To rely on others is to promise each other

Pei Shanqing waited in the car from half an hour before get out of class to half an hour after class, during which time he kept staring at the school gate. He believed that with his dynamic vision, he would be able to recognize Jiang Yubai, who was handsome and tall.

So now Pei Shanqing was lost in thought while looking at the last extinguished light in the teaching building. Three seconds later, he got out of the car and gave the doorman a cigarette.

Amidst the smog, the doorman asked clearly: "You were temporarily sent by your parents to pick up your younger siblings, but you didn't pick up because you got sidetracked."

Pei Shanqing thought that although the cause was wrong but the result was right, he asked, "Master, does our school have a second gate?"

"No." The uncle said, "Look how long it has been since the last light was turned off. I guess there are no students left. Go home and have a look. If it doesn't work, I'll let you in and look for it."

Pei Shanqing failed to create a surprise, so he drove back in the car in desperation, his hands covered with sweat while holding the small gift, and he couldn't restrain himself from thinking: where would he go if he wasn't at home?Is there something to do or something happened?

Regret and worry surged unceasingly, almost engulfing him, and when the voice of his inquiry was buried in the dark silence of the home, Pei Shanqing's mind went blank, he didn't care about anything, and rushed straight to the school.

"Didn't your child come home?" The doorman saw him running over from a distance, and opened a gap for the electric door.

"No." Pei Shanqing hurried into the campus, "Thank you, sir, I'm sorry for your trouble."

The doorman's voice was like a bell: "It's okay, young man, don't worry too much, maybe it's a date in the small woods behind, the kid now."

Pei Shanqing stopped running, and suddenly many thoughts crossed his mind: Maybe Jiang Yubai had a fever and fell asleep sitting on his seat, or maybe he was studying in a classroom with his back facing the teaching building, or at worst, go to Which friend's house did you visit?

Only he never thought about the possibility of Jiang Yubai's puppy love, and he couldn't say why, anyway, he had an inexplicable self-confidence, and finally rushed into the teaching building without looking back, only to recall in a daze that he didn't know him in which class.

In the silent long corridor, Pei Shanqing pushed open the doors of each junior third classroom one by one, and called out to the boundless darkness, "Jiang Yubai?"

No one responded, Pei Shanqing tried one by one without giving up, and stood in fear under the dim voice-activated light in the stairwell. He vaguely remembered that when he was studying, there were rumors that some students were too stressed to jump off the building, and they were lingering to lure others to do the same. Go to the rooftop to commit suicide.

Pei Shanqing didn't think so at the time, but now that he thinks about it, Jiang Yubai's experience is like a heavy chain, and he is nothing more than the one who pulled him back at the end, and Jiang Yubai's performance of alienating himself these days Cut off the last connection between them, and then choose to leave logically.

Pei Shanqing didn't dare to think about it, his legs were like lead, but he had to pretend to be calm, and then walked heavily towards the door leading to the rooftop.

Jiang Yubai looked at the railing for a long time, but he still didn't choose to be negative, perhaps because he was subconsciously unwilling.

And his original intention was just to come up to let the wind go, his mobile phone and coat were left in the study room without him, and he couldn't even ask for help, so he could only squat against the wall, wrapping his arms around his numb legs, in the gradually raging cold The wind gradually empties itself.

He was blown so hard that he sneezed, but he still stretched out his hand, trying to catch the distant wind, but in vain, he stretched out his arm and spread his five fingers to block the bright moon in the night.

At this moment, Jiang Yubai felt like a pigeon trapped in the night, bumping against the invisible cage in vain, crying with unspeakable affection.

Suddenly, footsteps were mixed into the consistent sound of the wind, and the jammed door bolt made a tooth-piercing rubbing and turning sound. Jiang Yubai turned his head in a daze, and met Pei Shan's blue and blood-red eyes.

In the next second, his body stiffened by the wind was covered with warmth, and Pei Shanqing knelt on the ground, with his arms tightly wrapped around Jiang Yubai's body. Jiang Yubai could even clearly feel him trembling, with There was also a hint of hoarseness in the voice.

It turned out that the outstretched hand did not get nothing, but caught the bright moonlight. The white dove broke through the narrowness and fluttered its wings in the light, wind and moon.

"What are you doing on the rooftop?" Pei Shanqing asked emotionally, "Who locked you here?"

The grievances Jiang Yubai had accumulated these days spewed out, and the mask he had put on bluntly shattered at the sound, his nose sore, and he choked up and said, "There are a few classmates, and I don't know why they want to target me."

The skin around Pei Shanqing's neck was wet with tears, and his throat felt sore and bitter. Hearing this, he hugged him even tighter, pressed his lips to his ear, and asked in a trembling voice, "I asked you what you were doing on the rooftop?"

Jiang Yubai didn't answer, but hung on Pei Shanqing's body, weeping silently.His embrace was like a lead that ignited himself, even knowing that a firework would be extinguished after the curtain, Jiang Yubai chose to invest in it.

"What exactly do you want?" Pei Shanqing hugged him for a while, before soothing his beating heart and suppressing the empty worry in his heart.

"First I lost my temper with me, and then I didn't come home from school, and I was bullied all the time without telling me." Pei Shanqing counted his actions one by one, "I know you are feeling bad recently, but what do you want? Can you tell me?"

Jiang Yubai tilted his head, his soft lips rubbed against his collarbone, and seemed to fall into a lingering kiss, but he couldn't express his request openly: I want you, I want you very much.

"Jiang Yubai, I'll try my best to give you what you want, okay?"

The wind surrounded the two of them, and the two hugged each other separated a little. The colliding eyes awakened the thorns sleeping in the limbs, and he hypnotized himself: just try hard once, and take a step carefully.

He wrapped Pei Shanqing's arm around his neck, pressed his forehead against his chin with unsteady breath, and closed his eyes: "Brother, my leg is numb, can you take me home?"

……

The guard at the door watched Pei Shanqing come out with a boy in his arms, thinking it was a safety accident, and instantly became nervous: "What's the matter? What happened?"

Jiang Yubai buried his head lower, and Pei Shanqing half covered his side face with his arms around his shoulders, and replied, "It's okay, sir, he accidentally sprained his foot when he went downstairs, I'll take him home."

He hugged Jiang Yubai to the co-pilot, fastened his seat belt for him, propped up the seat and asked him, "Are you still angry with me?"

Jiang Yubai stared at him for a while, not only did not answer, but also asked: "Then you came here suddenly to coax me?"

"Yes." Pei Shanqing raised his eyebrows and admitted decisively: "It was my fault last time. I was in a hurry to notify you. I didn't tell you in advance. It won't happen in the future."

"Brother." Jiang Yubai interrupted him.

After a moment of silence, he lowered his eyes and said, "I just want to say, if there is no result, can you not give me hope in the process?"

Pei Shanqing patted his head: "Jiang Yubai, don't be so pessimistic, that doesn't mean anything, and there will be results, okay?"

"it is good."

Jiang Yubai gently hooked his finger, and then let it go gently. Pei Shanqing closed the car door on his side, went around to the driver's seat and drove. The light projected by the street lamp was periodically cast between the two of them, reflecting the silence.

Jiang Yubai breathed heavily, and closed his eyes as if he was asleep. While waiting for the red light, Pei Shanqing stretched out his hand to test the temperature on his forehead, and when he found that he had a high fever, he hurriedly turned around and went to the hospital.

When Pei Shanqing finished paying the fee and returned to the drip room, Jiang Yubai, who was leaning on the bench, had already woken up, and blinked at him dully: "Brother, did I cause you trouble again? "

"Don't think about it." Pei Shanqing took off his coat and put it on him, and covered his cold hands from the IV drip, "I'll go to school tomorrow to ask you for leave, and I'll talk to your teacher about what happened today."

Seeing his weak appearance, Pei Shanqing held back his anger, sat down beside him, took out the cake that had been prepared long ago to coax the children to reconcile, opened the box and handed it to him, and said in a gentle voice, "Eat something, hang up." It’s easy to feel uncomfortable when there’s nothing in the stomach.”

Jiang Yubai said thank you, took it and ate it in small bites. Pei Shanqing asked him from the side: "Do you know which class those students belong to? Or are they in the same grade as you?"

"In the same grade, I'm in the next class." Jiang Yubai said, "I used to be disliked by me, but recently the accident at home has worsened. There have been conflicts a few days ago."

"There have been conflicts, you don't talk to me, you lose your temper with me every day, others bully you so much and you still don't tell me, how can I support you?" Pei Shanqing asked him with a frown.

Jiang Yubai was like a toddler who was at a loss after being scolded, with a little cream on the corner of his mouth, and said in a low voice, "It's useless to talk about it, you are very busy, and I don't want to trouble you."

"No matter how busy you are, I can't let you..." Pei Shanqing was furious, "You have a fever this time, what if they push forward and get hurt next time? What if the consequences are more serious?"

After Pei Shanqing finished speaking, he knew that he was a little agitated, and he was afraid that he would lose his temper with him again: "Don't hide it from me in the future, do you hear me?"

"Yes, I heard." Jiang Yubai replied obediently.

Pei Shanqing tried the temperature on his forehead again, looked down at the time, and was about to tell him to sleep on his own for a while, when Jiang Yubai said, "Brother, it's because I don't want to cut my hair, and I look like a girl." Children, are they bullying me?"

Pei Shanqing didn't know how to answer for a while, and said vaguely: "Maybe."

"Is that because I have no parents?"

"...We don't need to speculate on the thoughts of the perpetrator." Pei Shanqing was afraid that he would be sad, so he persuaded helplessly.

"But I don't know anything, so how can I avoid it?" Jiang Yubai leaned his head on his shoulder, and his hair fell on his lapel.

"Jiang Yubai, you have done nothing wrong. Your appearance is determined by nature. It is your preference to have long hair. It is unfortunate to lose your parents. These are not the reasons for them to bully you." Pei Shanqing said, "We should start from the root Instead of blindly changing yourself blindly."

Jiang Yubai's breathing was slow, and he nodded slowly after a while.

Pei Shanqing helped him warm his hands, and the medical tape seemed to be scratched on the palm of his hand, "So this is their problem, I will solve it, you don't have to worry."

"You just need to be yourself." Pei Shanqing said, "It doesn't matter if you don't cut your hair, it will look good."