upstairs downstairs

For a moment, Yu Yanfeng felt that his scalp was about to explode.

Su Qianmo had never done such a thing before, he felt a little uncomfortable at first, and wanted to quit, but Yu Yanfeng suddenly grabbed the back of his head.

"Ah..." Moaning could not be restrained from his throat, Yu Yanfeng could hardly control himself.

Su Qianmo sticks out his tongue completely by instinct, but this makes Yu Yanfeng even more excited.

The waist and buttocks couldn't help pushing Su Qianmo's mouth, his throat trembled, and the softness of the tip of his tongue made Yu Yanfeng lose his mind, he suddenly wanted to cry.

He couldn't help but grabbed Su Qianmo's hair, bent down slightly, and caressed the skin on his face.

How much does this person like him...

Reason gradually dissipated, Yu Yanfeng's cheeks were flushed, his chest heaved continuously, his lower body was swollen with heat, Su Qianmo seemed to feel something, and wanted to leave.

The image of the afternoon rushed into his mind crazily, he grabbed Su Qianmo's head fiercely, and violently thrust into his mouth.

Su Qianmo was almost suffocated, tears were streaming down his cheeks, his jaw was already sore, and his legs kneeling on the ground were stiff and sore.Resisting Yu Yanfeng's venting, he felt a heat in his throat and a fishy smell, and he couldn't help coughing.

Yu Yanfeng slid down the wall, he supported Su Qianmo's still trembling shoulders, and stared at his face that was a little flushed due to lack of oxygen.

Su Qianmo's face was covered with something, and he quickly wiped it off with his hands.

"Why are you crying?" Su Qianmo stretched out his hand to catch the tears from the corner of Yu Yanfeng's eyes, frowning slightly puzzled.

Yu Yanfeng suddenly realized that his face was covered with tears, and the salty and bitter liquid flowed down his cheeks.

When people are helpless and wronged, they will always vent their emotions, and tears have become the easiest way.

why cry?

Because I don't know what to do anymore...

Su Qianmo sent Yu Yanfeng to the door of a hotel, and drove home by himself.

During the whole banquet, Yu Yanfeng's performance was very indifferent, but Yu's father was very happy, because it was an improvement for him to come here.

Yu's father has a very good friend named Qian, who helped him a few times during the initial hard work, and later the other party's business became bigger and bigger, and the relationship between the two families is very close.

The Qian family has a daughter who is the same age as Yan Feng. She is currently studying in a high school in City B, majoring in acting.Yu's father's original plan was to let Yu Yanfeng come to meet him. It would be best if both parties are interested. If they don't like each other, it would be good to make friends.

The banquet had already started when Yu Yanfeng came, Yu's father asked Yu Yanshuo to pick him up at the door, Yu Yanfeng was wearing a blue suit, he was slender and stood out from the crowd.

Seeing his appearance, Yu Yanshuo couldn't help whistling.

Father Yu came over, looked him up and down, and nodded reluctantly.

The Qian family's daughter is called Qian Lan. She is tall and handsome, and the two quickly chatted together.President Qian and Father Yu had already gone to talk in the private room, only Yu Yanfeng and Qian Lan were left, and they found a corner to sit down.

"I seem to have seen you somewhere." Qian Lan was wearing a black dress, with a heavy gemstone chain hanging around her neck, "Have you ever appeared in a magazine?"

Yu Yanfeng held the wine glass in his hand, a little absent-minded: "I've filmed commercials."

"You are also from the acting department?" Qian Lan suddenly became interested, "Where did you go to school?"

"No, I'm studying management." Yu Yanfeng shook his head and smiled, "Shooting commercials is just for fun."

Yu Yanfeng seldom talked to girls anymore. He had forgotten how to joke around for so many years. He felt that he was bored enough, let alone Qian Lan. The two of them were embarrassed for more than half an hour before the dance began.

Yu Yanfeng is not in the mood to dance at all, but Qian Lan really wants to play, it's better than just sitting.

Many of the people who came were celebrities from the city's business circle, with wives and children, many young people, and a few of them had friendship with Yu Yanfeng.This kind of banquet is nothing more than to increase contacts, so Yu Yanfeng seldom comes, he doesn't know many people and doesn't have so many troubles.

After dancing with Qian Lan for a while, she excused herself because she had something to do and wanted to leave.Father Yu was displeased, but Mr. Qian asked Qian Lan to send him to the door.

"Are you in a bad mood?" Qian Lan sent Yu Yanfeng down the steps and asked with concern.

Yu Yanfeng looked at the fountain illuminated by lights, and nodded: "I'm sorry, because I have a little personal matter."

"What's the matter, can you tell me?" Qian Lan smiled, and a few strands of hair were blown to her cheeks by the wind, "Maybe I'll analyze it for you, and you'll be fine."

Yu Yanfeng looked at her, and suddenly lowered his head and chuckled, "I really can't solve this matter except me."

Qian Lan didn't disappoint, she just shrugged her shoulders, still smiling: "Then can I leave your phone number?"

Yu Yanfeng froze for a moment, then nodded, the two exchanged numbers, Qian Lan waved at him: "Actually, we met each other when we were young, and you really haven't changed. It was me who told you before, and you always act the same. He looks like he doesn't answer."

"When?" Yu Yanfeng was a little stunned, he really didn't remember it.

"Forget it, you definitely won't remember it after I said it." Qian Lan ran up the steps, carrying her purse, and said with a bright smile, "Next time you invite me to dinner, I'll tell you well."

Yu Yanfeng didn't go back to his place. For some reason, he didn't want to stay by himself for the first time tonight.

It was almost twelve o'clock when Yu's father came back. As soon as he entered the door, he smelled a very strong smell of smoke. Yu Yanshuo was so choked that he coughed. He opened the curtain and found Yu Yanfeng on the balcony.

There was a pile of cigarette butts on the ground, Yu Yanfeng was sitting on the ground, holding one in his hand, his whole body exuded a rotten smell.Yu Yanfeng raised his head and saw Yu Yanshuo covering his nose, he couldn't help but said, "Sit with me for a while."

Yu Yanshuo gave him a disgusted look, then turned his head, and the figure in the living room stumbled and sat on the sofa.

"Our dad drank too much, why don't you go and see?"

Yu Yanfeng stubbed out the cigarette, and he fumbled to turn on the light on the balcony. The sudden brightness made him a little uncomfortable, so he walked to the living room with the wall.

Father Yu's cheeks were slightly red, and he was sitting on the sofa, leaning against him and almost falling asleep.

"Go to sleep in the house." Yu Yanfeng supported Yu's father's shoulder.

Yu's father squinted his eyes halfway, as if looking down at Yu Yanfeng. He suddenly stretched out a hand and patted Yu Yanfeng's shoulder, his lips parted slightly, wanting to say something.

"If you don't want to go back to the house, I'll bring you a pillow."

Yu Yanfeng wanted to go into the house, but as soon as he stood up, someone grabbed his arm fiercely. He turned his head and saw that Yu's father's eyes were bloodshot, and he was just pulling himself tightly.

Yu Yanshuo walked over slowly, brought a bowl of hot water, and asked Father Yu to rinse his mouth.

After all, Yu's father drank, he lost the strength to toss around for a while, and fell asleep on the sofa. Yu Yanfeng carried him into the room, changed his pajamas, adjusted the temperature of the air conditioner, and the two brothers came out.

It was past twelve o'clock in the evening, and Yu Yanfeng didn't feel sleepy at all. Yu Yanshuo poured water and stuffed it into his brother's hand: "Rinse your mouth, you've smoked so much."

Yu Yanfeng put the water glass on the table, curled up in the sofa, and stared straight ahead.

"What are you thinking, something went wrong?"

Yu Yanfeng clasped his hands together: "Think about what to do in the future."

"After what?"

"The future is the future, don't you understand?" Yu Yanfeng looked a little irritable, "I feel so useless now."

"What are you going to do?" Yu Yanshuo was referring to how Yu's father would explain.

Yu Yanfeng suddenly took out his cell phone and dialed Su Qianmo's cell phone number.Yu Yanshuo frowned, it was already late at night, how could he call someone in the middle of the night.

It was rare that the other party picked it up, but the voice was a little hoarse. Yu Yanshuo took the phone over and turned on the hands-free.

The living room was empty, and only the sound of the pendulum could be heard. The two of them got together and looked at their mobile phones. Yu Yanshuo always felt that the two of them were as sneaky as a thief who broke into someone's house in the middle of the night.

"Yu Yanfeng?" Su Qianmo's voice was still vague, "What happened?"

"It's okay, I just missed you." Yu Yanfeng said in a low voice, and couldn't help stroking the table with his fingers.

Yu Yanshuo stared at his brother, never thought that this man would be so disgusting.

Su Qianmo didn't seem to be able to react on the other side, and there was no movement for a long time. Just when Yu Yanshuo thought he was falling asleep, a low voice suddenly came.

He said lightly: "Yes."

Yu Yanshuo's heart was smashed hard for no reason, so he was such a shy person.

Yu Yanfeng suddenly covered his mouth, he was afraid that he would recklessly say something irreversible to the phone.The time he and Su Qianmo were really together was only three years, and these days were almost counted.

Cherish these more than life.

Treat him as your lover, relative... know his daily habits, what he likes to eat, what he avoids, what kind of life he wants to live, who is his favorite person...

Yu Yanfeng would always recall these things in this environment, as if they were branded in his mind, unable to erase or forget.

He thought that in this life, he would always fail some people, and what he gained was bound to be lost.

He wants to say, he wants to tell Su Qianmo that the person I love the most in this life is you, and I swear that I will never betray you, and that I will face all pressure from family and society with you in the future... Would you like to spend time with me? lifetime?

But he couldn't say it, Yu Yanfeng felt like a selfish sinner, Yang Liping's words came into his mind suddenly.

It seems that I am forcing Su Qianmo, my family or me, which one would you choose?

Why is it not understood?Yu Yanfeng grabbed his hair, extremely annoyed, he pursed his lips, watching the flickering picture on the phone screen.

If one day, both parents are old and gray-haired, no one will blame them anymore.

Will you be with me until then?

Yu Yanshuo has always felt that his brother is a very strong person, at least in his eyes, he is a role model.He hadn't seen his pain and frustration, let alone almost seen him cry, so he thought he was a very strange person for a while.

But that night, he saw Yu Yanfeng's helplessness and suffering, and understood how much he loved that person.

What is so good about Su Qianmo?

Bad-tempered, impatient, and pretty much nothing but a protruding face.

Yu Yanshuo once asked his elder brother what it was like to like someone, and the answer he got was that he could feel sad because of his words, but he could also smile because of his words.

I didn't feel anything at the time.

Many years later, when he met the person he admired, he really understood.

Being in love is one thing, but spending a lifetime together is another.

When Su Qianmo was 20 years old, he took a year off from school for no reason.

After returning to school, his temperament changed drastically and he became taciturn.

In his senior year, he passed the school's exchange student program, went abroad to study, returned to the school for an internship in his fifth year, and later passed the entrance examination for a foreign graduate student. He went abroad without even attending the last party of the class. After that, there was no news of him.

Five years later.

On the [-]th of the twelfth lunar month, although the taste of the new year has become less and less in recent years, there are still many things to buy after the Chinese New Year.

Facing the snow, a black car parked in a parking lot outside the gate of a community.

Yu Yanfeng was wearing a scarf, revealing half of his pale face. He was wearing a thick brown cashmere coat, and he put a hat on his head before he opened the car door and got out of the car.

There were two large bags of food stuffed in the trunk, and when he took them out, someone had already recognized him, but he seemed a little afraid to confirm through the wind and snow.

Yu Yanfeng didn't linger, locked the car, carried his things and entered the community gate.

He walked to the door of the unit with ease, took out his card and swiped the door of the unit.

After Su Qianmo left, he bought a house upstairs from Su Qianmo at a high price.

When she rang the doorbell, it was Yang Liping who opened the door. She was wearing an apron, her hands were covered with flour, and she seemed to be making dumplings.

"Aunt Yang, where's Uncle?" Yu Yanfeng walked in with his things, still a little unnatural.

Ever since that incident happened and Su Qianmo left, Yu Yanfeng had been guarding the door of Su's couple every day. Yang Liping was a soft-hearted person, and over time, she asked Yu Yanfeng to come to her house for a sit-down.

Since Su Qianmo went abroad in his senior year, he has only returned home twice. One time, Su Chengming got into a car accident and ran into a car in a daze. Fortunately, he was wearing a seat belt. He twisted his wrist and made a small car accident. For the operation, Su Qianmo booked a plane ticket, and when he flew all the way back, Su Chengming had already scooped up the food with a spoon; the second time, Su Qianmo followed his instructor back to China to attend a seminar, and sat for less than five hours at home Just left again.

Yang Liping asked Yu Yanfeng to sit down and put the dumplings into the pot by herself.

"Your uncle went to the supermarket and will be back in a while."

Yu Yanfeng hung up his coat, and he washed his hands to help knead the dough.Yang Liping insists on making dumplings every New Year. Although there are few people in the family, she always feels that it is impossible to celebrate the New Year without eating dumplings.

"Don't be too busy, there's not much left." Yang Liping turned back and saw that Yu Yanfeng had already started rolling out the skin, "Where's your brother, let's live together."

"I asked him to go home. My dad won't go out this year, so there must be no one at home." Yu Yanfeng smiled, and he kneaded a dumpling very skillfully, "I bought some food, and I will make it tonight The meal is ready."

Since last year, Yu Yanfeng has celebrated the New Year with the Su family couple. Su Qianmo does not go home during the New Year, but just makes a phone call every year.

"You are tired enough from filming every day. Let's take a good rest today. When will you go to work?" Yang Liping smiled and put the dumplings on the grate.

Yu Yanfeng shook his head: "Auntie, I have already terminated the contract with the brokerage company."

After Yu Yanfeng graduated, he rejected Yu's father's invitation to join the company, and directly signed a five-year contract with a brokerage company, officially entering the entertainment circle.

There are endless newcomers in the entertainment industry, and most of them are majored in acting. Without Yu's father's support of spending money, Yu Yanfeng would not be able to become popular so quickly.

Yu's father's health was getting worse and worse, and his spirit was not good. Yu Yanfeng planned to go back to the company to help his father after finishing the last movie.Yu Yanshuo will be on vacation in half a year, and intends to continue his postgraduate entrance examination. Yu Yanfeng originally wanted him to work quickly, but Yu Yanshuo is also a very thoughtful person, and he disagrees with anything, Yu Yanfeng has no choice but to Get this thing out of the way first.

When I was in college, failing courses had become commonplace, and I hadn’t engaged in professional-related work in the past few years. Those things had long been returned to the teacher, so it was still a headache for the affairs of the company.

"What's going on, I saw your news a few days ago." Yang Liping thought something happened to him, and was a little worried.

"I originally planned to stop working after the contract expired. My father has not been in good health for the past two years. I plan to go back and get familiar with the company's business."

Yu Yanfeng put the chopping board away, and Yang Liping had already started washing the vegetables.

When Su Chengming came back, he happened to see the scene in the kitchen. Yu Yanfeng put the cooked dumplings on the table, and Yang Liping was cooking with a shovel.

The kitchen was filled with the aroma of food, there was the slight hum of the range hood, and the hosts' New Year's greetings came from the TV in the living room. Su Chengming suddenly felt a feeling he hadn't seen for a long time.

He suddenly began to reflect on whether his original decision was right or wrong.

The matter between Su Qianmo and Yu Yanfeng was not hidden for long. Yang Liping was in tears all day long, and her mind was also a little trance, but she just dragged Su Qianmo and refused to let him go out. Later, Su Chengming tried every means to persuade him, and finally found out about it.

Su Qianmo was locked up.