in his heart, and felt unlucky at the same time.

Mad, come out to play and meet two idiots, who wouldn't feel bad luck.

The rain is getting heavier and heavier. The display screen in the lobby has just issued a rainstorm warning. It is expected to last for three or four days. The president is already planning to coordinate with the hotel to extend the room for a few more days.

Fortunately, it is midterm exam week now, the school provides students with a week of free review time, and there is no need to ask for leave back and forth with the counselors.

When he thought of Shen Shi who had disappeared, he felt dizzy again.

Shen Shi is homophobic... I don't know how to get along with Ye Li next time.

Really sad people.

The umbrella was shaken by the strong wind, and the edge of the umbrella was about to be blown over. Yu Ting walked into the corridor wet, and after walking a few steps, he saw the familiar figure.

Shen Shi held the phone in his hand, lowered his head, his broken hair was dripping with water.

"Fuck!" He yelled, "Shen Shi, where the hell have you gone!"

He was breathless, striding towards Shen Shi, still wondering how to tell him that Ye Li was gay, the next second, he stared at the bruise on Shen Shi's jaw in shock.

It's not obvious, but in front of people shorter than him, it can be seen at a glance.

"...Did you fight?"

His eyelids twitched crazily. Shen Shi hadn't been so irritable in many years. The last time he saw him fighting was when everyone was eating at a barbecue stall and the man at the next table was making trouble.

Just this once, Yu Ting never dared to provoke him again.

Shen Shi glanced at him and frowned: "Obviously?"

"Nonsense, is it super obvious?" Everyone in Yu Ting was dumbfounded, and went through their heads carefully, "You didn't meet Lin Ziqian and the others on a narrow road, did you?"

That would be a blessing in disguise.

Speaking of this, he thought of Ye Li who was going back to the villa first, under the ups and downs, he subconsciously didn't make so much preparation, and followed Shen Shi's pace to the main hall: "Um...you came out just now, didn't you see Ye Li? "

Shen Shi looked a little cold, and hummed.

broken broken.

When it comes to Ye Li, he doesn't even want to say anything.

At this moment, Yu Ting really wanted to say that he was sick because he feared homophobia.

He felt like a big eunuch who was worried about the emperor, and he babbled to comfort him: "I know your views on homosexuality are extreme...but you get along well with Ye Li, there is no need to fall out, and you will be an ordinary man from now on. Can't you get along with friends?"

Shen Shi didn't speak, but his pace slowed down.

Yu Ting followed his footsteps, earnestly said: "If you are really angry, you can wait until you go back to school and regenerate... We don't know how many days we will stay here. If you are too unfamiliar with Ye Li, what will Ye Li do?" Be human?"

Shen Shi's attitude was unclear, and he asked lightly, "What do you mean?"

"It means... If you really want to break up, there must be a gradual process. To be honest, you have been chasing Ye Li all the time. Ye Li really didn't bother you very much. To be fair, you really If you can't bear it, tell Ye Li as soon as possible—"

He paused for a while, and suddenly realized that his method was a fucking genius, and he changed his rhetoric seamlessly.

"Ye Li has a pretty good personality. If you tell him that you are homophobic, he will definitely not pester you. You two only met this year. If you stop the loss in time, you will have another four years to get to know each other. For others, I suggest you to have an open and honest talk with Ye Li."

Shen Shi suddenly glanced at him.

Yu Ting was inexplicably a little cold, "What do you think?"

"I can't go to him tonight." Shen Shi said.

Yu Ting tactfully said, "Well, it's better as soon as possible."

Shen Shi: "I have a wound on my face, he can see it."

Oh.

Right.

Yu Ting thought for a while, "Then let's do it tomorrow, don't think about those who have nothing. If Ye Li knew that you were homophobic, he would change his attitude towards you...huh?"

Suddenly there was no shadow of Shen Shi around, Yu Ting turned his head in doubt.

In the heavy rain, Shen Shi stood in the middle of the long corridor, eyes downcast, black hair covered his brows and eyes, no emotion could be seen, he said coldly in Yu Ting's eyes that were gradually recalling, "It won't change. "

"Nothing will change."

……

Yu Ting looked at him with a blank face. The feeling of foreboding that made him feel extremely ominous from the round table game came to his heart again.

His eyelids twitched violently, and his heart seemed to jump out of his chest, "I said—"

He licked his dry lips, glanced at Shen Shi's blood-stained clothes, stared at him in an almost joking tone and asked: "Your attitude is very strange, no... I knew Ye Li was not straight Male?"

There was already a storm in his heart.

Although reason told him that Shen Shi was definitely a straight man, and there was nowhere where he could see that he was interested in the same sex, countless memories about the past flashed across his mind like fleeting shadows.

There was Shen Shi who chased Ye Li to sign up for the Astronomical Club, Shen Shi who went to wait for Ye Li on the third floor every day after class, and someone who obviously could eat in the cafeteria but had to bring food back to the dormitory...

To be honest, he has never been so kind to his girlfriends in kindergarten.

Yu Ting looked at Shen Shi, and waited for Shen Shi to answer.

Shen Shi didn't raise his eyes and didn't respond.

A rush of blood rushed straight to the brain.

"You know..." Yu Ting reacted extremely quickly, and asked absurdly: "You actually knew?!"

how is this possible.

His eyelids twitched faster and faster, and countless fragments of his suspicions have now been solid evidence.

How the hell did Shen Shi know that Ye Li was gay? ? ?

"Well," Shen Shi didn't hesitate to give him the answer, "I know."

"Then before you—"

Thinking of his self-righteous temptation before, Yu Ting almost couldn't breathe, and then came another thought that shocked him even more: "...you have been pretending to be confused?"

No wonder.

He said that even he could feel that Ye Li was gay, how could Shen Shi, who had attracted countless men and women since he was a child, not be able to find out.

Shen Shi may be slower to react when it comes to matters of the same sex, but he is definitely not an insensitive person.

After getting along day and night for such a long time, Ye Li is straight and crooked, how could Shen Shi not see it? !

Shen Shi glanced at him, but still didn't refute.

Yu Ting's scalp was numb: "Then you are not afraid that Ye Li will know?"

Now the situation is even more complicated, okay?

A homophobe who pretends not to know that the other party is gay sounds like he has ulterior motives.

……

In the silence, there was loud thunder outside the corridor, and the wind and rain were pouring down.

Lightning illuminated the world.

Shen Shi was silent for a moment.

Then, he raised his eyes, and said to Ting calmly and calmly, "It's okay, I'm bent too."

Yu Ting sat alone on the stone bench in the corridor, his whole body numb after shock.

Shen Shi is absolutely crazy.

Absolutely absolutely absolutely insane.

His solution to a problem is to create a new one.

A man who has been straight for 19 years, voluntarily became gay for friendship.

What a touching friendship, and a story where many people shed tears.

If this idiot hadn't been Shen Shi, he would have ridiculed the other party wantonly, and then told everyone around him the news, so that everyone could be happy together.

But this person is Shen Shi... Shen Shi did what he said.

A cold air rushed from the soles of the feet to the top of the sky, Yu Ting looked at the miserable wind and rain in front of him, and felt that he must have owed Shen Shi money in his previous life, so that he would become his wronged friend in this life.

His eyes were empty.

A 'gay' who does sit-ups and a 'gay' who is naturally curvy, if they keep getting along like this, it's easy to see who will get hurt.

I am wronged.

He found out Ye Li's WeChat.

I am a big sinner.

He closed his eyes and considered his words.

I'm the one who owed Shen Shi money.

He sent Ye Li a message.

-Are you there?

The other end of the phone was silent for a minute, and there was a reply.

Ye Li: [Yes, what's the matter? ]

Ye Li's tone was distant and polite, much more cautious than when replying to the cute bunny emoji.

Yu Ting sighed helplessly, [Sorry to bother you so late, but I still have something to tell you. ]

The other end was quiet for a few seconds, and asked: [Is it related to Shen Shi? ]

-Yes it is.

Ye Li: [Go ahead. ]

Yu Ting organized the language in a difficult way, typing, typing, deleting and deleting on the message bar.

- That's right, Shen Shi told me just now that he was bent too.

He sighed and continued typing.

- I suspect that he should be too stimulated, and then a little bit of sexual orientation disorder.

- You are Shen Shi's best friend. I have never seen Shen Shi treat other people like you. Maybe he doesn't want to lose you as a friend, so he hypnotizes himself to be the same person as you, so that you can continue to be peaceful Get along.

- But I thought about it, if he really hypnotized himself, it would not be a good thing for you.

- You don't have to feel sorry for him because of your orientation, Shen Shi said, he had a vague guess about your orientation, but even if he knew, he was still willing to be friends with you.

- So I want you to persuade him, maybe he can only listen to what you say now.

-He's on the promenade in the back garden now, but I'm not sure exactly where.

……

……

The rain is getting heavier.

The sky is rolling and gloomy.

Shen Shi sat on the steps of the promenade, casually looking at the rain curtain that was strung together like beads.

His long legs were loosely arched, his semi-wet hair was brushed back in a mess, revealing cold and hostile eyebrows and eyes. He is restless now, and he might bump into Ye Li when he returns to the villa.

The rain was torrential, and the wind was blowing.

Another gust of rain fell on his side, Shen Shi took a look and then looked away.

There were hurried footsteps behind her.

The sound of footsteps stopped nearby, and the tones covered by the wind and rain were uneven.

He didn't look back, he heard the person coming gently to his side, remained silent for a few seconds, and squatted down.

Yu Ting can be regarded as winking once.

He thought casually.

Time passed by every minute and every second, and the rain outside the eaves of the corridor was finally no longer shaken by the strong wind, but smashed heavily to the ground.

Shen Shi gradually realized something was wrong.

Yu Ting was not so quiet.

He turned his head sideways, raised his eyelids carelessly, and met a pair of slightly lowered, clear and gentle eyes.

His mind went blank for a moment.

Hold.

The tip of the tongue also tapped the cheek, and subconsciously adjusted the angle to cover the injury on the jaw.

Ye Li's hair was slightly damp, and the down jacket was stained with water, which was very dark in color.

There was a little redness around his eyes, and the thin tear moles at the end of his eyes drooped down, following the drooping arc of his eyes, falling slightly, the black turtleneck sweater covered his chin, his voice was very quiet , did not look at him again, but slowly said: "...I'm sorry."

"I lied to you."

There seems to be only the sound of wind and rain left in the world.

The rain is like a barrier to block out this undisturbed atmosphere.

Shen Shi's Adam's apple slid up and down, his black eyes fixed on his sleepy eyes, and whispered: "I lied to you too."

Ye Li looked up at him.

Shen Shi looked at him calmly, "I know your secret."

Ye Li blinked uncontrollably, and after a long time, asked in a low voice, "How did you know that?"

He thought he covered it up very well, and never talked about any topic related to the same sex in front of Shen Shi.

Shen Shi was quiet for a few seconds, his eyes lowered, as if he was recalling, and after a while, he said to Ye Li: "One night, you said that you would like to take a bath with Lin Feipeng."

Ye Li was stunned, this was the second day after he said that he was a straight man.

Shen Shi said: "After Lin Feipeng made various suggestions, you responded very positively."

Ye Li swallowed, carefully recalling the specific events of that day, he couldn't recall any more detailed fragments due to his emotional confusion.

Shen Shi seemed to see his panic, and his tone became more peaceful. In the pattering wind and rain, only his voice could be heard.

"You don't have such a personality. All the changes are because I said that I don't like homosexuality." Shen Shi's voice became softer: "Ye Li, I'm sorry."

Ye Li curled her fingers, and her heart beat inexplicably fast: "No, everyone's sexual orientation is free, you don't need to... change yourself because of me."

Shen Shi slowly raised his eyes, his dark eyes fell on his face.

Thinking of what he just heard from Yu Ting, Ye Li's heartbeat gradually calmed down, and guilt flooded in like a tide. He never thought that Shen Shi would subtly think that he was also a crooked because he was crooked.

...Shen Shi really has always been this good.

Having this friend is worth it.

"Shen Shi, we can still be friends," Ye Li said, "Friends don't need one party to accommodate the other."

His thin red phoenix eyes held soft watery light, his eyelashes were slender and long, and he looked at him deeply for a while. After a few seconds, he looked away and asked casually, "Did Yu Ting look for you?"

Ye Li didn't speak.

Shen Shi nodded: "Then he should have told you, I'm bent."

Ye Li's heart beat faster and faster, he pursed his lower lip, and retorted seriously: "You didn't, you just...a little cognitive confusion."

Shen Shi also patiently said to him: "I am indeed bent."

Ye Li shook his head, looking at him more and more helplessly: "You didn't."

Turning himself into the most hated look before, Shen Shi should also be very confused.

"Ye Li," Shen Shi called his name, and said word by word, "I'm bent."

"Hopeless."

Dark clouds came from all directions, unable to penetrate any light.

Bean-sized raindrops fell from the accumulated clouds, and with the strong cold wind, they hit the small puddle in the garden hard, making continuous splashing sounds.

Ye Li was stunned, his body was a little stiff because he kept one movement for a long time, in the dim light, Shen Shi's eyes were extremely dark, dark, and he couldn't see the bottom.

Ye Li looked at him, and after a few seconds, he lowered his eyes stubbornly and continued: "You are not, Shen Shi, you are straight."

Shen Shi didn't speak any more, but his expression became a little lighter.

Outside the promenade, it was windy and windy.

It was drowsy and silent inside.

Ye Li quietly squatted behind Shen Shi, for a long time, Shen Shi suddenly called out, the voice was mixed with the sound of rain, cold and calm: "Ye Li, I just bent over."

"I'm gay just like you."

Ye Li was dumb, his heartbeat was inexplicably fast, this time he suddenly couldn't say anything, he just lowered his eyes and squatted behind Shen Shi trying to think of a way.

Shen Shi seemed to be aware of it, and turned his head. He was neither salty nor dull, as if he wanted to deepen Ye Li's memory and understanding, and repeated again: "Ye Li, I'm gay, I'm bent—"

What a gay you are!

what do you know!

Ye Li gritted her teeth, closed her eyes, and slammed into Shen Shi's side face like a rampage, her lips were imprinted somewhere, the touch was soft and warm.

His ears were hot, and he immediately stood up to cover his discomfort. The cold wind blowing on his face lowered the temperature on his lips.

He looked down at Shen Shi who was sitting there without any emotion, and said to him word by word: "Shen Shi, I am only gay."

As for Shen Shi, he was still a straight man.

Maybe because of him, he temporarily has a tolerant heart towards homosexuality, but as time goes by, this tolerance will disappear.

There is a natural barrier between straight men and gays.

Unable to break.

After Ye Li finished speaking, there was another burst of guilt and loneliness, Shen Shi should feel very sick, I hope this will make him really wake up.

So far, it is the end of their friendship.

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