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Xia Xiaoze left at night, Yu Yanfeng looked at the things she bought, there were very few snacks, most of them were some ingredients, there were also Chinese New Year's melon seeds and candies, and there was actually a bunch of firecrackers.Yu Yanfeng looked at the firecracker with a complicated expression, and then locked it in the small cabinet.

He didn't want to go home, he felt it wasn't his home anymore.When Yu Yanfeng accidentally found a photo of him with a woman in his father's mobile phone, he had completely despaired of his father.At that time, Guo Yumei's illness was at the last stage, she was thin and ugly, her sunken face was full of pain, Yu Yanfeng could only be by her side, holding her hand but there was nothing he could do.

At that time, Yu Yanfeng would think that if living was so painful, he would rather choose to die.

On the fourth day after Guo Yumei's death, Yu Yanfeng had a big fight with his father, and then moved back here.

When Su Qianmo came home, Yang Liping was cleaning, and the house was full of smoke, and Su Chengming went to the supermarket to buy new year's goods.

"It's back, please rinse the rag for me." Yang Liping almost threw the rag on Su Qianmo's face.

Su Qianmo changed his clothes helplessly, thinking to himself, it would be great if there was a nanny at home.After the two of them finished cleaning, Su Chengming also came back and bought Spring Festival couplets to paste.

Su Qianmo felt that he was very filial, and he could do whatever Yang Liping told him to do, making dumplings, wiping the floor, washing dishes... Even Yang Liping felt that Su Qianmo had suddenly become obedient.

Guo Yumei's death had a huge impact on Su Qianmo. Although he wished to stuff his own mother into the washing machine for a few days a month, when he saw Yang Liping healthy and healthy by his side, Su Chengming was still rambling. It's not reliable, but I feel that this is actually very happy.

The Su family doesn't have many relatives in the city, so only the three of them spend New Year's Eve, and it's like this every year.Su Qianmo called Yu Yanfeng on the morning of New Year's Eve.

It was already ten o'clock, and Yu Yanfeng's voice was vague and lazy, obviously not awake.

"Mo Mo, what's the matter so early?"

"It's nothing, I just wanted to call you." Su Qianmo rolled on the sofa, "Where are you still at that house?"

There was a rustling sound on the phone, probably Yu Yanfeng sat up.

"Yeah, where else can I go?"

"Is there someone to accompany you to celebrate the New Year?" Su Qianmo frowned, it would be too pitiful for Yu Yanfeng to celebrate the New Year at home by himself.

"Xia Xiaoze is with me." Yu Yanfeng babbled nonsense, his chest was oppressed, he felt sad for no reason, he just wanted to hastily hang up the phone, so as not to reveal any flaws by saying too much.

Su Qianmo didn't say anything, just said something like Happy New Year and hung up the phone.

Yu Yanfeng looked at the phone, there were three missed calls and two text messages, one was from Xia Xiaoze and the other was from his father.He glanced at the time, reckoning that it was time to arrive, so he put on his clothes and got up, and half a quarter of an hour later there was a knock on the door.

"Yan Feng, open the door quickly, I'll pick you up." The low and tired voice was all too familiar, but Yu Yanfeng couldn't help but feel a little nauseous listening to it in the room.

Yu Yanfeng opened the door reluctantly. Although he hated his father, he had no reason to keep him outside. After all, he relied on his father's money for his food, clothing, housing and transportation.

Yu Yanfeng gave up his seat and let Father Yu in, and he obediently poured tea.Father Yu saw a photo of Guo Yumei on the table. About three years ago, Guo Yumei was still healthy and beautiful.He couldn't help but hold the photo in his hand and look at it.

Yu Yanfeng came up with the tea set, added water, and poured a cup for his father before the tea leaves were soaked.Father Yu put down the photo, and he picked up the cup to drink water.

"Where's Xiao Xia?"

"She went home for the New Year." Yu Yanfeng took the photo and put it on the table, looking at Father Yu expressionlessly.

"Go home with Dad." Yu's father was also very sad. He was busy with his wife's funeral for the past few days, and Yu Yanfeng insisted on living here alone. He had no choice.

"Is she at our house?" Yu Yanfeng raised his head and asked, his eyes gradually became cold.

Father Yu froze for a moment: "Of course not."

Yu Yanfeng knew that at this moment his father still loved him, no matter the love was due to guilt or something else.

"Then I won't go back either. I want to celebrate the New Year with my mother." Yu Yanfeng said lightly, leaning lazily on the sofa.

Father Yu smiled: "That's fine, I just asked Xiao Wang to bring things over, and we are both here to celebrate the New Year."

"Stop torturing others on New Year's Eve, okay, you should go back, my mother probably doesn't want to see you." Yu Yanfeng sat up straight and looked at Father Yu with hostility, "My mother is dying soon. At that time, what she wished most was to see you more, but have you come, how many times have you been here, and you still have the nerve to come to this house?"

Father Yu looked around every corner of the house, there were still traces of Guo Yumei's life, the porcelain cup she used to drink from, the cushions on the bed... Father Yu wiped his face, he raised his head with red eyes .

"Yan Feng, I know I'm sorry for your mother..."

"Don't say that, my mother is still here, don't make my mother sad by telling your crap." Yu Yanfeng's eyes were bloodshot, and he gritted his teeth, "Go, I won't go back , don’t come here anymore.”

"Are you driving Dad away? Are you not planning to go home in the future?" Father Yu's voice was also extremely painful.

"When will your matter be resolved, when will I go back." Yu Yanfeng had already stood up and opened the door, "Dad, I really love you, but I can't live with that woman."

In the past few days, Yu Yanfeng seemed to have lost weight in an instant, his face was pale, and there was no trace of blood on his lips.Father Yu felt distressed, but there was nothing he could do. He nodded, "Then I'll go back first. Do you have anything to eat here? I'll buy you some?"

"Xia Xiaoze has done everything, don't worry." Yu Yanfeng stood at the door, looking at him expressionlessly.Father Yu walked away step by step and turned his head three times.

Yu Yanfeng put the photo back in the cabinet, and put away all his mother's other things.In fact, Xia Xiaoze had put away these things a long time ago because he was afraid that Yu Yanfeng would be sad if he saw nothing. Yu Yanfeng knew that his father would definitely come to him, so he took out his mother's old things.Although Yu's father has no love for Guo Yumei, the love between husband and wife for more than ten years is enough for him to bear.

This year is destined to be difficult.

The sound of firecrackers continued outside the house, Su Qianmo rolled over comfortably on the sofa, he was still hugging the pillow in his arms, watching boring TV programs, suddenly came up with the idea of ​​going to Yu Yanfeng's house to see.

Yang Liping is making dumplings in the house, and paper-cuts have been pasted on the glass, which is full of Chinese New Year flavor.After Su Qianmo got dressed, Yang Liping couldn't help feeling strange looking at her son.

"Where are you going? No one will stop on New Year's Eve?" Yang Liping held a dumpling wrapper in one hand and a rolling pin in the other.

"I'll go to Yu Yanfeng's place to have a look." Su Qianmo had already started putting on his shoes.

"Why, didn't you just go there two days ago, it's New Year's Eve, people are not busy?"

"Hey, Mom, you don't know, Yu Yanfeng moved out of that house." Su Qianmo pulled his mother over, "He had a fight with his father, and now he lives outside by himself."

Yang Liping was surprised. When Guo Yumei was hospitalized, Yu Yanfeng's father was not very diligent in coming, but Guo Yumei's mother's family came to take care of her more. In addition, the people who came to see her were all people from Yu Yanfeng's father's company.Yang Liping could feel at that time that the relationship between Guo Yumei and her husband was not good. Logically speaking, no matter how busy she was, she would at least come here once a day and stay with her at night, but it was rare.

There is a nurse in Yang Liping's department. Her husband is from Yu Yanfeng's father's company. She once mentioned in the department that Mr. Yu has someone outside.Yang Liping just told them not to talk nonsense at that time, but she had already become suspicious at that time, but she couldn't control other people's housework.But at this time, I heard that Yu Yanfeng actually moved out by himself, there must be something wrong.

"Why move out?"

"I don't know, I just see that he has been emotionally unstable recently, and I'm a little worried." Su Qianmo didn't intend to tell Yang Liping everything.

"Hey, wait a minute, I'll cook some dumplings and bring them to him." Yang Liping hurried to the kitchen,

Su Qianmo thought about it, so he waited in the living room for a while.Yang Liping took out the thermos and put it in Su Qianmo's hands.

"Don't fall, hold on tight."

"Okay, I'll go then, don't wait for me to eat at noon, come back in the afternoon." Su Qianmo put on his hat and went out.

On New Year's Eve, taxis were hard to come by, and taxis were almost extinct. When he got on the bus, there were only a few people on board.Su Qianmo got out of the car and walked quickly with the thermos. The snow on the road was already frozen and slippery, and he almost fell over.

He went upstairs and knocked on the door.

Yu Yanfeng didn't expect that someone would come to him at this time. He was wearing pajamas and originally planned to sleep for a day, especially after Yu's father came, he was in a bad mood.

He glanced through the cat's eyes, slightly surprised, and opened the door.Su Qianmo walked in while stomping his feet. He pushed the things in Yu Yanfeng's hands, and when Yu Yanfeng touched them, his hands felt numb from the cold.

"I'm freezing to death." Su Qianmo took off his hat, his hair was messed up, his nose and face were red.

Yu Yanfeng opened the thermos bucket, and the steam inside gushed out, covering his face and filling the bucket with dumplings.Yu Yanfeng closed the lid, pursed his lips, his eyes were a little sour.

"Why don't you call me?" Yu Yanfeng put down his things and brought Su Qianmo slippers.

Su Qianmo rubbed his ears: "I didn't care about it."

"Why do you suddenly want to come?" Yu Yanfeng's eyes were bright, and he looked straight at Su Qianmo.

"Didn't my mother ask me to bring you dumplings?" Su Qianmo lowered his head and muttered, "I thought I wanted to come, so I'm being too affectionate."

Yu Yanfeng's eyes narrowed into a line, he leaned over, stretched out his hand to caress Su Qianmo's cool face: "Then I'll cover it for you."

Su Qianmo avoided his hand awkwardly, and looked at the kitchen in embarrassment.

"Where's Aunt Xia?"

Yu Yanfeng suddenly remembered what he lied to Su Qianmo on the phone this morning: "She, she went to the supermarket."

"Okay, don't fool me, there is no one who doesn't go home on New Year's Eve."

It was past eleven o'clock, Su Qianmo took out the dumplings and put them on a plate. He opened the refrigerator and saw that it was full of ingredients and frozen dumplings.It seemed that Xia Xiaoze was really doing his best.

The two had a makeshift lunch, and Su Qianmo felt that it was too hard for Yu Yanfeng to celebrate the New Year alone, and he was reluctant to leave him at home when there was no one celebrating the New Year alone.

"Why don't you come to my house to celebrate the New Year." Su Qianmo said suddenly.

Yu Yanfeng stopped holding the chopsticks, looked at Su Qianmo, and shook his head slowly.

"No, I want to stay here and accompany my mother." Yu Yanfeng's eyes were a little dull, but his tone was firm.

Su Qianmo can't force it either, no one can bear the loss of his closest relative all of a sudden.After the two of them finished their meal, Yu Yanfeng cleaned the dishes, and the two of them were fine. Su Qianmo couldn't help but think of what happened the night before, and always felt extremely embarrassed.He felt that he shouldn't be here today, but he really wanted to see Yu Yanfeng.

Su Qianmo felt that he was simply crazy, and he also saw Yu Yanfeng's attitude. Although he had a hunch that Yu Yanfeng must also like him, but he didn't want to be with him.Why not? Su Qianmo also thought about it a lot. Yu Yanfeng talked about his girlfriend and he was definitely not gay, but he posted it. Besides being with a man, who can bear it?Even if you can be with a woman, you won't find a man.

The two of them have been together since childhood, and their previous relationship can be said to be higher than the mountains and deeper than the sea, which is why Yu Yanfeng can think of himself whenever something happens.Did I misunderstand myself?Su Qianmo held his forehead, could it be that Yu Yanfeng treated him just as a brotherhood, just because he was too tight and Yu Yanfeng couldn't stand it, so he responded somewhat?

Su Qianmo hugged the pillow, completely entangled.He didn't understand what was happening on the TV in front of him at all, so he glanced at Yu Yanfeng with a complicated expression, his almost perfect side face had a bit of coldness.

Su Qianmo couldn't help sighing again, and was about to turn his head when Yu Yanfeng suddenly looked at him.

"What's the matter with you?" Yu Yanfeng frowned, which seemed a little cute.

"It's nothing." Su Qianmo shook his head, turned his face and continued watching TV.

Liar ghost, look at me and sigh, then look at me again.Yu Yanfeng only felt a little hot in his heart. He originally thought that this New Year's Eve must be passed by himself, but the moment he saw Su Qianmo through the cat's eyes, his whole heart almost melted.

Yu Yanfeng hid from Su Qianmo for a whole year. During this year, he had secretly followed him several times, seeing him getting closer and closer to the Gu brothers and sisters, seeing Qin Hao playing with him... every time He resisted the urge to jump out from the dark.

Yu Yanfeng always felt that what he did was right, he felt that he could bear it, could endure watching him get closer and closer to others, and even completely leave the life without him.But when Su Qianmo broke into his life again desperately, he felt that he regretted it.

He didn't want Su Qianmo to leave, nor did he want to give him up to anyone.

Su Qianmo's phone rang, and it was Gu Shiheng calling.Su Qianmo went to the balcony to answer the phone.Yu Yanfeng was awakened in an instant. He stared at the phone in Su Qianmo's hand with a complicated expression.

"Hi, Shiheng."

Yu Yanfeng's ears moved, he stood up silently, and went to the phone.

"Mo Mo, Happy Chinese New Year." Gu Shiheng's voice was still a little lazy, and Gu Xiao next to him was making some noise, Su Qianmo couldn't help but laugh.He remembered the back of Gu Shiheng who left silently that night, and wondered if he was in a better mood. It seems that the first love is indeed very exciting to people.

"Happy New Year." Su Qianmo tried to make his tone cheerful.

"Where are you, why are you so quiet?" Gu Shiheng asked.

Su Qianmo was stunned for a moment, he didn't want Gu Shiheng to know that he was at Yanfeng's house now, if he did, Gu Xiao would probably start gossiping again.

"I'm in the bathroom at home."

Yu Yanfeng looked at his living room, but didn't see anything like a toilet.

"I'm going, it's so disgusting." Gu Shiheng laughed and cursed, and seemed to be in a good mood, "I started school in the eighth day of junior high school, when are you free, let's go out for dinner before I start school."

"Okay, I'm fine for Chinese New Year, and I don't need to go to New Year's greetings, I'll wait for you to believe me." Su Qianmo said it naturally, when suddenly the back felt hot, and Yu Yanfeng's hands had already wrapped around his waist.

Su Qianmo was startled, and almost dropped the phone to the ground.

"Who?" Yu Yanfeng rubbed his head against Su Qianmo's ear, and he asked in a low voice, but Gu Shiheng also heard another person's voice.

"Momo, are you taking someone else with you when you go to the bathroom?" Gu Shiheng raised his eyebrows, obviously very interested.

Su Qianmo's ears turned red after being disturbed by Yu Yanfeng, and his voice trembled a little: "Oh, you heard it wrong."

Su Qianmo pressed the microphone, turned his head and said to Yan Feng in a low voice: "What's the matter, stay away from me."

Yu Yanfeng posted it reluctantly, with a smile, and said slightly: "It's hung up."

"what?"

"Hang up." Yu Yanfeng leaned over and kissed Su Qianmo's lips, grabbed his phone and pressed hang up.No matter how he saw Su Qianmo's expression, he found it dazzling. He just wanted him to look at him and only listen to himself.

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